[HN Gopher] Procrastination and the priority of short-term mood ...
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       Procrastination and the priority of short-term mood regulation
        
       Author : ValentineC
       Score  : 155 points
       Date   : 2023-02-06 06:52 UTC (16 hours ago)
        
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       | ttul wrote:
       | ADHD is commonly thought of as a disorder of attention, but it
       | also has a nexus of dysfunction in mood regulation. I am
       | simplifying, but people with ADHD don't generate enough dopamine
       | to stimulate the circuits that regulate emotion. Most people with
       | ADHD therefore experience heightened emotional responses to
       | negative stimuli. This leads to all sorts of problems with
       | relationships and work.
       | 
       | Procrastination is the art of avoiding the emotional pain that
       | happens when you think about working on something you find
       | distasteful or boring. ADHD presents two problems in relation to
       | procrastination: first, ADHD gives you a lifetime of training in
       | the pain of focusing on difficult or boring work. And second,
       | when you experience the feeling that something will be difficult
       | or boring, you don't properly regulate that feeling. It becomes
       | overwhelming.
        
         | AB1908 wrote:
         | > but people with ADHD don't generate enough dopamine to
         | stimulate the circuits that regulate emotion. Most people with
         | ADHD therefore experience heightened emotional responses to
         | negative stimuli. This leads to all sorts of problems with
         | relationships and work.
         | 
         | Would you have a citation for this?
        
           | mxmilkiib wrote:
           | Fwiw https://www.additudemag.com/tag/emotional-dysregulation/
        
           | ttul wrote:
           | https://www.adhdevidence.org/ics#Emotional
           | 
           | 103. A study of over 8600 youths from the U.S. National
           | Health Interview Survey found that those with ADHD were four
           | times as likely to have a high level of emotional and conduct
           | problems and three times as likely to have a high level of
           | peer problems. It also found that they were eight to ten
           | times as likely to manifest a high level of impairment with
           | home life, friendships, classroom learning, and leisure
           | activities (Strine et al., 2006).
           | 
           | 104. A meta-analysis of 22 studies with over 21,000
           | participants found that youths with ADHD were strongly
           | impaired in the ability to modulate their reactivity to novel
           | or stressful events (Graziano and Garcia, 2016). Another
           | meta-analysis, combining twelve studies with over 1900
           | participants, found that adults with ADHD had very elevated
           | levels of emotional dysregulation compared with normally
           | developing controls (Beheshti et al., 2020).
           | 
           | 105. A meta-analysis found that children with ADHD had
           | medium-to-large impairments in socializing with peers as
           | measured by rejection/likability, popularity, and friendships
           | (61 studies, over 24,000 children). They also had moderate
           | impairments in social skills such as sharing, cooperating,
           | turn-taking, reciprocity (68 studies, over 148,000 children),
           | and social-information processing, such as recognizing social
           | cues, identifying problems, generating solutions, and
           | avoiding biases (23 studies, over 3750 children) (Ros and
           | Graziano, 2018).
           | 
           | 106. A study of over 53,000 U.S. children from the National
           | Survey of Children's Health found that those with ADHD were
           | 2.4 times as likely to engage in bullying (Montes and
           | Halterman, 2007). A more recent study of some 64,000 children
           | using the same database confirmed this finding, reporting
           | that those with ADHD were 2.8 times more likely to engage in
           | bullying (Benedict et al., 2015).
        
           | coldtea wrote:
           | It might not be on the DSM yet (and the DSM itself isn't some
           | holy gospel) but it can be found very widely reported:
           | 
           | https://www.psychologytoday.com/us/blog/the-shrink-
           | tank/2020...
        
         | rednerrus wrote:
         | I have another hypothesis that one of the issues with ADHD and
         | mood regulation is that the "clock" in our brains are broken.
         | This leaves us with an inability to understand that "episodes"
         | have beginning, middles, and ends. While the episode is
         | happening we tend to believe that it will never end. We can't
         | see the end. This is part of what keeps us frozen. Why would we
         | want to enter a task that will continue to feel overwhelming
         | indefinitely. This is why pomodoro and other strategies that
         | clearly define the end are so effective. It allows us to
         | offboard the clock management part of it that is so difficult.
         | It's clear when the end is.
         | 
         | I think this is actually a skill that we can learn on our own.
         | I haven't fully fleshed this part out yet.
        
           | 8ytecoder wrote:
           | ADHD is an issue with underdeveloped executive functions.
           | They can lead to time blindness, emotional disregulation and
           | low functional memory.
           | 
           | Basically, you start something without actually planning or
           | having a good grasp of how long it would take, then start
           | doing and get distracted by even the tiniest of distractions
           | and forgetting where you were before the distraction. Rinse
           | and repeat, every single day you develop other coping
           | mechanisms to avoid the repeated failure.
        
         | gopalv wrote:
         | > Procrastination is the art of avoiding the emotional pain
         | that happens when you think about working on something you find
         | distasteful or boring
         | 
         | There's a whole other class of procrastination that sits in the
         | ADHD spectrum, which is because the "Hyperfocus time" is just a
         | massive bump in your abilities and you want to use that time to
         | do the most important things in your life.
         | 
         | I've got my tax documents right in front of me behind this
         | screen. I'm just waiting for that dip into hyperfocus flow to
         | pick it up and just do it in one go, instead of accidentally
         | ending up wasting that focus on something mundane. You
         | literally save up your TODO list, because you know there'll be
         | a clearing of the fog and you can go a million miles an hour
         | through your tasks.
         | 
         | I don't know if you experience procrastination the same way,
         | but the version I experience is best called "defeatist
         | perfectionist", a bit of it is the upbringing of "don't start
         | if you can't finish it" from food on a plate to art.
         | 
         | Picking up a jigsaw puzzle is weighing my energies to get
         | through it, before I even start.
         | 
         | Daily life feels like that swim scene from Gattaca.
         | 
         | I've not got enough of a problem to go get diagnosed or
         | medicated, but I've had to find my own way to program in my
         | productivity triggers and they work for me in almost all
         | scenarios. And the only real struggle I have to deal with is
         | people in my life telling me "That's not the way to do it" for
         | something which works for me, to just accept the feedback and
         | not react to it personally.
        
           | tene wrote:
           | > Daily life feels like that swim scene from Gattaca.
           | 
           | > I've not got enough of a problem to go get diagnosed or
           | medicated.
           | 
           | Hmm...
        
             | ttul wrote:
             | To each their own. The DSM criteria require that the
             | impairments be significant, ergo if you don't think they
             | are, you don't have ADHD.
        
       | MoOmer wrote:
       | Here's a thread on a technique to get a handle on short term mood
       | regulation, rather than using coping techniques like
       | procrastination.
       | 
       | I'm not sure if it works, but I'll be trying it soon!
       | 
       | https://www.reddit.com/r/selfimprovement/comments/c42i6f/pro...
        
       | Jarwain wrote:
       | Interestingly enough I recently started taking St. John's Wort to
       | help manage & regulate my mood and it's been surprisingly
       | effective at helping deal with some of my procrastinate-y
       | tendencies!
        
         | MoOmer wrote:
         | For others who read this and are curious, here's a good
         | article: https://www.nccih.nih.gov/health/st-johns-wort
         | 
         | St Johns Wort interacts dangerously with a number of other
         | drugs.
         | 
         | There is evidence for a higher-than-placebo effect on mild to
         | medium depression, but not enough evidence for claims made
         | against ADHD.
        
           | kayodelycaon wrote:
           | Also, do not use if you're bipolar. It can trigger mania
           | and/or psychosis.
        
       | xattt wrote:
       | Anytime I read research like this, I think about how the opposite
       | of the suggested positive changes can be applied (and how it
       | would look like) in order to weaponize the emotional well-being
       | of an opposing nation.
        
       | kyaghmour wrote:
       | I've found that I can more easily get myself to get things done
       | when I project myself into the future and remember the
       | satisfaction of having done it. The _projected_ nostalgia of a
       | job well done turns out to be a powerful motivator for me.
        
         | chrisjc wrote:
         | Almost sounds like a "dopamine advance". I think I could do
         | with one (many) of those.
        
         | isolli wrote:
         | Conversely, after I'm done with a mundane but supremely boring
         | task like filing taxes, I fail to experience any reward. This
         | makes it just as hard to complete the task the next time. I
         | know it will provide me no satisfaction. It's better at work,
         | where I'm lucky to have interesting problems to solve.
        
       | encoderer wrote:
       | I've always been a procrastinator. I'm mostly functional. Decent
       | career, business and family.
       | 
       | About ten years ago I realized the truth that works for me:
       | 
       | Mood follows motion.
       | 
       | You can't wait until you feel good to do the thing. It's the
       | doing of the thing that makes you feel good.
        
         | dweinus wrote:
         | That has worked well for me too. I am a chronic procrastinator.
         | When faced with a new task, I "trick" myself by saying I will
         | just endure the tiny bit of pain to get started in some stupid,
         | basic way (e.g. create a blank document or write a list of the
         | real work I have to do). Most times, after 5 minutes of pain, I
         | will be over the hump and just keep working because I want to
         | see it through.
        
         | kayodelycaon wrote:
         | I had this realization as well. My method is to try for 30
         | minutes. If it doesn't click by then, it's not going to.
         | 
         | If I tried and failed, I'm not the problem, my disability is.
        
       | bjornsing wrote:
       | I don't think it's correct to see procrastination as only a
       | negative. At least for me it's often a signal that whatever
       | activity I'm trying to push myself to will not have the desired
       | outcome. So as I see it procrastination is sort of the internal
       | equivalent of a hesitant investor, asking "will this work really
       | pay off?" That's a very important question, and asking it has
       | obvious survival benefits.
        
         | lazide wrote:
         | It does - if the signal turns into addressing the underlying
         | issue.
         | 
         | So, if someone recognizes the tendency to procrastinate on
         | studying on a test as a sign they need to study more, and then
         | does it? Good.
         | 
         | Getting stuck, then in a fear loop where they wait until it's
         | too late to actually do well on the test, then hurt themselves
         | trying to study at the last minute and do poorly (or just good
         | enough)? Bad.
         | 
         | Most people consider the latter behavior procrastination, and
         | the first one not.
        
           | bjornsing wrote:
           | I think you misunderstood me. I meant that I see
           | procrastination as a signal e.g. that studying for the test
           | will not have the intended result of doing well on the test,
           | or that I may not actually want to do well on the test. So
           | the hesitant investor is asking "Do I really want this? Is it
           | worth the time and energy investment of studying?"
        
             | lazide wrote:
             | Ah, ok thanks! That does explain it a bit better.
             | 
             | But if you _actually_ believe it isn 't worth the effort or
             | that you don't _actually_ want to do well on the test, then
             | it 's also unlikely to be a stressful or unpleasant
             | experience, right? Procrastination is pretty universally
             | unpleasant.
             | 
             | If it was really what you believed, you'd just not spend
             | extra effort on it, and shrug when the expected result
             | occurs, and you'd probably be right!
             | 
             | My experience has been that is just not giving a shit,
             | which isn't procrastination, per-se, and often necessary
             | and healthy in at least some parts of our lives.
             | 
             | Procrastination is the cycle of avoidance/anxiety/shame
             | where one is trying to convince themselves of the above
             | state, despite them not really believing it, as a way to
             | attempt to regulate themselves. Reality almost always
             | intervenes eventually though.
             | 
             | One of the more common types of stress (in my experience)
             | is when ones actions don't match what they know they should
             | do to produce the outcome they want or need.
             | 
             | And it's generally a dysfunction if it gets in the way of
             | doing what they want, and can do, if they were better
             | regulating. Anyone with ADHD is quite familiar with it and
             | the analogy of 'the wall of awful'.
             | 
             | The big issue with true procrastination, in my experience,
             | is that the worse it gets, the worse it gets, and if
             | someone gets to a certain point, it can become life
             | destroying (ex: Hoarders, folks who avoid Dental issues
             | until their teeth fall out, avoid going to the Doctor for
             | that twinge in their chest until they die of a heart
             | attack, etc.).
             | 
             | Procrastination almost never happens when someone is
             | confident in their ability to actually do something, and is
             | in a place where they are actually healthy/feeling ok.
             | 
             | So procrastinating to the point someone gets super anxious
             | even if they eventually succeed, or fails at something
             | really important, builds up 'the wall of awful'. Success at
             | something, or feeling good when something is accomplished,
             | tears it down.
             | 
             | So for instance:
             | 
             | If an investor gets the twinge of 'Do I really want this,
             | is this worth the time and energy investment';
             | 
             | - A good investor will generally notice and figure out - is
             | this a self limiting belief on their side (and if so, can
             | they resolve their personal issue healthily and then re-
             | evaluate), or a legitimate red flag that it's not worth it.
             | 
             | If they are so attentive and able to see what is going on
             | with them and self-regulate well enough, they'll tend to
             | pick more successful options in general, and avoid scams
             | more often. That leads to more confidence in those
             | decisions and in my experience higher overall returns. They
             | won't be bogged down in failures they (kind of) saw coming,
             | and will be able to capitalize on good opportunities when
             | they present themselves instead of avoiding them or saying
             | No.
             | 
             | - A bad investor will not do so (and will resort to either
             | dismissing the concern outright, or trusting it outright),
             | and either force themselves to invest regardless (and hence
             | be scammed more often), or not invest and miss out on good
             | investments (and hence miss out on opportunities). This
             | leads to more self limiting beliefs and real problems and
             | they often work themselves into a deeper hole, or go
             | bankrupt.
             | 
             | As individuals, executive function is that same type of
             | behavior but for our own actions.
             | 
             | It can be, and is, exhaustible for everyone. ADHD, for
             | instance, is the name we give to folks who have a harder
             | time keeping it and not exhausting it. But everyone is on a
             | spectrum.
        
       | dboreham wrote:
       | Of all the sources on this subject, I've found this dude to be
       | the most clear and actionable:
       | https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3QWIxElEnc8
        
         | gessha wrote:
         | HealthyGamerGG has very wholesome content
        
       | mrleinad wrote:
       | This MF helped me a lot, so here it is in case it can do the same
       | for you. Read his book.
       | 
       | https://www.deprocrastination.co/blog/one-thing-you-should-l...
        
       | datpiff wrote:
       | (PDF)
       | https://eprints.whiterose.ac.uk/91793/1/Compass%20Paper%20re...
        
         | freefaler wrote:
         | Thanks for the link!
        
       | zwieback wrote:
       | I reject the premise! Procrastination is a valid strategy in many
       | situations, setting a task to a start of "as-late-as-possible"
       | can be optimal in dynamic environments, both in projects as well
       | as personal life. Much time and effort is wasted when we start
       | something too soon.
       | 
       | The key is not to feel bad about procrastinating, the key is to
       | become better at estimating and planning for completing tasks.
        
         | andai wrote:
         | Sources are on my other device but I read this morning that
         | people who score higher on the procrastination scale earn
         | significantly less ($15,000 per "procrastination point", out of
         | 10 I guess?) , and have significantly worse mental health.
         | 
         | I'm procrastinating while writing this and I personally feel
         | much better when I'm facing all my difficulties head on than
         | when avoiding them. I'm just so tired lately...
        
           | zwieback wrote:
           | Thanks, that would be an interesting read, post the source
           | here if you can.
        
         | fumeux_fume wrote:
         | I think procrastination should imply that there's likely no
         | benefit in delaying the task at hand. But I agree that the
         | "start as-late-as-possible" strategy can be beneficial in a
         | wide array of situations. When I was getting my degree I
         | learned that starting projects ASAP was foolish because the
         | professor often changed the scope or made important
         | clarifications about a week before it was due.
        
         | ChainOfFools wrote:
         | if you do it at the last minute, it only takes a minute to do!
        
       | feoren wrote:
       | Lots of people are here saying ADHD meds helped them a lot. I
       | have also seen people say ADHD meds led them to a psychotic
       | breakdown. I have also seen people say that ADHD meds helped for
       | a few months and then became their "baseline" again, and they
       | were stuck taking them for the rest of their lives with no
       | benefit. It seems like such a huge gamble to even start.
       | 
       | Even if I did decide ADHD meds would help me, good fucking luck
       | trying to get them! It would mean spending thousands of dollars
       | talking to different psychologists, most of whom would do
       | absolutely nothing for me. I'm not anti-psychology as a
       | discipline, but the way it's practiced in the U.S. is shameful.
       | 30-minute phone sessions where they barely remember who you are
       | since the last time they talked to you; you tell them about your
       | life and they go "wow, that sounds really hard" ad nauseum until
       | the call is over, and pretend like that has done a goddamn thing
       | to help you. I'd have better luck talking to fucking ChatGPT than
       | a psychologist. They never do a goddamn thing. That's the general
       | attitude of every healthcare professional I've ever seen in my
       | life. If it's not a standard procedure like a vaccination, then
       | it's "what the fuck do you expect _me_ to do about it? " The U.S.
       | medical system is completely fucked, _especially_ for chronic
       | issues, and _especially_ for mental issues. So all you people
       | saying ADHD meds helped you, either you don 't live in the U.S.,
       | you bought them illegally, you are rich enough to have "a guy"
       | for it, or you got extremely fucking lucky.
        
         | kayodelycaon wrote:
         | Let's unpack this a bit.
         | 
         | - Psychologists do not prescribe medication.
         | 
         | - No psychiatrist has asked me to unpack my life and feelings.
         | They don't have time for that. They treat symptoms and had off
         | the therapy to someone else.
         | 
         | - Primary care doctors in the US can and do prescribe ADHD
         | medication. (It helps if you have some history with them before
         | you ask.)
         | 
         | - While ADHD medication can trigger psychosis, it's rare. The
         | marijuana people self-medicate with has a much higher risk of
         | psychosis. Undiagnosed bipolar or schizophrenia increases the
         | risk.
         | 
         | - First-line ADHD medications the safest and easiest psych
         | medication available. It works quickly and can be stopped just
         | as quickly. They aren't addictive short-term.
         | 
         | - ADHD meds aren't known to be addictive long-term. Ritalin has
         | been in use for just about 70 years. If it was extremely
         | addictive or did serious long-term damage (beyond the obvious
         | stress on the circulatory system), we'd know.
         | 
         | - A lot of the initial effects of stimulants fade as you build
         | tolerance, but they still provide increased ability to focus
         | over baseline. They are an effective long-term treatment.
        
       | mahathu wrote:
       | I can't break out of my pattern of (attempted) short term mood
       | regulation anymore. I'm just trying to distract myself getting
       | high and watching historical documentaries or netflix because I
       | barely have motivation for anything more, yet something always
       | triggers painful memories of my childhood and past years and I
       | really can't cope. I hate being so alone but I couldn't stand
       | acting like I'm okay anymore around people so I just end up not
       | going to things and am even more alone. This has been going on
       | for a few weeks now.
        
         | tarokun-io wrote:
         | In my experience, self-medication is a symptom of the need of
         | medication, in general. You just have to find the right
         | medication. Avoid benzos if you can, though. They are extremely
         | addictive.
         | 
         | Depression, dysthymia, ADD, ADHD, AED, for example, aren't
         | things you can just will yourself out of.
         | 
         | People who have experienced profound sadness at some point in
         | their lives tend to assume depression is the same. They will
         | then advice (with good intentions) people who are depressed to
         | do what they did, since it worked for them.
         | 
         | Just change this or that habit. But it's not how it works in
         | reality.
         | 
         | Also, there's nothing wrong with being alone, and there's
         | nothing wrong with feeling bad. Society pushes us to be at the
         | top of our productivity at all times, which leads us to feel
         | guilt when we need to rest. Mental health IS health, and it
         | requires time, in the same way you'd need time in bed if you
         | had a surgery or whatever.
         | 
         | Finally, there's no end goal in life. Life is meaningless. No
         | matter what you do, if you're enjoying yourself, it's good. If
         | you watch TV all day everyday for the rest of your life --
         | that's perfectly fine. There's nothing wrong with it. It's YOUR
         | life. Nobody can tell you how to live it.
        
           | isolli wrote:
           | Benzos are addictive and destructive.
           | 
           | https://www.benzo.org.uk/
           | 
           | https://www.asprescribedfilm.com/
        
             | halfnormalform wrote:
             | And they do a whole lot of good for some people!
        
           | ldh0011 wrote:
           | Seconding avoid benzos, nearly saw them destroy someone's
           | life and it seems like doctors prescribe them way too easily.
        
         | sinoue wrote:
         | You are self medicating and self isolating because you are
         | suffering. Get help. You were meant to be apart of a community
         | where you are loved and appreciated.
        
           | hirvi74 wrote:
           | I second getting help.
           | 
           | Over the years, even up to the present time, I have tried to
           | do all the right things like getting properly assessed,
           | undergoing therapy, seeking proper medication, millions
           | attempts to better myself, etc..
           | 
           | I'm still doing _trying_ to do everything I listed above, but
           | I have made little to no progress over the last decade, and
           | in some ways, I feel that I have actually regressed. I have
           | started to accept that I might be fundamentally broken beyond
           | repair.
           | 
           | I am not saying any of this to discourage anyone from getting
           | proper help, I just think people should be aware that
           | treatments are not a guarantee.
        
         | bpanon wrote:
         | Try 20 minutes transcendental meditation a day and some form of
         | exercise everyday (lift weights 3x a week) for 30 days.
         | 
         | I'll do it with you.
         | 
         | https://youtu.be/IeRdy6LrOAI
        
           | TurkishPoptart wrote:
           | I'm biased against TM because you have to pay money to join
           | in order to learn it. I am in favor of Vipassana (dhamma.org)
           | because it's free.
        
         | lightbulbish wrote:
         | Consistently getting high (weed) greatly increases dopamine
         | baseline, leading to other things being "harder" to start
         | doing. It also increases negative thoughts (anxiety). weed,
         | alcohol and other substances can lead to negative loop where
         | you consume to feel better and feel worse the day(s) after due
         | to the consumption, leading to increased appetite.
         | 
         | There are many ways out, you just have to find one that works
         | for you. Previous poster's suggestion are good. A psychologist
         | can help. Detox. A trip to a new place. Late night hobbies with
         | friends. Exercise is great.
        
         | tene wrote:
         | I've struggled quite a bit with problems that feel similar to
         | your description. This book is what helped me the most:
         | https://www.carolynspring.com/shop/unshame-paperback/
        
         | mrleinad wrote:
         | Motivation is s**. It won't last.
         | 
         | Discipline is what you want. And you can build that no matter
         | what. Just start small and go from there. [0]
         | 
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           | Throwaway020423 wrote:
           | I suppose it depends on the person. In the past, I've tried
           | to just be disciplined, stop procrastinating, and push
           | through no matter what, and it lead to horrible burnout where
           | I spent weeks/months being fairly ineffective. If you're not
           | sleeping at all at night and can't think straight during the
           | day, even for a couple minutes, you're simply not going to be
           | effective. You're also liable to make really bad decisions
           | that will drag on you even after you've recovered.
           | 
           | These days I try not to worry too much about procrastination,
           | and get as much done as I can. I've found lots of little
           | tricks to squeeze out more productivity here and there. If
           | I'm in a situation where I just need to buckle down and push
           | through, I will, but I'm not going to risk pushing myself
           | over the edge when it's not necessary.
        
             | mrleinad wrote:
             | Did you include exercise in your day? I mean, I'm assuming
             | you have a well rounded routine, which may not be so.
             | 
             | If you lack exercise, sunlight, or proper nutrition, lack
             | of focus is the last of your problems to solve and more of
             | an obvious consequence.
             | 
             | I find it weird how all those things are usually overlooked
             | and everyone jumps to ADHD or something like that.
        
               | Throwaway020423 wrote:
               | I did, and still do, but that's another thing that got
               | severely screwed up by burnout.
               | 
               | Routine is a good word. I have a flexible routine now,
               | and it's effective enough. It's not the most disciplined,
               | and there's procrastination, but I don't worry about it
               | and just try to make sure that I'm moving in the right
               | direction.
        
           | aschearer wrote:
           | So you're saying that discipline is like a large, powerful,
           | commanding force that demands action? Sounds awful. Like
           | being a child being told to do their homework. Can't we do
           | better?
           | 
           | Also can you explain what's going on in the second panel?
           | Some strong underpants gnomes vibes. I mean, I like how easy
           | it is, but I can't seem to find the switch in the mirror!
        
             | mrleinad wrote:
             | > Can't we do better?
             | 
             | If you find a better way, let me know. This is the best one
             | I found, and it doesn't depend on me having a good day and
             | everything being hunky dory.
             | 
             | > I can't seem to find the switch in the mirror
             | 
             | Tidy your room. Start small. Grow from there. Plan,
             | iterate, improve. Whatever you add to the routine, have it
             | stick by sheer force of will and repetition.
             | 
             | Fuck your feelings. I mean that. Whatever your feelings
             | tell you, tell them to fuck off. You have something to do
             | and you're going to do it. Period.
        
               | skjoldr wrote:
               | I have a very strong suspicion of having ADHD and I can
               | tell you that the brain hardware that can tell feelings
               | to fuck off is malfunctioning in ADHD and is fixed by
               | elevating the levels of norepinephrine. It is literally
               | impossible for me to apply the very concept of discipline
               | otherwise. Yes, this condition is as terrifying as you
               | now imagine it to be.
        
               | hirvi74 wrote:
               | No kidding. I am right there with you.
               | 
               | I get that motivation is a fleeting feeling, but what
               | about when discipline and willpower are too?
               | 
               | I have succumbed to the idea that I basically just each
               | day of my life like a game of roulette. Am I going to be
               | productive today? Better spin the wheel to find out.
        
               | aschearer wrote:
               | Personally, I've been fortunate insofar as I haven't
               | struggled with motivation. I'm happy you found a system
               | that works for you, but truthfully it sounds harsh. Maybe
               | some people simply need a dominant super ego that runs
               | roughshod over their feelings to get things done... but
               | the idealist in me hopes for something less
               | authoritarian. Like, the whole dichotomy of "you" versus
               | "feelings" strikes me as problematic. Your language, and
               | the comic, seem rife with guilt and shame.
        
               | mrleinad wrote:
               | Anything that doesn't try to cushion feelings feels
               | problematic in this age.
               | 
               | I think we need to go back to the stoics, and forget
               | about all this touchy-feely that being all soft is ok.
               | Sometimes it's not ok.
               | 
               | When did self-discipline become a bad word for so many
               | people?
        
               | aschearer wrote:
               | Who said self-discipline is bad? Why can't we have self-
               | discipline without shame, guilt, or authoritarianism?
               | We're not children who need parents to force us clean up
               | our rooms.
               | 
               | Sure let's be stoic, but I don't agree that means "fuck
               | your feeling" or looks anything like the comic you
               | linked. There's a third way.
        
               | mrleinad wrote:
               | > We're not children who need parents to force us clean
               | up our rooms
               | 
               | By parent you mean yourself? Because I don't think you're
               | getting the point that sometimes your mind needs to stop
               | and just do the damn job. And you need to be in charge of
               | it, instead of letting it wander on endlessly.
        
               | aschearer wrote:
               | Yes, by parent I mean the super ego or whatever metaphor
               | suits you.
               | 
               | I believe I understand your point, and agree with you.
               | You're saying "sometimes your mind needs to stop" and
               | that "you need to be in charge of it." E.g. your mind
               | might be very anxious and distracted by an upcoming work
               | deadline and seek to soothe itself by reading Hacker
               | News, but "you" should stop that from happening, say by
               | installing a site-blocking plugin for your browser and
               | instituting and adhering to "work hours" each morning.
               | Assuming I'm not way off target, I agree with all that.
               | 
               | But it seems we're talking past each other, as I'm
               | responding to your original comic strip which has more to
               | say. The metaphors it uses, and that you have used in
               | this discussion, depict compulsion. That's where I
               | disagree with you. I believe force / shame / guilt work,
               | but that we should aspire for a superior resolution to
               | the problem. One not based on those principles.
        
               | mrleinad wrote:
               | > we should aspire for a superior resolution to the
               | problem
               | 
               | The superior resolution is that your mind gets trained
               | not to wander off by constant repetition.
               | 
               | Your brain will always seek immediate rewards, it's just
               | innate to your monkey brain. You have to train it not to.
               | Same as you train a muscle to grow by having it lift
               | weights even though it would rather not because it's
               | painful.
               | 
               | Not sure why you say "shame" or "guilt", those were never
               | part of my initial argument nor the comic. Force, yes, in
               | the same way you force your arms to do push-ups or lift
               | weights.
        
         | BobbyJo wrote:
         | I've been there. The thing I fine that helps is just doing
         | _anything_ to disrupt the pattern. Go get your motorcycle
         | license, join a gym, get a new wardrobe, paint your room, read
         | a book, anything. If you can force yourself to do something
         | other than what you 're doing just once, it'll be easier to do
         | something else the second, third, forth, etc. time.
         | 
         | I find the more disruptive that first change is, the easier the
         | rest become.
         | 
         | Hope this helps.
        
         | TurkishPoptart wrote:
         | Learn about how cannabis feels good for ADHD due to dopamine
         | release: https://hubermanlab.com/the-effects-of-cannabis-
         | marijuana-on...
         | 
         | There are ways to quit. Quitting will help. For starters I know
         | there is a reddit /leaves/ group for this purpose.
        
         | blitz_skull wrote:
         | A really easy start would be to listen to Andrew Huberman's
         | work on Dopamine. Realize that you're stuck in a rut---accept
         | it. Then start racking up tiny wins. I mean infinitesimally
         | small wins. Then slowly you will work your way out.
         | 
         | Don't despair. Everyone goes through this from time-to-time.
        
         | feoren wrote:
         | > This has been going on for a few weeks now.
         | 
         | Wow. This one sentence really drives home how different human
         | experiences can be. Being stuck in a destructive, painful,
         | unproductive loop like this is awful and I'm sorry you're going
         | through it, but wow, a few _weeks_!? It 's jarring to consider
         | the idea that it's not completely normal for this to be one's
         | life for years and years on end.
        
           | TurkishPoptart wrote:
           | I misread your message at first, I had thought you were
           | astonished that someone's fallen off the productivity wagon,
           | so to speak, for a few weeks. I've been dealing with similar
           | stuff as the parent poster for probably half of my life, so
           | decades. I feel like an unpatched human being, full of bugs.
           | yes, I talk to a shrink, take the pills, stopped the
           | addicting substance, and still struggle with self-destructive
           | behavior, fleeting relationships, lack of romantic
           | relationships for over 5 years, but other things have
           | improved.
        
       | mminich wrote:
       | I found this one practically actionable and helpful
       | 
       | > Motivation, broadly speaking, operates on the erroneous
       | assumption that a particular mental or emotional state is
       | necessary to complete a task.
       | 
       | > That's completely the wrong way around.
       | 
       | > Discipline, by contrast, separates outwards functioning from
       | moods and feelings and thereby ironically circumvents the problem
       | by consistently improving them.
       | 
       | https://www.wisdomination.com/screw-motivation-what-you-need...
        
         | kaba0 wrote:
         | Atomic Habits is a great book on exactly this. I am really wary
         | of the whole "productivity-boost" category, but this one book
         | is solid from a scientific background and has good, actionable
         | points.
        
         | Disruptive_Dave wrote:
         | The book "The War of Art" themes this out nicely for creative
         | pursuits in particular.
        
         | aschearer wrote:
         | The post you linked reads like they're trying to sell me
         | something. I find it hard to believe someone is truly wise when
         | they begin their argument with "the first, more popular and
         | devastatingly wrong option is..." That style of writing strikes
         | me as being both condescending and manipulative. "Hey reader,
         | you aren't a putz are you? No, you're a free thinker on the
         | hunt for wisdom! So you'd agree that..." Guess I shouldn't
         | expect too much from a site with that tagline, though.
         | 
         | As for the argument about disclipline... That sounds appealing,
         | but what is "discipline"? They say:
         | 
         | > How do you cultivate discipline? By building habits -
         | starting as small as you can manage, even microscopic, and
         | gathering momentum, reinvesting it in progressively bigger
         | changes to your routine, and building a positive feedback loop.
         | 
         | OK so discipline is built out of habits, which are built out of
         | small actions that gradually scale up. All well and good, but
         | it feels like we're back to the original problem of motivation.
         | That is, to cultivate discipline you must be sufficiently
         | motivated. Seems circular.
        
         | crosen99 wrote:
         | I think motivation vs discipline is a false dichotomy. I'd
         | argue that discipline is simply a form of motivation that
         | emerges when the pain of avoidance can be adequately
         | internalized. IOW, what we call discipline is just a
         | conditioning that makes procrastination suck more than it sucks
         | to do the task you "know" you ought to do.
        
           | divan wrote:
           | Why is this downvoted? Questioning the motivation vs
           | discipline dichotomy is a very right thing. You may disagree
           | with arguments, but then present the counterarguments.
           | 
           | From the point of view of SDT (Self-Determination Theory, the
           | main theory in psychology on motivation), discipline is
           | definitely is one of the forms of external motivation
           | (integrated or introjected one, probably). So I do agree that
           | talking about motivation and discipline as two fundamentally
           | different things is wrong, and reframing in through the lens
           | of science of motivation can yield better understanding and
           | actionable conclusions.
        
           | blitz_skull wrote:
           | I think that's just moving the definitions around. The
           | traditional understanding of the word "motivation" is "the
           | desire to do something". Discipline, in contrast, is doing
           | something regardless of desire.
           | 
           | So you can move the definitions around, but at the end of the
           | day; there are still situations where people succumb to doing
           | or not doing something based on emotion, and the decision to
           | do it regardless of desire is still discipline.
        
             | crosen99 wrote:
             | You're saying that if you do something you otherwise don't
             | want to do because you have the discipline, then you are
             | not doing what you ultimately desired. Then why are you
             | doing it at all? The only thing that directs you to "be
             | disciplined" is the desire for what the disciplined
             | behavior will bring you.
             | 
             | You can call it moving definitions around, but at the end
             | of the day if we don't ultimately do what we ultimately
             | desire, then what really is meant by the word desire?
        
             | lo_zamoyski wrote:
             | I am increasingly convinced that procrastination and lack
             | of focus are rooted in character flaws and bad habits, and
             | as a result, that they are amenable to reform.
             | 
             | If we look at, shall we say, the traditional definitions of
             | perseverance, effeminacy, and delicacy[0], we find that
             | someone who perseveres is someone who "does not forsake a
             | good on account of long endurance of difficulties and
             | toils". Effeminacy is the inability to undertake what is
             | not pleasurable, whereas delicacy is the inability to
             | endure displeasure ("properly speaking effeminacy regards
             | lack of pleasures, while delicacy regards the cause that
             | hinders pleasure, for instance toil or the like").
             | 
             | We "moderns" are certainly a soft people. We cannot help
             | but indulge ourselves, we cannot bear what we do not like,
             | and we refuse to embrace the yoke. We are slaves to our
             | appetites and desires. FOMO, which is opportunism, and a
             | culture of instant gratification, are the result and the
             | encouragement of the inability to forsake lower goods for
             | the sake of higher goods, and so we undergo dissipation.
             | And what is dissipation but a lack of focus? And what is
             | the procrastinator avoiding if not discomfort, if not
             | displeasure?
             | 
             | Naturally, this becomes the default mode of operation when
             | life is perceived to have no end. If there is no highest
             | pleasure, no highest good, then all we have left are lower
             | pleasures. Perhaps paradoxically, even the lower pleasures
             | lose their proper flavor and become denatured in the
             | absence of the highest. Thus despair is consummated.
             | 
             | [0] https://www.newadvent.org/summa/3138.htm
        
               | kortex wrote:
               | > Effeminacy is the inability to undertake what is not
               | pleasurable, whereas delicacy is the inability to endure
               | displeasure
               | 
               | Wow. Not only is that whole site preachy an woo-tacular,
               | that definition is sexist AF. There are not many
               | experiences more displeasurable and uncomfortable than
               | carrying a fetus for 9 months and going into labor. To
               | say nothing of monthly hardship for decades on end.
        
               | jstarfish wrote:
               | There's also the brain fog and forgetfulness, and the
               | fact that their bones are literally being eroded for
               | calcium in order to develop new skeletal structures,
               | making everything that much more painful over time.
               | 
               | Women put up with a lot of shit. A domestic violence
               | victim will endure such treatment for years and may
               | ultimately end up dead for it. The same sort of men
               | behind that will open fire on random civilians in a
               | crowded shopping mall just because their ego was
               | threatened.
        
           | slothtrop wrote:
           | Discipline merely describes the phenomenon of consistently
           | making certain choices in the long-run to achieve a goal. We
           | leverage habit-creation precisely because motivation is
           | fickle and habits can facilitate discipline.
           | 
           | Feeling guilty or shameful is not what keeps people from
           | procrastinating or making the wrong choices - that is a
           | colossal failure in that regard, instead guilt just becomes
           | the price of admission to do something other than maintaining
           | discipline. Negative emotion is the price to pay to binge-
           | eat, to avoid exercising, etc.
        
             | rednerrus wrote:
             | I think there may be an issue here where the two
             | perceptions of the world are both right. For people with
             | pain avoidance tendencies the part of their brain that
             | creates reward may actually be damaged. So they can only
             | avoid pain as there is no/diminished reward for them in
             | completing a task. The feedback loop for people avoiding
             | pain may be different than the feedback loop for people who
             | are chasing a reward. This would be really hard to
             | understand both ways if you had only ever experienced one
             | or the other.
        
           | rednerrus wrote:
           | I think there are people for whom discipline is not the pain
           | of avoidance but the reward of learning/doing.
           | 
           | I think what you're describing is similar to this:
           | https://www.physio-pedia.com/Fear_Avoidance_Model and is
           | likely related to this:
           | https://elifesciences.org/articles/74149. Our brains lose the
           | ability accurately understand the level of pain the task is
           | going to create. The feedback loop is broken.
        
       | jsonne wrote:
       | Speaking from personal experience I tried every trick, strategy,
       | and everything else under the sun and it never worked which led
       | to a lot of personal shame and anxiety that over time became so
       | tiring and demoralizing it led to short term the occasional
       | bought of depression. Talk therapy helped but wasn't enough. Saw
       | a doctor in my early 30s, got diagnosed with adhd, and started
       | adderall which gave me the ability to focus and get my life in
       | order enough I had the space and energy to do the long term
       | compounding things like exercise, getting my diet in order (I'm
       | on a paleo-ish diet now), have time to meditate/journal etc. etc.
       | The hyper focus on short term mood before I recognize now was
       | really an attempt to get in the right head space to get work done
       | but that process is exhausting and leaves little energy to do the
       | long term right things. Maybe if I had the wealth to step away
       | from work for months and purely focus on that I could have gotten
       | to the place without medication to let the long term things
       | compound but I don't think thats a realistic option for 99% of
       | people at least in the US and especially with families to
       | support. We can argue about the structure of society and if thats
       | right or not but for my own life frustration at the general state
       | of the world does little to improve my life.
       | 
       | Stimulant meds are not a silver bullet but for some % of folks no
       | amount of strategizing is going to help without medication and/or
       | therapy. I use both and it's been enough of a push to see
       | dramatic improvement. My biggest piece of advice if you're
       | struggling with this generally is drop the shame. The shame that
       | you struggle with it, the shame that you might need medication,
       | etc. Then when the shame is gone you can be objective to do get
       | what you need and stack the long term habits that make things
       | easier.
        
         | chrisjc wrote:
         | > The hyper focus on short term mood before I recognize now was
         | really an attempt to get in the right head space to get work
         | done but that process is exhausting and leaves little energy to
         | do the long term right things
         | 
         | Apologies, but I can't quite parse this statement. Can you
         | explain what you mean bc there's something about it that
         | resonates with me but I'm not exactly sure what or why.
        
           | jsonne wrote:
           | If you're feeling like your emotions and physical state
           | aren't well regulated you can't do meaningful deep dive work.
           | Large swaths of your energy is spent simply trying to feel
           | balanced enough to then get the things you want to get done
           | accomplished. Many of these tactics are short term fixes that
           | end up making things worse off later on. Think like drinking
           | too much coffee to try and focus but you end up getting
           | anxiety from said caffeine. You can barely keep up with the
           | things you need to do _today_ and you don 't have the energy
           | to do the things that will long term help. It creates a
           | negative feedback loop where you're stuck in a purely short
           | term mindset.
        
         | gibquaaludes wrote:
         | Thank you for sharing your experience. Weirdly enough, it's
         | liberating to know that this could be a cure-proof terminal
         | state.
        
           | jsonne wrote:
           | Well so for what its worth and I guess I wasn't explicit
           | about is that at this point (just shy of 1 year medicated) my
           | days I am not medicated (I take medication 4 days a week) are
           | much easier to get things done now because of the other work
           | I've been doing. As they continue to compound I'm hoping that
           | in another year I can largely discontinue meds or switch to a
           | less often as needed basis. So there is long term hope but
           | for me and folks like me medication can break the short term
           | cycle to get there. That said plenty of folks can't function
           | with medication and there is no shame in that either.
        
             | mkaic wrote:
             | As someone who's also in their first year on Adderall after
             | being diagnosed as an adult, this is really encouraging to
             | read. I currently take it weekdays and take weekends off,
             | and really don't want to take it forever because I don't
             | like the idea of being dependent on it or building a
             | tolerance. It's not so much shame as it is fear--I'm scared
             | that I'll screw up my brain if I take it for too long,
             | y'know?
             | 
             | Anyhow, thanks for posting your perspective, it's nice to
             | know there are other people in similar situations to my
             | own. Have a nice day!
        
               | hirvi74 wrote:
               | > I currently take it weekdays and take weekends off
               | 
               | I am not a medical professional, but my unsolicited
               | advice is that this a good idea.
               | 
               | I have been on various ADHD treatments for 8 years, and I
               | honestly I am experiencing everything you mentioned and
               | more -- tolerance, dependence, etc.. The medication
               | barely works anymore (not taking it makes me literally
               | useless, so taking it alter makes me normal), but
               | basically every symptom I have tried to treat has slowly
               | worked its way back into my life.
               | 
               | I am in the process of taking trying to take more days
               | off, and all I have to say is: even therapeutic dosages
               | can cause a nasty withdrawal if taken consistently over
               | long periods of time.
               | 
               | I'm even considering taking a non-stimulant, but I need
               | more convincing that said medications are actually
               | effective.
        
               | jsonne wrote:
               | I similarly have that fear hence why I take 3 days a week
               | in a row off and twice now I've taken 3 week+ breaks when
               | I know that I can. Also there's a whole rabbit hole of
               | supplements that can help supposedly and I've found some
               | to be useful but the biggest thing is just intense
               | cardiovascular exercise (and specifically cardio versus
               | resistance training). That said yes a year on I take a
               | longer term break and I feel exactly like I used to pre
               | medication by day 5 so not worried at this point. Most of
               | the long term dependence issue I've seen from folks is
               | many multi year users 5+ so doing what I can to avoid
               | that situation. Keep dose as low as possible, take
               | holidays, and long term I'm working to use it less and
               | less so its infrequent or only during stressful work /
               | life times in the future.
        
               | jstarfish wrote:
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       | chadlavi wrote:
       | Eh I'll read this later
        
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