[HN Gopher] Life Is So Terrible and Beautiful at the Same Time
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       Life Is So Terrible and Beautiful at the Same Time
        
       Author : vitabenes
       Score  : 130 points
       Date   : 2023-06-12 10:37 UTC (12 hours ago)
        
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       | tracerbulletx wrote:
       | I think it's fair to say most things are not black and white, or
       | gray. They're some kind of high dimensional noise function with
       | clusters and gradients of every possible shade.
        
       | bannedbybros wrote:
       | [dead]
        
       | lordleft wrote:
       | Something about this essay reminds me of a line from Stanley
       | Lombardo's translation of the Iliad:
       | 
       | "It was glorious to see--if your heart were iron, And you could
       | keep from grieving at all the pain."
        
       | [deleted]
        
       | aantix wrote:
       | > Social boundaries trumped my compassionate instinct.
       | 
       | I think he should have at least asked if she needed a hug.
       | 
       | Feels like that would have been a nice way to honor his instinct
       | and her boundaries at the same time.
       | 
       | She may have at least appreciated the sentiment. Or she would
       | have take him up on that offer and embraced his embrace. Either
       | way, it seems like a positive.
        
         | gadflyinyoureye wrote:
         | It is weird when people let go of themselves when asked this
         | question. I was in line for a TSA check. Latin woman in front
         | of me had a hard mobile call (I don't speak Spanish, but I got
         | the gist). I asked her is she was ok. 5 minutes of crying and
         | Spanish. I gave her little side hugs and listened with
         | compassion. It was a rather odd experience.
        
       | Solvency wrote:
       | The inability to be present has more to do with this artificially
       | complex modern life we've engineered ourselves into, more than
       | the trappings of our intellect.
       | 
       | Life was far more assuring, rewarding, bountiful, and meaningful
       | if you were living in a small Native American community in the
       | year 1400 and millions of bison roamed the plains, and the soil
       | was the most fertile in the world, and you had a direct, non-
       | abstracted, immediate relationship with every person in the
       | community around you. All of your inputs lead to physically
       | direct outputs.
       | 
       | And all of your biological wetware and quirks were designed and
       | evolved to operate in this context. Hunting, foraging, moving
       | your own body around, sleeping and waking with the sun, having
       | non-digital relationships, eating whole foods from the earth.
       | 
       | And it's not to say life never had its struggles. But it was
       | certainly more biologically consistent and natural than what
       | we've turned it into.
        
         | dotnet00 wrote:
         | This reads like the usual "appeal to nature" fallacy.
         | 
         | If you're going to focus on things like the soil being fertile
         | and being directly involved with your neighbors, you kinda also
         | have to consider the complete inability to cope with storms and
         | disease and all the social ills that were reinforced because of
         | that tight knit community.
         | 
         | We like to think of past life as having been the benefits of
         | all our modern moral leanings and all our "invisible"
         | technologies combined with idealized visions of farming fertile
         | lands and hunting among herds of animals, but any history book
         | makes it obvious why our ancestors struggled so hard for us to
         | live differently.
         | 
         | Ignoring that many of the anecdotes presented in the linked
         | article are mostly the author projecting despair onto others,
         | those fundamental issues of disease, old age and death, were
         | even worse when we lived "naturally" and had stronger ties to
         | the people we lived around.
        
           | fasterik wrote:
           | Yep. Also known as the golden age fallacy. It's nostalgia for
           | a past that never existed.
           | 
           | Some people can't accept the fact that human life has always
           | been terrible, and it's better today than it ever has been.
        
             | tomjakubowski wrote:
             | the notion that quality of life could be boiled down to a
             | number, to be put in some ranking for comparison across
             | eras, is ludicrous
        
               | toolz wrote:
               | This is your opinion and I would suggest not a very
               | popular opinion at that. I imagine the vast majority of
               | the world can look at the number of violent crimes
               | trending down over time and use that as a data point to
               | rank eras. Similarly extreme poverty rate since the
               | industrial revolution has drastically fallen. Another
               | metric that I imagine the extreme vast majority of the
               | world would find a useful metric in ranking eras. There
               | are plenty of other metrics to rank eras that make plenty
               | of sense if you look for them, and why shouldn't we?
               | 
               | Is it even possible to make progress if we're not
               | defining what progress looks like? Is progress such a
               | ludicrous goal for the human race? If progress is a
               | reasonable goal and you can't make progress without
               | defining what progress looks like then it's necessary for
               | progress to have metrics that can be used to rank eras.
        
               | fasterik wrote:
               | What I said doesn't depend on that assumption. I can make
               | the claim that life is qualitatively better while being
               | agnostic about whether we can attach a number to it.
        
               | yamazakiwi wrote:
               | We don't need to rank eras and it doesn't hurt to make
               | some comparisons or think about how life used to be. The
               | main issue is people comparing while omitting large
               | issues, not people claiming specific eras are better than
               | others.
        
           | digging wrote:
           | Largely agreed. A total regression view is inaccurate and
           | foolish. Plenty of people had shit lives before
           | industrialization and plenty of good lives were cut short.
           | 
           | We can't just assume "the past is better." That's wrong in
           | many ways. However, when we look at our lives today, we can
           | see things that are not good, and we can find ways that those
           | things could be good. Many solutions can come from the past.
           | Connection to our communities and investment in our
           | environment seem to have real benefits for us an individuals,
           | besides the systemic benefits.
        
             | nradov wrote:
             | How can solutions come from the past when we don't even
             | have reliable information about what the past was like?
             | Archaeological data on the lives of pre-Columbian
             | indigenous New World peoples is extremely limited. Even
             | much of what we think we know is probably mistaken, or at
             | least badly distorted by modern biases.
        
               | digging wrote:
               | Simple: we don't replicate the lives of past peoples. We
               | take ideas from [our ideas of] the past and find out if
               | they work for us. And... it doesn't need to be from
               | indigenous New World people.
        
               | nradov wrote:
               | Hardly simple. You are talking about running huge social
               | experiments based on guesses about what might work
               | better. It would be interesting to see the results of
               | such experiments, but extremely difficult to convince
               | people to participate.
        
         | ROTMetro wrote:
         | Unless you had a Crow/Sioux type situation where your tribe was
         | being eradicated by a neighboring tribe and you had been
         | captured and enslaved, or your clan lacked power/influence due
         | to a low number of strong males. But sure, if you were in the
         | top it might have been like you describe.
        
         | mahathu wrote:
         | Enjoy working 12 hour days every day and eating potatoes 365
         | days of the year?
        
           | lm28469 wrote:
           | Open literally any history book and be amazed at how far you
           | are from reality. For the extreme vast majority of history we
           | worked way less to sustain ourselves, certainly not the
           | current 8 hours per day + average 100 minutes commute. The
           | current 8 hours a day only sounds good because we had a short
           | period of 10-12+ hours a day in mines and factories
           | 
           | It's funny how people are so confidently incorrect and so
           | happy to be slave to their work, almost bragging about it. I
           | can't even wrap my head around that, some form of Stockholm
           | syndrome perhaps
           | 
           | https://groups.csail.mit.edu/mac/users/rauch/worktime/hours_.
           | ..
           | 
           | https://medium.com/world-issues-politics-economics-and-
           | more/...
           | 
           | https://www.inc.com/jessica-stillman/for-95-percent-of-
           | human...
        
         | ericmcer wrote:
         | Have fun with that.
         | 
         | I much prefer having modern medicine, grocery stores, modern
         | entertainment etc.
         | 
         | Just yesterday I picked up a bunch of tacos and sat down to
         | watch the movie Renfield with the family and I had a brief
         | moment of awe about all the resources that are at our
         | fingertips. I am not rich by any means but can watch one of the
         | greatest actors in history performing on a 72inch 4k screen in
         | my living room whenever I want. It is amazing.
         | 
         | If you were a Native American in the 1400s you were pretty much
         | guaranteed to die young and in a painful fashion after a very
         | hard life.
        
           | steve_g wrote:
           | I agree with you 100%. The average person now lives better
           | than the richest kings a few hundred years ago.
           | 
           | But I think it's funny that you use Nick Cage as an example.
           | Not to be mean - I like him too. But it's still funny.
        
             | ericmcer wrote:
             | Oh yeah I was hoping someone would notice the Nick Cage
             | greatest actor bit haha
        
           | glitchc wrote:
           | > greatest actor
           | 
           | Surely you don't mean Nicholas Cage! That title clearly
           | belongs to John Cena.
        
         | swader999 wrote:
         | Disease, weather, conflicts with other warring tribes. Fitting
         | into the hierarchy, the ever present threat of banishment.
        
         | hospitalJail wrote:
         | Ignorance is bliss? Is it better to believe in gods that will
         | reincarnate you as a bear if you die in battle? Or is it better
         | to have access to knowledge?
         | 
         | Also, bad weather and praying to gods wasnt exactly
         | input/output.
        
           | swader999 wrote:
           | I could go another round as a bear. Bears are awesome.
        
             | hospitalJail wrote:
             | No, you don't get to be a bear at all. That was the
             | mysticism the clan leader tricked you into dying for him
             | for.
        
               | anthlax wrote:
               | How do you know?
        
       | iand675 wrote:
       | I lost my 3 1/2 year old daughter to sudden illness several
       | months ago. So many dreams left our family that day. Now it is up
       | to those of us left behind to pick up the pieces.
        
         | glitchc wrote:
         | So sorry for your loss... I cannot imagine your pain.
        
         | nico wrote:
         | Lots of love and a big hug to you
         | 
         | I have two kids around that age. Have had some bad scares and
         | it's been devastating emotionally for me
         | 
         | Hope you get lots of support
         | 
         | Feel free to reach out (checkout my profile), if you ever want
         | to talk, about anything really, doesn't have to be the kids
        
         | iamcasen wrote:
         | Good lord, I'm so sorry. My heart goes out to you and your
         | family.
        
         | swader999 wrote:
         | So sorry, the only thing that helps is to love those left with
         | all you have.
        
         | RigelKentaurus wrote:
         | I'm extremely sorry for your loss. I do hope that you are able
         | to pick up the pieces and somehow create a meaningful life with
         | them.
        
         | zztop44 wrote:
         | I'm so sorry for your loss.
        
         | braymundo wrote:
         | I am sorry for your loss and I hope you find the strength and
         | meaning to carry on.
        
         | rootusrootus wrote:
         | Losing one of my children would be the end of me, just thinking
         | of what you are going through brings a tear to my eye. I really
         | hope you can pick up the pieces and enjoy what life still has
         | to offer you.
        
         | aeontech wrote:
         | I'm so sorry...
        
       | rullelito wrote:
       | I believe the net, pleasure minus pain, on earth is hugely
       | negative.
        
       | hospitalJail wrote:
       | The author views life through the lens of a hedonist, and finds
       | that stoicism is better to deal with the tough times. They don't
       | use any of these terms, which makes me think they are
       | independently coming to the same conclusion as the Stoics. Seems
       | pretty basic.
       | 
       | Did I miss the point?
        
         | nazgulnarsil wrote:
         | Maybe so if you missed the author and his experience in the
         | hurry to summarize his concepts?
        
         | npinsker wrote:
         | No; that's exactly how I read it
        
         | haswell wrote:
         | Life's lessons can be learned in a myriad of ways. Stoicism
         | resonates with many people because they find it applicable to
         | what they're experiencing in life, but that brings the
         | implication with it that many people are bound to discover the
         | same insights. This has happened since time immemorial, and
         | ideas are reborn, repackaged, re-contextualized for a new era.
         | 
         | Stoicism also comes loaded with shoulds and shouldn'ts as they
         | pertain to living a "virtuous life", and for many people, this
         | is too close to religious dogma for comfort. Put another way,
         | there are many people who might benefit from the ideas but
         | would bristle at the thought of turning to something that
         | resembles religion.
         | 
         | But the underlying philosophical insights that can be found in
         | stoicism can be also found across many other contemplative
         | traditions.
         | 
         | When reading a piece like this, I don't find it particularly
         | interesting to try to reduce the author's personal discoveries
         | to "oh that's just <philosophy>". Many people find the stories
         | of others helpful because they're less abstract and heady than
         | a series of intellectually sound ideas that might not feel very
         | helpful when someone is going through the shit.
         | 
         | I'd argue that you missed the point of the piece. Knowing that
         | stoicism (or Buddhism, etc...) exist doesn't seem to have any
         | bearing on the recollection of one's personal journey. Some
         | people are looking for a philosophy of life. Some people are
         | just looking for comfort in knowing that others have
         | experienced something that validates their own pain. And some
         | people share their own journeys to make/find meaning in the
         | pain, and it is this sharing that is more interesting than its
         | resemblance to famous ideas.
        
         | mahathu wrote:
         | [flagged]
        
           | ramoz wrote:
           | someone not victimizing themself means they have a
           | personality disorder?
        
       | monero-xmr wrote:
       | > _There's an elderly gentleman who works at the local pharmacy
       | store._
       | 
       | > _He's bent over and moves slowly. His hair is uncombed and a
       | dull vacancy lurks in his eyes. He's always there so he must need
       | the money._
       | 
       | > _His sadness is contagious._
       | 
       | This drives me crazy. You don't know anything about this guy. One
       | time I took an airport shuttle and the driver was ancient, the
       | bus was empty and we started chatting. He loves driving the bus,
       | he does this to stay busy, he's retired but enjoys having a
       | purpose and talking to people (such as myself). He told me all
       | about his kids and their careers.
       | 
       | My point is you have absolutely no idea why anyone does anything,
       | unless you ask them. Projecting sadness onto strangers says more
       | about yourself than the subject.
        
         | coldtea wrote:
         | > _This drives me crazy. You don 't know anything about this
         | guy._
         | 
         | Doesn't have to. With some empathy you can often tell. Also
         | don't need to know anything to know that 70+ year olds don't
         | work at some menial service industry job in countries where
         | they can afford to retire.
         | 
         | > _He loves driving the bus, he does this to stay busy, he 's
         | retired but enjoys having a purpose and talking to people (such
         | as myself). My point is you have absolutely no idea why anyone
         | does anything, unless you ask them._
         | 
         | That would tell you even less in many cases. I wouldn't
         | necessarily believe the story a stranger would present for
         | their circumstances either. Part of it will probably be saving
         | safe, or making himself look better than "70-something that
         | can't afford to retire and is forced to drive around".
         | 
         | The fact is, loving it or not, he probably works because he
         | 100% needs the money. So a health incident, or some emergency
         | (like his house needing repairs, or a rent hike) could wipe him
         | out.
        
           | jasonladuke0311 wrote:
           | Wow what an incredibly smug and presumptuous comment. You are
           | so sure your assumption is right that you dismiss information
           | directly from the person himself. This is some Reddit-tier
           | shit right here.
        
             | coldtea wrote:
             | Yes, because people never lie. Or save safe. Or tell a
             | happier or sadder story than is the case.
        
           | googlryas wrote:
           | > With some empathy you can often tell.
           | 
           | This doesn't sound like empathy - it sounds like
           | stereotyping. Instead of getting to know someone and finding
           | out about them, or accepting that you just don't know details
           | about their life, you develop a story of their life in head
           | based on nothing but your gut feeling.
           | 
           | > Also don't need to know anything to know that 70+ year olds
           | don't work at some menial service industry job in countries
           | where they can afford to retire.
           | 
           | Is Sweden one of those countries where people can afford to
           | retire? Because they have about the same rate of 75+ year
           | olds working as the US.
           | 
           | https://www.euronews.com/next/2023/02/22/the-rise-of-
           | elderly...
           | 
           | https://www.usnews.com/news/best-states/slideshows/states-
           | wi...
        
             | coldtea wrote:
             | > _Is Sweden one of those countries where people can afford
             | to retire? Because they have about the same rate of 75+
             | year olds working as the US._
             | 
             | From the very link you provided, regarding Sweden: "a
             | succession of policy choices have pushed older people into
             | work".
             | 
             | And from the report they link to:
             | 
             | "The latest pension reform (a defined contribution scheme)
             | has increased the economic incentives to work longer.
             | Parallel, it has become more difficult to get a disability
             | pension even for only medical reasons. (...) Several
             | political decisions were also taken from the early 1990s on
             | to counteract early retirement and increase the actual
             | retirement age. (...) There is a clear socio-economic
             | gradient in the age of retirement. Low-skilled jobs have
             | lower wages and worse working conditions, work environment
             | and occupational protection. The difference in "lost
             | years", i.e. the number of years that people exit from the
             | labour market before reaching age 65, between early and
             | late exit jobs amounts to 4.82 years for men ("Other sales
             | and services elementary occupations" compared to "College,
             | university and higher education teaching professionals").
             | For women, the difference is 5.55 years."
             | 
             | Rather than some socialist paradise, as is the stereotype
             | of Sweden in the US (well, though compared to which, it
             | might very well be), the political establishment there has
             | been increasingly pushing neoliberal reforms for decades
             | now.
        
         | the_third_wave wrote:
         | We were hitch-hiking from Vancouver to Whitehorse in 2001 and
         | ended up being stranded somewhere in redneck territory -
         | imagine a bunch of guys in a pickup truck driving past while
         | hollering "hey buddy grow some tits and we'll give you a ride"
         | - when we finally got a ride on a big rig. The driver was 72
         | years old, name of Ken, callsign "Big D" on CB. He took us all
         | the way to Whitehorse since he was running a load of condensate
         | to the north of Alaska anyway and it was on the route (which is
         | understandable given that there is only one Alaska Highway).
         | Being in the truck with him for 11/2 days we got to talk -
         | which is why he took hitch-hikers along in the first place -
         | and touched the subject of him driving that truck while he
         | could have been enjoying his pension. 'I tried it, being
         | pensioned, but did not like it' he said so he just took right
         | off where he left. As long as his body and mind held out he
         | wanted to keep on doing this work 'cause sitting at home was
         | boring.
         | 
         | Having left Whitehorse in a canoe on our way to the Bering
         | strait we met another 72 years old man, this one named Tom. Tom
         | was also paddling the Yukon, or maybe I should say he was
         | enjoying the current taking him downstream. His plan was to
         | paddle the whole river like we were doing but he was doing it
         | in stages where he would take to the river for a few days, then
         | find his way back to his truck somehow to get his canoe. Tom
         | was a pensioned school teacher, he lived on his own in a cabin
         | and quite liked being pensioned but not hanging around in his
         | cabin all the time so he sometimes took to the river.
         | 
         | When I reach that age I suspect I'll do something similar
         | seeing how as I think I'd be bored by the "normal" life of a
         | pensioner.
        
         | Veen wrote:
         | It's not a documentary purporting to be a factual examination
         | of multiple people's life stories or an analysis of social
         | attitudes to the elderly.
         | 
         | It's a touching essay detailing one man's thoughts and
         | experiences as he moves through life, presented with the
         | intention of eliciting certain feelings and thoughts in the
         | reader. And that's all it needs to be.
         | 
         | Here's an alternative perspective about getting old. Maybe
         | you'll enjoy it more:
         | 
         | https://allpoetry.com/The-Old-Fools
        
           | monero-xmr wrote:
           | And my counterpoint is that "old men working" is not the same
           | as "society has failed these dull, vacant-eyed poors". I'm
           | arguing for dignity
        
             | bugglebeetle wrote:
             | Dignity being manifested through work is more of a Western
             | illness, informed by Protestant Ideology and all of its
             | accompanying baggage. Many other societies have roles for
             | the elderly that do not require them to be service workers
             | and all the corresponding degradation and abuse that comes
             | along with it. And I say this as someone who spent many
             | years in these kinds of jobs and found them in no way to be
             | wholesome, engaging, or dignified.
             | 
             | At least in the American context, people are remarkably
             | rude and demanding to those who they deem beneath them,
             | which is most often determined by the jobs they perform,
             | how much money they have, etc. Assuming someone is
             | miserable in these jobs may not always be correct, but it's
             | also not in anyway improbable. I and all my coworkers
             | certainly were.
        
               | mlhpdx wrote:
               | People are awful to each other everywhere - there is
               | nothing exceptional about America there. I agree with you
               | that dignity requires fundamental (not judgemental)
               | respect, and that is sorely lacking in the world (even in
               | your response).
        
             | rcme wrote:
             | Ok, but plenty of old people do work menial jobs out of
             | necessity. This particular old man can be a symbol of that
             | to the author regardless of the specific circumstances
             | regarding the old man's employment.
        
             | weard_beard wrote:
             | If the old man told Weiss what he was feeling we wouldn't
             | get the artistry of his rumination.
             | 
             | It's like the student who hates the exercise of inferring
             | authorial intent and ascribing situations and plots as
             | metaphors in high school English. The point isn't to KNOW
             | the authors intent. The point is to understand what it
             | means to YOU!
             | 
             | You're both right. This piece was about a sad old man. This
             | piece makes us ponder our unknowable connections and the
             | loss of dignity in suffering and old age.
             | 
             | This piece can mean many things to many people. That's what
             | makes it good.
        
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         | soneca wrote:
         | > _"I try to say something kind or friendly to encourage him.
         | Sometimes he perks up momentarily, offering a half smile and
         | faint twinkle in his eye"_
         | 
         | I bet that was the old guy disguising the annoyance of having a
         | patronizing customer.
        
         | olalonde wrote:
         | I have an independently wealthy friend that regularly operates
         | a small food truck at the beach because he likes cooking and
         | meeting people. His food is priced at cost so he doesn't make
         | money from it. I wonder how many people pity him.
        
           | inamorty wrote:
           | I would imagine his demeanor would influence how he is
           | perceived.
        
         | hospitalJail wrote:
         | My dad took a terrible accounting/logistics job for $15 an hour
         | last year.Like the whole business was completely F'd, they no
         | longer exist today.
         | 
         | My dad, who did programming his whole life, didn't care. He was
         | retired, he enjoyed the interactions with humans and the
         | problems he was solving. He probably was providing $60+/hr of
         | value since he would automate it.
         | 
         | If you saw a grey'd dude that is absurdly skinny drag himself
         | into an office(He hated the commute, he always hates driving),
         | you'd think he was miserable. No, he was happy to be there, he
         | just doesnt like driving.
        
         | jansan wrote:
         | Talking to those people is always great. It either gives them a
         | way to share their problems with somebody, or you find someone
         | who has a really interesting past and you can learn a lot. Best
         | thing that ever happened to us was meeting a retired space
         | engineer who worked on the Hubble telescope. My son was wearing
         | a NASA sweater with an explosion drawing of the Hubble, and the
         | old man explained on his shirt how the Hubble works and on what
         | parts he had worked. I still regret that on another occation I
         | did not talk to a man sitting next to me on a station platform.
         | He looked exactly like a bum who had spent the previous night
         | sleeping on the sidewalk in his own piss, but at second sight I
         | noticed that his clothes were not only clean, but quite
         | expensive (still looking shabby from distance), and he had a
         | brand new expensive Rimowa suitcase. I would have loved to hear
         | his story, but I had to catch my train.
        
       | yboris wrote:
       | For the Russian speakers:
       | https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=a9IqT6O_qvE
        
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