[HN Gopher] The strange path of accepting how your brain works
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       The strange path of accepting how your brain works
        
       Author : otras
       Score  : 60 points
       Date   : 2021-10-31 15:08 UTC (2 days ago)
        
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       | danbmil99 wrote:
       | Great article. From the perspective of someone who's getting
       | older, you have to come to grips with the fact that your mind and
       | brain change in ability just like your body does. At first it can
       | be frustrating, and you see it only as a negative. But strangely,
       | having your brain change a bit in terms of its speed or its
       | ability to memorize and recall things can actually give you a new
       | perspective on solving problems and thinking about things in
       | general. I'm not saying it's a bed of roses, for the most part
       | it's a loss. I'm just saying you can learn to accept that and
       | move on with the capabilities you have at the moment, rather than
       | wallow in self-pity and see every cup as half empty.
       | 
       | There's also the fact that as you get older you simply know more,
       | you've seen more patterns and data. You're like a machine
       | learning algorithm that's been trained on a larger corpus.
        
         | chasil wrote:
         | I am older now than John von Neumann was at his death.
         | 
         | I do not possess his genius, but my life has been far from
         | worthless.
         | 
         | I do not feel myself slipping, and I have much to look forward
         | and appreciate.
        
         | waynesonfire wrote:
         | well, you have no choice but to accept it. whats the
         | alternative? depression? meth? some tips i'm thinking for
         | myself are: rely on the wisdom crutch--solve the right
         | problems. stop investing mental energy in chasing the next
         | persons fad / weekend project. take advantaged of mastered
         | knowledge, have it finally pay it's dividends.
         | 
         | the older i get, the more i appreciate technology that isn't
         | rewritten every release candidate cycle. a tip for the fifteen
         | year old self, don't take this advice just be aware of it so
         | you know what technology to invest in. You'll eventually want
         | those dividends.
        
       | maikosonko wrote:
       | Great article. Something I really struggle with. That is
       | accepting my brain and it's limitations. But working to improve
       | it daily.
        
       | IAmGraydon wrote:
       | I think this is an up-close look at a small part of a much larger
       | overarching concept that most people never really come to grips
       | with in the way that the author does: Life isn't fair.
        
       | tibbar wrote:
       | Very relatable reverie. I'd add to this that, while the author
       | focuses on the genius of von Neumann, most of the smart people
       | around you aren't actually like that. They too have limitations,
       | strengths and weaknesses, and the fact that you're working with
       | them is already a good signal that you're clustered fairly close
       | together in capacity.
        
       | techbio wrote:
       | Excepting von Neumann, I've recently enjoyed the parts in
       | Turing's Cathedral on Nils Barricelli, and would encourage anyone
       | interested to look into the sections about his kilobyte-scale
       | genetic algorithms.
        
       | Zababa wrote:
       | > A few problems in, I noticed him pause when starting on a new
       | problem, and after a brief moment, he wrote down an answer
       | without any intermediate steps or work.
       | 
       | Isn't that pretty frequent for high school work? I'm not a
       | genius, far from it, but I spent a big part of high school
       | writing down solutions and being bothered by the professors to
       | write the steps (that's how I felt at the time, I've since
       | understood why they acted that way).
        
       | ericmcer wrote:
       | That anime character perspective reminded me of myself when I
       | first started out. I figured with hard work over time, I would
       | someday be able to confidently just sit down and start cranking
       | out code to fix most every problem.
       | 
       | How wrong I was, the further I go along the more time I spend
       | being totally out of my comfort zone and learning new frameworks
       | or trying to figure out someone else's code.
        
       | martindbp wrote:
       | I also struggle a lot with the limitations I have, frustrated at
       | being so slow and stupid. I've also relied on flashcards as an
       | augmentation, but I've started to question its value. For
       | language we're already wired to pick up on it without tools like
       | flashcards. As I think back, like most people (I assume) I
       | learned English through watching TV without subtitles, and
       | reading online. I didn't speak much (if at all) until I was about
       | 20. By then I was pretty much fluent, just from TV and the
       | internet, no flashcards nor lots of output (like conversations)
       | needed. Ironically, I'm in the process of building a language
       | learning tool, but it's aimed at bringing interesting native
       | content (TV) down to a level where a lower intermediate learner
       | can enjoy and learn from it.
       | 
       | Anyway, my hope is that the difference in performance between me
       | and those more naturually "gifted" is in how they use the neurons
       | they have, maybe there's a way for me to find a better way to use
       | what I have. I think the key to this is spatial as well as social
       | reasoning and memory. We're already wired to excel at these
       | things. I can barely remember the formula for cross entropy loss,
       | but I remember the layout and details of that coffee shop I
       | frequented 10 years ago in a different country without much
       | effort. Jeff Hawkins talking about thought through reference
       | frames and movement in his book on the brain really indicates to
       | me that taking the effort to encode our knowledge spatially, i.e.
       | finding the right representation, rather than trying to beat it
       | into our heads with spaced repetition is a bette rway. I've also
       | noticed that when I can tie ideas to a face, a person, I'm more
       | likely to remember them. I think a good way for me to remember
       | science and math is to learn the history of the subject, like who
       | invented/discovered what in what order, where (possibly) and why,
       | i.e. what's the story behind it all.
       | 
       | I don't like mnemonics, because they're basically garbage
       | encodings. They make it possible to retrieve a memory, very
       | slowly, but don't encode things in a way such that you can reason
       | over them. It's the difference between one-hot encoding a word in
       | NLP vs a semantic word embedding.
        
         | ivraatiems wrote:
         | I think you are onto something quite important. There's a ton
         | of work being done right now on the psychology and cognitive
         | mechanisms underlying learning. Part of the difference, it
         | seems to me, is not just that you encode spatial information
         | differently - it's also that you have no option but to _use_
         | your spatial memory, and it 's working all the time. It gets
         | flexed naturally in a way that the part of your brain that
         | memorizes a formula doesn't unless you have no choice but to
         | exercise it very frequently, or possess a truly unusual brain.
         | 
         | Put another way - I have terrible visuospatial skills, but I
         | still am able to navigate the world and manage fine because I
         | have no choice. I had to learn to do visuospatial tasks in
         | order to function, so, I can do them, and I do them constantly
         | with low error rates. The muscle isn't naturally as strong as
         | other peoples', but it's exercised enough to not make a
         | functional difference.
         | 
         | This is where the idea of "mind palaces" come from - maybe such
         | a visualization would help you.
        
         | netizen-936824 wrote:
         | I'm a bit confused. Did you not speak at all, to any human,
         | until your 20s? Or is English a second language? Because the
         | way this is phrased, I imagine you, somehow, growing up
         | isolated in a cabin in the woods with internet. How does a baby
         | feed itself?
        
       | shime wrote:
       | Sonke Ahrens has a good point on forgetting in "How To Take Smart
       | Notes". We view it as a negative thing, but if we remembered
       | everything we would be drowned in details and we wouldn't be able
       | to distinguish signal from the noise. He argues that forgetting
       | makes us able to learn.
        
         | shock wrote:
         | > if we remembered everything we would be drowned in details
         | and we wouldn't be able to distinguish signal from the noise.
         | 
         | Not to mention how difficult it would be to distinguish past
         | from present.
        
       | ivraatiems wrote:
       | I think there is actually a lot of benefit in being "smart
       | enough" but not a genius in some areas.
       | 
       | When I was growing up, if you were too smart as a young kid,
       | you'd be singled out as "gifted and talented" and then put in
       | special classes, asked to do more schoolwork, etc. This
       | separation had both positive and negative effects - on the one
       | hand, it was a lot less boring to work on accelerated material.
       | On the other hand, adults came to view you as "special" and just
       | inherently smart in a way others weren't. That's both denigrating
       | to others, and an intense amount of pressure for a kid.
       | 
       | Personally, my response to this pressure was always to shut down
       | if I didn't immediately grasp something. I just didn't bother to
       | try - why fail and look stupid? It wasn't until college that I
       | learned how to study and flex mental muscles that weren't already
       | strong. In fact, I took introductory calculus three times - once
       | in high school, twice in college - before I actually understood
       | what was going on. Unlike language-related fields, higher
       | mathematics just didn't come naturally. It took three tries
       | because I had to figure out how to _study_ , which I had never
       | needed to do until that point, and because I'd taken the idea
       | that I had to study as a sign I was unfit to be learning the
       | material at all.
       | 
       | I went on to do just as well as my peers, or better, in the other
       | higher mathematics classes I needed to take, but the fear was
       | always there - what if this is finally the thing I can't do, that
       | my brain just can't learn? What if this is just too hard, because
       | it doesn't come naturally at all?
       | 
       | It's much better, in my view, to be someone who knows they _can_
       | do anything, but that they have to put in effort. Learning to put
       | in that effort consistently and not be disheartened by the
       | challenge is much more valuable in some ways than knowing how to
       | do the specific thing one is learning.
        
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