[HN Gopher] Dabrowski's theory and existential depression (2020)
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       Dabrowski's theory and existential depression (2020)
        
       Author : nopassrecover
       Score  : 182 points
       Date   : 2021-07-05 05:54 UTC (17 hours ago)
        
 (HTM) web link (www.davidsongifted.org)
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       | newlikeice wrote:
       | if you start to deal with powers of Good Thinking. You inevitably
       | have to deal with the problems of Bad Thinking.
        
       | pomian wrote:
       | And yet that barren field, Covered by snow; Is not bleak But
       | beautiful. Clean fresh snow Presents rebirth and hope And stark
       | beauty, The field will grow and flourish Soon. With knowledge of
       | space and time One should be optimistic About such a vision.
       | Spring will come A future will grow.
        
       | weeboid wrote:
       | Some people get depressed, the "smarter" ones write about it
       | more.
        
       | iamsanteri wrote:
       | I'm halfway through the article and surprised that the quality of
       | being a neurotic person is not discussed yet or even mentioned. I
       | find this post incredibly interesting, especially in the context
       | of books that I've recently read and summarized like: Denial of
       | Death by Ernest Becker
       | (https://www.lostbookofsales.com/notes/the-denial-of-death-
       | by...).
       | 
       | Nonetheless, thanks for sharing!
        
         | nopassrecover wrote:
         | Great link to another interesting read (and wow, very thorough
         | work in your summary and reflections!).
        
           | iamsanteri wrote:
           | Here are a few nice outtakes that also kind of makes sense
           | here and clarify what I mean by the neurotic side:
           | 
           | > "And so, the question for the science of mental health must
           | become an absolutely new and revolutionary one, yet one that
           | reflects the essence of the human condition: On what level of
           | illusion does one live?"
           | 
           | > "The neurotic is having trouble with the balance of
           | cultural illusion and natural reality; the possible horrible
           | truth about himself and the world is seeping into his
           | consciousness. The average man is at least secure that the
           | cultural game is the truth, the unshakable, durable truth. He
           | can earn his immortality in and under the dominant
           | immortality ideology, period. It is all so simple and clear-
           | cut. But now the neurotic: He perceives himself as unreal and
           | reality as unbearable, because with him the mechanisms of
           | illusion are known and destroyed by self consciousness. He
           | can no longer deceive himself about himself and disillusions
           | even his own ideal of personality. He perceives himself as
           | bad, guilt laden, inferior, as a small, weak, helpless
           | creature, which is the truth about mankind, as Oedipus also
           | discovered in the crash of his heroic fate. All other is
           | illusion, deception, but necessary deception in order to be
           | able to bear one's self and thereby life."
           | 
           | > The result is that the sinner (neurotic) is hyperconscious
           | of the very thing he tries to deny: his creatureliness, his
           | miserableness and unworthiness. The neurotic is thrown back
           | on his true perceptions of the human condition, which caused
           | his isolation and individuation in the first place. He tried
           | to build a glorified private inner world because of his
           | deeper anxieties, but life takes its revenge. The more he
           | separates and inflates himself, the more anxious he becomes.
           | The more he artificially idealizes himself, the more
           | exaggeratedly he criticizes himself. He alternates between
           | the extremes of "I am everything" and "I am nothing."
           | 
           | > "Man lives his contradictions for better or worse in some
           | kind of cultural project in a given historical period.
           | Neurosis is another word for the total problem of the human
           | condition; it becomes a clinical word when the individual
           | bogs down in the face of the problem--when his heroism is in
           | doubt or becomes self-defeating. Men are naturally neurotic
           | and always have been, but at some times they have it easier
           | than at others to mask their true condition. Men avoid
           | clinical neurosis when they can trustingly live their heroism
           | in some kind of self-transcending drama. Modern man lives his
           | contradictions for the worse, because the modern condition is
           | one in which convincing dramas of heroic apotheosis, of
           | creative play, or of cultural illusion are in eclipse. There
           | is no embracing world-view for the neurotic to depend on or
           | merge with to mask his problems, and so the "cure" for
           | neurosis is difficult in our time."
           | 
           | This last one is particularly interesting if you really think
           | about it:
           | 
           | > "The defeat of despair is not mainly an intellectual
           | problem for an active organism, but a problem of self-
           | stimulation via movement. Beyond a given point man is not
           | helped by more "knowing," but only by living and doing in a
           | partly self-forgetful way. As Goethe put it, we must plunge
           | into experience and then reflect on the meaning of it. All
           | reflection and no plunging drives us mad; all plunging and no
           | reflection, and we are brutes. Goethe wrote maxims like these
           | precisely at the time when the individual lost the protective
           | cover of traditional society and daily life became a problem
           | for him. He no longer knew what were the proper doses of
           | experience. This safe dosage of life is exactly what is
           | prescribed by traditional custom, wherein all the important
           | decisions of life and even its daily events are ritually
           | marked out."
        
       | Tcane wrote:
       | Some interesting points although I disagree with the undercurrent
       | that by "reintegrating" or whatever word for growth you choose
       | you will become more humanistic and altruistic. There is every
       | reason to believe that after your growth experience you will
       | realise it really is all a waste and decide to become a gold-
       | plated self-serving asshole.
        
         | aswegs8 wrote:
         | That's also a point of criticism for me. But I don't think
         | either way is the default way. It very much depends on your
         | personality and your innermost values.
        
       | smegcicle wrote:
       | For those curious about dabrowski's models, take a look at his
       | 'levels of consciousness'+, where he divides personal driving
       | forces into three categories, which develop in order, if at all:
       | base instincts, societal expectations, and a "third factor" of
       | moral self-direction.
       | 
       | This model describes the repeated breakdowns ("disintegrations"
       | in the form of neuroses) that are required to progress upwards
       | ("positive disintegration") toward incorporating this third
       | factor, resulting in a 'true personality' somewhat reminiscent of
       | Maslow's 'self actualization'.
       | 
       | + https://www.positivedisintegration.com/tb2.png
        
       | carrolldunham wrote:
       | Is there a mistake in this logic: "If you can't figure out how to
       | stop suffering (to no end), you are not actually so smart." ?
       | 
       | In anticipation of objection that the question of one's own
       | suffering is somehow outside the realm of analysis: I am not a
       | Buddhist but having tasted the freedom from emotional suffering
       | that was the result of his (the buddha's) analysis of the
       | situation of being alive and his logical derivation of what then
       | to do about it - from his Program, like Hilbert's, to find the
       | solution to suffering - these days when I think of who is a
       | "genius", I think of the buddha.
       | 
       | That may have been rare genius but in this era you don't need to
       | work the answer out from scratch you only need to be smart enough
       | to notice the problem and research a solution (since at least one
       | exists), hence the claim.
        
         | snet0 wrote:
         | I'd broadly say the same thing to friends, but I don't think it
         | really survives scrutiny. It's a useful tool for sure, in that
         | it might inspire "smart" people to try use their "smartness" to
         | solve their personal issues in a way they wouldn't have
         | considered, but I think I disagree that you can't be smart if
         | you can't solve your own problems.
         | 
         | Intelligence is obviously very broad, but if Terence Tao didn't
         | know how to boil an egg, I'd still call him intelligent. Being
         | able to solve internal personality/philosophical issues relies
         | a lot on experience, whether through life experiences or
         | reading other people's life experiences/analyses. You can be
         | smart as all hell, but if you haven't read much Western
         | philosophy, I wouldn't fault you for not coming up with useful
         | conclusions from first principles.
         | 
         | I suppose a counter is that, if you're smart enough, you'll
         | recognise that a lot of people have had your problem before,
         | and probably a few of them have come up with a solution, and
         | maybe a couple of those few have written about it. Like the egg
         | case, if Terence Tao was smart he'd Google "how to boil an egg"
         | when presented with the problem.
        
         | smolder wrote:
         | Avoiding personal suffering is not necessarily anyone's #1
         | priority in life. I don't think it's a reflection on one's
         | intelligence whether or not they suffer, as suffering could be
         | a cost paid for a higher purpose they've prioritized. Of
         | course, it could be a cost of stupidity as well.
        
         | GavinMcG wrote:
         | It's a rhetorical statement, not a logical one. Koans aren't
         | logical either: they're meant to prompt inquiry.
        
       | _Nat_ wrote:
       | Seems like a problem for folks who try to develop their own
       | understandings -- which probably correlates with " _being gifted_
       | ".
       | 
       | By contrast, folks who don't feel smart enough to question the
       | established-wisdom, and so just believe that it's probably true
       | for reasons beyond them, wouldn't seem to have the same exposure
       | to doubt. Because, surely, someone smarter than them knows the
       | answers; if anything seems off, it's probably just a
       | misunderstanding of the experts' wisdom.
       | 
       | But if you lose your faith in the experts' wisdom, and then
       | struggle in trying to find your own solid answers to big
       | questions -- what do you believe in? How can you feel safe and
       | secure in the world when you're not even sure what the world
       | really is?
       | 
       | ---
       | 
       | [Obligatory xkcd](https://xkcd.com/2221/ ):
       | 
       | > I feel weird using old software that doesn't know it's being
       | emulated.
       | 
       | The existentialist-concern from the alt-text:
       | 
       | > I laugh at the software as if I'm 100% confident that it's
       | 2019.
        
       | adamc wrote:
       | My ex-wife (who was with me for decades) tagged me as an
       | existentialist early on, and I guess it was true. I don't really
       | understand how we can see the universe another way, without lying
       | to ourselves: bad things happen, and nothing is done about it.
       | What Christian theologians have called "The Problem of Evil"
       | leads me to see the universe as uncaring, indifferent.
       | 
       | The only way out of it that has worked for me is to care about
       | other people (and animals, etc.) -- to focus on the small things
       | I can try to make better.
        
         | warent wrote:
         | It's interesting that many atheists seem to argue that the only
         | two choices are either a Christian god, or a basically
         | meaningless universe, and a keystone for Christianity to be the
         | wrong option is the problem of evil. But there are so many
         | other philosophies that have resolved this.
         | 
         | For example, some Hindu schools explain that god is the only
         | one that experiences anything. The paradox of its infinite
         | nature means the only way it can experience its own goodness is
         | to play hide and seek with itself in a land of illusion that
         | appears evil.
         | 
         | In Buddhism, it's a beginningless tangled web of karma. The
         | meaning is to untangle and extinguish it.
         | 
         | In Hawaiian mythology, you have Kane, Lono, and Ku. There is no
         | concept of an infinitely good infinitely loving god.
         | 
         | This isn't to say atheism/nihilism is necessarily wrong, but
         | the problem of evil always seems like the weakest argument in
         | its defense.
        
           | dsego wrote:
           | > but the problem of evil always seems like the weakest
           | argument in its defense.
           | 
           | I can't understand why anyone would see religion or
           | philosophy that says that some poor child deserved bone
           | cancer because of karma or some balance of good and evil in
           | the world as anything but despicable and disgusting. What is
           | gained from any of them, what value do they bring?
        
             | warent wrote:
             | The words "deserve" and "not deserve" are very common
             | misunderstandings of karma. I think it's not about
             | deserving, more like being tossed around a terrible stormy
             | sea with a terrible rudder. That's the point of Buddhism,
             | is to be free of it. It's not considered a desirable thing.
        
         | jgrowl wrote:
         | > I don't really understand how we can see the universe another
         | way
         | 
         | It has been eye opening to me to view the universe as a
         | dualism. It will certainty strike you down without a second
         | thought, but at the same time we are provided a space in this
         | time to flourish. If we act good, then good gets multiplied.
         | This is the Egyptian idea of holding a whip in one hand and
         | shepherd's crook in the other. The universe is both a punisher
         | and a Sheppard king.
         | 
         | Which is very apt considering your solution to take care of
         | others.
        
       | sn41 wrote:
       | I have read some material on how depression was viewed in
       | history. There is at least some work in Christian theology on
       | sloth/acedia which is not only laziness, but also has a lot of
       | signs of what is called clinical depression [1].
       | 
       | While searching this, a very strange coincidence I have found is
       | that the "demon" for sloth is the same as the demon who inspires
       | people to make discoveries [2]. I speculate that the link between
       | depression and creativity was recognized in antiquity.
       | 
       | [1] https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Acedia
       | 
       | [2] https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Belphegor
        
         | triggercut wrote:
         | Not sure on her sources but you may find the following
         | interesting
         | 
         | https://www.ted.com/talks/elizabeth_gilbert_your_elusive_cre...
         | 
         | 6:02 - "And that search has led me to ancient Greece and
         | ancient Rome. So stay with me, because it does circle around
         | and back. But, ancient Greece and ancient Rome -- people did
         | not happen to believe that creativity came from human beings
         | back then, OK? People believed that creativity was this divine
         | attendant spirit that came to human beings from some distant
         | and unknowable source, for distant and unknowable reasons. The
         | Greeks famously called these divine attendant spirits of
         | creativity "daemons." Socrates, famously, believed that he had
         | a daemon who spoke wisdom to him from afar."
        
       | omega3 wrote:
       | As someone who is of below average intelligence I can confirm
       | that I don't exhibit any of the symptoms described in the
       | article.
        
       | sysadm1n wrote:
       | The two most important days in your life are the day you are born
       | and the day you find out why. - Mark Twain
       | 
       | You can't go around like a headless chicken in life. You need
       | purpose or even some abstract goal to attain. We shouldn't be
       | hungup about outcomes and enjoy the process instead, since you
       | are only fighting entropy trying to have the outcome be exactly
       | the way you envision it.
        
       | motohagiography wrote:
       | The exercises are important. I know what he's talking about.
       | There is a mechanism he touches on a few different ways but
       | doesn't mention as what I think is the source of this existential
       | depression. The depression is often caused, as he says, by the
       | loss of something that causes a collapse of an identity, and the
       | solution involves those exercises of establishing yourself with
       | multiple ideas of who you are so that the loss of one thing does
       | not bring the whole thing down.
       | 
       | "Giftedness," itself can be a bit of a curse, because it is a
       | definition of self that originates externally, which you cannot
       | influence or control. It gets you early in childhood, and can be
       | very difficult to unwind. Your giftedness becomes a kind of trap
       | or double bind, where you believe something about yourself but
       | cannot realize or actualize it because the _only_ way to validate
       | it is when other people recognize it. You have to be virtuotic in
       | your talents, your insights must be incisive, your knowledge must
       | be exceptional, and when you feel it isn 't (because nobody's
       | always is) the horror creeps in. This is the feeling of lost
       | idenity. It leads to other polarized antipatterns like
       | perfectionism or flakiness, attention seeking, anxiety behaviors
       | and other coping mechanisms.
       | 
       | It's not unique to the so-called gifted at all, but their
       | experience is a model for how the same externally rooted identity
       | causes people to suffer. It's so old that Stoicism , particularly
       | Epictetus, and Buddhism even addressed this idea of attachment to
       | the extenral directly in the pre-psychological language of their
       | times. Today, we might say it was related to a tendency toward
       | forming codependent relationships where one's identity is only
       | validated by it being reflected by someone, and when we lose the
       | person who propped up that idea of self, we disintegrate, as
       | described in the article. Identifying as _gifted_ creates a
       | psychological dependency on seeing that identity being reflected,
       | and an almost infinite need for a source of actualization of that
       | identity.
       | 
       | Managing and extracting personal value from a gifted identity is
       | its own challenge. It's as though people said you were such a
       | clever child you deserved two problems. Personally, I practice
       | being crappy at things. I take lessons in skills and I've been
       | able to fail enough and develop a physical competence that is
       | orthogonal enough to any idea of _giftedness_ that over years I
       | have built a non-gifted accepted self. Education should do it,
       | but even that 's not always useful or sufficient.
       | 
       | To expunge that dependent identity, I practice physical things
       | where words and language are meaningless. This is not to just
       | say, "get some exercise, walk it off," (even if that's a
       | necessary condition) it's that the depression hole is caused by
       | waiting for external actuation of your _giftedness_ that never
       | appears and not having the tools to stimulate that part of your
       | identity that isn 't even yours, it's just something you were
       | assigned.
        
         | hypertele-Xii wrote:
         | > establishing yourself with multiple ideas of who you are so
         | that the loss of one thing does not bring the whole thing down.
         | 
         | I wrote down the facets of this exact process here [1], which I
         | call my Autological Manifesto. All the aspects of _being_ that
         | define a self-studying, constantly evolving algorithm.
         | 
         | [1] https://hypertele.fi/a7084542272f4c89
         | 
         | > I am an evolving whole of components, each and all of them
         | replaceable with parts truer to myself. My growth is most
         | important to me; As I accumulate consciousness, greater
         | understanding provides clearer approaches to everything else.
         | 
         | > Replacing out parts of myself can be frightening, as if I
         | forget my identity or become too brittle of a whole to sustain.
         | In reality, a superorganism consisting of maximally diverse
         | components flourishes exactly because of, not in spite of, its
         | multidimensionality.
        
           | rendall wrote:
           | As a head's up: the convention is not to put Mensa membership
           | in your CV, dude, unless you're somehow an officer or there
           | is something more to it. Go ahead and ask:
           | https://www.linkedin.com/groups/2584723/
        
       | krishvs wrote:
       | Great article. The table composed by psychologist May Seagoe fits
       | the description of some of my friends and colleagues who I
       | perceive as gifted perfectly.
        
         | pickpuck wrote:
         | Yes!
         | 
         | Here it is:
         | 
         | https://dnnlv5ifs.blob.core.windows.net/portals/2/DB/Images/...
        
           | ta988 wrote:
           | oh my... it looks like a resume of my behavior...
        
       | acituan wrote:
       | So many words for mere conjecture that is ultimately going to be
       | used as a pat on one's own back for feeling bummed.
       | 
       | I especially love the author's self-designation as gifted and not
       | once expanding on this very narrow dimensionality reduction. What
       | happened to the personality traits? What happened to character,
       | adverse childhood experiences, education etc _independent_ of so-
       | called giftedness?
       | 
       | Anyone could have come up with this; a human mind is a terrible
       | thing to waste. Greater the mind, greater the waste. Just like an
       | undertrained, under-exercised german shepherd is going to be much
       | more destructive than a shitzu.
        
         | garyrob wrote:
         | I love how some in the Hacker News community truly believe that
         | their immediate, knee-jerk reaction to dismiss the work of a
         | highly experienced professional in the relevant field, who is
         | applying their lifetime of knowledge and experience to a
         | subject, a reaction that involves neither knowledge nor effort,
         | is automatically correct and important for other people to read
         | about.
        
           | kwthrows wrote:
           | That's because we have been trained on a model where midwits
           | speak with the exact same authority on any given subject as
           | this author does. It's very difficult to read a blog post-
           | style article on here without assuming that the author is a
           | blowhard spouting nonsense whose sample size is 1. Basically,
           | the odds are against you.
        
           | acituan wrote:
           | Do you have a counter-argument to the content other than
           | pretending to know my knowledge, experience, intentions on
           | the matter, and ascribing an inflated self-importance to
           | discredit _me_ as a whole (also known as ad-hominem)?
           | 
           | Have you checked other comments in this thread? Do you find
           | my criticism truly unique?
           | 
           | Isn't almost every quarter in HN we discuss the replication
           | crisis in psychology? Do you nonetheless ask for a blind
           | submission to authority?
           | 
           | Without answering those I would say your dismissal is more
           | shallow than mine.
        
             | DangitBobby wrote:
             | Calling out reasoning as fallacious is not as powerful as
             | you think it is.
        
               | acituan wrote:
               | To me rationality is a pretty important normativity, not
               | that I am after it for power.
               | 
               | But since you seem to precisely know what I think,
               | exactly how powerful should I feel about it?
        
               | kvathupo wrote:
               | I'm tired of such preoccupation on some nebulous notion
               | of "rationality," when any cursory reading of philosophy,
               | particularly of mathematics, informs one of the
               | subjectivity inherent in the choice of one's axioms and
               | definitions, especially amidst type theory's recent
               | resurgence.
               | 
               | So, no: "rationality" is not common knowledge. Perhaps I
               | don't accept the Axiom of Choice, yet you do? Perhaps my
               | definition of "authority" differs from yours?
               | 
               | I am reminded of Richard Hofstadter, who said something
               | to the effect of: "anti-intellectualism is the idea that
               | my ignorance is just as good as your expertise."
        
               | acituan wrote:
               | Please don't confuse rationality with _rationalism_.
               | 
               | Nor we should reduce it to inferential processing of
               | axioms and propositions. I'm surprised your cursory
               | reading of philosophy haven't encountered for example the
               | Aristotelian golden _ratio_ (root word for reason) and
               | its application in virtue ethics, or the word _logos_
               | that the entire christian culture was built on, or that
               | should be familiar to anyone that has studied anything
               | -logy.
               | 
               | We all actively participate in rationality with varying
               | degrees of success. And calling out personal attacks made
               | at the expense of actual counter-arguments is rational
               | both in the sense of proportionality, appropriateness and
               | even as a call for virtuousness.
        
         | GavinMcG wrote:
         | > So many words for mere conjecture
         | 
         | Yes, this is what's known as a "personal essay". There's some
         | research citations, too, because the author is a researcher who
         | has worked in this area, but if you're expecting a broad study
         | correlating the Big 5, ACEs, existential depression, and
         | giftedness, you should 1) look elsewhere, or 2) go get your PhD
         | and do the work.
        
           | acituan wrote:
           | > but if you're expecting a broad study correlating the Big
           | 5, ACEs, existential depression, and giftedness, you should
           | 1) look elsewhere, or 2) go get your PhD and do the work.
           | 
           | My expectation is not that he had done a different study. My
           | expectation was, personal essay or not, if they are throwing
           | citations, academic credibility and 5000 words at the world
           | about their central thesis, to eliminate the _goddamn
           | confounds_ first, or at least acknowledge that they haven 't.
           | 
           | It is like writing an essay about "hair color and basketball
           | performance" and making a career out of finding out
           | incidentally blondes perform better, not the least because
           | blondes really liked hearing it, while even shoe size would
           | have been a better explanatory variable.
           | 
           | To my mind, "go elsewhere or get a PhD yourself" is a pretty
           | elitist pushback. Rationality is a publicly available
           | resource. We ought to make use of it.
        
             | GavinMcG wrote:
             | When you say "central thesis" and "confounds" it sounds
             | like you think this is a piece where the author is setting
             | out to prove something. What, though?
             | 
             | It seems to me this is an exploration that's meant to be
             | helpful to people who relate to what the author describes.
             | That description doesn't need to reflect a well-defined
             | category in order to be useful. Useful things don't even
             | need to be _true_ much less well-proven.
             | 
             | Rationality is great, but you're demanding a piece that
             | isn't making a rational argument do so. Again, though, it's
             | a personal essay - an _exploration_ more than an argument.
        
               | acituan wrote:
               | Thanks for the honest inquiry, I've been responding
               | between sleep cycles and my responses has been more
               | combative than necessary.
               | 
               | My main grief with his exploration (and the reason for
               | trying to dig out his thesis) is that gifted folks, which
               | I think are over represented in this forum, are going to
               | ascribe all their malaise to their giftedness. Which is a
               | very misleading and harmful but also attractive
               | proposition to buy into.
               | 
               | I've suffered from this personally after more than a year
               | and $40k wasted with a particular highly credentialed
               | therapist that insisted on blowing sunshine up my hole by
               | trying to explain away every single element of my
               | suffering with giftedness. After switching to a no bs,
               | equally credentialed therapist, and actually making
               | progress, I was furious to realize how much of that was a
               | collusion in lazy thinking and not doing the hard work of
               | personal transformation.
               | 
               | Back to the author, this guy made a career out of the
               | notion of gifted children, so I don't think he is merely
               | presenting a story. He is trying to persuade an audience
               | on this thesis. But how can we discern if he got the
               | credentials because he was right vs because there was a
               | high demand from parents and people alike to hear that
               | their problem was "just being gifted"?
               | 
               | Hence my digging up the trait theory and trying to poke
               | holes otherwise. I would wager, admittedly with no
               | authority, 90% of the gifted folks in "existential
               | depression", excluding immediate environmental factors,
               | are simply suffering from being unequipped against the
               | meaning crises of our times. They are under-educated,
               | under-connected and under-spiritual, in general under-
               | participating in life, just flowing with whatever movies,
               | politics, articles come their way to make sense of things
               | without exerting any will to get to the bottom of it and
               | do their homework.
        
               | ZephyrBlu wrote:
               | I think you are not taking into account the _path_ to
               | existential depression.
               | 
               | The article describes some very specific experiences of
               | so-called gifted people, which leads to the possibility
               | of existential depression.
               | 
               | It seems very unlikely that the experiences he describes
               | are common among most people.
               | 
               | I didn't read the article so much as "I am gifted,
               | therefore I will be existentially depressed" but more
               | along the lines of "I am gifted, and the effect this has
               | on my life and experiences may cause existential
               | depression".
               | 
               | This article opened my eyes as to why I may have had
               | particular experiences in my life.
        
         | zhdc1 wrote:
         | > I especially love the author's self-designation as gifted...
         | Anyone could have come up with this
         | 
         | The author was a chaired professor who wrote several dozen peer
         | reviewed articles and five books on the subject. He was also
         | the chair for his state's psychology association board for
         | several years, an associate dean, and cofounded his
         | university's school of psychology.
         | 
         | I'm not going to comment on the quality of the article or
         | whether 'giftedness' is a meaningful construct, but this isn't
         | a fluff piece written by some feel-good popular science author.
        
           | acituan wrote:
           | > I'm not going to comment on the quality of the article or
           | whether 'giftedness' is a meaningful construct
           | 
           | Just that it is made aware, instead of leveling a counter-
           | argument, you are only appealing to authority.
           | 
           | Everyone, all the way back to Freud or Jung, would be fair
           | game to criticize for such a young field as psychology,
           | because _new_ paradigms and data do surface often. I don 't
           | care if they made this their life's work, the author does not
           | once talk about the personality traits especially regarding
           | neuroticism, which is either independent of IQ or _inversely
           | correlated_ , which falls counter to their hypothesis.
           | Empirically speaking big five has _much more_ backing data
           | than their conjecture based on a single 1950 's psychologist.
           | Doesn't make it automatically more true, but it would need to
           | be accounted for.
        
             | zhdc1 wrote:
             | > Just that it is made aware, instead of leveling a
             | counter-argument, you are only appealing to authority.
             | 
             | The original poster attacked the author's credibility. I
             | pointed out that, when you help establish a concept, you're
             | qualified to write about it to non-experts in a public
             | venue.
        
               | acituan wrote:
               | I am the original poster. There is no attack to the
               | credibility of the author, there is questioning the lack
               | of a consideration on the confounds and a sufficient
               | explication of the term gifted. Disappointingly a crowd
               | of people emerged demanding reverence to their PhD,
               | career and the verbosity of their essay _without being
               | able address my original critique_. I am not saying I am
               | necessarily correct, or they necessarily haven 't thought
               | it out etc, but it is a pretty damn valid question to
               | ask.
               | 
               | It is almost as if people are personally offended because
               | they are inclined to _consider_ themselves gifted and
               | explain away feeling depressed with that.
        
       | throwaway98797 wrote:
       | you put the strongest man in space his muscles will decay.
       | 
       | with resistance to intellect your mind decays and rots from the
       | inside.
       | 
       | challange sets you free.
       | 
       | yet we cant see that emotional intelligence/self-awareness are
       | grantrd the same way intelligence is.
       | 
       | thus, smart folks have maturity of teenager yet the guns of
       | nation states.
       | 
       | ultimately, we turn those guns onto ourselves.
       | 
       | sad
        
       | triggercut wrote:
       | Well that sure as hell cheered me up.
        
       | omegaBroom wrote:
       | As someone who was (in my opinion wrongly) labeled gifted as a
       | kid, I think this is because it comes with very high expectations
       | and forces you to think about yourself and your actions all the
       | time. Depression is basically self obsession. Life is only good
       | when you forget about yourself. This is the same reason why
       | social media drives depression as well.
        
         | grasshopperpurp wrote:
         | Iirc Allen Watts likened obsessively thinking about yourself to
         | two monitors facing each other (highlighting the discordant
         | feedback).
         | 
         | While I still have cringe-moments when I remember things I've
         | done (as a kid, 10 years ago, whenever), I try to remember that
         | I am what I'm doing. For me, it puts legs on the concept of
         | remaining in the present. Whatever self others ascribe to me,
         | that's fine, but I don't have live by those expectations. When
         | I'm folding clothes, brushing my teeth, writing something,
         | taking care of the dogs, etc., I'm no more or less than what
         | I'm doing. It eases my mind and lets me focus on the given
         | task. With practice, I don't have to think of it as much. It
         | becomes the natural way to approach things, but there are still
         | times when I have to remind myself.
        
           | omegaBroom wrote:
           | I think it's like when you're breathing manually. You can but
           | it's just not the same. I always feel out of breath when I do
           | it. Or when you start to pay attention to how you walk and
           | simply can't do it normally, unlike when you don't even think
           | about it. Mindfulness is misunderstood in my opinion.
           | Everything that can be done properly automatically, should be
           | done so.
        
             | ta988 wrote:
             | I agree with you, many consider that being mindfull is
             | about taking control (of breathing, emotions...) it is the
             | exact opposite.
        
         | naasking wrote:
         | > Depression is basically self obsession.
         | 
         | While there's something to this claim for common and mild forms
         | of "depression", it's far too trivial a soundbite to truly
         | capture what's going on with depression. If it were true, then
         | volunteering at a soup kitchen or something equally selfless
         | would quickly cure depression, no matter how treatment-
         | resistant. It's simply not the case.
        
         | dlvktrsh wrote:
         | I've always had bad social anxiety (and depression) I've always
         | thought of it like this too.
         | 
         | to constantly think about how other percieve me or how they
         | react must be because of some sort of extreme self obsession
         | right?
         | 
         | I don't care what people think of me and I've strayed far off a
         | typical life path but idk how else to explain my social anxiety
        
           | Xplune13 wrote:
           | I've had a similar experience like that. I too have bad
           | social anxiety. It's like in my head I'm watching myself in a
           | third-person view and imagining my response to different
           | people in different scenarios even before doing that
           | activity. Sometimes that third person view is of a person I
           | know (or I am meeting) and I see how my responses or
           | reactions are to the scenarios that might happen.
           | 
           | I've had this for like 5-6 years now and it is at an all time
           | high right now. This constant wandering mind then brings me a
           | lot of anxiety and questions over why did I think the way I
           | did.
           | 
           | I also don't care what people think of me when I'm
           | consciously thinking about the topic, yet I cannot explain
           | this automatic response checking in my head.
        
       | abz10 wrote:
       | It's likely genetic - i.e. an inherited Anxiety disorder. I have
       | hypermobile Ehlers Danlos Syndrome (hEDS). It disproportionally
       | affects Gifted people and causes a bunch of physical problems
       | that exhibit as mental problems. hEDS is rarely diagnosed and
       | smart people are more able to adapt around the problems and not
       | get diagnosed entirely. It took decades of searching to figure it
       | out myself. This does make me question the Giftedness a bit :)
       | But I am freakishly good a things most normal people are not. So
       | it's swings and roundabouts.
        
       | slothtrop wrote:
       | My new outlook on "meaning" is that it's felt, not rationalized.
       | That is to say, we create our meaning but don't have much control
       | over what feels meaningful to us. If someone told you that a
       | given dull, repetitive task would be good for humanity in a
       | utilitarian sense, it wouldn't necessarily feel any more
       | meaningful. There's a reason the strongest predictor of men's
       | happiness is their work. We like to work on whatever happens to
       | interest us and so much the better if that helps us engage with
       | others, and shows impactful results.
       | 
       | I think it's possible to find meaning in our work whether we
       | pursue it relentlessly or leisurely, it comes down to preference.
       | Some people are content to live each day like the last and lead
       | low-stress lives.
        
       | ZephyrBlu wrote:
       | I don't know what their definition of gifted is, but I know I
       | have above average intelligence and I was surprised how closely
       | the article matches my feelings and experiences. Difficult read.
        
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       | SMAAART wrote:
       | I have recently (in the past couple of years) overcome depression
       | that had been with me practically my entire adult life, and now I
       | have my anxiety somewhat under control.
       | 
       | Depression is such a big problem, mostly unaddressed, and the
       | "tools and processes" out there don't have a high success ratio.
       | 
       | Sounds a great business school case:
       | 
       | Huge demand
       | 
       | Inadequate supply
       | 
       | And yet the problem persists. This is the Unicorn of Unicorns,
       | capturing 1% of the market with 1% success rate would yield a $1B
       | valuation.
        
         | silentguy wrote:
         | Do you mind sharing how you managed to overcome your
         | depression? I would be interested in reading that.
        
           | SMAAART wrote:
           | yeah.. about that let's see:
           | 
           | * I had undiagnosed Sever Clinical Depression for practically
           | my entire adult life, and since I am old(er), that makes it a
           | few decades. FML, I know.
           | 
           | * I was highly functional, having learned to conceal my
           | unhappiness from others, and being the one who would make
           | light of bad situations, and rushing to help/comfort others
           | (pretty common, I am no snowflake)
           | 
           | * then in 2014 I reached the bottom of the bottom of the
           | bottom, and then even lower. I "rushed" to therapy but this
           | time something has shifted within me: I KNEW that the
           | therapist would not be the one solving my meta-problem, the
           | therapist would be some sort of coach, guiding me, I would be
           | the one doing all the hard work, long work, big time effort
           | 
           | * I studied the book "Feeling Good" that made me understand
           | what depression is and is not, causes, manifestations etc...
           | also in that book there are some self-therapy tools, mostly a
           | special for of journaling. I did that each and every day, for
           | hours, analyzing everything that happened to me. Fighting my
           | depression became my full-time job, on top of my regular full
           | time job.
           | 
           | * I selected my therapist very carefully, I had a very
           | detailed list of what I was looking for, and while the list
           | was extensive it was feasible (no self sabotage there). I
           | found a therapist that hit all the items on my list except
           | for on (I wanted a man, she happened to be a woman). Didn't
           | matter, she was great.
           | 
           | * The co-pay was stiff, so I took a part-time job in order to
           | pay for my therapy.
           | 
           | * I tried a whole bunch of things, To me everything became
           | therapy. A lot of what I tried didn't work, I moved on to
           | trying something else. I wasted a lot of time and money
           | researching and trying stuff: the time and money wasted is
           | also part of the therapy. To give some insight meditation
           | really didn't do much for me, but other Zen practice did.
           | Weight lifting and fixing my diet did help me a lot.
           | 
           | * I cut off from my life toxic people. Some were "family",
           | some were "friends". Cut them off, best thing.
           | 
           | * Except for my therapist, I didn't talk with anyone about my
           | depression, too much of a burden on the recipient(s), and it
           | can become a self-gratifying self-fulfilling prophecy. I
           | suffered alone and in silence, continuing working my ass off
           | to improve, not a word to anyone. Climb a mountain, tell no
           | one.
           | 
           | * I look at the list of my "friends" and I selected a few, 4
           | or 5 who I believe could "handle" the news that I was in a
           | bad state and I was in therapy for depression. I asked them
           | to have lunch/drinks/dinner with me on a regular basis, and I
           | told that the during these meeting we would NOT talk about me
           | depression/therapy, we would just "hang out", so once a week
           | I would have lunch with one of them, and once a month 3 or 4
           | of us would get together for drinks. We would talk about
           | work, sports, movies, book... 2 of my friends at the end of
           | the dinners would discreetly ask me "how's therapy going?" I
           | would replay "Fine" they would remind me: "If you're every in
           | trouble, call me/us any time of day or night". I thanked them
           | they meant it. I NEVER called, no matter how bad things got.
           | 
           | * I often visited online boards about depression and I would
           | see what other people would talk about, I would see patterns
           | that I knew I had manifested in the past (self-sabotage,
           | validation through suffering, playing the victim...) I was
           | banned by Patient and Me for questioning the validity of
           | therapy if it becomes a place where to just shoot the breeze
           | 
           | * One day I read an article on "Stop being a victim" I
           | believe it was actually here in HN. So I started reading
           | googling "stop being a victim" and "victim no more" and
           | similar, and read all there is out there.. mostly very good
           | stuff.
           | 
           | * More recently I have started to analyze the challenging
           | events in my life from the starting point of view that I am
           | responsible/accountable/at fault for it... it's just a
           | starting point, not a martyrdom, but it helps me NOT to blame
           | the world/other people for happenings in my life (I am always
           | at least partially responsible, at least for not
           | reacting/responding well to life's events)
           | 
           | * other books that have helped me: The Subtle Art of not
           | giving a fuck; Unfuck yourself; The war on Art; How to Keep
           | People from Pushing Your Buttons.
           | 
           | How's that for a wall of text?
        
       | remir wrote:
       | What got me out of depression was studying the mind and realizing
       | that we suffer because we polarize thoughts. We associate
       | emotional tones/value to thoughts and if we believe these
       | thoughts are ours, then they become our inner reality and we keep
       | fueling the mind with more polarized thoughts. A vicious cycle.
       | 
       | Associating emotional energy to thoughts amplify them. It is
       | acting like a generative energy.
       | 
       | Removing all polarization from thoughts cured my depression. Now
       | when something unpleasant happens, I watch for the negative
       | thoughts and simply observe them with detachment. I don't engage
       | in mental scenarios and don't give them energy. Soon, they
       | vanish, unable to take hold.
        
       | stared wrote:
       | > It has been my experience that gifted and talented persons are
       | more likely than those who are less gifted to experience
       | spontaneous existential depression as an outgrowth of their
       | mental and emotional abilities and interactions with others.
       | 
       | I read it a while ago. While my initial reaction was "relatable",
       | later I started getting doubts. Is it that talented people are
       | more prone to depression (e.g. due to social isolation) or that
       | their depression channels into existential/philosophical more
       | often (this sounds even more plausible)? In both cases, I would
       | love to see some numbers.
       | 
       | The only thing I know that might support a link thinker-depressed
       | is this one: "A Wandering Mind Is an Unhappy Mind"
       | (https://science.sciencemag.org/content/330/6006/932, PDF
       | http://www.uvm.edu/pdodds/files/papers/others/everything/kil...,
       | HN thread https://news.ycombinator.com/item?id=16797947)
       | 
       | As a side note, "talented/gifted" is usually considered
       | synonymous with high intelligence. Yet, I bet that it is as
       | strongly correlated with dedication (going to the levels of
       | passion or obsession) and sensitivity. It might happen that it is
       | not IQ that matters in terms of gifted people being depressed.
        
         | joshgree88 wrote:
         | "Persons with heightened overexcitabilities in one or more of
         | the five areas that Dabrowski listed--intellectual, emotional,
         | imaginational, psychomotor, and sensual--perceive reality in a
         | different, more intense, multifaceted manner."
        
         | roenxi wrote:
         | It is plausible, but the casual arrogance in that idea is so
         | thick deserves a second pass. It seems very unlikely that there
         | is a 'gifted' class of people who have better access to
         | depression than the rest of us.
         | 
         | It seems more plausible to me that existential dread strikes at
         | random, and the gifted have a different set of coping
         | strategies that leverage their giftedness. Most people just
         | have to sort of take it because (1) existential dread doesn't
         | imply any specific behaviours and (2) if a body wants to be
         | able to feel existential dread tomorrow while living under a
         | roof it has to keep earning a living.
         | 
         | Besides, life being meaningless doesn't imply anyone has to
         | feel lonely or bad about it. We're all in the same boat and
         | there isn't a reason to feel bad about the inevitable.
        
         | jgilias wrote:
         | I'm pretty sure you're unto something. When I think of the few
         | really, really smart people that I happen to have encountered,
         | they're all pretty laid back people. As in, it's like they've
         | figured out the futility of it all long ago, settled on doing
         | something they find interesting, and then sort of just flow
         | through life.
         | 
         | So it seems more likely that pulling the short straw that makes
         | you smart, but also having a personality type that compels you
         | to do and fix things that would lead to people having issues
         | with accepting that there is no inherent meaning to anything,
         | it's all futile, and we're all gonna die sooner rather than
         | later without having 'achieved' anything really.
        
         | ZephyrBlu wrote:
         | > _As a side note, "talented/gifted" is usually considered
         | synonymous with high intelligence. Yet, I bet that it is as
         | strongly correlated with dedication (going to the levels of
         | passion or obsession) and sensitivity. It might happen that it
         | is not IQ that matters in terms of gifted people being
         | depressed._
         | 
         | I don't think this works. If you look at the
         | strengths/weaknesses chart, there's no way that _just_ passion
         | or obsession matches the strengths or comes with the
         | weaknesses.
         | 
         | Chart:
         | https://dnnlv5ifs.blob.core.windows.net/portals/2/DB/Images/...
        
           | jgilias wrote:
           | I think the parent comment doesn't say that 'giftedness' is
           | just passion, rather that out of the two axis that would make
           | someone gifted (smart, dedicated), it's the second one that
           | carries a higher risk in getting depressed.
        
             | stared wrote:
             | I am not saying it is just "passion". There are even more
             | possibly correlated factors - e.g. ADHD, bipolar, OCD,
             | autism, schizophrenia, etc.
             | 
             | From "The Mad Genius Mystery":
             | https://www.psychologytoday.com/intl/articles/201707/the-
             | mad...:
             | 
             | > The fine line between genius and insanity on the
             | interplay of autistic and psychotic tendencies among some
             | mathematicians: Nash, Godel, Newton and foremost: Alexander
             | Grothendieck.
        
       | howmayiannoyyou wrote:
       | A shortcut to Dabrowski's approach I find useful:
       | 
       |  _What do I stand for?_
       | 
       | A serious and deep dive into the answer to that question tends to
       | reset my thinking in the most positive of ways.
        
       | nefitty wrote:
       | If this article resonates, you might enjoy the film American
       | Pastoral. The protagonist deals with his precocious daughter and
       | her struggle to live her existential and political intuitions.
        
       | lvncelot wrote:
       | Going into this, I'm always wary of the almost romanticised link
       | between depression and giftedness. The 'tortured genius'
       | narrative is not a healthy one to adopt.
        
         | aswegs8 wrote:
         | This is not about narrative. This is about facing our reality
         | and making the best out of it. Seeking truth, not telling
         | stories that suit ourselves in one or another situation.
        
       | rendall wrote:
       | For me and a friend, we'd joke about our existential despair.
       | "What's wrong?" "The Void"
       | 
       | Any philosophy that just asserted that the Universe has meaning
       | was a non-starter, for me. There is nothing that I can see that
       | unambiguously tells me that the Universe ultimately has absolute
       | purpose or meaning. It could, but anyone who tells you they know
       | the fundamental question of _why we are here_ is delusional or a
       | liar. The only overarching framework that could situate me
       | confidently in the world would have to explicitly acknowledge
       | that the Universe could in fact be meaningless.
       | 
       | An English course in college helped me out with this. A lot of
       | the course covered Norse religion and philosophy, which was
       | intensely bleak. Ragnarok, in one version, is the End. There is
       | no rebirth or renewal. The world _will be_ consumed by Fenrir and
       | the chaos wolves, and after, for eternity, the world will be
       | Winter. In that philosophy, this is a fact of life: this future
       | is preordained. Your best outcome is to be invited by the Gods to
       | fight - and lose - in the final battle against the Forces of
       | Chaos and Despair. You 're going down, but the highest honor you
       | can bring yourself and your kin is to go down fighting.
       | 
       | Humans create meaning in the face of an uncaring, indifferent
       | Void. It's our superpower. Human-created meaning is arbitrary,
       | but no less real for that. The fact that Vikings chose to create
       | meaning by slaughtering their unfortunate neighbors is a bit
       | beside the point. That was their interpretation, but it's not the
       | only, nor best one.
       | 
       |  _Hwaet! The Universe might be meaningless_ , these nihilistic
       | Viking ghosts whispered to me, across the centuries. _Live
       | bravely, do not allow yourself to wallow in despair while entropy
       | gathers itself. Make meaning, fight, build, love, stay healthy
       | right in the face of the Uncaring Void. It 's the only thing you
       | can do. Entropy will win. Until then, make it meaningful._
        
         | pmoriarty wrote:
         | _" Any philosophy that just asserted that the Universe has
         | meaning was a non-starter, for me. There is nothing that I can
         | see that unambiguously tells me that the Universe ultimately
         | has absolute purpose or meaning. It could, but anyone who tells
         | you they know the fundamental question of why we are here is
         | delusional or a liar."_
         | 
         | For Victor Frankl the meaning of life is not an answer you find
         | out in the world but a question the world asks of you, and
         | which you answer in the way you live your life.
        
           | tartoran wrote:
           | Whenever I feel a hopeless meaningless in my life, Victor
           | Frankl comes to rescue and I reorient my thoughts on the
           | meaning of life, of our lives. The fact that the universe has
           | no meaning does not imply that life cannot be filled with a
           | meaning and fullfill that.
        
           | saiya-jin wrote:
           | I guess that's about it for the topic, anything else are just
           | speculative farts in the wind.
           | 
           | The problem is, tons of people despair for a guidance. A
           | bulletproof manual so they don't have to face uncertainties
           | that life brings daily, and do hard moral choices. And what
           | you state, no matter how correct or not, is simply not enough
           | for them. It still scares the shit out of them.
           | 
           | Thus, relatively independent formation of various religions
           | that directly or indirectly address this existential question
           | #1 and much more. Its funny how at the end almost all say the
           | same 'be good, don't do evil, and you shall be rewarded'.
           | 
           | I do honestly believe that if a person was 'indoctrinated'
           | into religion in their young age, abandoning it completely in
           | later life is extremely hard and impossible for many (ie due
           | to environment they live in, like cigarettes). I can see it
           | in my circle of friends. It would create hole so big in their
           | core personality that they would fall apart like house of
           | cards when first hardship comes. And eventually they always
           | will.
        
         | Xc43 wrote:
         | Faith: patience with mystery
         | 
         | You and I are not much different.
         | 
         | The difference I chose to believe because I know we humans are
         | story machines. I prefer being part of a story, as co-author
         | than author of my own pointless story. That is all. What allows
         | me to say "Jesus is my Lord and Savior" is my patience, my
         | faith. I do not know more than you. But I like the story that
         | Jesus started and am willing to be part of it at a personal
         | cost. It is better than nothing.
        
           | rendall wrote:
           | I'm afraid I cannot frame this question in a way that does
           | not sound judgmental, and for that I am sincerely sorry.
           | 
           | I'm genuinely curious why you would pick an arbitrary story
           | out of the infinite multitudes and "choose to believe it" as
           | a way to combat existential despair. It would be as if I,
           | gaining some comfort hearing about Ragnarok, "chose to
           | believe" that Odin literally exists and somewhere there is a
           | bifrost bridge I could visit. Can't you like the story and
           | gain value out of it without also believing in its literal
           | truth?
        
             | Xc43 wrote:
             | Choosing to believe is mainly suspending disbelief. Or
             | patience with mystery. Forever. The more patience, the
             | greater faith.
             | 
             | Liking a story is not sufficient to benefit significantly
             | from it. In other words, to have skin in the game makes you
             | gain more. The story you contribute to does not matter
             | until you have faith. When you have faith, in any thing,
             | you enjoy conviction, certainty. Conviction is
             | intrinsically valuable.
             | 
             | What if I had the proof your life is very valuable to
             | Humanity? Would you live differently?...
             | 
             | This is the sort of proof and subsequent gain faith gives.
             | 
             | While, sure you can gain something out of liking a story,
             | but the gain is lesser, the lesser your faith in said
             | story.
             | 
             | I choose Jesus' story because I chose him in the past and
             | so far have been rewarded for my decision. I informed
             | myself about other stories when I was openly atheist, out
             | of curiosity. I did not think I could make a fully informed
             | decision about this so I went with was closest.
             | 
             | Since learning more about it and other stories, I believe,
             | this is the best non disproven story. So I sacrifice myself
             | to it. It is a pro-humanity story. Integrity. Joy. Anti-
             | mimesis (yes, Rene Girard is part of the picture). Those
             | are very tangible gains.
             | 
             | It is not about being the greatest or being obedient. At
             | its core, it is the story self-sacrifice/service for the
             | benefit everyone, yourself included.
             | 
             | There is only one piece of advice I dare give atheists:
             | intentionally have faith in something. See where that leads
             | you. There is only so many stories that rings true to a
             | human being throughout their whole life and that of their
             | progeny, I believe Christianity is one of them if not the
             | only one.
        
               | rendall wrote:
               | > _There is only one piece of advice I dare give
               | atheists: intentionally have faith in something._
               | 
               | I mean that makes sense that you would do that. If you
               | can get an atheist to accept the premise that _faith_ is
               | somehow necessary, then you have validated your own
               | worldview.
               | 
               | To me, _faith_ is not some noble stance in the face of
               | uncertainty. It is a metaphorical shrug in the face of
               | cognitive dissonance. The correct _spiritual_ answer to
               | cognitive dissonance is to bravely resolve it, not prop
               | it up with the crutch that is _faith_. _Of course_
               | philosophies that require its adherents to accept
               | manifest absurdity are going to have a safety valve like
               | _faith_ or _enlightenment_. That 's the only way people
               | could ask a question like "How could God, who is Perfect
               | and Good, allow such Evil to exist?" and go on and on and
               | on without coming to the obvious conclusion embedded in
               | the question itself.
               | 
               | Or _Why the hell are we taking seriously the fevered
               | imaginings of desert goat herders dead these 2000 years?_
               | well, because faith
               | 
               | So, yes, I get why you're asking atheists to have faith.
               | Ask yourself why you need that validation.
        
               | Xc43 wrote:
               | Don't get me wrong, I do not give advice unsolicited.
               | Faithful or not it is just a bad idea. I dare give advice
               | when asked. The end of my last comment could have been
               | better built.
               | 
               | I never stated that faith was necessary, only useful and
               | empowering. It is not a purely religious concept. It is
               | one of those things that cannot be conveyed through
               | words, the same way I cannot convey the color red or
               | wetness without the receiver experiencing it. I imagine
               | color blind people will never get red the way most do.
               | 
               | I would never expect a self-professed atheist to
               | recognize the nobility of religious faith but to at least
               | acknowledge its difficulty, yes. It is difficult. To act
               | with conviction in the face of uncertainty, that is
               | difficult and I claim noble. To start a startup requires
               | faith in yourself, your product, team because no can one
               | guarantee success yet you need certainty to act. Faith is
               | not a purely religious concept.
               | 
               | Faith is recognized by its repercussions. An example of
               | that is that we do take seriously desert shepherds dead
               | 2000 years ago. But, it is not faith alone. It is also
               | about the foundation for that faith. If all are able of
               | faith, I guess the Norse had it. Why is that religion
               | dead though, why did people stop believing?
               | 
               | It is because after 2000 years people worthy of my trust
               | in their intellect think of Jesus that I considered this
               | man named Jesus worthy at least to think about.
        
         | pizza wrote:
         | Is it even meaningful to say that the universe - everything -
         | has an entropy? Isn't it not even meaningful to talk about the
         | entropy of something that is in a non-equilibriated state?
         | People point to experiments about gas particles bouncing off
         | the walls of closed boxes to prove how entropy is always
         | increasing, but it really makes no sense to transfer that to
         | the whole universe.
         | 
         | I have been much more convinced that the universe, starting
         | from a maximally structured configuration, tends to even
         | greater structure, as Julian Barbour wrote about in the Janus
         | Point. Structure emergence, as opposed to catastrophic mixing.
         | My perspective used to be like yours but it has become: the
         | game is only starting.
        
           | rendall wrote:
           | > _Is it even meaningful to say that the universe -
           | everything - has an entropy?_
           | 
           | The overarching approach to possible lack of meaning applies
           | whether the universe increases entropy, sheds it, or
           | maintains static equilibrium forever and ever and ever. It's
           | kind of beside the point, really. Read _entropy_ here as a
           | metaphor for _creeping existential despair_ or _random chaos_
           | , whichever makes more sense to you.
        
           | bengarrr wrote:
           | Entropy IS always increasing. Water is always gonna flow
           | downhill. Its not possible to go from maximally ordered to
           | even more ordered, except in some kind of highly localized
           | phenomena. But it is possible that it can return to that
           | maximally ordered state after it reaches a maximally
           | unordered state. This is the idea Roger Penrose has for the
           | big bang is that it is the state of the universe immediately
           | succeeding the heat death of the universe, at a certain point
           | maximally unordered and maximally ordered can look the same,
           | at least mathematically.
        
             | pizza wrote:
             | I'm not really talking about things that violate energy
             | conservation or statistical mechanics. I'm talking about
             | how the uniformity of the state during the big bang lead to
             | something clumpier. Structure formation. And I still find
             | it suspect to apply the concept of thermodynamical entropy,
             | something defined for isolated systems at thermal
             | equilibrium, primarily, to even make sense at universe-
             | scale.
        
               | bengarrr wrote:
               | Structure is not entropy though unless I am missing what
               | you are saying. The arrangement of macro level objects
               | like a supercluster has less to do with entropy and more
               | to do with dark matter/energy or what ever that stuff is.
               | Also I dont follow the reasoning that this concept of
               | entropy is incorrectly being applied to the universe...
               | energy is energy I have never heard that the
               | thermodynamics only applies to isolated systems in
               | equilibrium.
        
           | alisonkisk wrote:
           | How can there be greater than maximal structure?
        
             | pizza wrote:
             | I might have messed up that wording.. basically as I
             | understand it the universe started out pretty much
             | homogeneous and uniform, minor deviations became magnified
             | into seeding the structure that exists today, and basically
             | some mix of inflation + gravitation will create additional
             | structure forever, as measured by a value called the "shape
             | potential" C = l_rms/l_mhl of a spatial configuration of
             | particles [0]. l_rms is the root-mean-square length of the
             | system and l_mhl is the mean-harmonic-length. He makes this
             | argument that there are many potential geometric
             | configurations that the universe could have started out as
             | but he believes it started from the one that has the
             | maximum shape potential, iirc. [0]
             | https://physics.aps.org/featured-article-
             | pdf/10.1103/PhysRev...
        
         | handrous wrote:
         | > For me and a friend, we'd joke about our existential despair.
         | "What's wrong?" "The Void"
         | 
         | The "vacuum the rug" comic went over well in my social group.
         | 
         | https://imgur.com/d9KdAvH
         | 
         | And so did a certain look into Mister Peanutbutter's inner
         | life, which re-contextualized some things, after seasons of his
         | being a goofy and dopey character (though, very occasionally,
         | and tellingly, _not_ --also, thematic/character spoiler warning
         | for Bojack Horseman, I guess?):
         | 
         | "The universe is a cruel, uncaring void. The key to being happy
         | isn't a search for meaning. It's to just keep yourself busy
         | with unimportant nonsense, and eventually, you'll be dead."
         | 
         | And of course there's Frost's "Maple", which, for me, always
         | comes to mind when "meaning" is the topic:
         | 
         | http://famouspoetsandpoems.com/poets/robert_frost/poems/731
        
         | thrww20210608 wrote:
         | The many Marian apparitions that have been documented, makes me
         | certain that there is meaning to life:
         | 
         | https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Marian_apparition
         | 
         | https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Miracle_of_the_Sun
         | 
         | Feel free to ask me more about Catholicism if this piques your
         | interest!
        
           | thrwwmbkpr wrote:
           | I come from a Protestant background and have always been very
           | interested in reports of possession as a "proof" of a
           | spiritual realm. It can't prove everything (and even the fact
           | of possession can't verifiably be established as far as I've
           | read), but it can present a powerful argument for forces at
           | work beyond our scientific knowledge. Your links got me very
           | interested in Marian apparitions. Are there any other good
           | sources you would recommend?
        
           | costcopizza wrote:
           | What book should I read?
        
           | rendall wrote:
           | Whatever works for you, and I have sincere respect for you
           | Christians (mostly, some are assholes), but at the core, you
           | just have to take a _leap of faith_ in order to accept that
           | philosophy.
           | 
           | I am constitutionally unable to accept a metaphysics that
           | depends on its adherents willfully disregarding anything at
           | all.
        
         | hungrykoala wrote:
         | I think the "Universe/life has no meaning" sentence can mean
         | two completely different things:
         | 
         | 1. It could have a meaning, but there is none. For example food
         | can have taste, but if it has none, we assume there is
         | something wrong with it.
         | 
         | 2. It is not possible for it to have a meaning, because it
         | simply lacks that property. For example: what is the color of
         | running? There is no color, and could never be.
         | 
         | I think "Universe/life has no meaning" falls in the second
         | category, and I have absolutely no problem with that.
        
           | all2 wrote:
           | > There is no color, and could never be.
           | 
           | This illustrates the scope of experience we apply to the
           | world. _I_ have never seen a color of running, but _somoeone_
           | has. Synesthesia is very real and to those who possess it,
           | there is a color of running. There are whole worlds of
           | understanding that we cannot see because we lack the ability
           | to see them.
           | 
           | Some we can learn to see, some we deny because of reason or
           | they have faded in our memories, some we dismiss out of hand
           | because, well, "that can't possibly be true".
           | 
           | All that to say: you might be missing the meaning of life,
           | the universe, everything because you are not equipped to see
           | it.
        
             | naasking wrote:
             | > This illustrates the scope of experience we apply to the
             | world. I have never seen a color of running, but somoeone
             | has. Synesthesia is very real and to those who possess it,
             | there is a color of running.
             | 
             | Subjective properties are not objective properties.
             | Synesthetes perceive subjective interpretations of
             | objective properties. The perceptual distortions enabled by
             | psychedelics are also not reflecting objective properties
             | of the world, but subjective properties related to the
             | information processing in your brain.
        
               | all2 wrote:
               | You're sidestepping the metaphor.
               | 
               | The point is that you and I may not be mentally equipped
               | to observe reality in a way that shows underlying
               | purpose.
               | 
               | There's the assumption that the _thing_ yields its
               | purpose when inspected.
               | 
               | Consider a screw driver. If you and I see it but lack the
               | knowledge of context into which it was created (driving
               | screws) we would say it is obviouslymechanical, obviously
               | designed and manufactured. A screw driver (or other
               | mechanical apparati) don'thappen by accident. But no
               | amount of inspection, theorizing, or philosophical
               | discourse would yield its purpose or its use cases to us.
               | 
               | We assume, by looking at the universe, that it (the
               | thing) will yield to us purpose or reason for being. We
               | can't get that information about the universe from the
               | universe. We need to step back and consider "where did
               | the universe come from". The context of origin may yield
               | the purpose of the thing.
        
               | pmoriarty wrote:
               | _" We assume, by looking at the universe, that it (the
               | thing) will yield to us purpose or reason for being. We
               | can't get that information about the universe from the
               | universe."_
               | 
               | Unless you can ask the universe about the universe, which
               | some people think they can.
               | 
               | Even if they're right, though, I'd argue that you could
               | never know if you got the truth from the universe, if it
               | was lying, or if you were just deluded.
               | 
               | People can find meanings in all sorts of things and in
               | all sorts of ways. Doesn't mean they're right.
        
               | all2 wrote:
               | > People can find meanings in all sorts of things and in
               | all sorts of ways.
               | 
               | I've been grappling with this recently. Specifically the
               | question of "What amounts to fantasy and superstition and
               | what reflects reality?" Pyschedelics is a rabbit-trail
               | followed from here, as well as the idea that "nothing is
               | actually real, this is just a simulation". And following
               | those is the idea "reality is what you make it" and "you
               | are God". But those conclusions run up against things
               | that we cannot change like death and taxes (the taxes
               | part is a joke, but only kind of). We're left with a
               | dissonance of "all is illusion" vs "there exist things
               | that we cannot change and things that are consistent
               | outside of ourselves".
               | 
               | If we were in a dream-state and there was not actual
               | object permanence then I'd agree with the conclusions of
               | the religious pyschedelics crowd, as well as the all-is-
               | illusion crowd. (Except there's some math from quantum
               | physics that shows things don't exist unless you look at
               | them...[0] or something like that. Conversations like
               | this make me wish I took more comprehensive notes.) So I
               | guess it _is_ all an illusion until we touch it. :D That
               | reminds me of the early graphical rendering method
               | "culling" where if something isn't in the rendered field-
               | of-view (FOV) then it doesn't get passed through the
               | graphical pipeline.
               | 
               | How this informs the quest to extract meaning from the
               | universe, I don't know.
               | 
               | This is a bit of a rabbit trail by itself. I do wonder at
               | the fabric of existence from time-to-time, but I don't
               | wonder at the purpose of it all -- religious convictions
               | being what they are to me.
               | 
               | [0] https://www.sciencealert.com/reality-doesn-t-exist-
               | until-we-...
               | 
               | [edit for spelling]
        
               | pmoriarty wrote:
               | _" What amounts to fantasy and superstition and what
               | reflects reality?"_
               | 
               | I don't see how we can ever really know. We only ever
               | have access to our own experience. How could we ever find
               | out what the world is really like beyond our own
               | "subjective" experience?
               | 
               |  _" Pyschedelics is a rabbit-trail followed from here, as
               | well as the idea that "nothing is actually real, this is
               | just a simulation". And following those is the idea
               | "reality is what you make it" and "you are God". But
               | those conclusions run up against things that we cannot
               | change like death and taxes (the taxes part is a joke,
               | but only kind of)."_
               | 
               | Who's the "we" that can't change that?
               | 
               | Some believe that our "true self" is the universe itself
               | or god, and we are just deluded in to thinking we're
               | separate individuals. In that view death is illusory as
               | the universe or god don't die, and taxes and everything
               | else about the world is created by the universe or god
               | (ie. by your "true self").
               | 
               | There are many other views too, even if you reject
               | yourself being god or the universe, that consider
               | everything in the world (including death and taxes) as
               | illusory. Many mystics, for instance, considered the
               | material world to be illusory and the heavenly world or
               | the world of god (or of "ultimate reality") to be real.
               | 
               |  _" We're left with a dissonance of "all is illusion" vs
               | "there exist things that we cannot change and things that
               | are consistent outside of ourselves"._
               | 
               | Do we really need to be able to control the world for it
               | to be an illusion?
               | 
               | If we're, say, brains in vats, then we might just be fed
               | our illusory experience and be unable to change it.
               | 
               |  _" If we were in a dream-state and there was not actual
               | object permanence then I'd agree with the conclusions of
               | the religious pyschedelics crowd, as well as the all-is-
               | illusion crowd."_
               | 
               | I don't see why you'd need any kind of object permanence
               | either for the world to be an illusion.
               | 
               | Also, one's belief that there's object permanence could
               | itself be yet another illusion.
        
               | rendall wrote:
               | Descartes' _I think therefore I am_ has become a cliche,
               | but it is profound. I can chuck any questioning about
               | whether I actually exist or not. How do I know that I
               | exist? Well, because I am thinking.
               | 
               | It's at this point all I (we?) can know with probability
               | 1, metaphysically speaking. We _could_ just be a brain in
               | a box, stimulated to believe we are alive in this world.
               | But at core, we (or at least I) do exist, brain-in-a-box
               | status notwithstanding
               | 
               | As for the rest, well, act _as if_ it 's all real and
               | things will go better for you.
        
               | naasking wrote:
               | > Descartes' I think therefore I am has become a cliche,
               | but it is profound. I can chuck any questioning about
               | whether I actually exist or not. How do I know that I
               | exist? Well, because I am thinking.
               | 
               | This is a common mistake. Cogito ergo sum actually
               | assumes the conclusion by asserting the existence of "I"
               | while asserting that "I" exists.
               | 
               | The fallacy-free version is "this is a thought, therefore
               | thoughts exist". Still profound, but it does not prove as
               | much as you think.
        
               | naasking wrote:
               | If you only intended to metaphorically claim that running
               | may have a colour as some kind of thought experiment,
               | then that wasn't apparent from your description. You
               | literally said that synesthetes experience "worlds of
               | understanding" to which we don't have access, thus
               | implying that they are perceiving something _real_. That
               | just isn 't true.
               | 
               | As for the metaphor itself, "side-stepping" it simply
               | shows that there is no known or valid analogue to what
               | you're trying to describe, which should raise skepticism
               | as to its validity. You're basically asserting Russell's
               | teapot.
               | 
               | Either what you're describing can be materially observed,
               | or it cannot. If it can be observed, then it will be
               | discovered by empirical means. If it cannot, then there
               | is no reason to posit its existence and it can be
               | dispensed with.
        
           | dsego wrote:
           | It could be something intangible, an emergent property, you
           | know it when you find it sort of thing.
        
         | stared wrote:
         | > Human-created meaning
         | 
         | Could you give an example for "meaning" which is not "human-
         | created"?
         | 
         | A human (and possibly other animals') instinct to create
         | meaning might be not different from a spider's instinct to make
         | a web. "Meaning" looks like an evolution-selected motivation
         | tool for long-term goals.
         | 
         | If it is true, it is an ill-motivated question whether there is
         | some universal meaning. The same as if there is an objective
         | cobweb.
         | 
         | Still - yes, it might be sad for us that "meaning" does not
         | extrapolate beyond our human psychology.
        
           | NL807 wrote:
           | > Could you give an example for "meaning" which is not
           | "human-created"?
           | 
           | There is none, and that is the point. "Human-created" is just
           | an emphasis that meaning is a fabricated construct by the
           | human mind.
        
             | rendall wrote:
             | You got it
        
           | rendall wrote:
           | > _" If it is true, it is an ill-motivated question whether
           | there is some universal meaning. The same as if there is an
           | objective cobweb."_
           | 
           | Perhaps. And yet, the only easily accessible answers to the
           | question _why am I here_ are  "I know why, and if you attend
           | my seminar I can tell you more about it"
           | 
           | It's also not a helpful answer. Imagine: _Dad, why are we
           | here?_ _Son, that is a ill-motivated question. Might as well
           | ask if the is an objective cobweb. Now take the garbage out_
        
           | svcrunch wrote:
           | > Could you give an example for "meaning" which is not
           | "human-created"?
           | 
           | Without providing a more objective definition of "meaning",
           | this question seems circular.
           | 
           | Hypothetically, if someone gave you the example you seek, I
           | see two possible responses:                 1. You see the
           | "meaning". You'll then say that it implies the meaning is
           | "human-created" (since it was *you* who found it meaningful).
           | 2. You do not see meaning in it, so you remain unswayed.
           | 
           | Neither outcome would cause you to change your position,
           | which implies your position is actually just a definition.
           | 
           | If you argue that meaning is inherently subjective, then
           | there is no point in asking for meaning which is not "human-
           | created".
           | 
           | I will make a proposal for an objective definition of
           | meaningful: something is meaningful if it is non-random, in
           | the sense defined by Kolmogorov, i.e., it is compressible.
           | 
           | Using this definition, there is meaning all around us, very
           | little of it human-created. Statistical reasoning, which
           | drives the scientific endeavor, is among our most powerful
           | tools for discovering this meaning.
           | 
           | The question really is: where does all this meaning point?
           | 
           | Unfortunately, even our best statistical methods fail badly
           | in answering such questions. A concrete and convincing
           | example is presented here:
           | 
           | Could a Neuroscientist Understand a Microprocessor?
           | (https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC5230747/)
        
         | wpietri wrote:
         | Yeah, I think one of the issues people have with lack of
         | intrinsic meaning is that they experience it as a loss.
         | 
         | My parents weren't religious, so I grew up an atheist. I never
         | believed that there was intrinsic meaning, intrinsic purpose.
         | That was intimidating in my youth, as I was learning about the
         | vast scale of the universe. Now it seems great. The universe is
         | a blank canvas: we can create meaning for ourselves.
         | 
         | One related thing I especially love is the art documentary
         | "Rivers and Tides", about the work of Andy Goldsworthy. It does
         | a great job of conveying beauty and meaning even when it is
         | transitory. Especially when it is transitory. It's only when
         | give up the belief in vast, universal meaning, that meanings we
         | create for ourselves and one another can be seen in their
         | proper scale.
        
           | rendall wrote:
           | > _Yeah, I think one of the issues people have with lack of
           | intrinsic meaning is that they experience it as a loss._
           | 
           | This is kind of a clueless, dismissive response. If
           | existential despair has not touched you, how marvelous for
           | you. It passes _most people_ by. I would not read that
           | article and then smugly congratulate myself on this. Your
           | self-satisfaction at being raised correctly is no different
           | from someone being just fine with the answers they received
           | in their Orthodox upbringing.
           | 
           | I grew up in a secular, non-religious household as well.
           | There was no crisis of faith for me. There were simply _no
           | good answers_ and a lot of bullshit answers. Even pure
           | empirical explanations are useless as to the _why_.
           | 
           | The article discusses why some people wrestle with
           | existential questions like _why are we here_ , _what is the
           | purpose of existence_ from a young age to the point of
           | depression. There is nothing there about people being
           | particularly religious, or having disappointed expectations.
        
         | rubicon33 wrote:
         | Thank you for sharing this! I've wrestled with existential
         | questions my whole life. This is one of the best explanations
         | for our existence that I've seen. Simple, and meaningful. I
         | also love that this explanation also gives you a framework to
         | live by. Meaning and purpose are arbitrary, but that's really
         | the value in them. You choose to make your life valuable. Would
         | you really want it any other way?
        
           | rendall wrote:
           | So glad it helped!
           | 
           | Before that course, existential despair was nearly constant,
           | from 10 years old through my 20s, and for much the same
           | reasons for me as for the article writer. _What is this
           | world, where adults talk about high-minded principles but
           | then act reprehensibly in the shadows? What are principles
           | even for, then? Why are we here? Why am I here? Anyone?_
        
         | johnchristopher wrote:
         | > Hwaet! The Universe might be meaningless, these nihilistic
         | Viking ghosts whispered to me, across the centuries. Live
         | bravely, do not allow yourself to wallow in despair while
         | entropy gathers itself. Make meaning, fight, build, love, stay
         | healthy right in the face of the Uncaring Void. It's the only
         | thing you can do. Entropy will win. Until then, make it
         | meaningful.
         | 
         | Those vikings are more existentialist than nihilistic to me ^^.
        
           | rendall wrote:
           | Their answer to existential questions was to throw their
           | lives away slaughtering each other and innocents in battle,
           | so they could drink mead in Valhalla until the Final Battle.
           | The question is Existential. Their answer was nihilist.
        
             | johnchristopher wrote:
             | Agree to disagree ?
             | 
             | > The fact that Vikings chose to create meaning by
             | slaughtering their unfortunate neighbors is a bit beside
             | the point.
             | 
             | Nihilism is specifically about the idea that there is no
             | meaning and no will to create some.
             | 
             | Creating meaning, seeking it, is the inverse of a nihilist
             | answer.
             | 
             | If Vikings were nihilists they would have engaged in a
             | multitude of different activities without justifications
             | rather than creating meaning by all fighting anyway. This
             | fighting they do, despite the fact it won't change anything
             | is an existentialist trait and an existentialist answer.
             | I'd concede it's close to a philosophical suicide.
             | 
             | I am not fluent enough in English and I remember not much
             | from philo 101 so allow me to quote wikipedia:
             | 
             | A pervasive theme in existentialist philosophy, however, is
             | to persist through encounters with the absurd, as seen in
             | Camus' The Myth of Sisyphus ("One must imagine Sisyphus
             | happy")
        
         | NL807 wrote:
         | I think I'm cool with that. There is no meaning to any of this
         | chaos, but I make an effort to make my life feel meaningful,
         | and that's all that matters. Like clay, on its own has no
         | purpose, but you can fashion it into bricks and build something
         | with it.
        
           | bitexploder wrote:
           | Though we know of the universe and it's vastness, now, the
           | thing that keeps me grounded is that we exist in a framework.
           | The framework of the planet, of our evolution, of our exact
           | position in space and time, etc. it all surrounds us. It is a
           | great cosmic accident, or triumph if you want to be glass
           | half full, that we exist. It seems a shame to not fully
           | explore this framework of ours and understand as much as we
           | can. I know I am just making up my own meaning, but I like to
           | juxtapose the realness of discovery, knowledge, the human
           | experience with the vastness of the cosmos. We are
           | infinitesimal blips in the cosmos, yet for us it is
           | everything. I think deep inside of me is an insatiable
           | curiosity about everything and that drives me and keeps the
           | existential crisis at bay because... there isn't really one.
           | It's just us here on earth and we are enough. This isn't a
           | rigorous philosophical statement or way of approaching the
           | world, but it works for me. (I have read a lot of philosophy
           | and even dabbled in formal philosophy to try and make sense
           | of everything, but I keep pulling up to simpler concepts to
           | rationalize it all)
        
           | all2 wrote:
           | Chaos is an interesting word to use. Underneath all the chaos
           | is so much order. Dare I say the universe is mechanistic in
           | its working. The earth orbits in an orderly fashion, set at a
           | distance from the sun that is just right to sustain life. The
           | moon makes its transit, and with us all the planets here move
           | in their own ordered fashion.
           | 
           | Or I suppose we could go smaller. Your body moves and goes,
           | replicating one of the most complex forms of machine code
           | known to man. That replication is paired with voltage
           | gradients across groups of cells that determine macro
           | organization of cellular structures.. The human body is self
           | replicating, self correcting, and even keeps itself clean.
           | 
           | You see chaos, I see order (and I admit the order is becoming
           | more chaotic). But that you recognize the chaos gives light
           | to the fact that you desire order. And there is order to be
           | seen if you look for it.
        
             | rendall wrote:
             | I'm starting to see that _chaos_ and _entropy_ are
             | metaphors that we who have experienced existential despair
             | are using to describe _something else_ that may not be
             | clear to those who have not. Not sure, but people keep
             | getting distracted by those terms, but it seems to be
             | missing the point.
             | 
             | Upstream post may well have said _there is no meaning to
             | all this order_. Paying attention to the underlying order
             | doesn 't address the _lack of meaning_ which is the
             | essential part of the statement. _There is no meaning to
             | all this... *gestures vaguely around*_ might get at it
             | better
        
         | SkyMarshal wrote:
         | What you've described is pretty close to Optimistic Nihilism,
         | eg "The universe has no intrinsic meaning, so I'll make my
         | own."
         | 
         | https://duckduckgo.com/?q=optimistic%20nihilism
        
           | rendall wrote:
           | Thanks. I'd love to know more about it
        
         | bengarrr wrote:
         | I was thinking about this the other day actually and I believe
         | consciousness serves a higher purpose. If you think about it
         | without any consciousness in the universe, nothing would ever
         | be observed. Without consciousness the universe would just be
         | an empty library, full of history and knowledge but with nobody
         | there to read the books (assuming we are the only conscious
         | life form in the universe). And that's fine I guess, the
         | universe obviously could care less if we read its biography,
         | but at the same time I think about how lucky it is that there
         | is a biography to read at all. We could have been conscious
         | beings in a universe that is truly chaotic and could never be
         | made sense of but here we are in this nice one. That is able to
         | be quantified and one that can be appreciated. One filled with
         | unimaginable beauty and mystery to appreciate. Even if we have
         | no tangible purpose, we still have the ability to observe and
         | in a limited sense manipulate the universe around us and I
         | think that is a highly overlooked facet of what makes being a
         | human not completely unbearable. To me the meaning of life is
         | to just simply to be. Butterfly affect applies here, just
         | simply existing can have an unknowable cascade of effects that
         | ultimately shape the story of the universe. My version is a
         | little different: Entropy will always win. Until then, just
         | exist and enjoy.
        
           | rendall wrote:
           | Perhaps. Personally, I don't find these notions comforting.
           | It _could_ be that our consciousness serves a higher purpose
           | of some sort, or it could be it is but sweet delicious nectar
           | for hungry entities, and we are but fodder.
           | 
           | My philosophy must allow for either and neither.
        
         | ajb wrote:
         | "One of the most potent elements in that fusion is the Northern
         | courage: the theory of courage, which is the great contribution
         | of early Northern literature. This is not a military judgement.
         | I am not asserting that, if the Trojans could have employed a
         | Northern king and his companions, they would have driven
         | Agamemnon and Achilles into the sea, more decisively than the
         | Greek hexameter routs the alliterative line--though it is not
         | improbable. I refer rather to the central position the creed of
         | unyielding will holds in the North. With due reserve we may
         | turn to the tradition of pagan imagination as it survived in
         | Icelandic. Of English pre-Christian mythology we know
         | practically nothing. But the fundamentally similar heroic
         | temper of ancient England and Scandinavia cannot have been
         | founded on (or perhaps rather, cannot have generated)
         | mythologies divergent on this essential point. 'The Northern
         | Gods', Ker said, 'have an exultant extravagance in their
         | warfare which makes them more like Titans than Olympians; only
         | they are on the right side, though it is not the side that
         | wins. The winning side is Chaos and Unreason'--mythologically,
         | the monsters--'but the gods, who are defeated, think that
         | defeat no refutation.' And in their war men are their chosen
         | allies, able when heroic to share in this 'absolute resistance,
         | perfect because without hope'. "
         | 
         | -- Tolkien, "The Monsters and the Critics"
        
         | acituan wrote:
         | > Any philosophy that just asserted that the Universe has
         | meaning was a non-starter, for me.
         | 
         | > Humans create meaning in the face of an uncaring, indifferent
         | Void.
         | 
         | I hope you realize that your assertion, which asserts a
         | _complete lack_ of meaning, is just as strong as the
         | philosophies that assert meaning. To me, both are non-starters.
         | 
         | To make progress one has to question the framing of the
         | problem, which is actually what most of the continental
         | philosophy enlightenment onwards was about.
         | 
         | Maybe meaning already requires _consciousness_ that looks out
         | at the world, so it would be a contradiction to claim the
         | _things in themselves_ has meaning. (subjective)
         | 
         | Or maybe there is meaning in things themselves, but there is an
         | _intelligibility_ problem and we can 't have a sufficiently
         | comprehensive representation of it internally. (objective).
         | Think it as the model file not fitting a single machine.
         | 
         | Or maybe meaning is a _process_ that requires both the
         | conscious looker _and_ a meaning in things themselves, and is
         | dynamically loaded. (neither subjective nor objective). It can
         | still be constrained by cognitive capacity or intelligibility,
         | but maybe we 're doing a pretty good job at it nonetheless
         | because we are able to conform to _reality_ in an adaptive
         | manner, and survive better than any other species with our
         | modeling. Also we have been coming up with technologies to beef
         | us up on the intelligibility and capacity fronts; like
         | invention of literacy!
         | 
         | So maybe existential depression is a mere stuckness in a local
         | minima of this _meaning making_ process between the conscious
         | looker and objective reality, in no small part thanks to our
         | current philosophical and other institutions really sucking at
         | training us on the dynamic loading process. Nor we have the
         | supporting education to leverage the collective intelligence of
         | the _best of the humanity_ (remember, we 've invented literacy,
         | but what is the use if we don't read the most important stuff
         | on this matter?). Without these constraints addressed, "there
         | is definitely no meaning" sounds to me like giving up on
         | looking for one's keys because they are tired and don't feel
         | like they have made any progress. I am not saying there are
         | definitely keys either, but it is a worthy endeavor to try
         | getting better at looking for it at least.
        
           | AnimalMuppet wrote:
           | > So maybe existential depression is a mere stuckness in a
           | local minima of this meaning making process between the
           | conscious looker and objective reality, in no small part
           | thanks to our current philosophical and other institutions
           | really sucking at training us on the dynamic loading process.
           | 
           | There are multiple philosophical schools in operation, and
           | they each want to unload what the others have dynamically
           | loaded.
        
         | alfor wrote:
         | There might not be meaning to the universe, but there is
         | meaning in the human enterprise.
         | 
         | We went from animals, to highly effective and conscious of
         | ourselves and the universe. The human developpement keep
         | pushing forward.
         | 
         | I think that the main cause of meaninglessness is our rejection
         | of our own culture ( mostly Christian). There is good reason to
         | reject them as the bearded magician in the sky seem stupid to a
         | modern science minded person, however if you look at those
         | stories at a second degree there is a lot of parts that make
         | sense.
         | 
         | Theses stories were the bedrock of our civilisation and the
         | spine of our consciousness. We need to update theses stories
         | with what we now know instead of throwing them out because
         | science make them look outdated.
         | 
         | Take a look at Jordan Peterson biblical series, it explain in
         | evolutionary terms how we invented theses stories, what they
         | mean, what we can learn from them.
         | 
         | https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=f-wWBGo6a2w
        
           | rendall wrote:
           | Not sure why you're getting downvoted, but I do appreciate
           | your response.
           | 
           | Sure, as metaphors and origin stories and cultural
           | touchstones, they're worth knowing more about. But thinking
           | these tales as literal truth is... not helpful to address
           | existential angst. Not to someone like me, anyway. Not one
           | among those stories explicitly says "Yes, the Universe might
           | indeed have no meaning. That observation is valid, rational
           | and sane. Given that, here's how to handle it..." They are
           | all, to the last, _have faith, my child, accept this {patent
           | absurdity}, and that will save you from {other patent
           | absurdity}_
           | 
           | I'm not really convinced of the Jungian framework, but I do
           | get a kick out of it. It's a hell of a lot of fun.
        
             | alfor wrote:
             | I think that everything Christian or from Peterson get
             | downvoted in this left leaning place, they are seen as
             | backward or even evil.
             | 
             | Theses stories made me realize that we are part of
             | millennia of human understanding evolution. To me there is
             | sometime a deeper meaning at a second level but I have to
             | get past a first reaction of disdain that i got from all
             | things Christian. We are more open to other culture
             | religions as we don't know their flaws as well.
             | 
             | Jung is still opaque to me.
        
               | rendall wrote:
               | Peterson is a Jungian, which is why I brought it up.
               | Check out _Memories, Dreams, Reflections_ by Carl Gustav
               | Jung himself, for a fun accessible entree. Basically, the
               | theory is that humans are deeply wired to use stories to
               | understand the world, and some stories are even embedded
               | in our subconscious.
        
         | brundolf wrote:
         | To add to this: I grew up with religion and eventually broke
         | away from it. I went on this hyper-realist streak, looking to
         | break down life and reality into its most fundamental parts. I
         | assumed this would include true meaning. It didn't.
         | 
         | What I found is that meaning is like a delicate ecosystem, and
         | I was strip-mining. I thought I was breaking reality down into
         | its most fundamental pieces, harvesting them and learning the
         | truest truth, but it turned out there were important things
         | that couldn't survive the process, and I was destroying them.
         | 
         | It was only by allowing myself suspension of disbelief and
         | embracing the meaning I already knew inside of me that I was
         | able to pull myself out of nihilism and find happiness again.
         | Meaning was there; I simply had to stop getting in its way. It
         | may not have any physical or metaphysical reality, but it has a
         | reality in the human spirit, and that's really all it needs to
         | be. The proper response to "But meaning is just a fragile idea
         | that lives only in our minds!" is "Yes! And that's why it is so
         | precious and so important to guard carefully!"
         | 
         | We must tend to our gardens, not grind them down for their
         | components
         | 
         | Epilogue: I didn't return to religion, though I did come to
         | appreciate how many things religion got right via millennia of
         | accumulated human experience. And a nice thing about knowing
         | that meaning doesn't come from metaphysics is you don't have to
         | subscribe to any one doctrine; you can internalize the pieces
         | that seem true and set aside the pieces that you believe are
         | wrong, morally or logically.
        
           | physicles wrote:
           | I had a very similar journey. Even after 10 years I sometimes
           | still slip into existential despair, and the remedy is, as
           | you said, a bit subtle: don't outright ignore it, but also
           | don't attack it directly. No matter how hard you stare into
           | the void, you will never see anything but darkness.
           | 
           | It's a bit like happiness: if you pursue happiness directly,
           | you will surely fail. Instead, pursue worthy goals and care
           | for others, and happiness will take care of itself.
           | 
           | I also learned that, as you wrote, we can lean on human
           | biology. If one asks, "Why should I wish to strive to make
           | progress in life and keep living?" the a suitable answer is
           | simply "Because I'm human and that's how I'm wired."
        
             | brundolf wrote:
             | I look at it a bit more like Tinker Bell: meaning may only
             | exist while you believe in it, but that doesn't make it not
             | real. When you believe in it without picking it apart, it's
             | as real as can be. So let yourself.
             | 
             | As a musician I like once put it, careless realism costs
             | souls
        
           | SMAAART wrote:
           | > Meaning was there; I simply had to stop getting in its way.
           | 
           | You just described the Hero's Journey (Monomyth). The end of
           | the journey is nothing more than the return to the starting
           | point, the world has not changed, the Hero is the one that
           | has changed.
           | 
           | Many people do know this, understand this, and see (their)
           | life as a Journey; what people miss is that not everyone is a
           | Hero.
           | 
           | Welcome home.
        
       | nathias wrote:
       | This type of depressive nihilism is just a reaction to the
       | destruction of values, after that you can progress towards an
       | optimistic nihilism, building your values on truth instead of
       | lies.
        
         | throwawaynumber wrote:
         | trying to build my values on truth makes it impossible for me
         | to reconcile any such built values with things like liberalism,
         | equality, egalitarianism, religious beliefs of any kind, etc.
         | Basically pick all the dearly adhered to values of the "left"
         | and "right" in the English speaking west and tear them up and
         | toss them into furnace.
         | 
         | It not a pleasant experience, especially in the culture war
         | riven excessively online world of today, where it makes, to me,
         | everyone who is left wing, right wing, Nazi, anarchist,
         | liberal, egalitarian, Christian, Muslim, Hindu, [religious not
         | ethnic] Jew, leftist, centrists, libertarian, classical
         | liberal, conservative, BLM activists et al, proud boys et al,
         | etc all existential foes on the grounds of fundamental moral
         | truths.
         | 
         | Not a troll post.
        
           | nathias wrote:
           | I can reconcile parts of universalist rationalist values but
           | not their type of spiritualist justifications, but of course
           | trying to avoid ideology will make you opposed to ideologies
           | ...
        
         | loopz wrote:
         | Makes me ponder what corporate values are.
        
           | coldtea wrote:
           | Money and hypocrisy.
        
           | texaslonghorn2 wrote:
           | perhaps the corporate religion worships and values wealth.
           | similar to the Ferengi in Star Trek.
        
           | pizza wrote:
           | optimistic nihilism
        
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