[HN Gopher] The silent struggles of workers with ADHD
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       The silent struggles of workers with ADHD
        
       Author : rntn
       Score  : 226 points
       Date   : 2022-12-12 18:32 UTC (4 hours ago)
        
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       | JackAndJack wrote:
        
       | pmarreck wrote:
       | Not only did I have ADHD for the first 38 years of my life
       | without being diagnosed, I also had sleep apnea without being
       | diagnosed until around the same time. The challenges from both of
       | these multiply each other. Think oversleeping, late to meetings,
       | difficulty staying organized and focused, being irresistibly
       | attracted to the interesting and hard problems but not the
       | necessary and boring ones.
       | 
       | I tested high-IQ, I did amazing in secondary school, but college
       | and the workforce have been rough. I don't usually stay at a job
       | for more than 2-4 years before the executive functioning problems
       | accumulate to a degree that results in termination, and I've been
       | negative on myself my entire life, told I was lazy, told I was
       | immature or a baby (I'm 50 years old!), etc. etc.
       | 
       | I have a 17 month old son and I'm looking for steadier employment
       | as I've been freelancing for years now (partly to get away from
       | the inevitable judgment of the usual boss) but the pay is spotty.
       | My partner is anxious about my future earning potential given we
       | have a kid now (let's just say "this has impacted our
       | relationship"), and I absolutely cannot stand the flakiness and
       | the rejection and the constantly being measured by someone else's
       | ruler that is part of job application (I had this problem
       | whenever I dated, too). Years ago I noticed that I could not
       | emotionally tolerate applying to more than 1 job a week because
       | the rejections just withered me... "rejection sensitivity
       | dysphoria" is a thing I apparently have. (I couldn't take more
       | than 1 rejection a night from a woman when I was out and about as
       | a single person, either... This might explain why I only found my
       | partner at 39, and possibly why I was basically sexually addicted
       | (sorry, "on and off again") to a prior partner prior to that
       | despite that person being bad for me in numerous other capacities
       | (those dopamine hits are everything!).)
       | 
       | Do you think video gaming is simultaneously more appealing to
       | this type but also makes it worse?
       | 
       | And also, at what point is this more of an excuse than an
       | explanation?
       | 
       | Given that you should not generally disclose your health issues
       | to bosses, how would you even find accommodating work (in, say,
       | technology) with this "limitation"?
        
       | CoastalCoder wrote:
       | I recently came across Tracy Marks' channel on YouTube [0].
       | 
       | I've been programming for a long time, but I only got neuropsych
       | testing about 10 years ago. I was unambiguously diagnosed with
       | ADHD, and I've been on stimulants ever since.
       | 
       | Despite all that personal experience, I still found that her ADHD
       | videos connected a lot of dots for me. The videos also give some
       | practical advice that's working well for me.
       | 
       | [0] https://www.youtube.com/@DrTraceyMarks
        
         | thebigspacefuck wrote:
         | How do you get neuropsych testing and how does it differ from
         | the normal testing for ADHD? I have been diagnosed multiple
         | times but I always wonder if I really have it. I was on
         | medication for a while but stopped taking it.
        
         | alwillis wrote:
         | Yeah, her videos are great and have been some of the clearest
         | explanations I've seen on ADHD. Recommended.
        
         | dgb23 wrote:
         | Great resource. Straight to the point and well explained.
        
       | fallingfrog wrote:
       | ... And here I am, reading this instead of working on today's
       | action items..
        
       | cpsns wrote:
       | I was diagnosed with it, but have found it almost impossible to
       | get treatment for it in my province so it's still a huge daily
       | struggle that never really lets up.
       | 
       | It's really, really frustrating knowing help exists but I can't
       | get it, be it therapy or medication. It actually makes me angry,
       | I read stories of people whose lives have gotten so much better,
       | but around every corner all I find are brick walls.
        
       | itronitron wrote:
       | This article is basically just one giant pharmaceutical
       | advertisement. Consider this excerpt:
       | 
       |  _"I had a tough time grappling with the sorts of executive
       | functioning that our world operates by, like being able to set up
       | meetings, follow through with things, focus and be detail
       | oriented," he says. His manager had pointed out these failings
       | for months, which is why his termination was hardly shocking._
       | 
       | Folks, learn how to use the tools that are available to you in
       | order to schedule your workday. And if you are a manager then you
       | have an obligation to train your staff in the use of tracking
       | tools, which can be something as simple as post-it notes.
        
         | wins32767 wrote:
         | How effective would you be if someone stood behind you all day
         | and interrupted you every minute or so on tasks that you found
         | uninteresting? Would you perform at the same level as you would
         | if someone wasn't interrupting you all the time? Would tools
         | eliminate this problem or just mitigate it?
        
           | itronitron wrote:
           | You are describing a workplace that isn't suited for the type
           | of work that needs to be performed. That is a management
           | failure not a medical diagnosis.
        
             | wins32767 wrote:
             | ADD is like having that person interrupting you regularly.
             | Saying "just use tools" isn't sufficient for everyone to
             | get appropriate performance. Sometimes medication is the
             | appropriate answer to banish the interruptions.
        
             | acuozzo wrote:
             | OP is not being literal.
             | 
             | They're more-or-less stating that any "tools" would need to
             | be set to such an extreme level of annoyance to have impact
             | in the average case that they would undermine flow/"deep
             | work".
        
             | dmurdoch wrote:
             | The fact that you didn't see what he was ACTUALLY referring
             | to is actually funny in that it means you don't really
             | understand what having an ADHD brain is actually like.
             | 
             | He isn't saying this is literally the situation. He's
             | referencing the fact that this is what its like having an
             | ADHD brain. Your BRAIN is the one constantly interrupting
             | you, all the time, bringing you focus away from what it
             | SHOULD be focusing on and onto other random things, making
             | doing consistent DEEP and thoughtful work really hard.
             | 
             | The "workplace that isn't suited for the type of work" you
             | refer to is just saying that my brain isn't suited to the
             | type of work. Which like, yeah... I agree. Thats why I take
             | medication.
        
         | prometheus76 wrote:
         | Knowing something or knowing how to use something is not the
         | same as using it. This is a classic struggle between those
         | without ADHD and those with it. People without ADHD think it's
         | just a training issue. It's really not. This is an especially
         | difficult dynamic between non-adhd parents and adhd kids. Ask
         | me how I know.
         | 
         | In other words, I know how to use Outlook, and it can help. I
         | know how to use Post-it notes. And it helps a little, but if I
         | don't have a chance to write out a post-it note and put it in a
         | prominent place (with the other 250 prominent post-it notes in
         | a prominent place) it's going to get lost and/or I'm going to
         | forget. This isn't just a "you're just not organized" problem.
         | One of the bigger challenges is categorizing things.
         | 
         | As you can see just in this post, my brain started sprawling
         | out to all the issues that confront someone with ADHD and the
         | scope started to spread and I started talking about other
         | things besides your post-it notes idea.
         | 
         | This isn't a training issue. Largely, the issue is with impulse
         | control and a dysfunctional intrinsic rewards system. Here's a
         | video with some actual useful advice for ADHD people and their
         | managers: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_tpB-B8BXk0
        
         | kurikuri wrote:
         | > Folks, learn how to use the tools that are available to you
         | in order to schedule your workday. And if you are a manager
         | then you have an obligation to train your staff in the use of
         | tracking tools, which can be something as simple as post-it
         | notes.
         | 
         | Learning tools doesn't solve the problem, a person with ADHD
         | can know about the tools and the thought simply won't enter
         | their mind to keep up with the tool itself [1]. Many ADHD
         | medications can be relatively cheaply had (generics are
         | available for Adderall, Straterra, Ritalin, etc.), but the
         | stigma associated with those medications are still quite high.
         | 
         | [1]: https://youtu.be/_tpB-B8BXk0?t=71
        
       | _some_guy wrote:
       | As a father of 10 year old with horrible ADHD reading articles
       | like these reminds me of the world she'll have to face on her
       | own, and that's not a nice thought.
        
       | lzaaz wrote:
       | >If I struggle with timeliness, you're going to think I don't
       | care about my job. If I forget something, you might just conclude
       | I'm dumb.
       | 
       | If you struggle with timeliness or forget about things frequently
       | I don't care what the reason is, you are out anyway. If I needed
       | things done on time, it wouldn't matter to me if you were late
       | frequently because you are careless or because you have an
       | illness.
        
         | DannyBee wrote:
         | Consider having just the tiniest bit of empathy for other
         | people.
         | 
         | In the end, who cares if they write "was good at work" on your
         | tombstone. Why not try for "helped people when they needed it"?
         | 
         | As a severely ADHD person who manages a lot of people and
         | managers, if i saw a manager acting like this, this sort of
         | "don't care at all about anything but the output" is not a
         | thing i would generally reward.
         | 
         | Certainly people need to be able to do the job, but there is a
         | different between trying to lift people up and help them do it,
         | and just burning through people to try go get things done.
        
           | lzaaz wrote:
           | No, what I'm saying is that the article makes it sound like a
           | boss will fire you for being oblivious about your diagnosis
           | and your illness. Instead, I think that the job needs to be
           | done, and if you aren't able to for whatever the reason is
           | the boss is going to have to find a replacement for you.
        
             | LesZedCB wrote:
             | you are looking at it from the perspective of the boss.
             | 
             | try looking from the perspective of the worker who want to
             | succeed in a highly regimented world that's artificially
             | constructed that way.
             | 
             | if you don't believe the world is artificially constructed
             | in myriad ways which are counterproductive to vast
             | populations, i recommend the book Invisible Women.
        
               | lzaaz wrote:
               | >if you don't believe the world is artificially
               | constructed in myriad ways which are counterproductive to
               | vast populations
               | 
               | I know it is. And my answer is boo hoo.
        
         | fallingfrog wrote:
         | Oh, we know.
         | 
         | I often feel like a colorblind person who keeps getting
         | reprimanded for mixing up green and red. As if, if they just
         | penalized me a little bit more, I'd stop mixing them up.
         | 
         | The world is cruel and ok, it's not fair, but sometimes you
         | just can't do anything but suffer and struggle on. Certainly
         | it's the nature of the world that your strengths are usually
         | ignored while your weaknesses are always thrown into sharp
         | relief.
         | 
         | What else can you do? I'm certainly not going to just curl up
         | and die.
        
       | jwatt wrote:
       | I recently watched the following series of videos by Russell
       | Barkley who I believe is one of the world's leading ADHD
       | researchers. I think it's a good place to start because it
       | describes the scientific understanding of what ADHD is, which I
       | feel has given me a more solid grounding to evaluating other
       | things I read and hear about ADHD, some of which turns out to be
       | innacurate.
       | 
       | https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6T9LQ5kqOqo&list=PLzBixSjmbc...
        
         | jwatt wrote:
         | He also just released the second edition of his book, Taking
         | Charge of Adult ADHD, this year. That book (along with Atomic
         | Habits) seems to be the one most suggested by the ADHD
         | subredit's users...at least for those who can manage to make it
         | through a book.
        
       | rattlesnakedave wrote:
       | Not 100% related but if you are having ADHD symptoms consider
       | making sure you don't have sleep apnea. Waking symptoms are about
       | the same.
        
         | bobobob420 wrote:
         | big plus one to this. recommend mouth tape + humidifier
        
           | quickthrower2 wrote:
           | I would worry about getting a blocked up nose during the
           | night, and having my mouth taped shut, means not getting
           | enough oxygen. Is that an issue?
        
       | sirmarksalot wrote:
       | I'm also reluctant to tell managers about my ADHD because even if
       | they're supportive, they often have a very shallow understanding
       | of how it works. That means they'll suggest strategies that make
       | sense for solving the problem of "easily distracted," but fail
       | when the problem is "motivation is interest-based, and starting
       | on new things is difficult."
       | 
       | The explosion of resources for ADHD adults has made it a lot
       | easier to understand ourselves and how we work, but that
       | information hasn't necessarily made it out to the neurotypical
       | world.
        
       | codegangsta wrote:
       | Being very recently diagnosed with ADHD in my 30s (after
       | searching for a source of my chronic exhaustion), it was
       | interesting to notice just how much I masked my own ADHD from
       | myself and others my whole life, where the experience of taking
       | medication definitely matched "putting on glasses for the first
       | time".
       | 
       | I've always felt like doing uninteresting things felt like wading
       | through 3 feet of water, but I assumed everyone felt that, and
       | that I was just lazy.
       | 
       | The biggest realization I had was that I have been using negative
       | feelings/emotions in order to get stuff done for years. On the
       | outside I looked like a productive, healthy person, on the inside
       | I was beating myself down all day every day, and that behavior
       | didn't lead to a great relationship with myself.
       | 
       | Now that I'm on medication, my brain actually rewards me for
       | doing boring stuff. I see a dish in the sink and I want to rinse
       | it and put it away because it feels good.
       | 
       | tldr; Just because you lead a successful, healthy life, your own
       | perception on how hard life needs to be may still be skewed, and
       | treatment for those who have been diagnosed with ADHD can really
       | up your quality of life
        
         | EdwardDiego wrote:
         | > The biggest realization I had was that I have been using
         | negative feelings/emotions in order to get stuff done for
         | years. On the outside I looked like a productive, healthy
         | person, on the inside I was beating myself down all day every
         | day, and that behavior didn't lead to a great relationship with
         | myself.
         | 
         | Yeah, those years of negative self-talk, there's a lot of
         | learning to be kind to yourself that comes with a diagnosis.
        
           | codegangsta wrote:
           | Yup, not everyones diagnosis is the same, but mine was
           | definitely combined with childhood trauma in a way that made
           | it hard to notice anything was wrong in the first place.
           | Can't begin to describe how much easier life feels now that
           | I'm not using negative self talk to get through my day
        
       | superchunk wrote:
       | I've come to the conclusion that attention is a spectrum, and
       | everybody falls somewhere on the spectrum. The challenge comes
       | when societal constructs like education and the workplace require
       | a behavior that does not come naturally.
        
       | spritefs wrote:
       | Imho this whole ADHD/adderall thing is just the pharma industry
       | peddling medication and shilling super hard. I wouldn't be
       | surprised if pharma dollars somehow influenced this BBC article
       | getting published
       | 
       | If some people like paying an additional tax to the
       | pharmaceutical industry, good for them. For me personally, I'd
       | rather jump off a cliff then support it
       | 
       | Before someone gets shitty with me for "denying their
       | experience", no I'm not denying it. I'm saying it isn't
       | universal, and the pharma way isn't the only way
        
         | fallingfrog wrote:
         | Well, it's an anaesthetic. It makes the discomfort of forcing
         | yourself to focus on something you find maddeningly pointless
         | more tolerable. As long as the pain is there the anaesthetic
         | will have a purpose.
        
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           | spritefs wrote:
           | > Well, it's an anaesthetic
           | 
           | I thought it was a stimulant
        
             | skyyler wrote:
             | Are you being coy? They clearly explained what they meant
             | by anesthetic in this context.
        
       | darth_avocado wrote:
       | Definitely not intended to take anything away from people with
       | ADHD, but this is true for a spectrum of mental/cognitive
       | problems. My wife has suffered from long term depression, and
       | seeked treatment, but still has had to lose jobs because every
       | now and then it creeps up. And you don't get a lot of leeway in
       | the modern corporate environment.
        
       | [deleted]
        
       | Ilasky wrote:
       | I'm a founder with ADHD and have felt this struggle first-hand.
       | It's like "why can't I focus on this? It's SO simple".
       | 
       | As mentioned in the article, a large component of the struggle is
       | executive functioning, but there are tools like Double [0] that
       | aim to provide a way to get around that struggle by pairing
       | people up to do the same task together. It's actually a really
       | neat concept that extends beyond ADHD![1]
       | 
       | [0] https://doubleapp.xyz
       | 
       | [1] https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Social_facilitation
        
         | [deleted]
        
         | boredemployee wrote:
         | Didn't have time to explore [0] but my kid struggle a lot to
         | focus on things "that matter", but pandemics brought a new
         | reality where he engage a lot in school activities if he is
         | pairing online with his friends. Since 2021 school is not
         | online anymore and that's something neither school nor I
         | motivated him to do.
        
       | d--b wrote:
       | Can people stop a second with ADHD-as-a-disease? It's the society
       | that's sick!!
       | 
       | Prevalence in the US is 10% of the general population. Many of
       | whom have active social lives and high paying jobs.
       | 
       | Those people play the game they have been told to play. Corporate
       | bullshit, boring tasks, endless meetings, and then they complain
       | to their doctors they don't feel like it fits. Something's afoot.
       | and the doctors say: "right these people suffer, they have some
       | kind of illness".
       | 
       | But did anyone pause and asked whether primates evolved to play
       | the corporate bullshit game? Did anyone ask whether the
       | hedonistic treadmill could cause people to not feel right? Did it
       | ever occured to these doctors that following american dream could
       | have some detrimental impact on one's mental health?
       | 
       | My opinion is that if you feel that you have ADHD, it may be that
       | you're the one who's sane in a environment that isn't! Quit your
       | job and live a better life!
        
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         | potta_coffee wrote:
         | I have the same feeling; society is sick. But I cannot just
         | quit my job and escape society. I have no idea how to make a
         | living on my own outside of a company.
        
         | imesh wrote:
         | Going through University and working in tech has been extremely
         | hard for me. I'm terrible at it. Sure, I can come up with an
         | algorithm, I can write code, but something about doing mental
         | work is extremely laborious to me. I spend 30 minutes panicking
         | before I can even open an email.
         | 
         | This past year I took a break and went to work with my Arborist
         | friend as a groundsman. Do I still have ADD? Probably? I can't
         | tell. None of those ADD issues come up unless I'm working on a
         | computer. The tree business has been going well and the work
         | has expanded into all kinds of new opportunities. I don't think
         | I'm going back. Especially if medication is necessary for me to
         | succeed.
        
         | fallingfrog wrote:
         | I mean, you're not _wrong_ , it's just that quitting your job
         | isn't usually an option that is available. I always live with
         | the sword of damocles over my head as it is- space out in the
         | wrong meeting or forget something and I'll get my wish and be
         | fired anyway. No need to rush it. My savings will last 2 or 3
         | months while I panic and look for a new job that I'll hate just
         | as much. The escape hatch is getting really lucky and being
         | able to make money doing what your passion is- extremely rare-
         | or inherit a fuckton of money- equally rare.
         | 
         | But believe me when I say I spend every day trying to figure
         | out a way to do just that (make money on one of my passion
         | projects). If I could live long enough, eventually I would
         | succeed. It's just that I will probably get old and die before
         | that happens, like most people with ADHD.
        
         | WheatMillington wrote:
         | That's not a helpful post whatsoever. We don't get to
         | individually choose the society we live amongst. It's not an
         | option for most people to just quit and live their best life.
         | So we do what we can to be happy and perform within the
         | constraints we have.
        
           | loa_in_ wrote:
           | That's not a helpful comment either. Society as is isn't
           | based on laws of physics or any natural law. Constraints have
           | changed over centuries and will have to again.
        
         | spicymaki wrote:
         | > Can people stop a second with ADHD-as-a-disease? It's the
         | society that's sick!!
         | 
         | This is correct! ADHD may stem from a useful set of traits for
         | past humans that were much more active, had to scout things,
         | etc. The problem is we now have a regimented culture that
         | rewards people who sit, perform boring repetitive tasks, and
         | need to concentrate on uninteresting material for long periods
         | of time. This is a well known to be an unhealthy lifestyle for
         | humans.
         | 
         | >Quit your job and live a better life!
         | 
         | I am not sure that can work for everyone. Quit your job and
         | then what?
        
         | Eumenes wrote:
         | "Imagine a society that subjects people to conditions that make
         | them terribly unhappy then gives them the drugs to take away
         | their unhappiness. Science fiction It is already happening to
         | some extent in our own society. Instead of removing the
         | conditions that make people depressed modern society gives them
         | antidepressant drugs. In effect antidepressants are a means of
         | modifying an individual's internal state in such a way as to
         | enable him to tolerate social conditions that he would
         | otherwise find intolerable."
         | 
         | -- Theodore Kaczynski
        
           | acuozzo wrote:
           | > Imagine a society that subjects people to conditions that
           | make them terribly unhappy then gives them the drugs to take
           | away their unhappiness.
           | 
           | THX 1138
        
       | cmarschner wrote:
       | Given that I've grown up with zero people in my environment that
       | showed behavior of ADHD I wonder how much of it is just
       | consequence of our ever more stimulus-intensive world.
       | 
       | It seems most extreme in the US - the TV program there is a
       | constant blurt of screaming to me whenever I visit it. European
       | TV is much less intrusive, often more like US programs from the
       | 70s.
       | 
       | But meanwhile a lot of the stimuli come from the cell phone, and
       | I do think I've a) become addicted to it and b) I've developed
       | signs of ADHD in recent years as well.
       | 
       | So then the hypothesis is that things get better by adapting the
       | environment to be more brain-friendly... like
       | 
       | - fewer stimuli (screens)
       | 
       | - less competition / anxiety-inducing work environments
       | 
       | - more sunlight, less time in dark interior spaces
       | 
       | - boredom
       | 
       | - sleeping hygiene
       | 
       | - less processed foods, and a microbiome well catered to
       | 
       | - nature
       | 
       | In other words: an environment that resembles more closely to
       | what humans have adapted to over 100000s of years, and which we
       | deviated from in the past 100... or 20.
        
       | moojacob wrote:
       | As someone who has experienced a bad reaction to ADHD medication
       | after years of using it, I can say that it was a frustrating and
       | difficult time. I felt like I had been relying on the medication
       | to function, but it suddenly stopped working for me and made me
       | feel even worse. I was worried about how I was going to manage my
       | ADHD symptoms without it.
       | 
       | However, I eventually discovered that I could improve my
       | executive functioning skills by getting ten hours of sleep a
       | night and engaging in intense exercise. These changes have made a
       | huge difference for me and have greatly improved my ability to
       | manage my ADHD. I'm glad that I was able to find alternative
       | methods that work for me.
        
         | noname120 wrote:
         | Could you elaborate on the bad reaction that you experienced?
         | Which treatment, brand, and daily amount?
        
           | moojacob wrote:
           | I was on Adderall, then tried Dexamfetamine. I was on 30mg a
           | day long lasting I think. For the first six months the
           | medication worked, then I began to feel sick and paranoid. My
           | social life fell apart and my work became mediocre.
           | 
           | Now when I take any stimulant after a couple hours I start to
           | feel dehydrated and light headed. If I continue using for a
           | couple days I am unable focus on anything except a couple
           | intrusive thoughts.
           | 
           | Different medications work for different people, so please
           | don't ignore ADHD treatment! It's a powerful tool, just be
           | careful not to cut yourself like I did.
        
         | afarviral wrote:
         | Quite a similar experience to me. After a change of meds I had
         | a bought of intense disphoria and anxiety which I (perhaps
         | falsely) attributed to the meds after 9 years of use and misuse
         | (insufflation etc). I stopped cold turkey until my special
         | authorization expired and haven't used them since. It is a
         | relief in some ways that my overall as methylphenidate is quite
         | hard on the heart and addictive, so it got me through the
         | quitting phase. I've found other ways to get by with my ADHD;
         | diet, sleep, caffeine, environment etc. Its possible the meds
         | had already helped to establish the patterns of concentration
         | too.
        
       | RationPhantoms wrote:
       | This article feels like it was written for my brother. He's been
       | fired, sequentially, 4 times in roles of progressively narrower
       | scope/salary.
       | 
       | From project manager (80k+) at a large NYC-BASED structured-
       | cabling company to a billing coordinator position (<40k) at his
       | most recent position. With the starting of each new job, him
       | telling me this time it's going to be different and not end in
       | his firing.
       | 
       | It makes me want to put my head into a pillow and scream because
       | he's an intelligent, sociable and kind person but his mind just
       | sits so juxtaposed from what these companies want. However, I can
       | see his mind move beneath his eyes when we converse, and then
       | subsequently lose focus, so it's pretty apparent if you were to
       | meet him. I can see how that translates to poor job performance.
       | 
       | Unfortunately, due to a heavy-handed prescription dosage of
       | adderall when he was young, he's pretty hesitant about trying a
       | new regimen. I've tried pulling him into it by telling him my
       | newly prescribed Semaglutide (Wegovy) medicine will also be a
       | lifelong medication/issue too so we'll be in the trenches
       | together.
        
         | EdwardDiego wrote:
         | There are non-amphetamine medications available now that might
         | work for your brother, and cognitive-behavioural therapy can
         | really help too.
        
           | DannyBee wrote:
           | +1
           | 
           | After 30+ years, I have found the non-amphetamine medications
           | work a lot more consistently and helpfully than the
           | amphetamine ones.
           | 
           | The one downside is that if your brother also ends up on
           | SSRI's, he won't be able to use most of the non-amphetamine
           | medications until he is done with SSRI's.
        
             | PragmaticPulp wrote:
             | > After 30+ years, I have found the non-amphetamine
             | medications work a lot more consistently and helpfully than
             | the amphetamine ones.
             | 
             | I've watched a lot of friends go through the same cycle:
             | Initial excitement from an Adderall prescription which
             | gradually gives way to tolerance and a mismatch between
             | reality and their perceptions of Adderall as a miracle
             | pill.
             | 
             | The non-stimulant medications have worked wonders for a lot
             | of people I know.
             | 
             | The catch (and it's a big one) is that they generally don't
             | work immediately. In fact, they can be kind of unenjoyable
             | for the first weeks or months while they begin to work.
             | This is the exact opposite timeline of stimulants, which
             | puts a lot of people off. If you can gradually titrate up
             | and you're willing to give it a multi-month trial before
             | ruling it out, the non-stimulant medications can actually
             | be quite good. Some times better than the stimulants at
             | controlling impulses and improving cognition, even. First-
             | time stimulant users can easily get sidetracked by focusing
             | too much on distractions.
             | 
             | The other catch is that it's hard to objectively evaluate
             | the positive changes when they happen gradually over the
             | course of a month. A lot of Straterra (Atomoxetine) users
             | will _think_ the medication isn 't working, but when you
             | ask them to objectively walk through their daily routines
             | and work performance they realize they've improved
             | tremendously. For others, they don't realize the benefits
             | until the quit the medication and lose the positives, at
             | which point they're back for round 2 of titration.
        
           | treeman79 wrote:
           | Any recommendations? I took one that you take at night. It
           | slightly improved my focus during day. But would leave me
           | sleepy all day. Even with taking it before bed.
        
             | chrsig wrote:
             | Strattera (atomoxetine) is a commonly used SNRI developed
             | for adhd. I personally had a very bad reaction to it, but
             | it allegedly helps some people.
             | 
             | Guanfacine is another, I haven't tried it, so I can't give
             | any first hand experience. I think it's used more to help
             | blood pressure & agitation that can come up with adhd
             | 
             | Welbutrin is also commonly used.
        
               | tecleandor wrote:
               | I had a bad experience with Strattera too, and now I'm on
               | Vyvanse, which is an amphetamine but not the worst. I'm
               | still on a low dose but not bad. I'm feeling some
               | improvements and thinking about some specialized therapy.
        
               | projectazorian wrote:
               | Guanfacine is great, good for anxiety and agitation,
               | helps with amphetamine side effects too. As far as task
               | management goes it seems to help with focus, not so much
               | with motivation - I still need amphetamines for that.
        
             | astrange wrote:
             | Strattera and Tenex are two main ones.
             | 
             | They actually have more side effects than amphetamines do,
             | though Strattera works well for me as long as you
             | absolutely always take it with food. (Otherwise it feels
             | like you're getting kicked in the stomach.)
        
               | sbate1987 wrote:
        
             | thethethethe wrote:
             | Wellbutrin worked wonders for me. Works immediately,
             | similar to amphetamines and is easy to obtain legitimately.
        
           | s5300 wrote:
           | While this is true, it is also true that Amphetamine is the
           | Powerhouse of the Cell
        
             | Shared404 wrote:
             | _angry mitochondria sounds play in the background_
        
         | marketerinland wrote:
         | Hey. Sorry to hear this.
         | 
         | I have also been fired a bunch of times, and people describe
         | interacting with me in the exact same way as you just described
         | it.
         | 
         | Your brother is consistently going for the wrong kind of job,
         | from the sound of it. Operations jobs.
         | 
         | I eventually succeeded when I switched to work that is more
         | strategic and creative.
         | 
         | I got really into language learning, blogging, website
         | building, and then just followed things forward.
         | 
         | I then eventually became head of marketing for two different
         | startups.
         | 
         | And now I run a bootstrapped company that is exploding in
         | growth. We'll probably do $10m+ next year in revenue.
         | 
         | I pay people to take care of details while constantly
         | explaining to them what my vision is.
         | 
         | I KNOW the feeling when you see people lose faith in you. You
         | can literally see it in their eyes.
         | 
         | And I also - finally - know the opposite feeling. That of
         | admiration and appreciation.
         | 
         | Please show this to your brother.
        
           | cowpig wrote:
           | I've had a less extreme version of this but similar arc: I
           | have ADHD, I've always underachieved at normal jobs, founded
           | my own company and now run a successful business (though it's
           | certainly been a bumpy ride).
        
           | ekanes wrote:
           | +1. As a founder with adhd and it was a strength not a
           | weakness. Constant change and problem solving is
           | exhilarating.
        
           | methyl wrote:
           | I also run a bootstrapped company around with $10M reve as an
           | ADHD founder. Drop an email to lucjan at surferseo.com, I'd
           | love to chat and share experiences.
        
             | Disruptive_Dave wrote:
             | Big fan of you guys.
        
         | treeman79 wrote:
         | In 40s now. Diagnosed a couple years ago. My career was a mix
         | of huge successes and horrible failure. Really hard complicated
         | and interesting projects I would shine at. Basically CTO
         | founder type roles I was amazing.
         | 
         | I stunk at routine day to day work.
         | 
         | For me the worst pain possible is boredom. I've had kidney
         | stones. Boredom is in same range.
         | 
         | First time I took medication was shocking to find that the pain
         | of boredom was gone. I had no idea that was possible.
        
           | ojl wrote:
           | I recognise myself in this (except that I don't have a
           | diagnosis or medication). However, for me it's a certain kind
           | of boredom that's painful. I like reading, running, sitting
           | and thinking, and similar activities which might not be very
           | intense. But at work, routine tasks or even technically
           | interesting tasks which aren't urgent in some way can feel
           | painfully boring to me.
           | 
           | The most successful moments in my career have been when I
           | have been at a place long enough to know the domain and being
           | reasonably comfortable in the code base. Because then I have
           | been able to take on those really difficult and urgent tasks.
           | And I don't get nervous or stressed while doing it :)
        
           | whycome wrote:
           | What did you end up taking? Similar boat
        
             | treeman79 wrote:
             | Vyvanse works best for me. But Causes me a lot of pain. So
             | I only rarely take it.
        
               | JoeJonathan wrote:
               | Was your doctor reluctant to prescribe it for occasional
               | use? As I understand it, providers typically expect you
               | take ADHD meds daily.
               | 
               | I ask because my attention issues are task-dependent, but
               | doctors tend to view even the suggestion of occasional
               | use as a red flag for recreational abuse.
        
               | projectazorian wrote:
               | > As I understand it, providers typically expect you take
               | ADHD meds daily.
               | 
               | I don't think this is the case - mine recommends 5-6 days
               | a week maximum to avoid building up tolerance, and I
               | believe this is fairly standard advice. And occasional
               | longer breaks are encouraged for the same reason.
        
         | jvm___ wrote:
         | Do you think Abraham Lincoln's brother had ADHD?
         | 
         | Washington, December 24, 1848
         | 
         | Dear Johnston: Your request for eighty dollars, I do not think
         | it best, to comply with now. At the various times when I have
         | helped you a little, you have said to me ``We can get along
         | very well now'' but in a very short time I find you in the same
         | difficulty again. Now this can only happen by some defect in
         | your conduct. What that defect is I think I know. You are not
         | lazy, and still you are an idler. I doubt whether since I saw
         | you, you have done a good whole day's work in any one day. You
         | do not very much dislike to work; and still you do not work
         | much, merely because it does not seem to you that you could get
         | much for it. This habit of uselessly wasting time, is the whole
         | difficulty; and it is vastly important to you, and still more
         | so to your children that you should break this habit. It is
         | more important to them, because they have longer to live, and
         | can keep out of an idle habit before they are in it; easier
         | than they can get out after they are in.
         | 
         | You are now in need of some ready money; and what I propose is,
         | that you shall go to work, ``tooth and nails'' for some body
         | who will give you money [for] it. Let father and your boys take
         | charge of things at home---prepare for a crop, and make the
         | crop; and you go to work for the best money wages, or in
         | discharge of any debt you owe, that you can get. And to secure
         | you a fair reward for your labor, I now promise you, that for
         | every dollar you will, between this and the first of next May,
         | get for your own labor, either in money, or in your own
         | indebtedness, I will then give you one other dollar. By this,
         | if you hire yourself at ten dolla[rs] a month, from me you will
         | get ten more, making twenty dollars a month for your work. In
         | this, I do not mean you shall go off to St. Louis, or the lead
         | mines, or the gold mines, in Calif[ornia,] but I [mean for you
         | to go at it for the best wages you] can get close to home [in]
         | Coles county. Now if you will do this, you will soon be out of
         | debt, and what is better, you will have a habit that will keep
         | you from getting in debt again. But if I should now clear you
         | out, next year you will be just as deep in as ever. You say you
         | would almost give your place in Heaven for $70 or $80. Then you
         | value your place in Heaven very cheaply for I am sure you can
         | with the offer I make you get the seventy or eighty dollars for
         | four or five months work. You say if I furnish you the money
         | you will deed me the land, and, if you dont pay the money back,
         | you will deliver possession. Nonsense! If you cant now live
         | with the land, how will you then live without it? You have
         | always been [kind] to me, and I do not now mean to be unkind to
         | you. On the contrary, if you will but follow my advice, you
         | will find it worth more than eight times eighty dollars to you.
         | 
         | Affectionately Your brother A. LINCOLN
        
         | hateful wrote:
         | The fact that he's intelligent make him what we refer to in the
         | ADHD world as Twice Exceptional (me included!).
         | 
         | https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qa5v1a2H-xs
        
           | michael_j_ward wrote:
           | Despite seeing myself almost precisely described in that
           | video and the original article, and despite having been
           | diagnosed with ADHD as a college student...
           | 
           | It's hard for me to believe that there exists persons that
           | won't / don't identify with that description, and thus the
           | cause of my executive dysfunction isn't ADHD, but just a
           | failure to cultivate habits of discipline.
        
             | LocalPCGuy wrote:
             | People who are gifted definitely do just what I think you
             | are saying - they blame their failures on their own
             | personal inabilities to cultivate habits. And because they
             | are smart, they were often able to compensate for potential
             | ADHD symptoms throughout school and while young, and so
             | it's often ruled out and not even considered until they are
             | adults (and then often not considered because they "did
             | good in school" etc.) Obviously not everyone who thinks
             | they are gifted actually is, but talking about those that
             | are here.
             | 
             | As one of those persons (tested 98th percentile on SAT in
             | 8th grade, for example, and was in gifted or advanced
             | classes until I just got bored of "extra work"), I think it
             | is important to really consider this and reflect on whether
             | or not something like ADHD could be at play and getting in
             | the way of life goals. The rejection sensitivity dysphoria
             | mentioned in the article, while it is not a diagnosed
             | condition (won't find it in the DSM), does describe one of
             | the states of mind of a lot of people with undiagnosed ADHD
             | because of a lot of negative conditioning for many years,
             | being told they just didn't have enough willpower to do
             | things "right".
        
       | tjkrusinski wrote:
       | Glad to see this article focus on more than distractibility. In
       | my mid twenties I struggled with managing impulsive behavior. I
       | would regularly say inappropriate things in meetings, unable to
       | understand why I said what I said.
       | 
       | After a lot of work in therapy and many different types and
       | dosages of medications, I'm in a better spot. I've turned what
       | was a problem into something I'm proud of.
       | 
       | Through putting my foot in my mouth so many times, I've grown an
       | ability to say the hard, uncomfortable things. Building a lot of
       | empathy and mental processes has helped me be able to approach
       | conversations and situations head on with (some amount of) grace.
       | I'm a better manager because of it.
       | 
       | However, humor is a requirement for working with me, it's a way
       | I've diverted the impulsive thoughts into something less
       | abrasive. I often wish I didn't make so many remarks or jokes but
       | on balance it's not too bad.
        
         | smnrg wrote:
         | Rejoice, you have a spark of humanity left in you--even in a
         | corporate environment.
         | 
         | Which is usually a requirement to be hired in my team.
         | 
         | I vastly prefer direct, humorous, and respectful coworkers like
         | you over perfectly controlled machines.
        
       | Moissanite wrote:
       | As an adult who feels like they identify with these
       | characteristics, it is hard to know when to try to get help, or
       | whether you are just seeing what you want to see and looking for
       | an excuse.
       | 
       | I have always shied away from seeking an adult ADHD diagnosis,
       | partly because of prideful denial (not wanting to acknowledge
       | that there might be something wrong with me), and partly because
       | I have no faith in the NHS giving a shit, since I am an otherwise
       | health and successful 30-something.
        
         | friedman23 wrote:
         | I tried everything before considering medication. I took every
         | vitamin under the sun, walked 5 to 10 miles a day, lifted
         | weights, did cardio, slept at the same exact time every day,
         | and ate at the same exact time every day.
         | 
         | None of it worked. Medication, so far, has been life changing.
        
           | adhdthrowaway11 wrote:
           | Same. Doing any of these (exercise, trying to find a job
           | that's intrinsically more motivating, etc.) would somehow
           | work, for a limited time, but not consistently. And if I
           | stopped doing any of them, I'd go back to exactly where I was
           | before. Dealing with procrastination and self-hate related to
           | it had been a constant for me for the past 20 years.
           | 
           | I consulted a therapist for many months (which I also hoped
           | would help with this) and she confirmed that I should seek
           | out medication.
           | 
           | I don't want to promote any specific company, but I had a
           | really good experience with one of the newest online medical
           | startups (check reddit for recommendations). I was able to
           | make an appointment, talk to a doctor twice in two days, and
           | get my prescription and medication within 48 hours of signing
           | up... I'm lucky to be in the US right now (I'm not a citizen,
           | just working here legally). Out of pocket (i.e. without any
           | insurance) it cost me roughly speaking $250 all in all which
           | is extremely reasonable...
        
         | adolph wrote:
         | > looking for an excuse.
         | 
         | > not wanting to acknowledge that there might be something
         | wrong with me
         | 
         | I had a similar mindset about a diagnosis. Here is why I
         | changed my mind:
         | 
         | The purpose of the diagnosis is to guide a course of actions
         | that may improve your life and that of the people around you.
         | It is the opposite of an excuse because getting help is good
         | for you and others. You need never disclose to anyone that a
         | diagnosis affects you but it can be helpful for others to
         | understand some characteristics about you.
         | 
         | ADHD (and many conditions) isn't something wrong with anyone.
         | It is a term for a cluster of cognitive/behavior differences in
         | the area known as "executive function." [0] These difference
         | can be thought of like height or eyesight in that they can be
         | [dis]advantageous or not and they can be compensated for or
         | not.
         | 
         | The choice to go on the road of self discovery is your own. As
         | far as I can tell there is nothing to lose and much to gain.
         | 
         | 0. https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Executive_functions
        
         | WheatMillington wrote:
         | FWIW here's my experience: mid 30s, New Zealand, wife read
         | about ADHD due to young kids and recognised the adult symptoms
         | in me. After some prodding I saw a specialist and was
         | diagnosed.
         | 
         | I take daily ritalin - outside of the first few days (which
         | were dramatic) I haven't had a life altering experience on the
         | drugs, and tbh it doesn't change much whether or not I take it.
         | However, having a diagnoses changes the way I approach things
         | in life - it's helpful to know why my brain works the way it
         | does, and how to work around it and with it. I don't think you
         | need a formal diagnoses for this though.
         | 
         | It's extremely helpful to take a big dose just before a long
         | meeting, to be fair. Where previously I'd struggle to even make
         | it through, I can now be engaged.
        
           | ravenstine wrote:
           | I find that stimulants are mostly good for one thing, which
           | is the ability to push through uninteresting tasks. Listening
           | to others also becomes much easier. I don't find they have
           | that dramatic of an effect, but I feel more "normal" if that
           | makes any sense. Stimulants won't fix ADHD and magically make
           | uninteresting work stimulating. They just lift a thin veil a
           | bit.
        
           | Zircom wrote:
           | You might try switching to strattera or Adderall for a month
           | or two, there can be a dramatic difference between the
           | effectiveness of ADD medications on individuals.
        
           | Moissanite wrote:
           | My reluctance to engage with the health service has led me to
           | experiment with a few things like exercise, vitamin D and
           | better sleep, which all had positive outcomes even if they
           | didn't fix the problem.
           | 
           | Your description of ritalin is similar to what I found when I
           | took my experiments further and tried modafinil for about 18
           | months. It was just about effective enough to justify the
           | (legal but awkward) way of obtaining it. Speaking to a doctor
           | would of course be the sensible next step if I wasn't so
           | bloody stubborn.
        
         | odiroot wrote:
         | > and partly because I have no faith in the NHS giving a shit
         | 
         | If you have to deal with NHS for ADHD, them giving a shit is
         | the least of your problems. Getting an appointment with a
         | dedicated specialist is the hardest thing. Currently the
         | waiting times are 6 months to 2 years.
        
         | nvarsj wrote:
         | Getting an adult ADHD diagnosis on the NHS is very hard and
         | time consuming. Most people in the UK get a private diagnosis -
         | there are many online websites now that will diagnose you
         | completely over zoom in 1 hour.
         | 
         | In the US it's even easier. There is a profit motive in the US
         | to get people onto lifetime medication, and many websites for
         | online diagnosis and delivery. If you have private insurance,
         | it's easy - just self refer to a psychiatrist, list your ADHD
         | symptoms, get a prescription. There's even an Adderall shortage
         | in the US right now - demand is outstripping supply. Adult ADHD
         | seems to be rising dramatically in western countries.
         | 
         | My thoughts are that a lot of people, esp. intelligent ones,
         | will have a lot of symptoms of adult ADHD. It might even be
         | something normal in people near the top of the IQ bell curve -
         | so especially common in tech workers. I think that what you
         | have, and others, could be diagnosed as mild ADHD, maybe
         | moderate. It's nothing at all like severe ADHD - which would
         | make it literally impossible for you to have a career or get a
         | degree without medication. These are the cases generally
         | diagnosed in children because it's so obvious.
         | 
         | So... what to do? You can get a private diagnosis and get
         | medication. It will probably help you a lot, at least initially
         | - you'll be able to crank out 8 hours of boring ass work no
         | problem. Over the long term, you will suffer some side effects
         | - worse sleep, tolerance builds up, and your ADHD symptoms will
         | likely get much worse if you stop medication.
         | 
         | I have mixed feelings about it all. I also identify w/ a lot of
         | the ADHD symptoms (and I've been trying to get an NHS diagnosis
         | for ages, and am going to seek out a private one next year).
         | But with good sleep, exercise, and various other techniques, I
         | think I can manage a successful job/career without needing
         | meds. I found WFH really hard though, but in the office I can
         | manage. It's really hard to know where I am on the "normal"
         | curve though - I don't know anyone who doesn't suffer from
         | procrastination to a degree, or struggles with boring tasks,
         | who themselves are not on medication.
        
           | LocalPCGuy wrote:
           | > nothing at all like severe ADHD ... cases generally
           | diagnosed in children because it's so obvious
           | 
           | I think the thing you might overlook with this statement
           | (truncated slightly) is that sometime people are able to mask
           | their symptoms, especially those who are highly intelligent
           | and who may fall into an "inattentive" diagnosis, rather than
           | the "hyperactive" side. I agree there are different levels
           | that the affect can have on folks, however there is a
           | difference between the boredom/procrastination/etc. struggles
           | with someone who has ADHD and someone who doesn't. It's isn't
           | just something that "everyone deals with to some extent or
           | another". And proper diagnosis techniques will also sort for
           | false positives, to eliminate folks who are actually "just
           | bored", for example.
           | 
           | That said, this is something that studies have shown very
           | much needs to be addressed not only from a medication aspect
           | - sometimes it is definitely necessary and in many cases all
           | the behavior techniques in the world won't make up for the
           | chemical imbalances. But it should also be addressed from a
           | behavior standpoint, via CBT or other therapy as well as
           | other wellness techniques you mention, like good nurtition,
           | sleep, exercise. From the studies I've read, the best results
           | come from a combination of the two, not from ignoring or
           | promoting one over the other.
        
         | ojhughes wrote:
         | I got a private diagnosis for around PS1000 and was then
         | transferred to the NHS for my prescription and yearly
         | consultations. It was well worth the money for me
        
         | DoreenMichele wrote:
         | As a general PSA:
         | 
         | ADHD is supposed to be a diagnosis of last resort that they
         | give after eliminating all other possibilities. It's useful to
         | know the root cause of whatever problems you may be having.
         | 
         | Some studies and some individuals report benefiting from
         | certain nutritional supplements if you get a diagnosis and want
         | to treat it without medication per se.
        
         | ghorto wrote:
         | I got diagnosed and medicated, significantly improved my
         | ability to work, got promoted way past what I ever would have
         | expected ... and still feel like a fraud who doesn't really
         | have ADHD and who will get caught out any minute.
         | 
         | But I'm still glad I sought help, even if it didn't fix the
         | underlying self-doubt and self-derision.
        
         | falcolas wrote:
         | > it is hard to know when to try to get help, or whether you
         | are just seeing what you want to see and looking for an excuse
         | 
         | And that's why you see a professional. If you don't, you'll
         | never know. It's hard, it's embarrassing, and ultimately, it
         | can be redeeming to know that no, you're not just lazy.
        
         | tailspin2019 wrote:
         | I'd recommend the book "Delivered From Distraction". It's
         | written in a relatively ADHD friendly way and the first chapter
         | or two explains a bit more about the condition and will likely
         | give you enough of a feeling as to whether it would be worth
         | pursuing a diagnosis. ("ADHD 2.0" is also good and is a more
         | recent book by the same author).
         | 
         | I get the concern about the NHS (private support options are
         | available too if that's an option for you) but I would
         | definitely try to move past any stigma concerns - no one cares
         | (in a good way) :) personally I don't think it's a big deal and
         | that shouldn't get in your way of pursuing answers if that's
         | the right path for you to take.
        
         | opportune wrote:
         | A diagnosis might help you get something like medication which
         | does actually help.
         | 
         | I agree that if you don't plan on taking medication there is no
         | need to seek a diagnosis. Unless you want to get involved in
         | ADHD support groups and stuff, where you'd (imo rightfully)
         | draw some errant looks if you admitted you'd never been
         | diagnosed with it.
         | 
         | For me the medication is life changingly effective so I'm very
         | glad I got formally diagnosed at 25
        
           | falcolas wrote:
           | I was once in the "no medication" camp. Even without
           | medication, a diagnosis can get you:
           | 
           | - Help via CBT and other thereputical techniques.
           | 
           | - Knowledge of what's imposter syndrome and what's a real
           | issue you're facing.
           | 
           | - Allowances (the legally required ADA type) at work.
        
         | gnicholas wrote:
         | FWIW, there seem to be more employee affinity groups for
         | dyslexia or neurodiversity in general. I think you've
         | identified some of the reasons why. I've also heard nightmares
         | about getting support services in the UK. One person told me
         | that she had been diagnosed and was receiving some assistive
         | technology supports, but to get access to tools she wasn't
         | previously aware of (my startup's browser plugin), she would
         | need to go through the diagnosis process again. Not
         | surprisingly, she chose not to and just paid out-of-pocket.
        
         | whatshisface wrote:
         | I think you have those switched around, the one where something
         | is wrong with you is if you're lazy, ADHD would be if something
         | was wrong with your inborn biological configuration. If you
         | want a reason for that, it's because the "you" that is
         | responsible for their actions and subject to criticism is the
         | one that can listen to words and control stuff, which doesn't
         | extend to the looser sense of the word "you" that includes what
         | your face looks like or how your various receptors are shaped.
        
           | Moissanite wrote:
           | Yeah I should have put quotes on "wrong"; I acknowledge
           | (intellectually) that it is not a personal failing to have
           | ADHD and would not think less of other people for it, but I
           | apply a higher standard to myself for reasons passing
           | understanding.
        
             | whatshisface wrote:
             | It's too late for you to apply any standards to your DNA,
             | you've already been born.
        
               | cheeseomlit wrote:
               | Is there any evidence ADHD is genetic? The only
               | connection I've read about is that parents who are
               | diagnosed with ADHD are more likely to have their
               | children diagnosed with it, but that itself is not
               | evidence of a genetic trait. Seems just as likely to be
               | nurture than nature to me- for example if parents over-
               | stimulate their kids by putting them in front of
               | TVs/iPads/etc. from a young age it's not surprising
               | they'll develop attention problems
        
               | 4ec0755f5522 wrote:
               | Yes, it is a genetic neurological condition related to
               | dopamine and not due to iPads.
        
               | cheeseomlit wrote:
               | You say that like it's a fact but diagnosis is not based
               | on genetic/neurological testing, it's mostly just
               | observing behavior in interviews.
        
               | whatshisface wrote:
               | Twin and family studies reveal that it is genetic but
               | don't reveal how genes cause it or which ones are
               | involved.
        
               | cheeseomlit wrote:
               | How can those studies prove it is genetic if there is no
               | quantitative way to diagnose it? If you could do a blood
               | test or brain scan and make a diagnosis on physical data
               | then sure, but until then it's all just conjecture
        
               | whatshisface wrote:
               | If ADHD diagnoses were random, fraternal and identical
               | twins wouldn't have correlated diagnoses.
        
               | alwillis wrote:
               | > Is there any evidence ADHD is genetic? The only
               | connection I've read about is that parents who are
               | diagnosed with ADHD are more likely to have their
               | children diagnosed with it, but that itself is not
               | evidence of a genetic trait.
               | 
               | Short answer: yes, there's lots of evidence of genetic
               | factors. One reason this isn't better understood is that
               | a close relative can have undiagnosed ADHD, so people
               | don't see the family ties. And also because it's
               | stigmatized in some families, it's like a "don't ask,
               | don't tell" situation.
               | 
               | I mentioned a great podcast by Dr. Andrew Huberman, a
               | Stanford neuroscientist earlier in the thread that
               | mentions how the genetics of ADHD works [1]:
               | 
               | [1]: https://news.ycombinator.com/item?id=33960655
        
               | whatshisface wrote:
               | You can subtract out nuture by comparing identical to
               | fraternal twins, and by doing that they've found that it
               | has a large genetic component.
        
               | LocalPCGuy wrote:
               | Definitely a lot of study in this, and much of it has
               | shown there is a very strong sign that it is genetic and
               | inheritable. As others have mentioned, twin studies and
               | family studies have strongly supported a genetic
               | component.
               | 
               | Doesn't mean there isn't also some nuture involved also,
               | likely not the "over-stimulation" argument you make, but
               | more likely the "if you have it, more likely to recognize
               | it in your children" type of thing.
               | 
               | From the following link
               | 
               | > Decades of research show that genes play an vital role
               | in the etiology of attention deficit hyperactivity
               | disorder (ADHD) and its comorbidity with other disorders.
               | Family, twin, and adoption studies show that ADHD runs in
               | families. ADHD's high heritability of 74% motivated the
               | search for ADHD susceptibility genes. Genetic linkage
               | studies show that the effects of DNA risk variants on
               | ADHD must, individually, be very small. Genome-wide
               | association studies (GWAS) have implicated several
               | genetic loci at the genome-wide level of statistical
               | significance. These studies also show that about a third
               | of ADHD's heritability is due to a polygenic component
               | comprising many common variants each having small
               | effects.
               | 
               | > Family, twin, and adoption studies provide a firm
               | foundation for asserting that genes are involved in the
               | etiology of ADHD.
               | 
               | > Adoption studies suggest that the familial factors of
               | ADHD are attributable to genetic factors rather than
               | shared environmental factors
               | 
               | > A similar heritability estimate of around 80% was seen
               | in a study of MZ and DZ twins, full siblings, and
               | maternal and paternal half-siblings
               | 
               | > There can be no doubt that DNA variants in genes or
               | regulatory regions increase the risk for ADHD. In rare
               | cases, a single genetic defect may lead to ADHD in the
               | absence of other DNA variants. We do not know how many of
               | these rare variants exist or if such variants require
               | environmental triggers for ADHD to emerge. It is equally
               | clear that no common DNA variants are necessary and
               | sufficient causes of ADHD.
               | 
               | It doesn't preclude environmental factors either:
               | 
               | > The convincing evidence for genes as risk factors for
               | ADHD does not exclude the environment as a source of
               | etiology. The fact that twin estimates of heritability
               | are less than 100% asserts quite strongly that
               | environmental factors must be involved. ADHD's
               | heritability is high, and that estimate encompasses gene
               | by environment interaction.
               | 
               | https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC6477889/
        
       | tempacct99 wrote:
       | I built up pretty good ADHD for schoolwork tasks after years of
       | practice, and I was good at schoolwork, so if I wasted hours of
       | time, I could still get things done quickly. Working in tech,
       | many of these habits carried over - like spending a day
       | daydreaming, then leveraging adrenaline and all-nighters to catch
       | up on work.
       | 
       | For me, the bigger struggle came late-college/post-college when I
       | had to manage boring and diverse real-life tasks, like acquiring
       | the right documentation to go to the DMV for a new license. I
       | paid crazy numbers of late fees and came close to some serious
       | real-world consequences here. Getting treatment, reading
       | Delivered from Distraction, and leaning on friends/partners made
       | a really big difference. I'm now in my 40s and life things are
       | very safe, stable, and happy (though I'm still constantly
       | distracted).
       | 
       | I guess I'm writing this (from a throwaway) to say - don't feel
       | like your problems are invalid just because you coped ok until
       | your 20s!
        
       | 2bitencryption wrote:
       | I just started working with a new team a few weeks ago.
       | 
       | So far I've had "nice to meet you" calls with six or seven of the
       | people on this team. And nearly half of them mentioned "by the
       | way, I have ADHD, just so you know."
       | 
       | And since I share so many characteristics with these individuals,
       | now _I'm_ wondering if I have ADHD. Certainly the never-ending
       | Instagram ads want me to think so. Or is this becoming a blanket
       | term for "I'm easily excited and a bit weird"?
       | 
       | Personally, I went almost my whole life with mild depression and
       | didn't even know it - I just thought depression happened to other
       | people, and that what I felt was normal. Then when a doctor gave
       | me the questionnaire during a routine checkup and put me on
       | SSRIs, it was basically life-changing.
       | 
       | So I wonder if this is another case of that?
        
         | pcurve wrote:
         | "And nearly half of them mentioned "by the way, I have ADHD"
         | 
         | Statistically that seems rather unlikely, so I wonder if people
         | are being over-diagnosed?
        
           | [deleted]
        
           | unwind wrote:
           | On the other hand, the parent's wording kind of made it sound
           | like it was a lot of people. "Nearly half" of "six or seven"
           | could be ... two.
           | 
           | That might be a lot percentage-wise, but it's also a really
           | small number of people to draw conclusions from, isn't it?
        
           | k__ wrote:
           | Many of my friends have ADHD.
           | 
           | Probably because ADHD people have trouble getting along with
           | neurotypicals
        
             | chrsig wrote:
             | > Probably because ADHD people have trouble getting along
             | with neurotypicals
             | 
             | In our defense, normies suck.
        
               | brazzledazzle wrote:
               | I think there's a more constructive way to look at this
               | which is neurotypical people have an extremely difficult
               | time empathizing with people who are neurodivergent. This
               | leads to a lot of friction, especially in friend groups
               | and between managers and their subordinates.
        
               | k__ wrote:
               | I couldn't even say who's normal and who isn't.
               | 
               | I have a very small circle of friends and they're all
               | kinda... special. So for me such behaviour feels normal.
        
             | dirtybirdnj wrote:
             | NTs have no incentive to understand NDs, yet the lives of
             | NDs hinges on how much effort we put into understanding and
             | being understood.
             | 
             | One side is motivated to be open and communicative and the
             | other is motivated to be insular and closed.
             | 
             | I know the "us vs them" mentality isn't healthy but I've
             | lived an entire lifetime in a societal warzone and I refuse
             | to just roll over and pretend that I'm not part of a
             | socially marginalized group.
             | 
             | NTs are the problem. Society's intolerance is the problem.
             | NDs aren't the problem, NTs are.
        
               | P5fRxh5kUvp2th wrote:
               | Lets rephrase what you just said
               | 
               | > straight people are the problem for not wanting to date
               | gay or trans people
               | 
               | It just is. Everyone has challenges, people with ADHD
               | have challenges that can be particularly difficult for
               | sure, but blaming others for not being like you is and
               | telling them it's their responsibility is the same thing
               | just reversed. It doesn't improve your situation.
        
               | rrobukef wrote:
               | Please don't.
               | 
               | Society forces everybody to interact socially. In a
               | society where everybody is expected to date anybody,
               | forcing somebody to date is still abhorrent.
        
               | P5fRxh5kUvp2th wrote:
               | > Society forces everybody to interact socially.
               | 
               | No, the premise you require in order for me to be wrong
               | is that society forces this on everyone, but I live with
               | a woman who has crippling anxiety to the point of being
               | on disability for it and I can tell you that's
               | emphatically untrue. Even SSI related meetings happen
               | over the phone because of her disability.
               | 
               | Those with ADHD have many challenges that other people
               | don't have, but asking the whole of society to suddenly
               | be able to understand them better is like asking all
               | women to be start preferring short men. It just is, and
               | those with these challenges will have to learn how to
               | deal with them (and you see posters on HN all the time
               | talking about how they've done just that). For those for
               | which it's truly debilitating, we need to make sure they
               | don't fall through the cracks (and for the most part we
               | do this).
               | 
               | It's as much a part of reality as the person with 2
               | missing thumbs having more difficulty grasping things
               | than someone with both thumbs.
        
           | corobo wrote:
           | Statistics might ignore the "birds of a feather flock
           | together" tendencies of humans.
           | 
           | Over the years it's turning out my entire since-college
           | friend group have some sort of mental health disorder that's
           | been missed for 30 years.
           | 
           | If I found a team with a couple other ADHD folks that seemed
           | to be thriving that company would be top of my list for sure.
        
           | schwartzworld wrote:
           | Many people diagnose themselves, and still more are diagnosed
           | by psychiatrists with checklists, as opposed to a
           | neurologist. So there is probably some amount of over
           | diagnosis. Some people may be using it as shorthand for "I'm
           | sometimes disorganized" the way people use OCD as shorthand
           | for "I like things clean".
           | 
           | Some industries and workplaces are better suited for ADHD
           | sufferers as well. My ADHD got in the way in most of my other
           | jobs before I became a developer, where it's actually sort of
           | an asset. Perhaps OPs job attracts a certain type.
        
           | chrsig wrote:
           | Possible that the people are misdiagnosed, also possible that
           | there's bias in hiring, or bias in field selection from
           | people with adhd. It could also just be that yes, it is
           | statistically unlikely, and this is just a less likely
           | sample.
        
           | viraptor wrote:
           | I've heard a nice description of ADHD being both the most
           | under and over diagnosed issue at the same time. Since it's
           | mostly based on self-reporting, it's easy to get on the meds
           | if you want to, or easy to pin on an issue someone may be
           | having, as a quick solution. On the other hand, for various
           | reasons high functioning people will keep on going and try to
           | deal with it daily until they run into some roadblocks. It
           | took me over 30 years to get diagnosed, but really I
           | should've done it in primary school already. (There was
           | minimal awareness then)
        
           | cheeseomlit wrote:
        
             | brazzledazzle wrote:
             | This seems like uninformed conspiratorial thinking. Many
             | stimulants have generic equivalents which is what most
             | people are going to end up with when using insurance, at
             | least in the US.
        
             | EdwardDiego wrote:
             | Haha, "hooked on narcotics" would be a grand thing if it
             | were real, as then I'd never forget to take my pills.
        
             | mitchdoogle wrote:
             | THE American DEA consider "narcotic" to be synonymous with
             | "opioid": https://www.mcieast.marines.mil/Portals/33/Docume
             | nts/Safety/...
             | 
             | However, the term does come up with other meanings. The
             | international narcotics control board (UN) deems opioids as
             | narcotics, but also cannabis and cocaine:
             | https://www.incb.org/incb/en/narcotic-drugs/index.html
             | 
             | But typically amphetamines are not classified as narcotics,
             | even though you could argue they are based on dictionary
             | definitions, i.e. "a drug (such as marijuana or LSD)
             | subject to restriction similar to that of addictive
             | narcotics whether physiologically addictive and narcotic or
             | not" https://www.merriam-webster.com/dictionary/narcotic
        
             | adamwk wrote:
             | Who prescribes narcotics to people with ADHD?
        
               | cheeseomlit wrote:
               | Are you familiar with 'amphetamines'?
        
               | robotresearcher wrote:
               | Typical use of 'narcotics' means opiates and similar
               | drugs (narc = sleep), and not amphetamines.
        
               | filoleg wrote:
               | It could be that the person is not from the west and/or
               | not a native english speaker.
               | 
               | And unnecessary specific example goes here. In russian
               | language, every (99% of the time, illegal) drug that is
               | associated with abuse is called a narcotic (including
               | cannabis). There isn't a russian language equivalent word
               | for "drugs", "drugs" is a synonym for "narcotics" there.
               | There is "medicine" and there is "drug"/"narcotic".
               | 
               | Which is why I saw, more than once, middle schoolers
               | there in an English language class giggling once they saw
               | a "drug store" sign in a photo, as it led to the "hehe,
               | why do they sell drugs/narcotics at pharmacies there, US
               | is a weird place huh" jokes.
        
               | cheeseomlit wrote:
               | My mistake, I meant it in more of an 'often-abused mind-
               | altering addictive scheduled drug' connotation.
               | 
               | Not that a drug being scheduled is proof of harm in and
               | of itself, but it seems like many people (particularly on
               | HN for some reason) are in heavy denial that they are
               | addicted to amphetamines and that it maybe isn't such a
               | healthy way to solve behavioral problems. If you're an
               | adult then fine you can make your own decisions, but the
               | fact that people give amphetamines to children because
               | they cant focus in school seems very sick to me.
        
               | Tao3300 wrote:
               | > many people (particularly on HN for some reason) are in
               | heavy denial that they are addicted to amphetamines and
               | that it maybe isn't such a healthy way to solve
               | behavioral problems
               | 
               | You've coasted into the territory of self-appointed
               | expert on ADHD. To me, this reads as "I have no idea what
               | ADHD is like or how to manage it. My mind can't imagine
               | that other minds may work differently, so what would work
               | for my mind must work for all the other minds."
               | 
               | > behavior problems
               | 
               | Whether or not you're aware of it, that's an ableist dog
               | whistle for "why don't you just stop being _______?"
               | usually followed by a JBP reading list about lobsters and
               | room cleaning.
        
               | cheeseomlit wrote:
               | No need to get so defensive, I don't think it's beyond
               | the pale to characterize ADHD as a 'behavior problem'.
               | And I don't think our minds are as different as you say-
               | I take adderall sometimes when I have a lot to do and it
               | helps me focus immensely. It does that for almost
               | everyone believe it or not, you don't have be diagnosed
               | with something for amphetamines to help you focus- it's
               | what they do. I can absolutely understand someone who has
               | trouble focusing seeing it as a godsend. But this hostile
               | defensive reaction that many ADD-diagnosed have when you
               | point out that taking amphetamines every day of their
               | life isn't healthy is well, not healthy. Not to mention
               | normalizing it for kids as I mentioned.
        
               | brazzledazzle wrote:
               | In an ideal world each child would have private teachers
               | and tutors developing custom tailored curriculum and
               | schedules for them. We don't live in an ideal world and
               | success in public school essentially requires you be
               | neurotypical or use medication to simulate it as much as
               | possible.
               | 
               | By all means try without it first but it's going to cost
               | you time or money you may not have. With any luck future
               | gains in understanding the human brain will lead to
               | medication that has the pros without the cons but today
               | we have to use the tools we have.
        
               | Tao3300 wrote:
               | Not sure where you are, but in the US, _narcotic_ has
               | different meanings legally and pharmacologically.
               | Amphetamines are classified as narcotics under neither.
               | 
               | Maybe a mistranslation or you're conflating narcotic with
               | "controlled substance"?
        
           | Tao3300 wrote:
           | The statistics you're not citing are from history. It could
           | be that in the past it has been majorly under-diagnosed.
        
             | yamtaddle wrote:
             | I still suspect that yes, it was under-diagnosed or
             | overlooked for a long time, but that ultimately it's a
             | disorder that is, for most people who have it, a result of
             | a fairly-large section of the ordinary human brain-
             | development spectrum being badly mis-matched with modern
             | society, in a way that it hadn't been in the (perhaps
             | somewhat distant) past. Since differences in brain
             | development aren't really considered disorders unless they
             | cause a problem in ordinary life, if ordinary life _itself_
             | changes to put different sorts of demands on people, then
             | it seems plausible that could create disorders where there
             | were none before. I 'm pretty sure that's a lot of what's
             | going on with AD(H)D.
             | 
             | I mean, if you look at early 20th century jobs most similar
             | to office jobs today, they look from the outside, _and are
             | depicted by contemporary media_ , as crushingly dull--but,
             | they had the benefit of also being highly repetitive, stack
             | of papers to go through, do the thing you do, put it in the
             | outbox, move to the next stack. Now everything's every bit
             | as dull, but we're also expected to juggle a much broader
             | set of not-terribly-similar tasks, often taking on little
             | bits of what used to be the jobs of entire, dedicated
             | humans before computerization "freed" companies to smear
             | those tasks across their entire workforce. That seems like
             | a recipe for failure for someone with ADHD-brain.
        
         | golemiprague wrote:
        
         | __derek__ wrote:
         | Is it possible that your new employer has prioritized making
         | accommodations for folks with ADHD, leading to more of them
         | joining? Many companies don't have a compatible
         | environment/culture.
        
         | k__ wrote:
         | I went in an ADHD rabbit hole a week ago.
         | 
         | I never considered my self suffering from it, my quirks were
         | individual parts of my character!
         | 
         | But now I highly suspect I have it.
         | 
         | I lose focus all the time. For example, Going from doing
         | laundry, to gathering dishes, and bringing out trash without
         | finishing one of them. Or I can't read long articles with
         | topics that are important for me but don't tickle one of my
         | interests. I've started reading countless books for only 20-30
         | pages.
         | 
         | Also, it feels impossible to plan for/estimate longer time
         | periods and I'm constantly bouncing my knee or stimm in another
         | way.
         | 
         | I started freelancing because I couldn't get to work at the
         | same time every day and even now I just work 5-10h a week,
         | because my lack of motivation for repeating tasks.
         | 
         | I thought, well it's biological, I can't have it, my relatives
         | are all normal... But wait, my mother did impulse purchases all
         | the time, was switching jobs constantly and even retired with
         | 50, because of that.
         | 
         | Whelp, guess I should get a psychiatrist soon...
        
           | bcoughlan wrote:
           | > Or I can't read long articles with topics that are
           | important for me but don't tickle one of my interests.
           | 
           | Can't concentrate on boring things - surely that's normal? It
           | feels like they're casting the ADHD net wider and wider and
           | from reading the internet I'm starting to question whether my
           | behavior fits into the ADHD category. And part of me wants it
           | to so that I have a label that explains and excuses me.
           | 
           | But how do you separate it from this boring hyper-specialized
           | world of bullshit jobs? As someone said it's no measure of
           | health to be well-adjusted to a sick society. I love Doug
           | Stanhope's take on it:
           | https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kKyMvjPJdtM
        
             | Jensson wrote:
             | > Can't concentrate on boring things - surely that's
             | normal?
             | 
             | Normal people can concentrate if you pay them money to
             | concentrate. ADHD people can't concentrate with such
             | incentives, they are people who require intrinsic
             | motivation to concentrate and money/other rewards aren't
             | enough.
        
             | SamoyedFurFluff wrote:
             | I don't have adhd but the way adhd people tell me is that
             | they literally _cant_ do even basic things that are under
             | stimulating. Im talking basics like doing the laundry,
             | taking out the trash, keeping a neat workspace, throwing
             | out spoiled food, and other very mundane chores. It causes
             | physical pain or something.
        
               | Jensson wrote:
               | All those activities requires lots of focus. If we don't
               | focus when doing them we will spill out stuff, or miss
               | stuff when cleaning etc, and that makes people angry.
               | Trying to do the right thing and focus on the task is
               | basically impossible, so then there is no choice but to
               | get screamed at by angry people who thinks we are lazy
               | and defiant, no wonder we get angry and irritated...
        
             | alwillis wrote:
             | > Can't concentrate on boring things - surely that's
             | normal?
             | 
             | Neurotypical people can get stuff done even if it's of no
             | interest to them or if they find it boring because it has
             | to get done regardless. I've certainly had the experience
             | of assigning something to an intern or trainee that's super
             | boring and they just knock it out, even though they could
             | care less about the subject of task itself.
             | 
             | People with ADHD have lots of difficulty with tasks or
             | subjects that are not of interest to them, which leads to
             | procrastination. They often wait until the last minute
             | (often it's those people who say "I'm good under
             | pressure"); if the consequences are serious enough, that
             | causes them to focus on getting the task done. Pulling an
             | all-nighter to get that report done doesn't scale and it
             | means something else important isn't being attended to.
             | 
             | Dr. Andrew Huberman (Stanford neuroscientist) has an
             | excellent podcast about ADHD [1].
             | 
             | [1]: https://hubermanlab.com/adhd-and-how-anyone-can-
             | improve-thei...
        
             | astrange wrote:
             | > Can't concentrate on boring things - surely that's
             | normal?
             | 
             | Not if it happens 24/7 across work, hobbies, and
             | remembering to go to bed on time. (This is about struggling
             | at work with ADHD, but it's more often possible to succeed
             | at work and neglect everything else.)
             | 
             | And "bullshit jobs" are a fake concept. Just because a guy
             | wrote a book saying he doesn't understand a job doesn't
             | mean it's not useful to someone.
        
             | k__ wrote:
             | Losing focus is an automatism for me.
             | 
             | It's not that I think "Well, this is boring, I won't read
             | it!"
             | 
             | It's like I want to really read it, suddenly I'm on
             | Twitter, Reddit, 9gag, IG, etc.
             | 
             | It happens in a matter of seconds to minutes and I don't
             | even remember how I opened an app/website.
             | 
             | I can dampen this effect a bit by blocking websites and
             | uninstalling apps, but then I zone out in my mind and don't
             | remember what I read.
        
           | ravenstine wrote:
           | I suspect a lot of ADHD people become programmers because
           | software can compliment the countless fleeting interests we
           | have. That said, programming _as a career_ is still more
           | challenging to us because non-ADHD programmers are more
           | likely to succeed with numerous responsibilities and more
           | complex and boring tasks. The more an ADHD programmer
           | advances, the fewer of his immediate peers will have ADHD.
           | 
           | This is one of the reasons why I will refuse a job title that
           | is greater than senior engineer. I know in my heart of hearts
           | that being a staff or lead engineer will be bad for everyone.
           | I'm not even particularly stellar as a senior engineer, but I
           | can at least sustain it.
           | 
           | Reaching this point can be astonishing to the undiagnosed
           | ADHD programmer. For the first handful of years into their
           | career, their shortcomings were either dismissed as
           | inexperience or covered for by coping mechanisms. In my
           | experience, the coping mechanisms start to buckle once you're
           | a senior level programmer.
           | 
           | Get a diagnosis ASAP if you suspect you have ADHD. Medication
           | and other things can definitely help. I also think there's
           | nothing wrong in figuring out just how much mental capacity
           | you have to give to your job and not exceeding it, even if
           | that means rejecting prestige.
        
             | k__ wrote:
             | Thanks.
             | 
             | Yes, I'm rejecting well paying jobs constantly because I
             | couldn't bear to be employed and working 40h a week again.
        
             | swozey wrote:
             | My problem with programming (of which I've been trying to
             | really do decent at for years but failing) + ADHD is my
             | memory is absolutely trash. I'll spend a week or two
             | working on an app and then put it down for a month and it
             | takes me a day just to get rolling with it again because I
             | basically learn/work by brute forcing things to work as
             | opposed to remembering concepts that would make it work
             | without having to do so.
             | 
             | It's frustrating and makes me often give up. I work in Ops,
             | so it's not a day to day thing for me to write any code.
             | Thankfully with all of the fires and different things to
             | work on in Ops I think it's a very good fit for an ADHD
             | person.
        
               | k__ wrote:
               | Tooling helped a bit.
               | 
               | Debuggers or things like Sentry and Honeycomb. Basically
               | everything that gives me runtime insights to the
               | software.
               | 
               | Using static types and tests to ensure every dumb change
               | I make gets caught somewhere.
        
           | llamaLord wrote:
           | In my experience, companies that have ADHD founders or CEO's
           | tend to have an unconscious bias towards hiring other people
           | with neurodivergant traits.
           | 
           | We think differently, and tend to value others with similar
           | "differences". The trick is avoiding an ADHD/Aspie
           | monoculture. You need some people around to do the important,
           | but less shiny stuff.
        
           | aatd86 wrote:
           | Out of curiosity, do you have intrusive thoughts?
           | 
           | Or if you think about your thoughts calmly, at a distance,
           | what pops up?
           | 
           | When you try to imagine let's say a chess board and the
           | pieces on it, does it look clear to you? Or do you have
           | difficulties controlling your internal visualization?
           | 
           | (if anyone also with ADHD wants to answer, feel free)
        
             | k__ wrote:
             | I have intrusive thoughts.
             | 
             | When I try to phantasize something to calm myself down for
             | sleep, I often end up thinking about something embarrassing
             | or hurtful from the past. I can't control it, it just
             | happens and when I notice it, I alread ruminates some time
             | about it and don't know how I got there.
             | 
             | But besides that, I don't have problems to visualize things
             | in my mind. I just have to do it consciously, most of the
             | time I think in concepts.
        
           | waboremo wrote:
           | Haha, freelancing ADHD is a classic! We seek being our own
           | boss so we don't have to be forced to do what we cannot, only
           | to then intensely struggle completing tasks we know we are
           | capable of due to executive dysfunction, and then feel so
           | much shame and guilt over a struggling freelance business
           | leading to even more restlessness!
           | 
           | Anyways definitely seek a specialist, there are many options
           | and even if it's not ADHD they've got access to a lot of
           | really great resources to cope with what you do struggle
           | with.
        
             | k__ wrote:
             | I'm not struggling, yet, but, when I think what I could do
             | with more than 5h of work a week, I get sad.
        
         | schrodinger wrote:
         | I'm a late ADHD diagnosis (37 now, diagnosed 35) and one thing
         | I noticed is that I needed way less than they would prescribed.
         | I was given 2 15mg tablets a day, and I would take 1/4 of one
         | once in a morning, maybe twice a week. It has been life
         | changing, for days when I need to work through a to-do list
         | rather than something intrinsically motivating. But if I had
         | continued with the prescribed does, I would have stopped--since
         | it had so many side effects.
        
         | ryandvm wrote:
         | In my experience, most ADHD is really just a case of "I have
         | limited willpower for extremely boring shit." Give me something
         | interesting to do and I can work on it non-stop for 12 hours.
         | 
         | The problem is that most jobs and almost all schooling is flat
         | out incompatible with being an easily distractible person. I
         | think it's just a phenotype that doesn't work well in the
         | traditional professional environment.
         | 
         | And yes, Adderall will help you focus on boring shit.
         | 
         | [Source: I'm clinically diagnosed with ADHD)
        
           | Arcanum-XIII wrote:
           | Hey, why don't you try harder is what I've heard all my life.
           | I can't. I've tried. I failed. I lost a lot of things. Made a
           | lot of mistakes due to focusing on the wrong thing at the
           | wrong time (most recently nearly got heavily hurt with a mill
           | although I know I need to be very careful and I was fully
           | engaged)
           | 
           | So no, it's not only with boring task. I'd love to. My life
           | would be far easier.
           | 
           | Heck I can have hyper focus on boring task because it's
           | relaxing.
           | 
           | So no. It's not only will with boring task :(
        
           | boomskats wrote:
           | > In my experience, most ADHD is really just a case of "I
           | have limited willpower for extremely boring shit."
           | 
           | I'm really happy that ADHD has had such a limited impact on
           | your life experience. However I think your statement is an
           | unfair oversimplification & reads like a dismissal, whether
           | you meant it to read that way or not. Very minor distinction,
           | but phrasing it as 'most of MY ADHD' would have been much
           | better.
        
           | trophycase wrote:
           | I also think there is a common problem that people are
           | addicted to stimulation and novelty. As soon as something
           | doesn't give that dopamine hit of being new or interesting,
           | something else has to be found to replace it. I think this
           | addiction is _very_ common in society today and manifests in
           | internet and device addiction
        
           | fsociety wrote:
           | Idk my experience is much different. On the weekend, I would
           | have a list of games I _really_ wanted to play. Boot one up,
           | play for a few minutes, feel like I should be playing a
           | different one, switch and repeat.
           | 
           | Or I would have hobbies or activities I would want to do. But
           | would end up in the same cycle.
           | 
           | Then at the end of my weekend I would feel down because I
           | spent the entire past two days constantly task switching with
           | zero enjoyment.
           | 
           | But on Adderall I am able to sit down and enjoy the first
           | game / hobby I pick.
        
             | giraffe_lady wrote:
             | Yes willpower is too simple and too tied up with
             | connotations of hardworkingness and virtue to adequately
             | explain it. It's more like "don't have control over where
             | attention is focused." Wanting to do it may make it more
             | likely but there are other factors, and I can also easily
             | get caught up in a task that is actively unpleasant.
             | Unmedicated the focus goes where it wants to go, not where
             | I want it to go; but not necessarily nowhere either.
             | 
             | And ADHD people in my experience aren't worse at activities
             | that do require what I would call simple willpower. Things
             | like race cycling or endurance running, where persisting
             | through discomfort and even pain are necessary.
        
             | Yiin wrote:
             | In my experience, simply being "not boring" is not enough.
             | Usually for me it needs to have at least three qualities of
             | the following four: pressure, interest, competition, and
             | novelty. If a game is interesting but lacks competition or
             | novelty, I may start playing it, but it's unlikely I'll
             | continue for more than 15 minutes.
        
               | alwillis wrote:
               | Same. Novelty (or something "innovative") and competition
               | are huge drivers for me to focus on something.
        
             | herdyderdy wrote:
             | Has this helped long term and repeatedly? I have that same
             | struggle of switching between things all my life even if I
             | enjoy one activity a lot. Very occasionally I do find
             | something I can sit and enjoy for hours but it is rare.
        
             | brazzledazzle wrote:
             | That sounds somewhat like depression/anxiety paired along
             | with ADHD. In adult ADHD they can often be very intertwined
             | because by the time you've reached adulthood you have a
             | history of impulsive decisions or bad time management to
             | regret. Or perhaps it's just a symptom of ADHD combined
             | with aging. I don't know about you but "hyperfocus" seemed
             | to come much easier when I was younger which I associate
             | with being less aware of my shortcomings.
        
               | wincy wrote:
               | I am not depressed and experience the exact same weekend
               | malaise of the person you're responding to described.
               | 
               | I found an exceptional game last weekend that I played
               | through. I laughed, I cried, it was fantastic. I spent a
               | lot of my free time on it, and beat it.
               | 
               | This weekend I was just a little disappointed I couldn't
               | wipe my brain and play that game again.
               | 
               | I don't think that's depression, it's just being
               | unwilling to put up with a game or activity being boring.
        
               | brazzledazzle wrote:
               | Yeah for sure, I wouldn't ever say anything is truly
               | universal. Just a trend I've noticed with my own ability
               | to focus on even things I do enjoy and in my own
               | experience it can be difficult to untangle things when
               | you have a comorbidity of depression, ADHD and anxiety
               | which is pretty common in adults.
        
           | brazzledazzle wrote:
           | I think the clinical way to describe what you're saying is
           | "executive function disorder". Some ADHD researchers believe
           | this is a much better way to describe it and
           | distractability/inattentiveness are just noticeable symptoms
           | of that root cause.
        
           | unethical_ban wrote:
           | I am having this issue at work, and have throughout my
           | career, come to think of it.
           | 
           | Give me a challenge, AND all the tools to conquer it, and I
           | can get it done. Give me a lab environment with the servers
           | and scripting tools I need to automate something, and I'll
           | put it all together.
           | 
           | Hamstring me by not giving me the tools I need, make the
           | barrier to accomplishment too much, or give me really boring
           | work without some kind of clear path, and I lock up.
           | 
           | I can play Factorio for 12 hours a day when I get my yearly
           | mood for it. When I am assigned a cool automation task with
           | the tools available to BUILD it, I can run with it. Too bad
           | my current job, a multi-billion dollar software company,
           | can't spare me a few VM licenses without me jumping through
           | hoops.
           | 
           | Oh, and Adderall can help, but it makes me so anxious and
           | even more impulsive once I'm done with work.
        
             | itronitron wrote:
             | >> Hamstring me by not giving me the tools I need, make the
             | barrier to accomplishment too much, or give me really
             | boring work without some kind of clear path, and I lock up.
             | 
             | I'd like to point out that, at least in the first two
             | cases, the workplace is hoping you will lock up and the
             | system is functioning as intended. This isn't a shortcoming
             | on your part.
             | 
             | If you still feel compelled to be productive in those
             | instances then a fun game is to dig into your employer's
             | policy/security/IT hoops in order to identify the hidden
             | workarounds in which you can get stuff done.
        
             | brazzledazzle wrote:
             | One thing that worked for me with the anxiousness is
             | pairing stimulants with something like hydroxyzine. Taking
             | half of a dose 1-2 times a day when you feel that helps
             | smooth the edges quite a bit.
        
             | TrevorJ wrote:
             | Guanfacine is a non stimulant med, might be worth talking
             | to your doc about.
        
         | TurkishPoptart wrote:
         | >So far I've had "nice to meet you" calls with six or seven of
         | the people on this team. And nearly half of them mentioned "by
         | the way, I have ADHD, just so you know."
         | 
         | Is this a generational thing? I mean, are these people in their
         | early 20s? I'm in my 30s and would never say anything about my
         | mental health in a phone call with a stranger unless my boss is
         | bringing up this subject with me on a one-on-one.
        
           | grayclhn wrote:
           | Wow, it's almost like ADHD is independent of mental health.
        
           | citruscomputing wrote:
           | It can be relevant in the context of "this is how I work
           | best, this is how to work with me best, these are the areas
           | I'd appreciate a little more patience from you on." If you
           | know what ADHD is, someone saying they have it is pretty good
           | shorthand for all that.
           | 
           | That said, I still haven't brought it up with anyone at work
           | because of the stigma around it. It's tiring pretending it's
           | not a problem for me though.
           | 
           | I think you're right that it's a generational thing. More
           | people know what it is, are less judgemental, or know they
           | have it themselves. Also, a lot of people don't see it as
           | about mental health in the same way e.g. depression or BPD
           | is. (Unsure if that's what you were implying though!)
        
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         | mitchdoogle wrote:
         | There is strong evidence that ADHD is overdiagnosed
         | 
         | https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC8042533/
         | 
         | And of course, there is the issue of drug-seeking - for
         | increased concentration and focus, for fun, or some other
         | reason. And many doctors suspect patients of drug-seeking.
         | Symptoms can easily be faked and are difficult to spot.
         | 
         | https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC3173757/
         | https://healthland.time.com/2011/04/28/faking-it-why-nearly-...
        
           | astrange wrote:
           | ADHD diagnosis involves interviewing your parents about what
           | you were like as a child. If they're skipping that it's
           | because they don't feel like doing it.
        
           | JackMcMack wrote:
           | 1) That "ADHD is overdiagnosed" metastudy is frequently
           | referenced, but always for the wrong reasons:
           | 
           | "Overdiagnosis is defined here as occurring when a person is
           | clinically diagnosed with a condition, but the net effect of
           | the diagnosis is unfavorable. Misdiagnosis (when a child is
           | incorrectly labeled with an ADHD diagnosis instead of an
           | alternative condition) and false-positive diagnosis (when a
           | subsequent clinical encounter reveals a wrong initial
           | diagnosis) are not the focus of this article."
           | 
           | Unfavorable here is:
           | 
           | - medication can have side effects
           | 
           | - it might be used as an excuse to stop trying/caring
           | 
           | - there's a social stigma
           | 
           | 2) Your second link provides no evidence of drug-seeking
           | behaviour. It only claims that it's possibly to get a high
           | score on an ADHD checklist with fake answers. It makes no
           | claim that people without ADHD actually seek an ADHD
           | diagnosis to get prescription stimulants.
           | 
           | Note that I'm not claiming they aren't, just that this
           | article doesn't support that claim.
           | 
           | 3) The third link is just an article on time with the
           | headline that 1 in 4 adults who seek treatment are faking it.
           | I can't find any reference to this number in the article
           | body, nor a link to the paper.
           | 
           | I think this is the paper: https://www.researchgate.net/publi
           | cation/46282569_Effectiven...
           | 
           | Color me surprised: this one does actually support the claim
           | that 22% are exaggerating symptoms. There are of course some
           | limitations to this study. And it makes no claim that those
           | that are exaggerating symptoms are doing so to seek
           | medication (again, I'm not claiming otherwise).
           | 
           | The good news is that there are methods to identify these
           | patients. And given that this study is from 2010, I hope that
           | those are in use to aid with (mis)diagnosis today.
           | 
           | Mitchdoogle, do you have any other evidence to support your
           | claim of overdiagnosing and drug-seeking? In the future,
           | please take the time to read through the articles you link.
           | And please take the time to read the last paper before you
           | reply.
        
           | vsareto wrote:
           | >There is strong evidence that ADHD is overdiagnosed
           | 
           | >https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC8042533/
           | 
           | That's for children and adolescents just fyi
        
           | drewcoo wrote:
           | > many doctors suspect patients of drug-seeking
           | 
           | And many of us (and many, many published articles) suspect
           | big pharma of making docs drug pushers.
           | 
           | So many fingers pointing in all directions!
        
       | xyzzy4747 wrote:
        
         | EdwardDiego wrote:
         | > Also these same people with "ADHD" never lose focus when they
         | are driving, snowboarding, skateboarding, riding a motorcycle,
         | on the witness stand at court, etc.
         | 
         | Yes, they do.
         | 
         | > In adults with ADHD, most studies investigated whether there
         | was a correlation with traffic accidents with the patient as
         | the driver of a motor vehicle (car or motorbike), and found a
         | significant association.
         | 
         | https://www.sciencedirect.com/science/article/pii/S014976342...
        
         | Eumenes wrote:
         | Agreed. The amount of ADHD propaganda posted here is alarming.
        
       | EdwardDiego wrote:
       | So much of this is familiar, the timeliness, forgetfulness, the
       | blurting things out, but especially that feeling of "FFS, why
       | can't I do these things like everyone else, I suck".
       | 
       | I was incredibly lucky, once I got into software dev, that my
       | untreated ADHD often manifested in hyperfocus, so I could deliver
       | large amounts of business value in bursts, that meant my other
       | foibles were tolerable.
       | 
       | Of course, my spending 20 hours of a day hacking on something for
       | a week was very hard on my family, but at least I stay employed.
       | 
       | I much prefer being medicated. The symptoms are still there, but
       | manageable. I still need lists to ensure I don't forget things,
       | but at least with medication I a) remember I have a list and b)
       | remember to use it.
       | 
       | So many times previously, people would say "Just write a list,
       | how hard is that?"
       | 
       | It was quite hard.
        
         | codegangsta wrote:
         | One thing I think a lot of folks don't realize about ADHD is
         | that even with treatment, there is still a whole skillset to
         | pick up regarding organization, self-management related to time
         | etc. Many neurotypical people pick those things up over time,
         | but those of us who are diagnosed late usually need to develop
         | those skills, often for the first time.
         | 
         | That said, gaining those skill and having treatment feels like
         | a superpower
        
           | jedinix wrote:
           | This is a very important point which I don't see repeated
           | enough in discussions about managing and treating ADHD. As
           | you noted, it's particularly important for those diagnosed
           | later in life.
           | 
           | Treatment - whether medication or otherwise - will help you
           | to focus, but it won't magically teach you organization, time
           | management, note-taking, active listening, etc.
        
         | lcnPylGDnU4H9OF wrote:
         | > "Just write a list, how hard is that?"
         | 
         | 1. Remember to keep a list
         | 
         | 2. Remember to update the list
         | 
         | 3. Remember to check the list
         | 
         | 4. Start a new list because I can't remember if / why I care
         | about anything on the old list
         | 
         | (Personally, I've never started a list but I can imagine how it
         | would go.)
        
           | adynaton wrote:
           | I feel personally attacked by this comment. I've tried to
           | used every single type of note taking software (even the
           | second brain types) and I've failed because I always forget
           | to use it.
        
             | TrevorJ wrote:
             | I had the same issue for years, and silly little thing that
             | has helped me a lot is that I put a reminder in my calendar
             | that simply says "Just because you stopped using a system,
             | doesn't mean the system is bad". That's enough to prompt me
             | to 'get back on the horse' when I fall off versus spending
             | a week looking for a better horse.
             | 
             | On balance, this shift in my attitude means I definitely
             | use more simple organizational tools more often than I did
             | in the past, and that has certainly helped my productivity.
        
           | kneebonian wrote:
           | Not to mention how onerous it is to remember to keep the list
           | up to date consistently, it sucks.
        
           | senectus1 wrote:
           | This sounds like me, but i just keep putting it down to my
           | poor time keeping skills.
        
       | zagrebian wrote:
       | > Some people, says Winter, only tend to do what they're
       | interested in - "what lights up our brains" - which causes them
       | to de-prioritise other urgent tasks.
       | 
       | I'm definitely guilty of this.
        
       | 666lumberjack wrote:
       | Welp, this is very relevant to me. Diagnosed with ADHD
       | inattentive type ~4 months ago at 26, unfortunately too late to
       | save myself from an inescapable spiral at work and a firing.
       | 
       | Definitely would recommend anyone who has serious suspicions
       | about themselves to get checked out, especially if you found
       | academics intuitively trivial through the 'typical' diagnosis
       | years of ~8-14.
        
       | viburnum wrote:
       | I feel like ADHD is just normal for a huge percentage of people
       | but the people gifted with an abundance of concentration are
       | extremely overrepresented in medicine and management positions.
        
         | itronitron wrote:
         | Close but not quite. The issue is that people in management
         | positions are overly invested in finding flaws in other people,
         | especially those people that may have some leverage over them
         | by virtue of having particular skills (technical or otherwise.)
        
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