[HN Gopher] Ask HN: How to stop thinking about work and software...
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Ask HN: How to stop thinking about work and software engineering on
the weekend?
I have a dream job in terms of work-life balance so I don't even
have to think about it on the weekend. In theory, this is the right
time to relax, do whatever is not job-related, enjoy the time with
family, friends, etc. That said, recently I have some strange
discomfort inside when, for example, watching a movie in the
evening. It feels wrong to spend time this way when there are so
many things I still don't know or understand in computer science,
software engineering and related fields. Even though I do enjoy
reading technical books and learning new things, it feels stressful
at time when you would like to do something else, but it feels
stressful and, well, "wrong". Probably, someone has experienced
the same and can share their take on that. I realize how stupid
that might sound, but this is what it is :)
Author : dondraper36
Score : 64 points
Date : 2022-02-19 16:05 UTC (6 hours ago)
| logicalmonster wrote:
| Some personality types find it hard to ever shut their brains
| off.
|
| You say you have a dream job, but perhaps you are better suited
| to some kind of entrepreneurial activities.
|
| At least if your mind is always active, your effort will be going
| purely to reward you.
| dondraper36 wrote:
| Exactly. Shutting my brain off is complictated at times. During
| our casual meeting with colleagues on Friday, I was sort of
| surprised by how they spend the whole weekend walking and
| playing games.
|
| I started watched a movie today then I suddenly thought about
| that interesting blog post on concurrency that I couldn't
| completely understand the first time. And here I am spending
| most of the day reading and investigating :)
|
| If there is a thought or issue that I don't understand, I can't
| stop until I get it.
| da39a3ee wrote:
| I think you should do whatever you feel like, whether that's
| writing code or studying computer science at the weekend, or
| watching movies or going out in nature (try learning to identify
| birds!).
|
| But if there are other people that you spend your life with at
| the weekend, then there's obviously a pretty good argument for
| doing something you'll enjoy doing together. (And obviously if
| there are not other people you spend your life with at the
| weekend, then there's probably an argument for addressing that at
| the cost of some time doing computer sciencey things.)
| Barrin92 wrote:
| If you actually want to sit down and read programming books
| instead of watching movies there's nothing wrong with it. There's
| no right or wrong to how you want to spend your time so just do
| what you genuinely want to do.
|
| If its actually interfering with other things though and you feel
| bugged by it try keeping a journal. If you're done with work,
| take fifteen minutes or so and write down what you've done, what
| you're going to do, what you've learned, what you've planned and
| so on. Writing is a good way to get things out of your mind.
| giantg2 wrote:
| I hate my job. I basically pretend it doesn't exist (unless I'm
| working that weekend or on call). I have plenty of chores and
| hobbies to keep me busy.
| ipaddr wrote:
| I'm curious what do you think you have to learn?
| dondraper36 wrote:
| It often feels like I know too little for my role. For example,
| in distributed systems, in networking, in computer science,
| even in my main programming language. And that results in a
| strange feeling of guilt for doing something unproductive.
| openknot wrote:
| You can try to learn about topics that can help you with your
| role, but aren't directly related to your specialized field.
| Examples of skills to develop include writing, public
| speaking, and negotiation.
|
| Outside of business, you can consider learning how to cook a
| great meal, or learn a martial art for recreation and
| mastery.
| ipaddr wrote:
| Just remember while you are watching that movie your brain is
| subconsciously working on problems for your work. By watching
| a movie you are still working.
| cassianoleal wrote:
| > It often feels like I know too little for my role.
|
| That's a very strong sign of impostor syndrome. Nobody knows
| everything. Be curious and inquisitive, but try not to
| obsess.
| gfxgirl wrote:
| for me (ymmv), I found the happiest times in my life was when I
| loved my job and so thinking about it outside of "work hours"
| didn't bug me. Not that I had a hard time having fun and doing
| non work related things, going out, seeing friends, dancing, etc
| but it also didn't bother me to do tech related stuff, hobby
| coding, etc
|
| Now I work at a job I really have no real interest in. I do it
| because it pays 2x to 6x what my old jobs paid (games). I dream
| and waffle about going back. Golden handcuffs. It's hard to make
| so much less and have so much less freedom (more vacation and
| more flex at my current job) . But, is well paid and lots of
| perks but uninspiring job better than low pay, less perks, but
| happy job?
|
| I can't decide
| jimmaswell wrote:
| I don't know. In high school and college I was pretty interested
| in doing random projects, learning frameworks, working on games,
| and it was great experience to build up to being where I needed
| to be for the professional world. Now I have a good job with
| those skills, which I use time on the job to keep up on, but
| otherwise for the rest of the day I find myself more interested
| in other things like going out on the ebike, working on an engine
| or similar thing with my friend, going shooting, or a few other
| things. Maybe you just need to find things like all that that
| feel more "productive" than a movie.
| klntsky wrote:
| Obsession with "effectiveness" may be a sign of narcissism IMHO.
|
| However, it may be that you just don't like your usual weekend
| activities. Try seeking a more rewarding and less passive kind of
| leisure.
| openknot wrote:
| >"However, it may be that you just don't like your usual
| weekend activities. Try seeking a more rewarding and less
| passive kind of leisure."
|
| I agree, as the original poster could try watching movies they
| would enjoy. From the original post: "That said, recently I
| have some strange discomfort inside when, for example, watching
| a movie in the evening. It feels wrong to spend time this way
| when there are so many things I still don't know or
| understand...".
|
| I feel the same discomfort when watching blockbuster hits (if
| people really do enjoy them as an escape, that's great that the
| movies can create enjoyment, but for my personal tastes, it's
| just not enjoyable), but don't feel the same way when watching
| classic films (e.g. stuff like the 1931 film "M"). It's a goal
| of mine to better understand classic film, so I'm making
| progress on a goal instead of letting time pass by.
|
| So, OP can try watching the American Film Institute (AFI) Top
| 100 List [0] as a starting point. They can also consider
| classical books, exploring musical genres, and any other type
| of artistic medium where there is a sense of reward from
| enjoying the works.
|
| [0] https://www.afi.com/afis-100-years-100-movies/
| dondraper36 wrote:
| Problem is, I only start watching movies I am most likely to
| enjoy :) My approach to choosing something to watch is
| another issue, but that is more about analysis paralysis.
|
| As for the original issue, it's probably more about my mind
| wandering all the time. Watching a movie, I can suddenly
| distact and think about a recent article or part of the book
| that I didn't manage to understand and then the movie is
| practically over for me. I must immediately figure it out in
| order to feel good again.
| JoshTriplett wrote:
| If you enjoy learning, and want to be doing it, by all means do.
| Remember that it doesn't have to be something you need for your
| day job, it could be something you just find interesting, and
| want to enrich yourself with.
|
| I would worry less about whether your leisure time feels non-
| technical, and more about whether your leisure time feels
| disconnected from any obligations you may have or feel like you
| have, including your job.
| philomath_mn wrote:
| I think it is important to have activities and relationships
| outside of work - don't let work crowd those out.
|
| But I don't think there is anything wrong with replacing movies /
| TV with something like reading for work. When I am not busy with
| wife and kids, I default to reading non - fiction, mostly work
| related (I hardly watch any TV or movies)
|
| Check out Cal Newport and his take on "high quality leisure" and
| reading as a default activity
| scrose wrote:
| I think as primarily a community of engineers or engineering
| affiliated people we immediately try and find a rational solution
| to things, but there is likely more to the way you're feeling
| than something like 'finding a new hobby' can actually help with.
|
| If you're stressed out about relaxing or feel like you're
| spending your time wrong, one thing that can help steer your
| thoughts a bit is finding/talking to a therapist. You may find
| that watching TV is what you actually want to do after everything
| else is considered. Or you may find that there's something else
| you've been putting off for other reasons that is making you feel
| guilty about doing 'less productive' things. A therapist can
| really help guide your thoughts more personally than a group of
| strangers on the internet can(although plenty of random internet
| advice is also fine!).
| disambiguation wrote:
| So it feels wrong both ways? The answer will be different for
| everyone, it depends on "why" it feels wrong. You'll have to
| introspect to find the answers.
|
| In the mean time, I can try to psycho analyze your feelings using
| my own experience.
|
| It feels wrong to "watch a movie when I could be learning more"
| is a manifestation of "this isn't the best use of my time". Like
| the feeling of a deadline or a big exam coming up. It's hard to
| do anything but study when you feel like you're behind.
|
| Likewise, you also wonder if studying is the best use of your
| time. The act of studying is fundamentally boring. Its tedious
| and unrewarding in the short term. Like digging ditches, you'll
| occasionally find bits of gems. It adds up over time, but takes a
| lot of time and hard work to reap the rewards.
|
| I guess the question is, do you have any source of fulfillment
| aside from programming?
|
| I love coding. I love reading about it outside of work. I love a
| lot of other things too. I have no problem turning it off because
| the work isn't going anywhere and the only deadline is the one I
| make for myself. Further time I spend on coding means time not
| spent on other important experiences.
|
| Just do your best to do the things you enjoy, and realize that's
| all anyone can do.
| steve_adams_86 wrote:
| As long as it's not interfering with connecting with people, just
| consider yourself lucky.
|
| I was like you maybe 10 years ago, and since then I've realized
| I'm just very fortunate that I find my work engaging and
| interesting.
|
| When I've had bad jobs, I've kind of burned out on computer stuff
| and spent more time away from screens. It's draining to hate your
| job.
|
| When I've loved my jobs I've found it energizing to stay engaged
| and explore what I'm working on in my spare time occasionally.
| Usually it's not just about solving a problem for my employer,
| but being able to explore interesting technologies while it also
| benefits my work. It's great - everyone wins.
|
| There have been times where I feel anxious about work though, and
| I'd rather do something else but I'm worried about how much I
| know or how well I can execute on upcoming problems. When that's
| motivating you, my experience is that it's mostly bad. You avoid
| people because you think you should be focused on work. You skip
| a shower here and there, skip meals, go to bed too late, etc. No
| job is worth compromising on your well-being and/or disconnected
| time with friends and loved ones.
|
| It's also exceedingly unlikely that you can move the needle on
| your contributions by compromising on your well-being.
|
| So, that's my take on it after 15 years or so working at a
| screen. There are good times and bad times to get absorbed in
| your work, good versions and bad versions. It can be hard to
| regulate for me, but I've found it important to recognize that it
| can actually be a good thing at times.
|
| Also, your example of watching a movie seeming like a waste of
| time... that in particular seems to me like a case where we
| socially normalized watching movies/tv as a good way to decomp
| and relax. But shit, I can't do it. It's so boring for me 90% of
| the time. My mind loves to run and explore, not get boxed into
| some revision of a familiar story with different faces. Is it
| really worthwhile to spend your time that way? Frankly I think
| the notion that it might be a waste of time could be a signal
| that you've simply found a better way to spend your time!
|
| Having said that, I totally get why some people like it and I'm
| not criticizing at all.
| dasil003 wrote:
| Twenty years into my career, I no longer feel any pressure from
| acute knowledge gaps as I have a better perspective on the limits
| of my own skills and retention. That said, what got me where I am
| today was obsessive curiosity about how things work combined with
| a bit of workaholism. I have gone through periods of higher and
| lower engagement at different jobs, but one thing is common: when
| I'm highly engaged I have a hard time unplugging on nights and
| weekends. It's not based on a misplaced obligation to work, but
| just the way my brain works.
|
| Value judgements aside, whenever I started getting stuck in my
| own head, the best way is physical activity. Low intensity
| activities like hiking are great for working through problems and
| giving myself a new perspective. If I really want to unplug my
| brain completely the trick is amping up the intensity with some
| kind of athletic or skill based component. Personally I like
| mountain biking, snowboarding and weight training, but the
| important thing is that it be something you enjoy and can give
| you a sense of accomplishment/progression in the physical realm.
| orev wrote:
| One thing that might help is accepting the fact that you can
| _never_ learn everything there is the learn. Human lifespans are
| finite and it's just impossible to ever know everything. Focus on
| getting done what's in front of you, and once in a while take a
| look at where you'd like to go and learn what you need to get
| there.
|
| It will be liberating to accept that you have to let some (many)
| things just pass you by.
| cnees wrote:
| As a person, your value is intrinsic, not dependent on your
| output or ability. Work/school/capitalism/HN /etc. emphasize
| productivity, and you can invest in yourself and your output, but
| keep a broad view and remember to invest in others and their
| well-being. It's far more important to be kind, humble, and
| loving than to be learned or impressive.
| dlisboa wrote:
| I went through a lot of what you're going through and I realized
| something: I just really like what I do. To the point that
| reading technical articles in my spare time is not work to me.
| Learning new things is mentally very gratifying, even if that may
| never go into my resume.
|
| I wouldn't call myself a workaholic at all. Work can be stressful
| even if challenging. But if I had a billion dollars and didn't
| have to work at all I'd still do the exact same things I do
| today.
|
| I don't think that's really a problem. Does a surgeon not read
| technical articles on her free time? Does an NBA player not work
| on his game in the off-season? All of that is unpaid labor, but
| they just really want to get better at what they do because they
| feel good getting better.
|
| If you feel that's stressful then just check if you're doing it
| for the right reasons. Personally I do it because I like it, not
| because it'll pay off career-wise in the future. It never crossed
| my mind that one day I'd get paid more because of all the things
| I learned years ago: I just learned them at the time because I
| wanted to.
| going_ham wrote:
| This. Doing things you want to do just because you enjoy
| learning it.
|
| I didn't realize that I liked making irrelevant things (out of
| date tech, some idiosyncratic language etc.), until I started
| making one!
|
| It may seem like I am working or not taking a rest. But making
| such petty things, tinkering with configs, wasting time just
| doing something useless helps my brain get occupied. I think
| that is the most important thing for me at the moment.
|
| If I let my brain astray, then I know I am doomed. So if you
| are enjoying it, just keep on doing it! It's completely okay AS
| LONG AS you are enjoying!
|
| Fun fact: Doing meaningless things makes my brain more active!
| shrimp_emoji wrote:
| I agree with this partly.
|
| I think the missing part is that there's different kinds of
| enjoyment/fun. Some are shallow and restorative but not
| terribly fulfilling (e.g., playing a game). Some are deeper and
| taxing but fulfilling (e.g., coding). The restorative/taxing
| difference is key.
|
| I have to make a conscious effort to "do nothing" (have shallow
| kinds of fun) so I don't overtax myself. A "varied fun diet" is
| important. (This even extends to games; too much of something
| like Factorio without enough of something like Red Dead
| Redemption isn't good for you.)
|
| Orthogonal to this, as you point out well, motivation matters a
| lot: am I doing this thing out of FOMO, strategically hoping
| it'll pay off or like I'm supposed to be doing it even if I
| don't want to? Or am I doing this _actually_ because I find it
| fun? The things I tend to work on are really stupid and useless
| and have nearly zero strategic value for future employability,
| which is how I know I 'm doing them for fun. ;p
| [deleted]
| CodeWriter23 wrote:
| Meditation. If you can make a practice of quieting your mind,
| that very act of being able to quiet your mind will enable you to
| control your mind in other ways, for example, putting work aside
| and enjoying being in the moment doing whatever.
|
| -BUT-
|
| There is a difference between obsession-based stress, where you
| just can't stop thinking of the never-ending streams of work and
| learning and coworker expectations vs. actual survival-oriented
| stress, like you're not performing up to expectations and need to
| get busy. Don't ignore that second type.
| dondraper36 wrote:
| I think it's the former in my case. Do you have any
| recommendation for learning meditation?
|
| There are so many approaches and resources these days, I am
| afraid to spend a ton of time on finding the "right one" and
| not even start.
| rapjr9 wrote:
| Along the same lines you can establish a ritual that takes you
| from your work mind to your play mind. Something that gets you
| to think about things unrelated to work, established as a must-
| do ritual to transition into your weekend. It might be simple
| like cooking a meal, or turning off certain lights in rooms and
| turning on others, or it could be more complex like associating
| spaces in your home with people you love and visiting those
| spaces while thinking about those people. If you play music it
| could be getting the equipment set up to play and record. In
| some ways it is like trying to intentionally establish and
| transition between multiple personalities, your work
| personality and your play personality. Most people express
| themselves and think differently in different situations. They
| have a work-mind, a play-mind, a with-friends-mind, a with-
| lover-mind, a driving-the-car-mind. You are already
| transitioning between these roles, watch how you do it and you
| can figure out how to use a ritual to control getting into a
| specific state of mind. In many cases the transition is
| triggered by environment. A ritual can essentially be your own
| mobile, portable, self defined, and self triggered change of
| environment.
| Osiris wrote:
| Find a hobby. I do motorcycling and Brazilian Jiu Jitsu. Other
| people I know so skiing, hiking, camping, bicycling, running,
| weight lifting. They are plenty of less physically demanding
| hobbies as well.
|
| Find something outside your normal comfort zone and don't worry
| about being good at it.
| MeinBlutIstBlau wrote:
| fassssst wrote:
| Hobbies like playing guitar, producing music, long dog walks,
| running, hiking, cooking, reading fiction; basically anything
| besides screen time does the trick for me.
| jakelazaroff wrote:
| I'd encourage you to dig a couple levels deeper.
|
| Time is wasted when the value of what you're spending it on is
| less than the opportunity cost of what you _could_ be spending it
| on [1]. What is the opportunity cost of you not learning more
| about software engineering?
|
| In other words, what is the _goal_ you 're not working toward?
| And then, if you want to go deeper: _why_ is that the goal?
|
| Is it extrinsic? Do you want to get better at work so you can
| rise up in the company and get more money? Are you trying to gain
| the experience to someday start your own company?
|
| Is it intrinsic? Is there a topic you're interested in learning
| about for its own sake? A side project you want to build?
|
| In my leisure time, I prioritize intrinsic interests: hobbies or
| side projects that I find personally fulfilling. It might be that
| you still find yourself gravitating toward computer science or
| related fields -- and that's okay! There's no rule that says your
| vocation and avocations need to be unrelated.
|
| Of course, everyone is different, and you're free to pursue
| extrinsic interests in your leisure time too. Just try to keep
| perspective -- in the end, the rat race doesn't matter, and
| you'll probably think back more fondly on time spent with
| meaningful people and activities.
|
| Either way, keep in mind that burnout is very real, and you can
| indeed have too much of a good thing. Watching a movie with
| friends or playing a game with your family can make the hours you
| spend learning _more_ effective!
|
| [1] For example, writing a long comment on HN instead of
| finishing a song you've been writing ;)
| CPLX wrote:
| Take up combat sports. I do Brazilian Ju Jitsu which is awesome
| and pretty widely popular these days but it probably doesn't
| matter which one you pick.
|
| Having another human trying to attack and subdue you will be 100%
| effective in stopping you from thinking about software
| engineering, at least temporarily.
|
| There's really nothing that puts the triviality of modern life in
| perspective quite as effectively as directly experiencing actual
| violence.
| coffeefirst wrote:
| And if that's not your jam, any significant hobby that you look
| forward to doing that isn't work. Bonus points if there are no
| computers involved.
|
| Most of the happiest developers I know are also chefs or
| comedians or painters or guitarists or salsa dancers or
| beekeepers. I don't think that's a coincidence, it's about
| having some balance.
|
| I'm all for movies but that's just not going to fill the gap.
| dondraper36 wrote:
| Oh, I was just recently thinking about learning some BJJ for
| several reasons. I am just a bit worried that it might not be
| the best choice for someone with serious neck issues.
| CPLX wrote:
| I don't know much about your neck issues but there's always a
| good chance they're caused by a sedentary lifestyle and
| computer use.
|
| In which case making yourself highly active (I'd recommend
| adding weight training to the routine as well) stands a
| pretty good change of fixing you up.
|
| Or, you'll end up in unrelenting excruciating pain. Which
| will probably also be an effective way to distract you from
| thinking about software engineering.
| gdulli wrote:
| In my 20s I had this mindset that I always needed to be learning
| a new tool or language.
|
| After a decade plus of that, I found a tech stack that I liked
| enough to stick with long term. I didn't plan it that way, I just
| found one that made work enjoyable again and decided none of the
| technical improvements other tools might offer would outweigh the
| quality of life I'd found.
|
| What I found after sticking with the same language and toolset
| for 5 years was that there was a new level of mastery I'd never
| known before.
|
| I was writing code as fast as I could write English. I was
| spending up to 100% of my dev time on a given day working on
| purely the functionality in my project. Little to no time spent
| looking up how to do things.
|
| Nobody deserves any shame for looking up info to help them code.
| We've accepted it's an important and reasonable part of the job.
| And it never bothered me.
|
| But when I experienced for the first time that I'd truly
| memorized and internalized nearly everything about my day to day
| work, I found a surprising and unprecedented level of focus on
| what really mattered.
|
| All those context switches throughout the day hopping between
| coding and figuring out how to do something, they'd become so
| normal to me and to the field that it didn't occur to me that
| they were not strictly necessary.
|
| I could switch to a new language today and be fairly productive
| with it a week from now. It wouldn't feel weird to anyone that I
| was spending a lot of time looking up info to learn how best to
| work with it. Even experienced devs do that.
|
| But what I understand now is the true cost of being on that
| treadmill to chase skills I think I'm supposed to have because
| they're newer and fit one of the subjective definitions of
| "better".
|
| Feeling less pressure to spend my free time constantly upgrading
| my skills hadn't been a motivating factor, but it was a bonus.
| You still want to learn new things, but you should understand
| that much of what we're bombarded with are new ways to do things
| we already know how to do, in a supposedly better but really just
| different way.
| dondraper36 wrote:
| Thank you for writing this. It's not that I have many years of
| experience in the field, but the more experience I get, the
| more I understand that it's easier (mentally) to accept that I
| can concentrate on few foundational subfields without
| criticizing myself for not being proficient in multiple
| aspects.
|
| With my current programming language, I feel sort of
| productive, but then I find an article or a talk by someone
| infinitely more knowledgeable than I am, and that generates
| self-doubt.
| gdulli wrote:
| A lot of blogging is shallow or wrong or irrelevant even if
| it is high quality. Knowledge is free, knowledge alone isn't
| important or very impressive. We don't get self doubt from
| not finishing the encyclopedia.
|
| You could be in the top 5% out of millions of engineers but
| that still leaves many who are better than you. You can go
| your whole life never running out of stress because there's
| some hypothetical way to be better. But that's a choice. It's
| not worth living in self doubt or pressure to catch up to the
| absolute top. There's no super bowl to win.
|
| You only need so much tech knowledge before your actual
| limiting factors are wisdom of how to apply it, which only
| comes with time, or non-technical development.
| axiosgunnar wrote:
| It's good that you ask this question, enjoy that you have a
| pleasurable way to make money, and if you wanna read engineering
| books on the weekend, don't stress about it, just remember that
| life is a marathon!
| barrenko wrote:
| Honestly programming and CS in general feels like one of the
| biggest addictions in my life. Often times I'd like to quit,
| but...
|
| (if someone's got tips on that, I'm listening)
| nonamenoslogan wrote:
| Collect something. Rocks, coins, watches, baseball cards,
| matchbooks, bottle caps.
| SquibblesRedux wrote:
| Personally, I enjoy all things computer science and I find
| learning new things, researching new ideas, or working on hard
| problems very enjoyable. When I want to take a break, I engage in
| activities that let me get into a flow state. It could playing a
| fact-action video game, or hard physical labor outdoors.
| eloeffler wrote:
| Something that helps me a lot in such situations is just wrtiting
| these thoughts down in a notebook to follow up later.
|
| It's very calming to know that I won't forget this or that thing
| that I wanted to look up and I can get back to what I want to do
| instead right now.
| facorreia wrote:
| What has worked for me is to find a distraction (video games), to
| go out on short trips, and to find another interest (like
| volunteering).
| kodah wrote:
| Your first 10 years in this industry are mainly learning
| standards, patterns, and foundational information. After that ten
| years, everything just clicks. It's like one day the fabric that
| underpins most of your day to day becomes apparent.
|
| With that said, in my 20s I crashed through many of these
| subjects. I did well enough, and now maybe I'm a bit young for my
| level, but there's not a _ton_ to show for that. My advice, take
| your time and treat learning like a marathon. The big salaries
| and opportunities will always be there, and the stronger the
| relationship with that foundational fabric the more in grasp
| those opportunities will continue to be.
| MarkMarine wrote:
| I have a similar feeling, a bottomless search for knowledge, but
| I also don't want to spend my years hunched over a computer. I
| try to fill my personal off time when I'm not with my wife or kid
| with something that lets me work with my hands, and has a level
| of mastery and a definite end to a project.
|
| Woodworking has been that thing. There is probably a lifetime of
| learning little tricks, but you could have a full education
| without the mastery in a couple months of dedicated work. Then
| you'll be up, moving (I use hand tools almost exclusively) and
| able to work on something rewarding, but not as mentally taxing.
| I actually usually come up with solutions to hard problems at
| work after I've been hand planing/sanding something for 20
| minutes.
|
| It's also wonderful to be able to point to something and say "I
| made that" to friends and family. I usually ask a friend to come
| over and work on something with me, often it's something I'm
| making for them.
| FloNeu wrote:
| Fun thing is... Everybody always told me learning new things is
| my job, my logical conclusion was that I get paid for that...
| Turns out no they won't pay for that - so we'll fuck them, yes I
| will learn something on my own time, then find a new job where I
| get paid for this new skill and the skills I already have... Well
| I am now working freelance now and it's great, sure I had lots of
| exciaty in the beginning, but I choose who I work for, when and
| how I work and I set my price point... Another tip... If they
| don't try to pay you less, you where much to cheap and should
| double the price for similar work - you can always go lower, but
| not higher (and ignore what everybody says - the goal is not to
| work harder or longer, if that is what turns out to be - go back
| to a 9-5job... Goal is to work less and get more money, like I am
| only working 24hours a week for same/more pay). Getting an expert
| in everything is a fools errand
| bckr wrote:
| Could I contact you about how to find freelancing work?
| mpfundstein wrote:
| 1st step. tell everyone you know you are ready for freelance
| work. may take a year but eventually someone calls. :-) then
| quit your job and deliver outstanding work
|
| thats how i got started. and now 3 years later i have way too
| much work to say no to. people call because people know
| mpfundstein wrote:
| good advice RE double price next time. i HATE it when a price
| is readily accepted :-)
|
| but then, maybe i am just very good in formulating my value
| prop so they dont bother negotiating. :-) id like to think that
| dustymcp wrote:
| Easy have kids :)
| anticristi wrote:
| Used to work for me. But then my daughters turned 5 and 4 (they
| are 14 months apart) and weekends are basically on autopilot. A
| few couch pillows can entertain them for hours.
|
| Sure, I can disconnect the autopilot, but flying level for too
| long is boring.
| telesilla wrote:
| Or some kind of physical work!
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| iancmceachern wrote:
| Fill up your spare time with things you find more fun, fulfilling
| or meaningful than work. The problem will naturally solve itself
| if you have things to draw your attention and passion. The trap
| folks fall into, imo, is to not foster that outside of their
| careers and then that's all they end up having (their careers).
| beebmam wrote:
| Video games work great for me!
| awb wrote:
| A couple ideas:
|
| 1) Scratch the itch. Allow yourself time block on the weekends
| (maybe 30 or 60min per day?) to indulge your curiosity. Try it
| for a few weeks and see how it feels. See if that's enough or if
| you find yourself missing out on other aspects of your life. A
| lot of people swear by a daily practice and maybe part of yours
| could be learning or practicing your craft.
|
| 2) Journal / meditate. Allow yourself to notice these thoughts of
| anxiety and stress and release them as you breathe out, or write
| about them or draw imagery as you explore these thoughts deeper.
| Just transferring these thoughts from an internal experience to
| an external act helps a lot of people move through feelings of
| discomfort.
|
| Either way, bottling these feelings probably won't help. I'd
| recommend finding some outlet for your thoughts.
|
| And by the way this all sounds totally normal and relatable.
|
| If neither if those things work, maybe just give yourself little
| 2 or 3 week experimentation windows to try something new.
| Whatever brings you the least amount of suffering is probably a
| good choice.
| dazc wrote:
| The only stupid questions are the ones you don't ask.
|
| I'm sure most people feel this way at some point but you just
| need to learn to deal with it in your own way. It's not the end
| of the world if your mind wanders whilst watching a movie but you
| should also accept that your brain needs time to organise itself
| and it may not always do this at your convenience.
|
| There is a reason why people drink a lot at weekends - not that I
| am suggesting you do the same though.
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