[HN Gopher] Physicians' attitudes about caring for people with d...
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       Physicians' attitudes about caring for people with disabilities
        
       Author : bookofjoe
       Score  : 61 points
       Date   : 2022-10-30 13:49 UTC (9 hours ago)
        
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       | photochemsyn wrote:
       | This is yet another argument for the transition of American
       | health care from a primarily private for-profit operation to a
       | socialized medicine model. Compare to the British NHS, which
       | takes this issue into consideration and devotes resources to it:
       | 
       | https://www.england.nhs.uk/2017/09/nhs-england-launches-prac...
       | 
       | Yes, you can still get privatized health care if you want to pay
       | for it in Britain, you can hire a nurse and doctor to follow you
       | around 24-7 if you can find any willing to do so at the rate
       | you're willing to pay.
        
         | hn_throwaway_99 wrote:
         | This was the thing that was so baffling to me about this study.
         | I read the interview quotes, but then was baffled by the
         | study's conclusion where they focused on things like
         | "attitudes" and "structural barriers" (I kinda hate that term
         | because it's easily interpreted in different ways).
         | 
         | Meanwhile I'm screaming "Duh, it's money!". Meaning that:
         | 
         | 1. The study, for some reason seems reluctant to come out and
         | say "treating those with disabilities costs more". Which seems
         | pretty patently obvious when you read many parts of the rest of
         | the study: they talk about needing more specialized equipment,
         | needing to take additional time, etc.
         | 
         | 2. Thus, in a private care system where reimbursements aren't
         | changed for treating people with disabilities, there are tons
         | of embedded incentives to not want to deal with those with
         | disabilities.
         | 
         | The only was to get rid of these unwanted incentives is to
         | fundamentally change the for-profit nature of American health
         | care. Good luck with that.
        
           | lotsofpulp wrote:
           | >2. Thus, in a private care system where reimbursements
           | aren't changed for treating people with disabilities, there
           | are tons of embedded incentives to not want to deal with
           | those with disabilities.
           | 
           | >The only was to get rid of these unwanted incentives is to
           | fundamentally change the for-profit nature of American health
           | care. Good luck with that.
           | 
           | As I understand, in the US, it is often the government itself
           | that is not sufficiently reimbursing.
        
             | bombcar wrote:
             | Yeah, there's a simple and probably not that expensive
             | solution - anyone who is disabled (define it by SDI or
             | whatever) automatically triggers an $X payment direct to
             | the doctor/facility/hospital whenever they interact with
             | them. Adjust X to be moderately above the costs.
             | 
             | Suddenly all the normies would be on the outside looking in
             | as the doctors would be fighting over the disabled
             | patients.
        
       | bradleyjg wrote:
       | Our entire framework of accommodation is a mistake. If we wish
       | for people--disabled, pregnant, whatever--to be subsidized we
       | should collectively bear the costs. We shouldn't insist that
       | whoever they randomly come across be forced to eat those costs.
       | That's both unjust and a recipe for resentment, reluctant
       | service, and hidden avoidance.
        
         | bombcar wrote:
         | Some of the costs are "universal" (such as requiring all
         | commercial buildings have wheelchair ramps) and so don't need
         | to be "funded". Other costs are not universal and only appear
         | when serving a customer/patient/person with the condition.
         | 
         | And we _already_ handle the worst cases (where someone is
         | disabled such that they need round-the-clock assistance, the
         | state will hire said assistant; everyone expects Walmart to
         | provide a handicap stall, nobody expects Walmart to change
         | someone 's diaper), so why not handle more?
        
       | lob_it wrote:
       | I think anybody that saw the "pay to play" debacle with all of
       | the medical journals at the turn of the century approach "medical
       | and health (i call it healff, because they obviously got two
       | "F's" in the subject) with realism and a bit of scepticism.
       | 
       | https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC3702092/
       | 
       | "fabrication, falsification, and plagiarism" indicates the
       | industry itself is beyond a crisis.
       | 
       | The comments/article show that a "for profit" system is
       | everybody's problem, but even socialized healthcare does not
       | provide even coverage for a long list of ailments.
       | 
       | The news coverage in Austrailia on Teo and neurosurgeons shows
       | where disabilities as a plaything are equally as unethical.
       | 
       | https://www.news.com.au/lifestyle/health/neurosurgeon-charli...
       | 
       | The only recourse for disabled and ablebodied persons is to keep
       | trying until you find a trained professional that can accomodate
       | your specific needs (provided you can afford their services).
       | 
       | Perhaps people with disabilaties would be better served seeking
       | healthcare at medical education facilities, where
       | training/learning is still paramount versus the scar tissue
       | already embeded in the system (not being paid for services from
       | insurers, unreasonably low rates, etc).
        
       | cebert wrote:
       | I have heard that person care providers that incentivize them to
       | keep the medical costs per patient low, especially for HMOs. If
       | there are doctors who are reluctant to have patients with
       | disabilities, could metrics KPIs be in play here?
        
         | bombcar wrote:
         | Almost certainly, and another reason to be very careful when
         | implementing KPIs - I've seen setups where a customer being
         | disabled would "turn off" the KPIs around patient care times,
         | etc, just like how we don't time limit the SAT for people with
         | difficulties.
        
       | marcinzm wrote:
       | My partner has a number of chronic medical conditions. In general
       | dealing with doctors is a pain for various already cited reasons.
       | One advantage of the American system is that, with the right
       | insurance, you can book almost any specialist with no gate
       | keeping. We've eventually found a few very helpful doctors who
       | spend a lot of time with their patients. The general things that
       | tie them together:
       | 
       | - Older (40+) so already made money and paid off their medical
       | school loans.
       | 
       | - Their own small practice rather than part of a larger medical
       | system or having partners.
       | 
       | - Negative reviews about long waiting times. If a patient needs
       | more time then they spend it but that does make other patients
       | have to wait.
       | 
       | Covid has been very helpful as more routine visits can now be
       | done over the phone rather than having to go somewhere.
        
         | bombcar wrote:
         | This applies for many things in general, if the only negative
         | reviews are about wait times, you probably have a winner on
         | your hands.
        
       | trh0awayman wrote:
       | One low-hanging fruit to help the medical system is to
       | replace/supplement GPs. GPs just route to a specialist, with some
       | treatment short-circuits along the way. Sometimes you are forced
       | through this pipeline for insurance reasons. There's a shortage
       | of these doctors, at least in the US.
       | 
       | Create what WebMd should be: an actual working expert system.
       | Take some modern medical textbooks and create a basic expert
       | system. You can use ML for any imaging/sound/whatever needs, and
       | you can schedule lab tests yourself. It might never be as good as
       | a great GP, but how often do you have access to a great GP?
        
         | bombcar wrote:
         | The idea behind a GP is _supposed_ to be someone who knows
         | _you_ and your history, and can help recommend care, but they
         | 've been forced to become gatekeepers for the insurance system
         | to reduce specialist use. The incentives are all sorts of
         | misaligned.
        
       | logicalmonster wrote:
       | Could the ADA itself be the cause of at least some of this
       | hesitation by some doctors to want to deal with disabled
       | patients?
       | 
       | With a disabled patient, there's a larger chance that something
       | about your medical practice (the parking lot, the hallway, the
       | stairs and ramps, the chairs in the waiting room, the equipment
       | in your office, etc) aren't going to satisfy somebody and you're
       | faced with a dumb legal headache even though you might have been
       | genuinely trying to satisfy everybody and would be willing to
       | provide reasonable accommodation.
        
         | CoastalCoder wrote:
         | I just assumed that ADA requirements made their way into
         | commercial building codes a while ago. And because of that,
         | physicians would rarely bump into that issue, whether leasing
         | office space or building new space.
         | 
         | Am I mistaken?
        
           | Siddarth1977 wrote:
           | Unfortunately, it's not that simple.
           | 
           | ADA requirements are incredibly complex, at times very
           | specific and at times very unclear and open to
           | interpretation. The truth is that almost every building could
           | be found to be in violation, no matter how hard the builders
           | tried to make it ADA compliant.
           | 
           | In practice, this rarely matters. 99% of people with
           | disabilities are just trying to get around, not looking for
           | an opportunity to sue. But, the risk is still there, all it
           | takes is one litigious individual to make your life a lot
           | worse.
        
             | rdtwo wrote:
             | Usually it's the building inspector that gets you because
             | they have a different view of Ada code then you do.
        
           | ChrisMarshallNY wrote:
           | I believe that you are correct.
           | 
           | The doctor's office, as a business, already needs to abide by
           | the ADA. It could be a convenience store, and still have the
           | same requirements.
        
             | fhsm wrote:
             | This is true but really doesn't capture much of the truth.
             | As a first approximation you can split spaces into licensed
             | and unlicensed spaces. The former are the conventional
             | purview of "private practice". The latter are the typical
             | purview of "hospitals". These are in quotes because this is
             | merely a correlation and neither concept has a strict
             | definition. Critically without domain knowledge it's
             | unlikely you'd be able to tell which a "doctors office" is.
             | 
             | An unlicensed space is a business with all the usual
             | obligations and the doctor is a doctor with all the usual
             | obligations. When you move to the practice of medicine to a
             | "hospital" (again as a licensing and finance idea which is
             | separable from a sort of basic idea of building X) all that
             | comes along but now with an additional regulatory overlay.
             | 
             | Big picture this doesn't change much about the Ada except
             | to say that many medical practices are happening in spaces
             | where the Ada is just the beginning.
        
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         | octokatt wrote:
         | This is covered in the article, and yes. Specifically:
         | 
         | > Physicians reported feeling overwhelmed by the demands of
         | practicing medicine in general and the requirements of the
         | Americans with Disabilities Act of 1990 specifically; in
         | particular, they felt that they were inadequately reimbursed
         | for accommodations.
        
         | nvr219 wrote:
         | It probably is but it's important to remember that without ADA
         | this would be much worse. It's not like physicians were so
         | great with people with disabilities before 1990.
        
         | chromatin wrote:
         | Yes, since ADA mandates that accommodations must be provided at
         | no cost to the patient (an unfunded mandate). Here is a tidbit
         | from the article:
         | 
         | Participants described both financial and time-related
         | challenges of accommodating communication needs. One non-rural-
         | practicing primary care physician stated: "I took it upon
         | myself to actually hire an outside service to do [sign language
         | interpretation]. They billed the office. ...Their bill was
         | higher than what we were making, so it was a losing venture.
         | ...It cost me $30 per visit for that patient, out of pocket."
        
           | bombcar wrote:
           | This is the problem - people reduce "ADA mandates" to "lol
           | you had to install a ramp or elevator" but it's much more
           | than that.
           | 
           | As a society we need to provide for those who are disabled,
           | but we need more than just "lol pay for it" as a method. From
           | one point of view a sign-language interpreter for someone who
           | is deaf and cannot read is entirely a "reasonable
           | accommodation" and from another (losing money on the
           | transaction) it is not.
           | 
           | While there's no guarantee that every customer is
           | "profitable" we should work to make sure that the "disabled"
           | aren't always in that group. For example, the ramp is a one
           | time cost and amortized over all customers forever, and so
           | it's not noticed much. But the interpreter was - because
           | there is nothing that disconnects the cost from the service.
           | If instead there was a city-wide pool of translators and
           | interpreters that can be summoned/scheduled, and the pool was
           | paid for by a tax/fee across _all_ interactions, then it
           | would barely be noticed, and those who have to use it wouldn
           | 't feel like they got cheated.
        
           | chromatin wrote:
           | Downvoted for directly answering the parent post's question
           | and supplying a supporting reference to the posted article.
           | Nice.
        
         | knaekhoved wrote:
         | Absolutely - the ADA makes it incredibly risky to deal with
         | disabled people in any kind of formal interaction, so anyone
         | who can avoid it rationally will do so.
        
         | Test0129 wrote:
         | The ADA is a definitely a case of great idea, terrible
         | execution. Unfortunately, doctors (and really businesses in
         | general) are forced into a no-win situation where as you stated
         | you either comply in the fullest legally, or face a potential
         | customer looking for a reason to sink your business. Where I
         | live, the ADA is also responsible for some of the large
         | increase in home prices over the last 20 years.
         | 
         | I wish it differentiated between necessary things like ramps,
         | spots in a waiting area, etc, vs unnecessary things. There are
         | just simply too many disabilities for even an honest, well
         | intentioned business owner to keep up with. Of course, without
         | retaining an insanely expensive lawyer.
        
           | kayodelycaon wrote:
           | What's an example of an unnecessary thing?
        
             | Test0129 wrote:
             | I dunno, that's the point. Since it only technically
             | requires "reasonable accommodation" it's up to
             | interpretation. "Reasonable accommodation" has been used by
             | ambulance chasers to sink businesses. I'm sure a set of
             | absolutes could be codified.
             | 
             | I'm getting downvoted to death for having an opinion again
             | so I'm just gonna leave the topic.
        
               | lotsofpulp wrote:
               | The ADA should have been the government providing
               | disabled people with sufficient cash to purchase the
               | services or products they need to address their
               | disability, or the government can provide it directly.
               | 
               | But by diffusing the responsibility across businesses,
               | the government can say they helped people without
               | spending any money or taking responsibility to help
               | people.
               | 
               | For example, why would a doctor need to arrange for
               | translation or sign language services? If the government
               | wants to give a disabled person those benefits, the
               | government should pay the disabled person to purchase the
               | services of a sign language interpreter, or provide them
               | one directly.
        
               | ad404b8a372f2b9 wrote:
               | This is entirely ineffective, in fact that's what the
               | government does in many countries including the U.S.
               | 
               | You cannot address the second-order effects of the lack
               | of accessibility by throwing pennies at disabled people,
               | unless you want to write them million dollar cheques. The
               | problem can only be solved by giving them equal access to
               | healthcare, education, employment and society in general,
               | when you do this you allow them to become productive
               | members of society who are self-sufficient. Giving
               | someone a 1000$ in welfare every month is not going to
               | help when they were prevented from going to school,
               | finding a job, and getting out of their house at all.
        
               | kelseyfrog wrote:
               | How does a disabled person purchase a ramp or handrail
               | for the building they are trying to enter?
        
               | zo1 wrote:
               | They hire someone to carry them? They fund an insurance
               | pool that allows them to dial a handy caretaker within
               | distance when they need it? Maybe it's enough to fund
               | stair-capable wheel chair robots. Who knows. Maybe they
               | just call ahead, check, and then ask a friend or family
               | member to go with them.
        
               | kelseyfrog wrote:
               | Lol, thanks. I haven't laughed this hard in a long time.
               | What an absolutely terrible solution.
        
               | [deleted]
        
               | kayodelycaon wrote:
               | Reasonable accommodation isn't significantly onerous in
               | the vast majority of cases. You don't have to provide the
               | accommodation a person wants. For example...
               | 
               | - Ordering via phone could be an acceptable accommodation
               | for an inaccessible website. (Just don't place the person
               | on hold for half an hour.)
               | 
               | - Pen and paper can be used for communication when verbal
               | communication isn't possible.
               | 
               | - If someone is blind, you may be able to read things for
               | them.
               | 
               | I'll often get people still objecting to this level of
               | accommodation because it is still inconvenient.
        
               | logicalmonster wrote:
               | > Reasonable accommodation isn't significantly onerous in
               | the vast majority of cases.
               | 
               | You are correct that a reasonable accommodation isn't
               | particularly hard in many cases.
               | 
               | The disconnect in communication here is that you're
               | thinking in terms of a reasonable person.
               | 
               | Unreasonable people exist.
               | 
               | There are unfortunately some disabled people that would
               | refuse to be satisfied by almost anything you provide
               | them. The ADA lawsuits don't magically vanish just
               | because you try and be reasonable and they refuse to be
               | satisfied in turn hoping for some payday.
               | 
               | The vast majority of disabled people are probably
               | thankful for the accommodation, but it just takes 1
               | ambulance chasing jerk to pursue a dumb case that sinks a
               | business.
        
               | kayodelycaon wrote:
               | One unreasonable person can ruin a lot of things. You're
               | never getting around that. I wish ADA wasn't handled by
               | lawsuits, but everything is the US is a fucking
               | lawsuit...
               | 
               | The problem I have is many businesses don't even try in
               | the first place. They don't know anything about ADA and
               | point to the one unreasonable person as justification to
               | do nothing.
               | 
               | There are far more businesses being "unreasonable" than
               | there are people filing ADA lawsuits.
        
               | logicalmonster wrote:
               | > The problem I have is many businesses don't even try in
               | the first place.
               | 
               | Is this perception accurate? I have my own life
               | experience and thankfully do not have any disabilities
               | that I know of, but it definitely doesn't seem this way
               | to me.
               | 
               | For example, if a disabled person went into a restaurant
               | and asked for a bigger seating area to accommodate their
               | wheelchair or crutches or whatever, is there a restaurant
               | out there that wouldn't try to rearrange the tables or
               | move stuff around where possible? I'm using this example
               | because I worked in different restaurants in the past and
               | all of them were happy to carry tables up and down stairs
               | to make space and even force other seated customers to
               | move to ensure that anybody who wanted extra space was
               | accommodated.
               | 
               | Not sure what else you want to see from stores.
        
               | [deleted]
        
               | extra88 wrote:
               | You are correct that "reasonable accommodations" are, in
               | fact, reasonable and don't have to be exactly what a
               | disabled person asks for (though listening to people when
               | they tell you what they need is important).
               | 
               | > Ordering via phone could be an acceptable accommodation
               | for an inaccessible website
               | 
               | A particular person may find ordering by phone to be
               | acceptable but in court cases, it has been found to not
               | be equal to using an accessible website. One example is
               | in the Domoino's case [0] (it references experiencing
               | long hold times but there are other reasons it is
               | unequal).
               | 
               | [0] https://www.lflegal.com/2021/06/dominos-
               | june-2021/#A-phone-i...
        
               | kayodelycaon wrote:
               | Domoino's had 45+ minute wait times. That's what got them
               | in trouble.
               | 
               | Phones are an acceptable alternative if you can provide
               | equivalent service.
        
               | extra88 wrote:
               | A screen reader user can read all the information in a
               | decent online menu way faster than having a Domino's
               | employee read it to them. A customer who is deafblind or
               | is blind and has a speech disability would need to use a
               | TTY relay service, which makes it even slower.
               | 
               | It is not unreasonable to make an ordering website
               | accessible; Domino's even admitted it would only cost
               | $58,000. $58K would be a lot if every individual
               | restaurant in the country had to spend that much.
               | Thankfully, that's not the case, most don't have an don't
               | need their own bespoke ordering site, they license a
               | platform.
        
               | User23 wrote:
               | > If someone is blind, you may be able to read things for
               | them.
               | 
               | You should see the look on the receptionist's face when
               | she has to, oh no, fill out the stupid overly repetitive
               | paperwork doctors give their patients. The last time I
               | did it I had to fill out my name and address like five
               | different times.
        
       | thepasswordis wrote:
       | I really wish I could just (safely) order whatever medications,
       | tests, and treatments I want online.
       | 
       | Let me consult a doctor if I need one, but also: don't gatekeep
       | treatment from me because the doctor is having a bad day, doesn't
       | like me, etc.
       | 
       | I have a _severe_ , debilitating anxiety disorder. It's extremely
       | frustrating, and sometimes I will have to leave classes I'm
       | teaching, social functions, etc. for no apparent reason because
       | my body starts an anxiety attack.
       | 
       | This flares up once every 3-5 years and has for most of my life.
       | The solution to this, which has worked for most of my life, is:
       | xanax. Take a small amount of xanax before an anxiety trigger, do
       | the trigger, and break the trigger->anxiety association/cycle. It
       | takes like 3 doses total, and the rest of the pills go in the
       | trash (or in the medicine cabinet, and then eventually the
       | trash).
       | 
       | Almost every time I have to go through some weird and insulting
       | dance with a doctor essentially pleading with them for this
       | medication, I get told I'm a drug addict, and finally after
       | explaining that no actually I'm a 40 year old semi retired
       | founder/software developer, not a homeless unemployed addict,
       | which is what your leading questions about what I do for a living
       | led you to think, I might get a prescription for the drug that I
       | have been taking rarely, but to great effect, for 30 years.
       | 
       | I *HATE* the medical system. I hate it. People talk about how the
       | rich get access to some other medical system that gives them what
       | they want with concierge doctors or whatever. Well I'm rich and I
       | don't get that. I'd pay almost anything to just get a license
       | that says "this guy is responsible, successful, and a massive
       | contributor to society. Let him do whatever the fuck he wants and
       | order whatever the fuck medications he needs."
        
         | marcinzm wrote:
         | Do you go to a different doctor every time, and is it a general
         | doctor or a psychiatrist?
        
         | wholinator2 wrote:
         | You can just keep the pills. If you're really that strong about
         | avoiding addiction why do you feel the need to throw them away?
        
           | Broken_Hippo wrote:
           | I'm not sure where they said they got rid of them to avoid
           | addiction: It is more that they have to convince medical
           | staff that they aren't simply looking to get high but want
           | health instead.
           | 
           | But outside of that, getting rid of unused pills is good
           | practice. These pills are going to expire. Once they do, you
           | can no longer rely on them doing what you expect. Plus, a lot
           | of folks don't like to keep stuff they aren't using around
           | the house - it is always a bit of upkeep or storage.
           | 
           | And that doesn't even get into it being safer around
           | children. It is easier to prevent children from getting into
           | such things if they aren't in the house.
           | 
           | FYI: Check with your pharmacy about bringing unused medicine
           | to them to dispose of properly instead of putting it in the
           | trash.
        
             | bookofjoe wrote:
             | >But outside of that, getting rid of unused pills is good
             | practice. These pills are going to expire. Once they do,
             | you can no longer rely on them doing what you expect.
             | 
             | Disagree completely.
             | 
             | Source: retired neurosurgical anesthesiologist (38 years
             | practice)
             | 
             | Reasons:
             | 
             | 1) When you need those pills you won't have them
             | 
             | 2) Properly stored pills (dark shelf/cabinet) lose
             | potency/efficacy VERY slowly: perhaps 10%/year. So 5-year-
             | old pills will still work fine. Take one, see if does what
             | it did originally; if not, take another.
             | 
             | 3) If you're traveling and need that medication, good luck.
             | You'll wish you'd saved them.
        
             | berberous wrote:
             | I am not a doctor or chemist so I do not want to speak
             | definitively, but I highly doubt most common drugs (Xanax,
             | Advil, etc) really lose much efficacy past their expiration
             | date (at least within some reasonable time, like 10-15
             | years). Happy to be shown evidence otherwise. I wouldn't
             | rely on this for say, antibiotics to treat an infection,
             | but I wouldn't hesitate to take a 5 year old Xanax.
        
             | csdvrx wrote:
             | > But outside of that, getting rid of unused pills is good
             | practice. These pills are going to expire. Once they do,
             | you can no longer rely on them doing what you expect.
             | 
             | Evidence required.
             | 
             | Expiration dates are put on many things as a CYA, but I
             | don't expect dry chemicals destined for human (or animal!)
             | use kept in an airtight container protected from the
             | sunlight to degrade within 10 years.
             | 
             |  _Should_ they degrade, the question is into what, and how
             | much: 5% degradation into what the human body breaks the
             | chemical into should have no consequence.
             | 
             | > FYI: Check with your pharmacy about bringing unused
             | medicine to them to dispose of properly instead of putting
             | it in the trash.
             | 
             | Or just keep it and use it as needed, solving both of your
             | problems at once!
        
           | orbital223 wrote:
           | Most medicine has expiration dates. If he needs it only every
           | 3-5 years, it's unlikely the pills will still be usable.
        
             | csdvrx wrote:
             | > it's unlikely the pills will still be usable
             | 
             | Pills (and chemicals) are not SSL certificates: they don't
             | cease to work at the expiration date + 1 second.
        
               | TylerE wrote:
               | And in the US at least, FDA requires a max expiration
               | date or one year, despite many being shelf stable for
               | probably decades.
               | 
               | I know I read somewhere about morphine pills from WW2
               | medkits being found to still be useful 60+ years later -
               | like say 30-50% of stated dose.
        
               | bombcar wrote:
               | The US government tested a bunch of old World War II
               | medication they found laying around, and it had something
               | outrageous like 98% efficacy or whatever.
               | 
               | Maybe a liquid medicine would go bad but I suspect pills
               | are forever.
        
             | ars wrote:
             | > it's unlikely the pills will still be usable.
             | 
             | Yes it will. The pills don't _actually_ expire. They will
             | work unchanged for decades.
             | 
             | See: https://www.health.harvard.edu/staying-healthy/drug-
             | expirati...
        
           | amalcon wrote:
           | For medication like this, the doctor will usually prescribe a
           | specific number of pills at a specific dosage. The number
           | will rarely exceed what you ask for, and asking for large
           | numbers of pills is treated (not unreasonably) as a sign of
           | drug seeking.
        
             | Calavar wrote:
             | This is true in general, but as a doctor, I've never
             | written a prescription for only 3 Xanax pills. Usually more
             | like 10 to 30 depending on the situation. The only time I
             | write for a single digit number of pills is for
             | antibiotics, where I know ahead of time exactly how many
             | pills they will need.
        
               | somehnguy wrote:
               | Anecdotally I've received a script for exactly 3 Xanax
               | pills. The eye surgeon prescribed them for my LASIK
               | surgery.
        
             | tux3 wrote:
             | >and asking for large numbers of pills is treated (not
             | unreasonably) as a sign of drug seeking.
             | 
             | Something that keeps tripping me up with the label of drug
             | seeking, is that in this situation the person is correctly
             | drug seeking in a situation they've previously had a
             | specific problem diagnosed and have had positive
             | experiences with a therapeutic. They simply need to subject
             | themselves to the ritual, follow doctor's orders, and not
             | _look like_ they are drug-seeking to successfully drug-seek
             | the therapeutic.
             | 
             | What bother me is the implicit confusion between seeking
             | drugs to treat a specific problem, versus not. Confusion
             | creates damage both ways, with an insufficiently
             | individualized approach people subject to drug addictions
             | may not be sufficiently protected (many are still
             | successful finding someone who will fuel their addiction),
             | while people not subject to drug addiction receive
             | substandard care.
        
         | dennis_jeeves1 wrote:
         | >I _HATE_ the medical system.
         | 
         | A teeny nitpick, it's never the system, its always collectively
         | the people, and common people at that. I have toyed with the
         | idea of getting a medical degree but it's a lot of time, effort
         | and money, to get over the issues you correctly pointed out,
         | but it appears that searching and finding a doc that is
         | disgruntled with the 'system' and who might be co-operative
         | with things that I need is higher.
        
         | knaekhoved wrote:
         | You can order xanax on the darkweb, FYI.
         | 
         | I mostly agree with you - the problem is that doctors are
         | trained to deal with the lowest common denominator of patient:
         | an addictive idiot who would kill themselves with benzos or
         | opiates, given the chance. 90% of doctors are absolutely not
         | equipped to deal with high-agency, high-intelligence patients.
         | I've had a few doctors that were smart enough to work with me
         | on experimentation or nonstandard treatment, but they are few
         | and far between.
        
           | zen_1 wrote:
           | You can also order fentanyl labeled as xanax on the
           | darkweb...
        
         | hotpotamus wrote:
         | You can order unscheduled drugs from pharmacies in India like
         | alldaychemist.com. That means no benzodiazepines, but there are
         | drugs with off-label anxiolytic indications like hydroxyzine,
         | propranolol, or clonidine to name a few. I don't disagree with
         | you regarding our medical system.
        
         | chiefgeek wrote:
         | Sorry to hear about the suffering you endure with your
         | condition. Have you investigated any somatic work? How about
         | psychedelics? Over the past 10+ years, I've gotten myself off a
         | 200mg dose of Zoloft, along with Wellbutrin and Adderall
         | through a combination of the above. I've seen others heal
         | similarly.
        
       | jrm4 wrote:
        
         | ad404b8a372f2b9 wrote:
         | Every day I thank god that I was born disabled and not black,
         | since I've started talking to Americans I've learned it's the
         | absolute worse thing you can be, regardless of the issue being
         | discussed or personal circumstances.
        
         | Test0129 wrote:
         | I have a lot of experience with doctors. I've found regardless
         | of what you look like unless you're going to a concierge clinic
         | you wont even get the time of day from most of them. It seems
         | to be a volume business, and thus they just go through the
         | motions. Much like tech with engineers, the good doctors seem
         | to leave as soon as you find them.
        
           | klyrs wrote:
           | Well, that's an anecdote, but numerous studies indicate that
           | black people, indigenous people, women, people in poverty,
           | transgender people, are systematically mistreated by health
           | care systems in north america. I know HN loves to pretend
           | that racism only affects white people, but it just ain't so.
        
             | Test0129 wrote:
             | > I know HN loves to pretend that racism only affects white
             | people, but it just ain't so.
             | 
             | Do you normally just make things up?
        
       | jt2190 wrote:
       | From the synopsis:
       | 
       | > Physicians reported feeling overwhelmed by the demands of
       | practicing medicine in general and the requirements of the
       | Americans with Disabilities Act of 1990 specifically; in
       | particular, they felt that they were inadequately reimbursed for
       | accommodations.
       | 
       | In the U.S., primary care is becoming more and more
       | industrialized, with patients limited to very short visits.
       | Patients hate this because they have real medical issues that
       | need addressing; Physicians hate this because they want to help
       | their patients solve their medical issues. This industrialization
       | is particularly detrimental to anyone with chronic health
       | concerns, anything that requires attention and thought.
       | 
       | Edit: Counterintuitively, the industrialization really has the
       | potential to provide cheaper, better health outcomes for
       | everyone. Unfortunately, it seems like "we're not there yet" with
       | what is possible with current tech, similar to self-driving cars.
        
         | caddemon wrote:
         | It's not even remotely efficient industrialization though.
         | Doctors spend a lot of time doing things that could easily be
         | done by someone with much less training. Doctors would have
         | more time to spend with patients that actually need their
         | expertise if we had a better system for delegating tasks and
         | triaging patients.
         | 
         | It kind of reminds me of how the medical industry in the US is
         | more privatized than most places, yet pricing actually works in
         | such an anti-capitalist way (even for elective/non-urgent
         | procedures). They really manage to capture the worst of both
         | worlds.
        
           | bombcar wrote:
           | When you work out "who is responsible for mistakes" you start
           | to realize why doctors wouldn't even _want_ to delegate
           | tasks.
        
         | [deleted]
        
       | ad404b8a372f2b9 wrote:
       | A lot of modern medicine is factory work, there is no time or
       | interest for the patient. It's the same reason people with
       | symptoms that aren't immediately obvious get diagnosed with
       | anxiety.
       | 
       | It can be life-destroying when it's systemic, a lot of disabled
       | people find that when they age out of pediatric care no one will
       | touch them, not doctors, not physiotherapists, nobody.
        
         | candiddevmike wrote:
         | Does this apply globally or just in the US? Do folks in other
         | countries with disabilities have better experiences?
        
           | ad404b8a372f2b9 wrote:
           | Same thing globally from the people I've talked to, I only
           | have personal experience with American and European
           | healthcare though.
           | 
           | A problem we have in Europe is that the regulation of medical
           | professions prevents anyone from paying for better care.
           | There were times in my life I would have paid any amount of
           | money to see a professional but was unable to find anyone who
           | could take my money. That means we all receive equal care but
           | it's equally poor and the government doesn't put the
           | necessary resources in place to improve it.
        
             | bombcar wrote:
             | > There were times in my life I would have paid any amount
             | of money to see a professional but was unable to find
             | anyone who could take my money.
             | 
             | Isn't that when you fly to the Mayo Clinic and throw money
             | at the silly Americans?
        
           | Arisaka1 wrote:
           | I am far from disabled but I have multiple chronic issues,
           | one of them being 100% visible to the naked eye and I've been
           | told by multiple doctors to "not stress about it".
           | 
           | And we're taking about a nail color change, a fingers
           | temperature change during winter, and a constant feeling of
           | headache that feels like worms are throwing a party under my
           | hair (which they clearly don't).
           | 
           | Also, for what it's worth, I'm from Europe and I tried both
           | the free and the private health sector in my country. My only
           | other options are to fly abroad for "medical tourism", but
           | that would require a lot of money.
        
             | knaekhoved wrote:
             | > And we're taking about a nail color change, a fingers
             | temperature change during winter
             | 
             | This sounds like pretty normal stuff...
        
           | sen wrote:
           | I'm physically disabled and have various mental issues (ASD,
           | ADHD, Bipolar, and some other minor things, all diagnosed).
           | 
           | In Australia I find our medical system to be incredibly
           | supportive of disabled people as long as you don't go to the
           | "bottom of the barrel" doctors (eg local big medical
           | centres). Those places are purely set up to churn people
           | through for sickie notes or basic scripts. Every town has
           | "family practice" GPs and even with me having moved all over
           | the country I've always found them to be very accomodating.
           | 
           | Almost any appointment can be done over the phone or
           | Telehealth (government video conference system) if I don't
           | feel I can make it in that day. Scripts can also be done like
           | that then SMSed to my phone, or emailed direct to my local
           | pharmacy who drop the medications off same day for free (paid
           | by government). If I do have to go in physically to an
           | appointment, they always have my full medical record thanks
           | to our MyGov system and have a tl;dr on the screen when I go
           | in, so I'm not wasting time going over everything again and
           | again (which is how it worked before MyGov).
           | 
           | Overall I love our medical system. It's absolutely not
           | perfect but I've lived overseas in a few places and despite
           | loving the idea of living overseas again (and having various
           | serious issues with other aspects of this country) I stay
           | here purely for the medical support I get with my conditions.
        
       | octokatt wrote:
       | N=1, but I can confirm the experience of being disabled and
       | getting medical care is mutually frustrating. Taylorism and one-
       | size-fits-all fails hard.
       | 
       | Appointment times are standardized, despite patients not being
       | standard. I know I'm going to take extra time. I have multiple
       | chronic conditions, getting treatment is a mess. But I can't
       | arbitrarily ask for more time during booking; it's all automated
       | now. Worse, I need to confirm the doctor kept in mind _all_ of
       | this in my treatment plan, because I've had awful reactions when
       | they haven't.
       | 
       | This is terrible for the doctor. I'm making them go over time, be
       | late to the rest of their appointments for the day, and asking
       | them for extra energy and brain cycles for treatment, for no
       | extra money.
       | 
       | And that's not even including accommodations I might need.
       | 
       | I don't blame doctors for not wanting me in their practice.
       | Controls put in place by administrators and insurance companies
       | make me a pain in the ass to treat instead of a fun puzzle.
       | Incentives make me more expensive, with lower payoff and higher
       | risk.
       | 
       | Which... is fucked.
        
         | eska wrote:
         | * I'm making them go over time*
         | 
         | Saying this as a non-disabled person, please don't think of
         | it/word it this way. It's not you, it's the disability, and
         | you're not responsible for it. If you take some time because of
         | it I would gladly accommodate you as a service provider and
         | show understanding as the next patient in line.
        
           | threatofrain wrote:
           | If people prioritized their values this way then store owners
           | would also fail to serve disabled people.
        
           | iancmceachern wrote:
           | Me too, get yours, I'll gladly accomidate.
        
         | Test0129 wrote:
         | > Worse, I need to confirm the doctor kept in mind _all_ of
         | this in my treatment plan, because I've had awful reactions
         | when they haven't.
         | 
         | I'm not disabled but do have some chronic stuff. A couple
         | decades ago I started carrying my medical record (well...the
         | synopsis) to the doctors office for this reason. Especially
         | when you end up in a clinic rather than a real private practice
         | you're often not guaranteed to even see the same doctor twice.
         | 
         | > This is terrible for the doctor. I'm making them go over
         | time, be late to the rest of their appointments for the day,
         | and asking them for extra energy and brain cycles for
         | treatment, for no extra money.
         | 
         | Though I'd not worry about this. My insurance EOB stated for a
         | simple visit and bloodwork the doctor charged well over $1300.
         | I saw the doctor for exactly 10 minutes. Make them work a
         | little for their money.
        
           | arkades wrote:
           | That's not what the doc gets paid. That's the pretend amount
           | that the insurer and doc have agreed upon, before their
           | agreed upon discount.
           | 
           | Source: doctor.
        
             | lotsofpulp wrote:
             | My EOBs have always stated what the healthcare provider is
             | owed per the insurance price. It shows what was billed (the
             | fantasy number), then the insurance price (or the
             | discount), and patient responsibility (dependent upon an
             | individual's deductible/copay/oop max).
             | 
             | Is that not true?
        
               | arkades wrote:
               | You're more literate than most patients. You're right, it
               | should list all of the above. I think your post reads
               | (and per other poster, I'm not alone) that you had a
               | $1300 normal outpatient visit, so I read that as you
               | misreading your bill.
        
               | Test0129 wrote:
               | No, I know neither the doctor will see that, nor will I
               | pay anywhere near that. It wasn't a "complex" visit,
               | though there were a lot of convenience. Medicine
               | consulting, in-house blood work, etc.
               | 
               | Sorry for the confusion. I stated the EOB to hopefully
               | clarify that. Assuming that they got even 90% of that the
               | doctor would be pushing $200+/hr. just to take my
               | temperature.
        
               | johannbok wrote:
               | That's right, only there is no normal physician visit
               | that bills $1300. The absolute highest reimbursement
               | you're gonna get for an outpatient visit - a level 5
               | evaluation and management first-time patient visit plus
               | double-coding an 'prolonged visit for high complexity
               | care' (some handful of insurers allow triple-coding a
               | G2212) - (a 99205 + G2212 x 2) is 244.99 + something like
               | $30 (I don't recall the G2212 reimbursement off the top
               | of my head, but it's in that ballpark), for a total of
               | about $275. +/- some adjustment for geography.
               | 
               | That's not what patients pay - that's the total allowable
               | reimbursement to the doc via medicare.
               | 
               | I use medicare numbers here because almost all private
               | insurers negotiate as %medicare. If I'm a hot specialty
               | people are willing to pick an insurance plan over (say,
               | cardiology) and there's a shortage of my folks in the
               | area, I might negotiate up to something like 110-120% of
               | medicare. Most of the time I'll be happy to get 105%
               | medicare, and some folks will end up getting something
               | like 95% of medicare.
               | 
               | To hit $1300 there'd have to be:
               | 
               | -A procedure, likely an inpatient or facility service,
               | such as a small outpatient surgery, or an infusion. -
               | Your doc has an in-house blood work lab and your insurer
               | doesn't cover it, and the bill is actually a lab work
               | bill
               | 
               | That latter bit is a gray area - it's actually barred
               | under the Stark Law, as clinical lab work is considered a
               | Designated Health Service that's barred from self-
               | referral, if it's a third-party lab that they own or co-
               | own. If it's their own actual in-clinic lab, though, I'm
               | unsure of how that works out (I don't run my own lab, so
               | I just know of this second-hand).
               | 
               | If you have a private-information-redacted copy of a
               | 'normal' bill for $1300, I'd be happy to eyeball it -
               | either to let you know something is off and worth
               | appealing, or to learn something new for my self.
        
               | lotsofpulp wrote:
               | I did not intend to claim that the doctor got paid $1,300
               | for a consultation (that person wrote they received lab
               | work too).
               | 
               | I was clarifying what arkades claimed, which I
               | interpreted as the EOB does not state the true
               | remuneration for the healthcare provider.
        
               | colechristensen wrote:
               | Every EOB I've ever seen includes both the fantasy number
               | (that no one ever pays or is charged) and the discount
               | negotiated rate which is what the provider actually gets
               | paid including your portion and the insurance paid
               | portion.
        
             | User23 wrote:
             | You as the doctor actually explicitly signed off on the
             | real price? Not some administrator somewhere? Did you have
             | any real input, or is your relationship to the insurer more
             | like a driver's relationship to Uber?
        
               | arkades wrote:
               | When working for a hospital, it's an admin somewhere.
               | When in private practice, the insurer generally has
               | geographic monopoly, so I sign off on whatever they shove
               | in my face if I intend to accept their patients. The only
               | time I have a real say in price is in private practice
               | for uninsured patients, which is where I set aside a
               | piece of my time for charity care.
        
         | Dove wrote:
         | Dude, you need direct primary care. When you pay the bills and
         | no one else is involved, the doctor works for YOU. It's a
         | profound difference, and one that it sounds like you need more
         | than most.
         | 
         | https://www.dpcare.org/ is a good place to start, but I
         | guarantee there's direct primary in your city - just google for
         | it.
        
           | octokatt wrote:
           | This sounds good, but I have health insurance to cover for
           | catastrophic health failure, which is very probable for me.
           | 
           | I'd need to pay for both direct primary care and health
           | insurance, and primary care payments wouldn't count towards
           | my deductible.
           | 
           | This is a situation without fast solutions.
        
         | parkerhiggins wrote:
         | Spot on. It becomes more clear when you ask who pays medical
         | professionals salaries?
         | 
         | Insurance companies do.
         | 
         | Insurance companies are medical professionals' bosses.
         | 
         | The customer receiving treatment has no influence on the
         | standard of care.
        
           | johannbok wrote:
           | This is partly true. In no small part because they tend to
           | control the bulk (or all) of our patient supply. In part
           | because people have gotten the idea that insurance equals
           | care, and vice versa - so people tend not to think about
           | high-impact moments where it pays to go cash.
           | 
           | For instance, I specialize in neuromodulation for highly-
           | treatment-resistance psychiatry. I'm very good at what I do;
           | my mentor is (IMO) better, and one of the absolute best in
           | the country. A single consultation session with him is around
           | $200 if he happens not to take your insurance. If you have a
           | highly-treatment resistant condition, and are about to embark
           | on a course of neuromodulation, it absolutely behooves you to
           | go to him for a single session consultation to plan out your
           | intervention before going to some local mediocre whatever to
           | actually slap the equipment on your head and carry out the
           | intervention.
           | 
           | For instance, people have incredibly debilitating autoimmune
           | conditions. Rheumatic conditions are notable for their
           | polymorphic presentations. It absolutely behooves you to go
           | to an absolute top rheumatologist for one to three visits to
           | confirm your diagnosis before going on a lifelong adventure
           | of immune modulating drugs.
           | 
           | But folks hear "this guy doesn't take my insurance" and treat
           | it as equivalent to "I can't get care there," even when they
           | can afford it. I have a chronic condition, it's terrible, and
           | my absolute world-famous specialist costs me about $250/yr -
           | a small fraction of my monthly insurance premium. Less than
           | my monthly prescription costs. Yet people will go to whatever
           | specialist happens to be near them, while bearing all those
           | other costs, and not investing in the linchpin.
        
             | syedkarim wrote:
             | Who is the top rheumatologist? Who would you recommend? My
             | mother is in constant pain and has gone to a dozen
             | different specialists. We are near Chicago, but I am happy
             | to take her anywhere in the country.
        
             | bombcar wrote:
             | Many people do not realize how _cheap_ it can be to do
             | direct-consultations; and it can 't hurt to ask.
             | 
             | Even a doctor pulling down $1m a year is only about $500 an
             | hour, and that could be entirely worth it to get their time
             | and dedicated.
        
           | lotsofpulp wrote:
           | Most customers could not afford the treatment at the standard
           | of care they want anyway, hence the reason they purchase via
           | insurance.
        
             | amalcon wrote:
             | People (in the US) purchase insurance mostly because the
             | insurance premium is 90%+ paid by either their employer or
             | the government. Everyone understands that the total price
             | is a scam, but the <=10% that you pay out of pocket has an
             | excellent ROI.
        
               | [deleted]
        
             | VancouverMan wrote:
             | And those pricing distortions are due to significant
             | government-imposed regulations and restrictions that
             | tightly limit the supply of doctors and medical services,
             | even in the face of increasing demand.
        
               | gamblor956 wrote:
               | That's false, but why let the truth get in the way?
               | 
               | The limitation on doctors in the U.S. is based on the
               | available funding for residents. The government supplies
               | the money because private institutions largely are
               | unwilling to do so.
        
               | lotsofpulp wrote:
               | Is it true that unsubsidized residencies would not be
               | profitable? If so, I would not expect private
               | institutions to opt to lose money.
               | 
               | https://www.reddit.com/r/medicine/comments/a0pufi/comment
               | /ea...
        
               | johannbok wrote:
               | Government regulations have been dragging back price of
               | care for ages. Multi-month waiting lines to see a doctor
               | are largely about price ceilings. If docs could price up,
               | their waiting lists would go down commensurately.
               | 
               | Constrained physician supply doesn't do much when
               | physicians can't raise prices in the face of greater
               | demand.
               | 
               | People in these discussions always make things about
               | physician costs. The majority of expenditures in the
               | healthcare system are on drugs and equipment, followed by
               | procedures - physician visits make up a tiny fraction of
               | that.
        
             | uoaei wrote:
             | A large portion of _patients_ ( _customers_ seems like a
             | dirty word in this context...) can 't even afford
             | insurance!
        
               | lotsofpulp wrote:
               | Of course, because the root problem in the US is most
               | people cannot afford the healthcare that they expect to
               | receive. Hence all the political maneuvering to
               | redistribute wealth, and the corresponding efforts to
               | avoid having one's (present or future) wealth
               | redistributed.
        
               | selectodude wrote:
               | That's half true - we've also made it difficult, if not
               | illegal, for people to receive a lower standard of care.
               | 
               | Anybody with a chronic condition needs to go see a doctor
               | at least once a year in order to get the same
               | prescriptions they've been on for decades. There are
               | dozens, if not hundreds of conditions that could be
               | handled by a pharmacy.
               | 
               | I need an asthma inhaler every so often. I have to call a
               | medical doctor in order to receive a prescription for an
               | asthma inhaler. They're non-narcotic, I will always have
               | asthma. But I need to bother a doctor for a medication
               | that should be over the counter. It's silly.
        
             | User23 wrote:
             | Interestingly this wasn't the case in living memory in the
             | USA. The insurance cartels have effectively greatly
             | increased prices while commensurately lowering the standard
             | of care.
        
               | kingkawn wrote:
               | Medical institutions have been kept onboard with massive
               | increases in revenue that subsequently led to expansions
               | of the institutions that are now dependent on that higher
               | revenue to exist.
        
               | lotsofpulp wrote:
               | My dad told me in the 90s to avoid injury because the
               | family could not afford healthcare. I distinctly recall
               | hospital bills being in the tens of thousands even back
               | then.
               | 
               | I doubt newer cancer care, medicines, imaging, or other
               | care would be cheap in any world, with or without
               | insurance.
        
           | Buttons840 wrote:
           | I worked at a company that did background checks on doctors.
           | Part of that involved involved checking doctors licenses in
           | all 50 states, which all do things a little differently. I
           | was paid 6 figures a year to help automate this, and this
           | company had a few hundred other employees who would make
           | calls and do other things to support the companies goals. It
           | was all very expensive and could have gone away if only there
           | were some standardized ways for all the states to report
           | these things.
           | 
           | I realized then that I was part of the problem, not on a
           | personal level, but part of everyone's high medical bills
           | ended up in my pocket as a developer at this random
           | healthcare company awkwardly filling our niche.
           | 
           | 15% of US workers are in the healthcare industry, and they're
           | not all doctors and nurses. All those people have to be paid,
           | and all of them have to be paid by that ridiculously high
           | medical bill you just received. Sadly, making healthcare
           | cheaper will involve pushing a lot of these people out of the
           | industry, and that won't be politically popular. The
           | insurance companies are going to have to become smaller and
           | lose some profits before things get better.
        
         | chromatin wrote:
         | As a sibling commenter notes, it's great that you recognize the
         | real root of this is often not a lack of empathy by physicians,
         | but instead constraints of the system and especially the
         | payors, who are not patients but insurers (or the federal
         | government). Frankly, I'm surprised a small community-based
         | primary care physician practice is even financially tractable
         | in 2022.
         | 
         | This bit from the article was also very interesting to me:
         | 
         | Participants described both financial and time-related
         | challenges of accommodating communication needs. One non-rural-
         | practicing primary care physician stated: "I took it upon
         | myself to actually hire an outside service to do [sign language
         | interpretation]. They billed the office. ...Their bill was
         | higher than what we were making, so it was a losing venture.
         | ...It cost me $30 per visit for that patient, out of pocket."
        
           | lotsofpulp wrote:
           | > who are not patients but insurers (or the federal
           | government).
           | 
           | Or state government, in the case of Medicaid.
        
         | pg_bot wrote:
         | You might want to seek out a direct primary care clinic.
        
       | kgeist wrote:
       | Here in my country, to officially be recognized as a disabled
       | person, you're required to undergo full medical examination every
       | year (which can take weeks) and spend hours in lines to be
       | reevaluated, otherwise your status will be revoked -- even if
       | your defect is congenital and is not treatable (it's like they
       | expect my bones to magically grow back one day). I've seen lots
       | of people who can barely move be forced to stay in lines for
       | reevaluation for up to 4 hours. I felt it's somewhat humiliating
       | to be forced to prove you're still disabled like that so I
       | stopped bothering. So thanks to our healthcare, a miracle
       | happened and I'm not disabled anymore. I suspect they do it
       | because their budgets are tight (we're talking about Eastern
       | Europe) and they can't afford to pay benefits to everyone, but
       | still the attitude is far from pleasant, it makes you feel like
       | some kind of leech.
        
       | dontbenebby wrote:
       | https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Panspermia -- I have literally
       | never had a doctor who was supportive of my disability, and when
       | I finally sought out someone "queer friendly" they were more
       | condescending and rude than most of the straight ones I'd
       | interacted with. Purposefully unhelpful to the point I started
       | reminding folks, why would you only kill _yourself_? These
       | doctors might not harm you, but they 'll purposefully avoid
       | helping you, and that's the same.
       | 
       | (Maybe _I_ should walk around Scott Township handing out fifty
       | cent pieces so _my_ opinion matters in 30 years like the local
       | party officials used to in the park down the road from St Clair
       | hospital -- I like how it 's the same thing as if you hit a 21 in
       | blackjack. I notice little things like that.)
       | 
       | Some of that is due to bouncing between insurances, so I
       | clarified I'm eligible for an Italian passport to reduce the "Hi,
       | I'm a shitty specialist but feel free to peruse a review website
       | and pray to christ you don't have any meltdowns while I siphon up
       | a few copays to pay for the degree I felt entitled because I
       | refused to raise the minimum wage".
       | 
       | I hope it's coming through that while sometimes I can be intense
       | in the comments section, if someone is so distrustful of the
       | medical system they're considering emmigration it should be taken
       | as an extreme signal.
       | 
       | But that's the problem -- no one ever has interacted with me like
       | a victim or a peer in a medical context. I remember saying I
       | wanted to be a horror writer and cautioned it might be better to
       | stick to nonfiction when I was a teenager.
       | 
       | That's why I did things like point out when I turned 18 in
       | February, I'd be legally able to buy an AR-15 during the 30 days
       | it would take to try to evict me prior to graduation, because my
       | parents were that kind of petty -- to this day they treat 911
       | like a customer service line... I had a cop bang on my door the
       | other day because I hadn't called my mom.
       | 
       | (I tried telling them hey, I actually looked into being a
       | domestic violence counselor, you need to stop coming here without
       | a warrant, my mom is abusive and this is false concern but they
       | just kind of ignored me -- the police, much like politicians,
       | never actually seem to care what I say unless they agree, which
       | is fine, but people tend to regret not listening to me.)
       | 
       | I hope for his safety he doesn't do that to someone with more
       | severe anger issues, I've given up on trying to find a solution
       | to that issue though -- I haven't had two weeks of quiet
       | enjoyment of my home since Trump took office, and folks keep
       | having increasingly terrible meltdowns when they fuck around and
       | find out that I don't need to break the law to get them in line.
       | 
       | At this point, I'm debating if I should renew my medical
       | marijuana card, since it seems like I'm just... rewarding a bunch
       | of extortionists.
        
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