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       Ask HN: Feeling guilty for doing the bare minimum at work
        
       For as long as I've been working professionally, I have been
       slacking around a lot of the time, reading blog posts, HN, often
       even reading (tech, biz-related) books and just doing the bare
       minimum for appearances sake but no one seems to notice. In the
       office I book a booth to work in to have some peace & quiet and
       have a couple of code commits prepared to not arouse suspicion. In
       companies with perf reviews I get some useful feedback here and
       there but most of the time it's positive, people love to work with
       me, I do get stuff done if I have to, but as soon as I can get away
       with doing close to nothing, I'll take the chance. I don't think
       I'm blocking other teams and I don't think I'm preventing my own
       team from having accomplishments and often people refer to me as
       being either partially or mostly responsible for shipping something
       because I manage to have a clear mind and focus when things get
       close to a deadline.  If I am motivated and the
       task/project/product is fun I throw myself into it but that isn't
       sustainable. I've read a few of these posts from people at FAANG
       doing almost the same so I don't really feel bad about it. I'm just
       wondering how wide-spread this is. One of my theories for this
       behavior is that this is related to 40+ hour work weeks. I think
       I'd be able to get my devopsy work done in ~3 hours/day if I manage
       my time well and schedule most meetings on Mondays.
        
       Author : awaythrown1
       Score  : 335 points
       Date   : 2021-06-22 16:08 UTC (6 hours ago)
        
       | akiselev wrote:
       | You're probably in a state with "at will" employment so there's
       | nothing stopping your employer from firing you for any reason
       | short of discrimination or retaliation. If they haven't fired you
       | or even so much as given you a warning, then you are clearly
       | satisfying your end of the agreement, by definition. (You don't
       | even have the insight to make this determination, so you have to
       | go by their actions)
       | 
       | That five hours a day of paid time off is the profit you earn for
       | doing a good job. It is up to you to efficiently reallocate those
       | resources as demanded by _CAPITALISM_ because the company is
       | unable to.
        
       | tekkk wrote:
       | I have noticed that biggest inhibitor to my work is having to
       | deal with other people's bullshit. If my manager doesn't really
       | listen or isn't interested (or just fakes an interest) in making
       | things well I kinda my lose motivation too to bring my best. Just
       | being a monkey to churn-out half-assed code is what I hate the
       | most and deteriorate my productivity too.
       | 
       | I can really pump out code with my own projects but doing the
       | same to finish a bunch of nameless JIRA tickets isn't really the
       | same. What do I get for providing some corporation more value? A
       | pat on the shoulder? Hah.
        
       | dave_sid wrote:
       | You have my dream job
        
       | temporama1 wrote:
       | Any tips on how to change the timestamp on your Git commits? That
       | way you could get your work done on a Monday and spread the
       | commits out throughout the week. I've looked at this before but
       | there are two timestamps on each commit (can't remember now what
       | each of them denotes) and I could only change one of them.
        
       | throwwwawy123 wrote:
       | You sound exactly like me. I've mostly just accepted the fact
       | that this is the best way for me to work. I can buckle down and
       | grind out a full day of work some days but not for many days in a
       | row.
       | 
       | I've come to the conclusion that I am usually as productive/more
       | productive than those around me and I tend to think it is
       | _because_ of the way I work rather than in spite of it. When I do
       | sit and do some work I am less stressed and can use a couple
       | hours of motivation to knock out a days work in 2-3 hours usually
       | in the morning. The rest of the day might be
       | meetings/exercise/reading/social media/youtube and perhaps an
       | additional 30-60min of work.
       | 
       | Ultimately I've found that the reason not to "slack" so much is
       | less because I am not productive enough and more because when
       | slacking I often lean on high dopamine activites like social
       | media/youtube etc. that ultimately make me less happy than being
       | with friends/going for a walk/learning something new.
       | 
       | I will also say I have done the "grind" for months at a time and
       | looking back I know that I would have gotten the same amount of
       | real work done at my current pace. The issue is the added stress
       | makes it harder for me to think, I often end up working on the
       | wrong problem as I am trying to move too quickly, and having too
       | many pending tasks makes it harder to make decisions/prioritize.
       | 
       | I've also worked with those that grind and I've noticed they
       | don't always work on high priority tasks. Often they are too
       | focused on grinding they might not be able to step back and
       | realize they could use their time better.
        
       | 71a54xd wrote:
       | I was and sort of still continue to be a mental wreck because of
       | isolation / life stuff that changed because of covid. We were all
       | locked in a room for basically a year, let's all just think about
       | that for a second.
       | 
       | Yes, I currently for the lack of a better definition coast at my
       | job. I work maybe 20hrs a week and get paid the full degree,
       | increased hours a bit to still get a raise after my last review.
       | 
       | This is okay to heal and get back to normal, but will undoubtably
       | stagnate your motivation, mental health and career advancement
       | long-term.
       | 
       | I'm probably going to leave this current job (since perception of
       | my velocity is now set in stone) take a 2-3 weeks off and then
       | start interviewing for a job with better pay.
       | 
       | The way I see it, I'm just gaming the system to maximize my
       | efficiency with a large bias for recovering my mental health.
       | This is why companies are scared of work from home long term ;)
        
       | lioeters wrote:
       | Slack is our natural born right.
       | 
       | ---
       | 
       | > Church members seek to acquire Slack and believe it will allow
       | them the free, comfortable life (without hard work or
       | responsibility) they claim as an entitlement.
       | 
       | > Sex and the avoidance of work are taught as two key ways to
       | gain Slack.
       | 
       | > Davidoff believes that Slack is "the ability to effortlessly
       | achieve your goals". Cusack states that the Church's description
       | of Slack as ineffable recalls the way that Tao is described, and
       | Kirby calls Slack a "unique magical system".
       | 
       | https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Church_of_the_SubGenius#Conspi...
       | 
       | ---
       | 
       | > Unlike those Christians and their tirades about Original Sin,
       | The Church teaches us that all of us, humans and SubGenii alike,
       | are born with Original Slack. As part of their mission to
       | suppress and subjugate the SubGenii, The Conspiracy starts
       | stealing your Slack from the day you are born.
       | 
       | https://subgenius.fandom.com/wiki/Slack
        
       | LouisSayers wrote:
       | I'm guessing it's a spectrum in terms of "slacking off" at work.
       | Like yourself I'm quite productive with my work and feel like I
       | can accomplish the same amount in 30 minutes as some others can
       | in a single day.
       | 
       | This gives me wiggle room, working from home I'll take a longer
       | break at lunch, going for a walk after eating and I like to read
       | up on tech news etc as well.
       | 
       | I wouldn't say I do the bare minimum, but I also have a strong
       | sense of not letting people down.
       | 
       | That being said I'm quitting my job as I'm not super motivated by
       | the work and have a side project that I get joy out of every time
       | I touch it.
       | 
       | One thing to think about in terms of slacking off is what you're
       | getting besides money in terms of the work you're doing. I
       | suspect that if you aren't getting much personal growth from the
       | work then it's easy to see how you'd be unmotivated to put in
       | more than the bare minimum. In which case you might want to
       | change job / project etc and work on something you feel will
       | allow you to grow.
        
       | [deleted]
        
       | ChrisArchitect wrote:
       | Ask HN: these are shit posts from throwaway accounts?
        
       | Taylor_OD wrote:
       | I think a lot of people could get their work done in ~3 hours a
       | day if they were actually focused for that long. I think a big
       | chunk of folks are in your shoes and just don't recognize it or
       | they think of all of those other things you do as part of work.
       | 
       | I know people who "waste" a huge amount of their time talking to
       | people in the office and probably do less than ~3 of real work a
       | day. They also distract others. But they would call that team
       | building.
        
       | galdosdi wrote:
       | If people around you are happy and things get done when they need
       | to and others don't get blocked, it sounds like you are doing a
       | great job and are merely baffled at how effecient you've gotten!
       | 
       | If you have any interest, consider trying management? A lazy
       | manager is a good manager, in the same long-term sense as a lazy
       | developer is a good developer. Knowing what the real priorities
       | are despite the bluster is a key manager skill. Nothing more
       | wasteful than putting in tons of hours on a project that sounds
       | important but ultimately isn't to the stakeholders that run the
       | company, and the best managers have an incredible ability to read
       | between the lines and predict what will end up mattering, and
       | prioritize their own teams work accordingly.
        
       | sys_64738 wrote:
       | My company gets utility from me when I'm sleeping, showering, or
       | sitting on the throne. I'm thinking about my work tasks and how
       | to solve them in those situations. When I'm at my desk in my open
       | plan office (pre-COVID), the constant interruptions meant not
       | getting any work done.
        
       | Communitivity wrote:
       | I look at this from a physics perspective. I generally have 3-4
       | hours a day where I am making something (as I take on more
       | leadership it goes down to 2-3 hours a day). During this time I
       | am doing 'real work', i.e. applying force to our goal posts to
       | move them toward delivery. Simply said, work is force over time
       | and force = mass * acceleration. If I look at that as development
       | force = knowledge x development effort, then my 'real work' is
       | increasing my development effort. However, the time I spend
       | refreshing, increasing my skills and my general knowledge, is
       | increasing my knowledge, aka mass. Therefore it still increases
       | the amount of work I can do. I can do more with 4 hours of work
       | than many junior devs I know can do with a week. Not because I'm
       | special, but just because I've done it before and now the
       | technologies.
        
       | serjester wrote:
       | 3 hours a day? This seems completely reasonable. I'm under the
       | impression the vast majority of developer are in a similar boat.
        
       | whateveracct wrote:
       | The guilt you're feeling is intentional. The culture of
       | capitalism is the driving force behind it. By recognizing it,
       | you're already partway to breaking free.
        
       | icedchai wrote:
       | Very common. I know several people in this same boat. They're all
       | smart and can get things done when they're motivated.
       | Unfortunately, most of this work is _not_ too interesting so 70%+
       | of the time they 're bored, half checked-out, doing the minimum,
       | browsing HN, reddit, or checking their stock portfolios.
        
         | jaegerpicker wrote:
         | I think that's the root of the problem in software development.
         | Development requires VERY smart people to solve hard(ish)
         | problems. The catch, the majority of problems are stupid simple
         | and easy. So smart developers are generally engaged one or two
         | weeks out of the year, maybe one or two months if there are
         | real tough problems to solve. Then is goes back to wiring up
         | login screens or explaining how JWT's work for the 100th time
         | or setting up DB models and access. It's terribly boring and
         | very uneven. After a while you stop caring until the world is
         | on fire.
        
       | alanfranz wrote:
       | My 2c: your value may be a net positive. Maybe not the largest
       | positive, but remember: a lot of people actually are of negative
       | value. You don't distract coworkers. You don't schedule meetings.
       | You don't overengineer or start crazy projects.
       | 
       | You're just a living sign that we could work 3 hours a day and
       | still create good value, and that our attempts at maximum
       | efficiency isn't actually working.
        
       | mikewarot wrote:
       | Most people work a bit, then slack a bit, or just pace themselves
       | at a constant sustainable rate. You're doing fine.
       | 
       | What you _don 't_ want to find yourself in was my system
       | administration job. At first there was plenty to do, my manager
       | had me keep a log, so if a problem re-arose I could solve it more
       | quickly. I did that, and things were good. After a few years, I'd
       | done such a good job that I had a lot of slack time. There were
       | some changes I wanted to make to the database, so I built a
       | prototype of a new system that would have made things a lot
       | better for everyone, and the production manager wouldn't even TRY
       | it. I did this three different times before I finally gave up.
       | 
       | For the last few years, I showed up, jumped on any problem that
       | arose, and waiting for quitting time, all the while knowing that
       | I wasn't really delivering much value (other than absorbing
       | uncertainty as far as the computers were concerned). Eventually
       | economics caught up, and they outsourced the job.
       | 
       | You've got a steady flow of work... you'll be fine.
        
       | wantsanagent wrote:
       | Congrats! You have found a comfortable job. Also my condolences,
       | you've found a comfortable job.
       | 
       | Jobs like these are a warm and cozy trap. If you're spending time
       | reading blogs you may not be spending your time in a way you can
       | look back on with pride. Time is your ultimate limited resource
       | and the one thing you will regret not spending more wisely.
       | 
       | Depending on your risk tolerance I recommend:
       | 
       | 1. Quit, start a company of your own.
       | 
       | 2. Quit, get one or more remote jobs.
       | 
       | 3. Work on open source during work time.
       | 
       | 4. Volunteer for something that benefits you and uses your time
       | better (e.g. running training sessions on tech you know / want to
       | know)
       | 
       | 5. Reduce your life costs, accumulate money, retire early (FIRE)
        
         | dnautics wrote:
         | having extra time makes 5) harder, not easier!
        
           | KronisLV wrote:
           | I don't necessarily agree with that.
           | 
           | Having free time enables you to either upskill yourself and
           | to move to a more lucrative position later, or perhaps even
           | work on side projects.
           | 
           | Some people freelance and both get practical skills and an
           | additional source of income (even though a somewhat
           | inconsistent one), whereas others enjoy trying to create
           | their own SaaS solutions which could serve as a passive
           | income, in the age of widespread web APIs and things like
           | Stripe making payment processing easier.
           | 
           | Heck, some people actually enjoy doing things that are
           | completely unrelated to the ICT sector, so
           | woodworking/carpentry/farming and so on could also be both
           | nice sources of income, as well as a way of getting some
           | fresh air and/or exercise in an otherwise sedentary
           | lifestyle.
           | 
           | Of course, even if some of the free time is spent not
           | generating income but instead doing stuff like working out,
           | that could also both improve one's quality of life and also
           | cut down medical expenses, as well as indirectly make them
           | more productive at their regular work due to better
           | alertness, which may or may not further contribute to how
           | effectively they can use those hours that they have.
        
       | DantesKite wrote:
       | Working for several hours a day is unfeasible for most people,
       | unless you're working on something you actively love.
       | 
       | From my perspective, as long as you're not holding anyone back, I
       | think you're doing a decent job of modulating your energy for
       | moments when you need it, as opposed to marathon running all day
       | long.
        
         | QuercusMax wrote:
         | As someone with RSI, this is absolutely a good way to look at
         | it. I've been working on rehabbing my hands and shoulders so I
         | can work at longer / more intensive stretches, but I can only
         | keep it up for a few weeks before I need some lighter duty
         | work. I've had to give up video games and recreational
         | keyboarding, but it means I can continue to work and put in the
         | hours when needed.
        
       | justanotherguy0 wrote:
       | You're really selling me on moving my company to a 4 day work
       | week.
        
         | tonyedgecombe wrote:
         | I suspect five shorter days would work better (for an
         | employer).
        
         | Taylor_OD wrote:
         | Do it. Your employees will love you and you will be able to
         | recruit talent you wouldnt otherwise.
        
       | 01100011 wrote:
       | That's great until the economy changes and you have to start
       | competing again.
       | 
       | I had a slack job for my mid career when I should have been
       | busting my ass and positioning myself for my later career. I
       | wasted tons of time and regret it. You may have ADHD. You may
       | just be lacking self discipline. I don't know. You should get
       | your shit together now when you have the option and not wait for
       | life circumstances to demand it.
       | 
       | It's not about what you owe the company. It's about what you owe
       | yourself.
        
       | DevKoala wrote:
       | Check threads here: https://www.teamblind.com/
       | 
       | It is a way of life at FAANG, Uber, etc.
       | 
       | Don't feel guilty. These companies will eventually realize they
       | need to change, or perhaps they are okay with it.
        
         | Taylor_OD wrote:
         | Why would they change if they print money?
        
           | mylons wrote:
           | in which case, this style of work is OK and should be
           | accepted instead of shamed
        
             | bigbillheck wrote:
             | Just because something is profitable for the employers does
             | not mean it is ethically or morally right.
        
               | mylons wrote:
               | i don't understand what's immoral in this case?
        
               | DevKoala wrote:
               | In the past I've hired engineers on a per hour basis; we
               | agree on the hour count while we plan the tasks.
               | 
               | Sometimes it takes them more hours than we planned,
               | sometimes less, but our contract stays the same. There is
               | nothing moral/amoral around them being efficient or
               | padding their estimates IMHO.
        
               | mylons wrote:
               | i think project based billing is more fair so the last
               | sentence doesn't have to happen.
        
               | DevKoala wrote:
               | Estimating hours for a project is essentially project
               | based billing, it is just more granular.
               | 
               | I don't think the developers who only work 3 hours a day
               | when they are employed full time are being amoral. If
               | they can do it, more power to them.
               | 
               | I often work 6-8hrs a day with meetings taking 40% of my
               | time. During crunch, I work far more. I don't think there
               | is anything amoral when the system doesn't work for me
               | either.
        
           | DevKoala wrote:
           | I wasn't arguing for these companies having to change. In
           | fact, I am glad it suits the life of people who enjoy that
           | lifestyle. I was arguing that whatever imbalance will fix
           | itself.
        
       | runawaybottle wrote:
       | I spend a lot of time thinking through what needs to be done and
       | how. I don't stare at a screen and just bang code out anymore.
        
       | wiglaf1979 wrote:
       | I was in a similar rut. Not just professionally but academically
       | as well for most of my life. Motivation had to be forced to do
       | more than just enough to blend into the crowd. It took me saying
       | enough is enough in my 40's to go get tested. Turns out I have
       | ADHD. Getting therapy to deal with anxiety and depression stuff
       | as well as getting on Adderall has done wonders.
       | 
       | I'm not suddenly working 40+ hours always in the zone. What has
       | happened is that I've been better able to enjoy/engage with
       | coworkers around helping them. Instead of feeling stuck and
       | anxious, it's been easier to feel at ease at work and less
       | fixated on metrics or usefulness. That engagement with my
       | coworkers coupled with lowering how much effort was needed to do
       | work that was previously seen as "busy" work has done wonders for
       | my outlook about work.
       | 
       | In my case the benefit/problem of hyperfixation due to ADHD meant
       | that when I had an interesting bit of work in front of me I could
       | knock it out the park and it didn't feel like any effort. Those
       | infrequent home runs were enough to make up for the times where I
       | just couldn't be bothered to do other less interesting things.
       | Didn't want to do them and because no one was asking me to do
       | them it was ok that I didn't. Deep down I knew I was
       | overcompensating in my strong areas to avoid the uninteresting
       | items. This may not be you but if it is you may want to think on
       | it. It's helped me outside of work as well. Parenting and dating.
        
         | humbleMouse wrote:
         | "Not working enough? Just take meth!"
        
           | manmal wrote:
           | The dose makes the poison. With methamphetamines, the toxic
           | dose just happens to be quite small. Ever tried a mega dose
           | of Aspirin? It can kill you.
        
           | bigbillheck wrote:
           | ADHD is not meth in the same way grain alcohol is not wood
           | alcohol.
        
             | datameta wrote:
             | For the reader, that's not only an apt analogy - it's a
             | chemically accurate one. Structurally the difference
             | between methamphetamine and amphetamine as well as between
             | ethanol and methanol is a methyl group.
             | 
             | Pharmacologically it's a different story - methanol is not
             | a safe substance with any dose.
        
           | adar wrote:
           | Being snarkily dismissive of mental disorders isn't a great
           | look, especially when OP stated that they also went to
           | therapy for anxiety/depression and also stated they work less
           | now than they did before because they're able to properly
           | focus.
        
             | marvin wrote:
             | It might have been unhelpful way of formulating the
             | response, especially in the light of OP's comments about
             | getting treatment for anxiety and depression.
             | 
             | But the comment was probably meant to highlight that
             | there's a sense of ambiguity in medicating what's likely a
             | natural individual difference in brain chemistry. Many
             | diagnosed with ADHD would be considered perfectly well-
             | functioning in a society where hunting, defense or other
             | stressful, spontaneous physically and psychologically
             | demanding activities were common. Many of them would excel
             | at it far beyond the ideal office worker.
             | 
             | So in that sense it can be considered a critique of
             | contemporary society's requirements and standards.
        
               | forz877 wrote:
               | I feel like I hear this statement a lot, but is there any
               | real evidence of this?
               | 
               | First, I doubt there is any historical evidence of such a
               | phenomenon.
               | 
               | Second, ADHD isn't nearly as prevalent enough in the
               | general population to suggest that it's society.
        
               | emptysongglass wrote:
               | This may be true for tribal societies but we don't live
               | in one anymore and unless I go try and join the sentinels
               | at Sentinel Island, which I have a 99% chance of being
               | killed before reaching, I have to find a way to live and
               | prosper in the society we do have and that's by
               | medicating.
               | 
               | I tried for a decade to make myself work "naturally".
               | Almost left to be a monastic forever. At some point you
               | have to pick up the same shovel everyone else is holding.
               | 
               | Unless you want to pay me 100k to keep trying to do my
               | own thing.
        
             | whateveracct wrote:
             | ADHD is an executive function disorder. OP clearly has
             | perfectly fine executive function if they are gainfully
             | employed getting good reviews.
             | 
             | If you have ADHD, doing what OP is doing is not going to be
             | easy untreated.
        
         | mylons wrote:
         | thanks for posting this. I've been putting getting tested off
         | for a long time. I don't think anyone ever suspected me of ADHD
         | because even though I'd do the bare minimum in school I'd
         | generally do well.
        
         | borski wrote:
         | Just added a comment here:
         | https://news.ycombinator.com/item?id=27596422
         | 
         | Figured I'd also comment it here since it has some useful
         | resources that led me to get diagnosed and improve my life :)
        
         | [deleted]
        
       | meowface wrote:
       | This is exactly why I've concluded trying to go my own way is the
       | best long-term plan for me. Before learning about YC and HN and
       | such, the thought never really occurred to me.
       | 
       | When I'm working on a personal project I'm really passionate
       | about, my productivity is literally orders of magnitude higher
       | than at any day job I've had. Months or years are compressed into
       | days.
       | 
       | For any ambitious personal project that I'm intrinsically
       | motivated by, I'm working on it and designing it pretty much
       | every free moment I have. It's actually crazy to me how much I
       | can get done if there's absolutely zero "ugh field" [1]
       | inhibiting me. It doesn't feel like work at all. I'd happily take
       | 20% of my current salary if it meant I could do that all day
       | instead.
       | 
       | Even if it's stressful and even if I might fail miserably, I
       | think life should be lived. If there's even the tiniest sliver of
       | a chance that I could support myself just doing something like
       | that, I know I'd be much happier. And if turning such a thing
       | into a job or organization sucks the fun out of it, then I'll
       | just keep trying again and again until I can find a project with
       | a sufficiently viable enjoyment:financial stability ratio.
       | 
       | [1] https://www.lesswrong.com/posts/EFQ3F6kmt4WHXRqik/ugh-fields
       | (Regarding the author's username: yes, it's _that_ one.)
        
         | ProjectArcturis wrote:
         | I think you're correctly responding to incentives. If your hard
         | work created a new product line for the company you work for,
         | that made them millions, how much of that would you get? Close
         | to 0%. So why should you work full-out for someone else?
        
         | degrews wrote:
         | > This is exactly why I've concluded trying to go my own way is
         | the best long-term plan for me. Before learning about YC and HN
         | and such, the thought never really occurred to me.
         | 
         | Interesting. It also didn't really occur to me that being an
         | employee might just not be for me, until I read this comment on
         | HN over a year ago
         | https://news.ycombinator.com/item?id=22520709. Although the
         | reasoning is a somewhat different from yours. Excerpt:
         | 
         | > The reality is that if you care about your craft a tiny bit
         | more than average, you will most likely end up feeling that you
         | are overpaid for trivial work, that you could do so much more
         | for the company, that your coworkers and hierarchy are
         | apathetic to things that do not directly affect them (and will
         | seek to avoid any change as much as possible). The more you
         | stay in this situation, the likelier you are to burn out.
         | 
         | > If you are that kind of person, then you need to GTFO and
         | start your own thing - have your own skin in the game
        
           | tspike wrote:
           | I'd love to do that, but health insurance in the US makes it
           | a nonstarter.
        
         | granshaw wrote:
         | This is me, but maybe to a lesser extent.
         | 
         | I tried doing my own thing but couldn't keep at it after about
         | 8 months.
         | 
         | I think the key is to at least have your expenses covered by
         | your business. I couldn't stand seeing my savings and
         | retirement-fodder continue to dwindle even though I had plenty
         | left in the bank.
         | 
         | Found a part-time job and now my days are less fun but also
         | less stressed
        
       | halgir wrote:
       | To me it sounds like the fact that you're "slacking" for five
       | hours a day is what enables you to complete your work effectively
       | during the other three hours.
       | 
       | I expect that if you forced yourself to slack less and do more
       | hours of "real work", you would get less done in more time, and
       | with degraded quality.
       | 
       | If you can change your perspective and feel less guilty, I
       | recommend you keep doing what you do for both your sake and your
       | employer's. It's a long term win-win.
        
       | outside1234 wrote:
       | Honestly you could do worse than reading HN. I have learned tons
       | on here that I frequently later apply to my day job.
        
       | salixrosa wrote:
       | This sounds like it might be good thing for the company. Having
       | employees who have extra capacity is incredibly important for an
       | organization that wants to get things done; if you're constantly
       | hard at work on something important, when something else comes up
       | (someone has a question, there's a bug or an outage, whatever),
       | you either have to delay the thing you're already working on, or
       | delay the thing that came up. This tends to have a cascade effect
       | on most kinds of work, locking up all your people resources.
       | 
       | Plus, those other things you're doing sound like they overall, in
       | the long-term, probably give you a wider range of knowledge,
       | improving your usefulness.
       | 
       | Just wanted to add a voice against that sort of Taylorism
       | perspective on work.
        
         | QuercusMax wrote:
         | I'm definitely not in the same boat as the OP (trying to get
         | away with doing the minimum), but because I hate to be the long
         | pole on a project, I always try to get my pieces done well in
         | advance of when they're required. As I work primarily on infra,
         | I can usually manage to pull this off.
         | 
         | What this means is that often when crunch time hits, I've got
         | excess capacity I can use to help "row the boat" (or maybe bail
         | out water from leaks?). Excess capacity is extremely valuable
         | as lots of folks are really bad at time estimation, so having
         | some more senior "floaters" around can really help get projects
         | completed.
         | 
         | Excess capacity is also useful for longer-term efforts. You
         | need at least a few folks who can get out of the low-level
         | crunch mindset and figure out what needs to be done for
         | sustainability of efforts, or else you just end up in mega-
         | crunch forever.
        
           | reader_mode wrote:
           | I've seen something similar backfire for a guy I worked with.
           | He had this idea that he would get his shit done Monday-
           | Thursday and have an easy WFH Friday.
           | 
           | People ended up doing most work towards end of sprint and
           | Friday would usually be really busy - basically he always had
           | to be present and management would offload priority stuff to
           | him since he was done. So he'd end up busting his ass all
           | week. Eventually he got tired and reverted to standard
           | schedule - but this meant his relative performance dropped -
           | I saw him get singled out in a review for performance drop
           | (and not a lot of people noticed when he was going above the
           | norm).
        
             | bbkane wrote:
             | I'm surprised he didn't just switch his "light day" to
             | Monday or another weekday.
        
             | QuercusMax wrote:
             | Obvious your mileage may vary, and timeframes matter. I'm
             | talking about getting my pieces done weeks or months in
             | advance of when we need to ship, not days or hours.
        
         | rosseloh wrote:
         | >if you're constantly hard at work on something important, when
         | something else comes up (someone has a question, there's a bug
         | or an outage, whatever), you either have to delay the thing
         | you're already working on, or delay the thing that came up.
         | This tends to have a cascade effect on most kinds of work,
         | locking up all your people resources.
         | 
         | Working in a retail store/break-fix repair/MSP environment, for
         | a small business in a small city, this is absolutely the case.
         | There is nothing more frustrating than having three customer
         | projects on your plate, all of which are important (think "the
         | email server is down"), and then the doorbell or phone rings
         | and you end up spending half an hour walking an old lady
         | through resetting her facebook password. It's an absolutely
         | massive productivity killer, as well as making the day feel
         | longer.
         | 
         | More employees would be the normal solution, but that's not
         | possible here (we've had more in the past, it wasn't
         | financially viable, apparently). Unless of course they started
         | paying commission based on what people actually got done
         | instead of a regular wage, which I'm not a fan of. (Though to
         | be fair, if we _did_ switch to that, the one employee who
         | barely does anything would either get his ass in gear, or
         | leave, so win /win maybe?)
        
           | salixrosa wrote:
           | Sadly, from what I've read the commission-based approach
           | often leads to worse long-term results, especially in
           | software engineering. It depends on the kind of work, of
           | course. The metric I use (and in this case I have no idea how
           | others look at the problem) is the number of decisions the
           | person has to make, especially having long-term effects or
           | effects on other parts of the company. It's hard to make the
           | right choice for the org when you stand to make a bigger
           | chunk of money right now from the other option.
        
         | lallysingh wrote:
         | Or in productivity, utilization != throughput.
        
         | [deleted]
        
         | systemvoltage wrote:
         | They can pick up low priority tasks and if something of high
         | priority comes in, it takes the precedence. An employee can
         | also learn new tasks, rotate to different teams, cross train,
         | fix old code / refactor, take a sabbatical-on-call, write
         | documentation, etc which do not get in the way of taking on
         | high-burst high-priority tasks. This is far better in terms of
         | company's productivity than pretend-work that the OP is
         | describing.
         | 
         | I don't think its better for the company as you suggest. It is
         | possible to use good sense of prioritization and still have
         | 'extra capacity'.
        
           | salixrosa wrote:
           | I don't really have enough information on the specific's of
           | OP's job and what they're doing with their spare time.
           | Reading tech books sounds like learning to me, but otherwise
           | I don't know.
           | 
           | I think that it's really difficult for a lot of people to see
           | the value they're providing outside of the proper business
           | tasks they're assigned, and once there are tasks assigned to
           | fill up all the time, everything breaks down. It doesn't
           | matter if your task is something as irrelevant as "provide
           | documentation regarding this vendor relationship," once it's
           | on the board it can't be dropped and so you're no longer
           | available to try the new tool people are looking for feedback
           | on, or whatever.
           | 
           | The other thing doesn't even have to be high-priority, but if
           | you're at a large enough organization, there are lots of
           | things you'll realize can't be done well because too many
           | people need to be involved, even if it's just a little bit of
           | time. My org can't make any movement on, for example, API
           | clients or API documentation because there are lots of
           | different needs, but by the time you've gotten through the
           | initial conversations it's a six months later, because people
           | weren't available. There are many efforts we can't get done
           | because that effort isn't priority for the team's involved,
           | but requires time from people on those teams.
           | 
           | Ideally, of course, we try to minimize those things. But I've
           | yet to hear of a sizeable org that has none of those kinds of
           | things.
        
         | sly010 wrote:
         | Eliyahu M. Goldratt has some great books explaining in great
         | detail why this is the case:
         | https://www.amazon.com/x/dp/0884272079
         | https://www.amazon.com/x/dp/0884271536
        
         | goodpoint wrote:
         | Also, extra time is where new ideas and new projects come from.
        
         | dr_orpheus wrote:
         | Yep, there was article that recently came up on Hacker News
         | about maintaining some slack in your work schedule so that you
         | can always be responsive when an issue comes up. I'm having
         | trouble finding it because searching for "Slack" on Hacker News
         | turns up a whole other range of things...
         | 
         | I feel like I am in a similar boat to OP. Often feeling like my
         | regular work doesn't take up a full week and not trying to fill
         | up every bit of that 40 hours. I also spend a lot of my time
         | "poking around" and not doing my own work. Seeing what others
         | are working on, learning random things that may or may not be
         | applicable to my job. But performance reviews come around with
         | words like "very responsive!" and "always knows what's going on
         | in the program and can jump in to any project"
        
         | temp8964 wrote:
         | It's better to spend free time on your own, actually. Managers
         | don't like you to spend free time to dig around. I learned it
         | hard way.
        
         | somethoughts wrote:
         | I think there's a tremendous value in having
         | insurance/redundancy for supporting existing critical SW
         | projects/infrastructure.
         | 
         | So while day to day there might not be immediate obvious work,
         | much like a fire fighter or life guard; if the servers go down
         | or coworkers leave there needs to be some ballast that can
         | steer the ship.
         | 
         | That said, if you don't actually know much of the companies
         | code base other than stuff you've directly written, you could
         | very much be providing only perceived insurance versus actual
         | insurance.
        
         | duxup wrote:
         | I used to work a tech support job overnight. Some nights I'd
         | take two calls.
         | 
         | This was expected for the reasons you noted. When there was an
         | emergency someone needed to be idle in the first place so they
         | could immediately respond fully focused.
        
           | zrobotics wrote:
           | Same story for me, they just needed someone available for
           | emergencies. As long as I could respond when pinged, they
           | didn't care what I did with my time. My boss came in one
           | morning, saw I was playing Fallout 4 on my (personal) laptop,
           | and just asked if it was any good. I finished a lot of books
           | I wanted to read, and had lots of time for personal projects,
           | but ultimately the boredom and overnight schedule were too
           | much. I'd rather feel productive, personally, but for a
           | certain type of person that job would have been paradise.
        
           | nprateem wrote:
           | If you're available for work you're working. Only taking 2
           | calls isn't slacking. They're paying you to be available and
           | so they should because they're impinging on your free time.
        
       | tmnstr85 wrote:
       | Einstein spent the better part of three years wandering around
       | the Princeton campus before he presented his theory on
       | relativity. During that time he was mocked by his peers for not
       | "working hard". In retrospect, Einstein noted the time he spent
       | ambling the campus allowed him the space required to finish his
       | postulation.
       | 
       | Focus on you. Don't look at the other animals in the cage to try
       | and measure yourself.
        
       | sombremesa wrote:
       | I wanted to start a business and work the bare minimum, but I
       | felt guilty about it - even though my bare minimum is still
       | impressive to my employers.
       | 
       | My solution was to just switch jobs and take a pay cut. I work a
       | lot less now (with the same kind of arrangement), but I feel a
       | lot less guilty about spending chunks of my time on my own thing.
       | 
       | Relevant pg essay, under the 'working harder' heading:
       | http://www.paulgraham.com/wealth.html?viewfullsite=1
        
       | thecrash wrote:
       | Thank you for slacking, sincerely.
       | 
       | Management tends to set a bar for effort based on how hard our
       | peers work. In a competitive environment this can lead to an ugly
       | race to burnout. By straining to meet expectations, devs
       | inadvertently increase the pressure on each other to perform -
       | higher and higher - to the point that 60+hr weeks are normalized.
       | 
       | By doing the minimum, you're pushing back against that and
       | helping to keep the bar in a reasonable place. It is really a
       | favor to other developers (and in many cases to the company,
       | since burnout can destroy whole projects in the end).
        
       | 74d-fe6-2c6 wrote:
       | this sounds a bit too much like humble bragging. I mean, you're
       | considered "responsible" for rollouts and you want to tell me
       | you're a relative of George Costanza? get outa here ...
        
       | borski wrote:
       | Read up a bit on ADHD. That 'hyperfocus' that occurs either with
       | deadlines or on a passion project is a symptom, as is the
       | inability to get excited about projects you simply don't want to
       | do - especially given your otherwise positive reviews and your
       | ability to clear your mind and hyperfocus near a deadline, it's
       | something to consider.
       | 
       | I was diagnosed at 33, and it changed my life infinitely for the
       | better. YMMV, and you may not have ADHD, but if you do, it is
       | nothing to feel guilty about - it, in fact, gives you some
       | insanely useful abilities that others simply don't have, as
       | evidenced by the number of comments on this post explaining you
       | have no guilt to feel, and your positive performance reviews.
       | 
       | But being able to understand _why_ we do these things, and being
       | able to understand how to adjust for them (whether through
       | medication or coping mechanisms) is, alone, insanely relieving.
       | 
       | Consider picking up 'Driven to Distraction,' or 'Delivered From
       | Distraction,' or check out these posts by Mark Suster which was
       | what led me to get started on the path:
       | 
       | * https://bothsidesofthetable.com/how-to-know-if-you-have-add-...
       | 
       | * https://bothsidesofthetable.com/why-add-might-actually-benef...
       | 
       | * https://bothsidesofthetable.com/developing-an-action-plan-fo...
        
         | meej wrote:
         | I'm really glad to see that this is the top comment. This was
         | my first reaction too, sounds a lot like ADHD.
        
         | williamtwild wrote:
         | "as is the inability to get excited about projects you simply
         | don't want to do - "
         | 
         | Why is this ADHD and not just being human? This sounds so basic
         | I have a hard time believing this is because of a condition.
        
           | kdkdkskdn wrote:
           | I have an ADHD diagnosis (honestly I think my case is rather
           | severe, even) and I agree.
           | 
           | Procrastinating is something everyone does.
           | 
           | Being completely unable to sit still for more than a few
           | minutes is an experience neurotypicals don't share.
           | 
           | ADHD is really one of those disorders that's both under and
           | over diagnosed
        
           | forz877 wrote:
           | To someone without ADHD it doesn't make sense at times.
           | 
           | If you have certain types of ADHD and you aren't excited
           | about something, you just have a huge resistance to doing it
           | and you likely won't do it. Many don't even do the work with
           | a deadline.
           | 
           | On the flip side, when you're intensely interested, you often
           | times are completely absorbed into it, at the expense of
           | other human needs.
        
           | borski wrote:
           | It's not about not getting excited; it's about literally
           | being unable to. Someone with ADHD can sit there and _really
           | mean_ to get excited, and yell at themselves to, and they
           | simply can 't do it; their brain won't let them.
           | 
           | Someone neurotypical can usually convince themselves to at
           | least do it, and "will" themselves into it.
           | 
           | But you're somewhat right, and this is why getting a real
           | diagnosis from a professional is so important: lots of people
           | have _some_ of these symptoms. What distinguishes the ADHD
           | brain from the neurotypical brain is the duration and
           | frequency of these symptoms, and an inability to adjust for
           | them even with disciplined effort.
           | 
           | And it's not about medication, necessarily, though for 80% of
           | people with ADHD, medication is extremely helpful; often,
           | just learning about the syndrome and finding a
           | therapist/coach to help build tools and stop blaming yourself
           | for the things you cannot change is extremely helpful on its
           | own too.
        
             | conductr wrote:
             | That helps a lot. I know I'm 100% able to do the thing, I'm
             | just a lazy bastard some days
        
           | meej wrote:
           | It's ADHD when it seriously negatively affects your quality
           | of life.
        
         | nebula8804 wrote:
         | What did you do to solve it? I recently saw this Reddit post
         | [1] and immediately booked an appointment with my doctor. He
         | gave me the run around and asked me to book a 15 min call with
         | another doctor to get an anxiety assessment. As soon as the
         | call began they asked if I felt like I had ADHD. I said maybe
         | and they stopped and said that they only diagnose anxiety. Now
         | I am 200$ poorer(thanks American healthcare) and am nowhere
         | closer. I am going back to my doctor and demand he take it
         | seriously and prescribe something for me to at least
         | try(something like an extremly low dosage of Adderal or
         | something else).
         | 
         | Years ago I had a different doctor and she gave me a
         | prescription for Lexapro. My god what an experience that was. I
         | suddenly lost all random thoughts and boredom. Its like I
         | became a robot, got my work done on time, without any
         | distraction and a kind of concentration I had never had before.
         | I wasn't sad or happy for that matter, I just felt neutral all
         | the time. It was such an interesting feeling.
         | 
         | However Lexapro had severe side effects. Outside of a few hours
         | of relative alertness, I was extremely exhausted and sleepy. I
         | tried sleeping for 24 hours and was still extremely exhausted.
         | It also made me feel extremely nauseous, like I felt like I was
         | being poisoned. Finally there were other side effects of an
         | ahem...sexual nature.
         | 
         | All in all I threw the pills away after a week and never
         | perused the issue again until I saw the video above. Man I'll
         | never forget that week though. The productivity was life
         | changing.
         | 
         | [1]:https://old.reddit.com/r/videos/comments/newcvd/what_adhd_f
         | e...
        
           | borski wrote:
           | You'll never "solve" it; you learn to manage it.
           | 
           | I've had fantastic experiences with donefirst.com, but also
           | chadd.org is a great website with _tons_ of resources.
           | 
           | Don't give up on the medication; finding the right one and
           | right dosage is extremely helpful for many people with ADHD,
           | myself included.
           | 
           | The most important part is: find an expert. Child
           | psychologists/psychiatrists often have a ton of experience
           | with ADHD, and also often treat adults. Someone without
           | experience treating ADHD is almost worse than leaving it
           | untreated, because some of the 'solutions' proposed by folks
           | who don't understand the syndrome serve to only make life
           | worse for ADHD people (negative reinforcement, talk therapy,
           | etc.). Talk therapy, or CBT, for example, can be helpful, but
           | coaching is much more useful.
        
             | meej wrote:
             | Yes yes yes to all of this!
             | 
             | I was fortunate to have a local medical school with a
             | psychiatry department that has an Adult ADHD clinic where I
             | could seek a diagnosis at the age of 42. Unlike many adults
             | who suspect they have ADHD, I was taken seriously and did
             | not encounter any skepticism on the part of my healthcare
             | providers. I even expressed concern that my problem could
             | be anxiety or depression instead, and my psychiatrist said
             | "If you have undiagnosed ADHD, of course you're going to be
             | anxious and depressed." Find the most expert ADHD person
             | you can for diagnosis and prescribing medication, I really
             | think this is key.
             | 
             | I also agree on not giving up on medication, I had to try
             | three before I found one that worked without also having
             | negative side effects. There's at least one other one I'd
             | like to try, mostly out of curiosity.
             | 
             | I've worked with both a therapist with ADHD expertise and
             | an ADHD coach. My therapist helps me accept my ADHD brain,
             | my coach helps me figure out how to work with it instead of
             | against it. I agree coaching is more helpful but it works
             | best if you can accept the way your brain works instead of
             | trying to fight or change it, so seeing a therapist first
             | to work through that might be a good idea.
             | 
             | I've been listening to a lot of ADHD audiobooks lately. The
             | one I've liked best so far is Nancy Ratey's _The
             | Disorganized Mind_ -- she has ADHD herself and she's the
             | wife of John Ratey, co-author of Driven to Distraction. She
             | kind of invented ADHD coaching and the book is about how to
             | coach yourself.
        
           | garciasn wrote:
           | Lexapro made me feel like I was on the come up for LSD or
           | MDMA for the first two weeks I took it. It was, for lack of
           | better explanation, as if I were plugged into an electric
           | socket.
           | 
           | After the first two weeks or so, things evened out and I felt
           | much more normal but all of the good things Lexapro brought
           | to me remained. This, from my understanding, is normal and
           | you simply did not give your body/mind enough time to adjust
           | to the dosage.
        
         | throwaway389983 wrote:
         | Same story. Founder, early 30s, a couple kids, just got
         | diagnosed last year. Life-changing. Loved the Suster blog posts
         | you linked. The book I liked was "A New Understanding of ADHD
         | in Children and Adults".
        
           | unicornfinder wrote:
           | As someone who highly suspects they may have ADHD, how was
           | the diagnosis life changing? Was it through medication, or
           | simply through understanding yourself better?
        
             | throwaway389983 wrote:
             | There's a bunch of reasons. None by itself is life-
             | changing, but together they make a big difference.
             | 
             | - Awareness. Sometimes, I notice, "oh, I'm feeling
             | distracted right now." Or, "I'm feeling bored right now."
             | Once I notice, I can avoid doing the unhelpful next thing I
             | was going to do.
             | 
             | - Medication. It does help with focus and context-
             | switching, especially on days I have to do a number of
             | medium-size boring tasks. I probably take it every other
             | day.
             | 
             | - Being present. More present with kids when I'm on
             | medication. My wife says I'm less impatient.
             | 
             | - Self-acceptance. That's why I love Mark Suster's posts.
             | He's open that his ADHD makes him a talented entrepreneur
             | and a terrible employee. I have a different temperament
             | than Mark but feel similarly. I used to feel ashamed of a
             | couple of character traits. I don't anymore. This is who I
             | am.
             | 
             | - My tribe. When I look around at close friends and
             | acquaintances, other founders I know including some you've
             | probably heard of -- a ton of them have ADHD too. An
             | employee at our startup has expressed that he's going to
             | start his own startup fairly soon. I was talking to his
             | manager about it and said, effectively: "of course he is.
             | He's brilliant and a bit ADHD. He's got founder genes."
        
             | kdkdkskdn wrote:
             | Yeah seriously, what's the secret? I'm 32 and I was
             | diagnosed when I was 20 but the drugs make me anorexic and
             | mute my personality and knowing I have ADHD has not proven
             | particularly useful, especially given that I already knew
             | my tendencies and behaviors and had long since developing
             | coping strategies
             | 
             | The only way my life changed when I was diagnosed was that
             | I got paid for the study I had signed up for, which
             | required I have a diagnosis
        
               | borski wrote:
               | Therapy/coaching, and don't give up on trying to adjust
               | the medication. Finding the right dosage, and specific
               | med that works for you, is tricky (I haven't found it
               | yet, but am closer), but can be life-changing. There are
               | a ton of new types of medications for ADHD now; far more
               | than there used to be, when we basically knew stimulants
               | helped but didn't know why.
               | 
               | Still, for about 20% of people, medication simply doesn't
               | help. For them, coaching and therapy (and education about
               | ADHD) is far more useful.
               | 
               | Check out https://chadd.org/ for lots of fantastic
               | resources
        
               | throwaway389983 wrote:
               | I also recommend Scott Alexander's blog post on ADHD
               | medication:
               | 
               | https://astralcodexten.substack.com/p/know-your-
               | amphetamines
               | 
               | If you're not familiar with the author, he's an
               | incredibly talented blogger whose day job is as a
               | psychiatrist.
        
             | codpiece wrote:
             | Just asked last week:
             | https://news.ycombinator.com/item?id=27514005
        
             | borski wrote:
             | Both; but honestly, the latter was more important. Simply
             | having a _name_ for the reasons why, no matter how hard I
             | tried and no matter how much I really, genuinely, truly
             | _wanted_ to, there were certain things I just _couldn 't_
             | do... that alone was extremely relieving. And infuriating.
             | And vindicating. But mostly, genuinely relieving.
             | 
             | I was able to accept that I wasn't an incompetent fool,
             | incapable of being useful - I had ADHD.[1] That was OK.
             | That meant I could accept what I was bad at, focus on the
             | things I was good at, and use techniques to adjust for the
             | things I've now accepted I'm bad at, instead of incessantly
             | trying to do the same thing over and over that works for
             | other people but ... just doesn't work for me.
             | 
             | Medication has also helped, and I use it on an as-needed
             | basis, but it is not, alone, a cure for anything - it is a
             | tool, often an incredibly helpful one, but still just that.
             | The education and understanding about what ADHD is has been
             | far more helpful, though I'm glad I have the medication as
             | a tool, too.
             | 
             | [1] Incidentally, not understanding your own effect on
             | other people, and devaluing your own contributions and
             | successes? Also a symptom of ADHD. Think about it: most
             | people choose, simply, to try to do the things they are
             | likely to be successful at; they choose carefully. ADHD
             | people do not choose; they can't. They do all of the things
             | they might be excited about, meaning they fail, frankly, at
             | most of them. But in those that they succeed, they are
             | often wildly successful; to everyone else, this is
             | objectively obvious. To the ADHD person, they know they've
             | failed 98 times for every 2 successes, and often fall into
             | a depression (though not as deep as someone who has
             | clinical depression or BPD, unless that's a separate
             | symptom) after nearly every success.
        
               | ceph_ wrote:
               | > often fall into a depression (though not as deep as
               | someone who has clinical depression or BPD, unless that's
               | a separate symptom) after nearly every success.
               | 
               | Echoing this point. I struggled with depression for much
               | of my life. Being diagnosed with ADHD at 25 and taking
               | medication for it on a regular basis (5-6d/week) has done
               | more for my depression than any depression medication
               | I've tried.
        
         | sackerhews wrote:
         | Second all of that.
         | 
         | Driven to Distraction or Delivered From Distraction. But not
         | both, they're effectively the same book.
        
           | borski wrote:
           | Yeah, I could see that. Once I had an explanation, I wanted
           | to read _all of the things_ about it (heh, ironic)
           | 
           | I did find value in reading both, but mostly because it gave
           | me a sense of history, and how much our understanding of what
           | ADHD is had progressed from the past, and how my (incorrect)
           | assumptions about what it was came to be.
           | 
           | YMMV :)
        
         | hanniabu wrote:
         | Besides reading this books, what else do you do that helps? Are
         | you taking medication as well?
        
         | d4mi3n wrote:
         | Reading the OP's account on it's own, I figured it may have
         | been due to burnout or similar. Reading this (excellent)
         | comment, I'm reconsidering my own experiences. I suspect this
         | may be the WebMD effect in action (I clearly have cancer!), but
         | it's definitely making me reconsider a lot of my own personal
         | experiences.
        
         | uh_uh wrote:
         | Isn't it just rational not to get excited about boring stuff
         | that is rewarded by a fix monetary ceiling? Economically it
         | completely makes sense: why put more energy into something that
         | yields the same result either way? Or maybe I have ADHD too.
        
           | Sophistifunk wrote:
           | There's a big gap between finding the work you're actually
           | doing kinda boring, and the massive effort required for me
           | (the narration which believes itself to be the executive) to
           | make progress _of any kind at all_ when the rest of my
           | internal processes don 't feel like playing ball. Even with
           | meds.
        
           | masukomi wrote:
           | it's not about not getting excited. It's the result of being
           | "not excited". Neurotypicals can work on things that are
           | uninteresting to them. ADHD people can sit there yelling at
           | themselves to "do the thing" that they _know_ they need to do
           | and still be completely incapable of starting regardless of
           | how "easy" it is to actually do it once something forces them
           | to actually start.
           | 
           | this video does a good job of explaining the motivation
           | problem when you have ADHD.
           | https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OM0Xv0eVGtY
        
             | uh_uh wrote:
             | > ADHD people can sit there yelling at themselves to "do
             | the thing" that they _know_ they need to do and still be
             | completely incapable of starting regardless of how "easy"
             | it is to actually do it once something forces them to
             | actually start.
             | 
             | I also do this. Even worse: the easier and hence duller the
             | task seems, the more difficult it is to get started on it.
             | Once I do start on it and finish 5 minutes later, I need a
             | 20 minute break (WFH doesn't help).
             | 
             | I also often zone out during meetings to the point I
             | haven't got a clue what people are talking about. But to be
             | honest the information content of most meetings is really
             | low.
        
               | EricBurnett wrote:
               | That's actually a strategy recommended to ADHD folk: do
               | 20m of engaging "fun" to prepare yourself for 5m of
               | forced boring activity. Think of it as recharging a
               | reservoir of $tolerance before draining it to power some
               | boring activity.
        
             | andi999 wrote:
             | You mean people can fill out their tax forms before the due
             | date?
        
               | edoceo wrote:
               | No joke. I pay my CPA extra to nag me.
        
             | stavros wrote:
             | Oof, this video makes me think I may have ADHD. I just
             | _cannot_ get boring things done, and I get more stressed
             | the more I procrastinate, and it just spirals.
             | 
             | What has helped me is something that the video mentions
             | too, and that's working with a coworker. Not so much
             | pairing (as in, looking at each other's screen), but just
             | saying "I'm working on X now" and feeling like someone else
             | is working on their thing alongside you/simultaneously.
             | That has produced great results for me.
        
             | borski wrote:
             | This, exactly. It's not about not _wanting_ to. It 's about
             | literally being _incapable_ of changing that, no matter how
             | much you tell yourself and _really mean_ to want to.
        
           | TrackerFF wrote:
           | With ADHD, for many it's nigh on impossible to get focused,
           | no mater how high the stakes are - to the point where it
           | seems extremely irresponsible and downright irrational to
           | normal observers.
           | 
           | Imagine that almost everything in your life, is the
           | equivalent of starting on a test/exam 2 hours before the
           | deadline, even though you've had a week or two to finish it.
        
         | aloer wrote:
         | What is it that changed your life? Medication? Better
         | understanding of yourself?
        
           | borski wrote:
           | I expanded on this elsewhere in the thread :)
        
           | hda111 wrote:
           | Medication could also change the life for worse because one
           | risks getting psychosis.
        
             | borski wrote:
             | This is simply false. Please read up on it before making
             | claims that are unfounded.
             | 
             | Medication saves lives.
        
               | hda111 wrote:
               | No, this is not false. Reddit is all over posts about
               | this. Any medication has risks how can you deny this? If
               | you take it you accept this (admittedly) small risk.
        
       | 6t6t6t6 wrote:
       | If you work 3 hours a day but you deliver decent code and you are
       | not on the way, you are not a problem for your manager. He knows
       | that you are slow, but you don't give him problems, so he is ok.
       | 
       | A hyper motivated developers who starts lots of projects and
       | don't finish them, or who writes buggy code, or who creates
       | social problems in the team, will raise more red flags than a
       | "slow but consistent developer".
        
       | dekhn wrote:
       | by the end of my employment at Google, I was working about 2
       | hours a day (and getting Meets Expectations at L6, which is OK
       | but not great). While I'd be online and available to respond to
       | chat for 8 hours, I only exerted about 2 hours and most of that
       | was just explaining to executives just how bad our fleet was.
       | 
       | Before that I had worked at least 6 hours a day. And I assumed
       | that to be "right" i should be working at least 8.
       | 
       | From the feedback I got, I wasn't much more productive working
       | more hours. At first I felt guilty and then I realized in my
       | career that working harder isn't going to make any difference in
       | terms of $, career security, or opportunity to work on cooler
       | stuff. So, I just upped my anxiety meds and got back to working 2
       | hours a day.
        
         | goodpoint wrote:
         | If you work too much you reach a point where you are tired
         | enough that your productivity becomes NEGATIVE.
         | 
         | With negative I meant that you might spend 1h to do something
         | that will then take more than 1h to be
         | debugged/reworked/discussed and ultimately removed.
         | 
         | Or something that cause breakage that could be avoided.
         | 
         | You need to be well rested and clear-minded to foresee a
         | problem and take the right decision, especially around
         | software.
        
         | bluefirebrand wrote:
         | > From the feedback I got, I wasn't much more productive
         | working more hours
         | 
         | I've had this feedback too and I feel like it is likely not
         | true. Really what it is is that your managers aren't paying
         | much attention to your output and have sort of written you off
         | for promotions, raises, etc.
         | 
         | This was feedback I got a couple of months after I had been
         | working my ass off trying to impress management and then a
         | couple of weeks before getting fired. C'est la vie.
        
           | handrous wrote:
           | I've actually noticed a completely inverse relationship
           | between how hard & how many hours I'm (actually) working and
           | how well I'm perceived by my peers and by management. This is
           | unrelated to acute problems caused by errors on my part, or
           | anything like that.
           | 
           | I don't get it, but if I feel like I'm working hard I now
           | take it as a _very serious_ alarm bell. Some of my best
           | feedback has come when I was starting to get nervous because
           | I felt like I was hardly doing anything.
        
             | phkahler wrote:
             | If you're working hard at a lot of places you're not
             | getting noticed. If you spend more time talking to people
             | (about work?) They think you're busy.
             | 
             | Sometimes the person who is fixing problems is seen as
             | better than the one who is not - it's hard for people to
             | tell which challenges are self inflicted.
             | 
             | Sometimes I think the way to get noticed is to spend money.
             | Someone always has to approve your purchases so you get
             | noticed. Sitting in your cube hammering out code, or
             | design, or documentation isnt visible.
             | 
             | These things aren't optimal ways to measure effectiveness,
             | but I think they all come into play.
        
               | dekhn wrote:
               | Your first sentence is actually restating the difference
               | between maker schedules and manager schedules
               | http://www.paulgraham.com/makersschedule.html
        
           | dekhn wrote:
           | No, I'm pretty sure it's true. I had to spend a ton of time
           | explaining what I did and its values to my managers, like
           | writing "ELI5" docs and then suddenly when they "got it" they
           | paid very close attention to my work, and formed a team
           | around me and established scope and got headcount.
           | 
           | This is the messaging I got every single quarter: """David,
           | your work is very good. All the people you work with say
           | you're great and it's clear you are adding value, but you
           | need to spend more time finding metrics that demonstrate that
           | value and improving those. Also, if you want to get higher
           | ratings, here is a whole bunch of extra management work and
           | document-writing to do. If you do that, we can make a case
           | for Exceeds and eventually a promotion"""
           | 
           | What I concluded was that I was better as an L6 than an L7
           | (L7 at google has a lot more responsibility, and far fewer
           | job opptys) and I knew the value I was adding to the company
           | without having to spend weeks cooking up metrics dashboards.
           | 
           | At google you're not going to be fired, if you're an FTE,
           | with anything less than 6-9 months of feedback and runway to
           | get back in the air (few exceptions)
        
             | ska wrote:
             | > What I concluded was that I was better as an L6 than an
             | L7
             | 
             | This generalizes: often people want a promotion because
             | it's the "next thing", but in many cases once you are mid
             | career a promotion can make you pretty unhappy. Having a
             | clear idea of how the work & responsibility will differ,
             | and whether it is what you actually want.
        
               | dekhn wrote:
               | My dad explained it to me like this when I was a kid. I
               | ignored it for a long time, but it definitely stuck in
               | the back of my head. I asked him if we wanted to get a
               | promotion or be a manager but he said he thought his role
               | as a documents library was fine.
               | 
               | "Do you know the Peter Principle? It's the idea that you
               | get promoted when you do good work, but at some point,
               | you'll be promoted to a level you're not competent to do,
               | and get stuck there, or fired." He then expanded: "In
               | this case, I perceive that the additional
               | responsibilities and stress associated with a higher
               | level position or management would make me unhappy, and I
               | don't truly need the extra money."
               | 
               | For nearly my entire career I have pursued advancement
               | with the utmost drive. Originally that was going to be
               | grad school->postdoc->professor at major research
               | university->make amazing discovery but at some point I
               | realized that I was only ever going to be a professor as
               | a minor reesarch university (and spend hundred+ hours a
               | week treading water) and switched to the
               | postdoc->software engineer->tech lead path. It wasn't
               | until I did the Tech Lead role, got promoted to L6 and
               | started to think about being a manager or getting to L7
               | (or getting Exceeds at L6) that I started to realize the
               | truth of what my dad was saying. I've reached a level I'm
               | perfecetly comfortable at, and could stay here until
               | retirement. I was mainly chasing the advancement for ego
               | and money reasons.
        
               | ska wrote:
               | Your dad was on to something.
        
               | dekhn wrote:
               | he's retired now and works harder than ever before,
               | leading trips for the sierra club and competing in
               | crossword puzzle tournaments.
        
               | jaegerpicker wrote:
               | This is very similar to my path. I grew up poor and had a
               | bad time in school, so I didn't make it in college as
               | well. Once I started working in the industry though, I
               | went all in all the time. Made myself the kind of
               | engineer that people from startups around. Became a
               | manager, a co-founder, a director, and was incredibly
               | close to accepting a CIO/CTO role. With each goal I found
               | I was less and less happy, eventually I took a boring job
               | at a consulting firm that works with boring industries
               | and Fortune 500 types. I'm a principal engineer and
               | architect and it's boring as hell but it pays incredibly
               | well, is super stable, and I get to go train bjj for 2.5
               | hours twice a week during the middle of the work day. I'm
               | happier than I've been since I landed that first
               | programming job.
        
             | francisofascii wrote:
             | > you need to spend more time finding metrics that
             | demonstrate that value and improving those
             | 
             | I have always had trouble with this type of nebulous goal.
        
               | dekhn wrote:
               | The challenge for me that I always struggled to explain
               | to my leadership is that in many cases, the time
               | investment to make an accurate metric dashboard greatly
               | exceeds just fixing the problem and knowing anecdotally
               | that it works (I worked with ML Whisperers, people whom I
               | trusted a lot to understand the underlying problems and
               | filter out noise).
               | 
               | For example, in my case (sending machines causing
               | invisible data corruption to be replaced) I could have
               | been promoted by doing the following:
               | 
               | 1) Finding a metric that correlated with the user pain
               | that I was fixing. In this case, it would be something
               | like "number of jobs that die with a NaN in 1 hour" while
               | running an A/B test (half the jobs in the fleet have some
               | feature enabled) and showign that, with significance, our
               | fix reduces the number of NaNs significantly. (data
               | driven)
               | 
               | 2) Demonstrate that the NaN rate corresponds to user
               | productivity (this could be # of papers published, # of
               | models trained per hour, whatever) and that high NaN
               | rates really did have an effect (impact)
               | 
               | 3) filter the data carefully, because the vast majority
               | of nans are actually caused by user error, not silent
               | data corruption (this was the actual hard part and nobody
               | has a better solution than "run a determinstic
               | calculation on 8 cores and use majority vote to find the
               | baddie")
               | 
               | Run the above for 6 months, show it to all the execs in
               | your division, get a few people from Search, Ads, YouTube
               | or Research/DeepMind to say it increased revenue or
               | decreased costs by 10%. Bingo: promotion, along wiht a
               | full time job maintaining a dashboard with constant
               | requests to add new features, fix code broken by other
               | teams, and making even _more_ presentations to execs on
               | how dysfunctional it is.
               | 
               | Or, I could just focus on fixing the machines, hearing
               | anecdotally from the ML Whisperers that it's working
               | again, and go back to surfing hacker news and getting
               | another 100 karma in a day.
        
       | meheleventyone wrote:
       | Doing it the other way around in a really small team and a lot of
       | pressure still makes you feel guilty, you do too much work (even
       | working an 8 hour day), burn out and end up very stressed. So
       | careful what you wish for!
        
         | meheleventyone wrote:
         | And maybe just to assuage some of the guilt, most guidelines
         | for working at a desk say you should take a break from your
         | screen/sitting for 5-10 minutes every hour. Over an 8 hour day
         | that's 40-80 minutes a day just by itself.
        
       | jakub_g wrote:
       | There's a deeply ingrained conviction (that I'm also a victim of)
       | from generation of our grandparents and blue collar jobs that the
       | work ain't real work unless you put 8hr of sweat and pain and
       | you're dead at the end of the day.
       | 
       | Things work differently in 21st century highly intellectual job.
       | Doing that is a straight recipe for burnout.
       | 
       | I'm the kind of person who typically overly engages in every job
       | but I'm tired full time as a result. I actually think I need to
       | work less (but be better organized).
        
       | yarcob wrote:
       | I just wanted to say that I also suffer from this problem. I
       | think I only do real work a couple of hours per week.
       | 
       | One thing that works for me is pair programming, but I can't do
       | that every day because it is so exhausting.
        
       | debt wrote:
       | Programmers are inherently incredibly underpaid relative to the
       | immense value they bring to everything so if anything your
       | working hours match what you're being paid. You may still be
       | doing too much work.
       | 
       | Do not worry about it. It's not your job to worry about it.
       | 
       | If you want to work more, then get paid more.
        
         | TheFreim wrote:
         | Are they? I only have a pretty small sample size but the
         | programmers I know all are quite happy with how much they're
         | paid. Do you have any backing for the claim, personal
         | experience possibly?
        
       | mym1990 wrote:
       | It is so interesting to think of this dilemma in tech/computer
       | oriented jobs vs something that requires one to be
       | present(retail/customer service/etc...).
       | 
       | I work as a dev now, but worked as a gas station clerk for 6
       | years starting at the age of 16. If I came in for an 8 hour
       | shift, I honestly think 7 of it was spent doing 'work'. I would
       | have to pretend to go to the bathroom for a #2 just to get a 5
       | minute breather(and thats not to say the environment was
       | oppressive, but the work standard was high and we felt valued at
       | the company).
        
       | getYeGone wrote:
       | This describes my situation pretty well. Working remotely makes
       | "getting away with it" all too easy. Unfortunately the effect
       | it's having on me is a great deal of anxiety. Though the anxiety
       | is probably a combination of many factors: lack of social
       | life/friends post-graduation, feeling stuck at a job I don't
       | enjoy, wanting to move out of my parents' house but not knowing
       | where to go.
        
       | macu wrote:
       | I work 7-hour days, but I might work 2 or 3 hours during that
       | time. A lot of the time I find the work unbearable and can only
       | bring myself to do it in short intervals. When the task is
       | interesting, involves my skills, and I'm making progress, I can
       | work for hours with almost no breaks. It really is an emotional
       | thing. I won't force myself to do anything that is really painful
       | because it ruins my mood for the whole day. At the same time I
       | feel guilty of days I get little or nothing done and I feel
       | trapped by the time constraint of the work day, even though I
       | work from home. I would really like to make a deal where I work
       | independent of a work day, with no set hours and no expectations,
       | and not feel like I'm on call all day, so I can do things other
       | than work through the day and not feel like I'm cheating.
        
         | gryn wrote:
         | work from home has been great for me in that I can compress
         | work into non 9-5 bursts.
         | 
         | instead of slacking trough 8hours per day with an effective 2-3
         | hours of work for 5 days I take the 1 day(and/or night) were I
         | work full concentration until exhausted (with small breaks) and
         | take next day "off" (I'm connected still reachable in
         | communication tools) to do personal stuff, side projects, watch
         | TV, exercise, or just chores.
         | 
         | My overall productivity and mood are much better than when I
         | was working from the office, but I'm afraid it's soon coming to
         | an end unless I find a new job that's Ok with being remote.
        
           | granshaw wrote:
           | Daily stand ups that ask for updates kindof kills this,
           | unless you purposely have uncommitted work and suddenly
           | commit+push it during your "off" days
        
         | tibbydudeza wrote:
         | It is impossible to work 7 hours a day.
        
           | Smaug123 wrote:
           | That's a rather blanket statement. Depends on the work! I
           | have certainly had paid employment where I frequently just
           | sat down at 8am, programmed and programmed, realised about
           | 3pm that I hadn't eaten yet, and stopped for a break. It
           | would never happen in the office, but it happened quite
           | regularly early on in the pandemic-induced WFH (thanks to me
           | happening to be on the right project to allow it).
        
       | FredPret wrote:
       | You've got management written all over you!
        
         | phaemon wrote:
         | He just said he felt _guilty_ about extracting maximal value
         | for minimum return. That 's the opposite of management.
        
         | y-c-o-m-b wrote:
         | Relevant: https://www.ribbonfarm.com/2009/10/07/the-gervais-
         | principle-...
        
         | twiddling wrote:
         | work smarter, not harder ;-)
        
           | toomuchtodo wrote:
           | You get paid for the value you deliver, not the effort
           | exerted.
        
             | 8note wrote:
             | You get paid for the scarcity of your labour, unrelated to
             | the effort you put in, or the value you produce
        
               | handrous wrote:
               | Right, but if you're in management, then management
               | invariably decides that your labor is quite scarce and
               | must be well-compensated. Go figure.
        
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       | brushfoot wrote:
       | Talk to your manager. They may be okay with you looking for what
       | to work on on your own.
       | 
       | I started doing that a couple years ago. I'd scout and talk to
       | people about what they needed. Eventually we'd find a project
       | that was worth working on.
       | 
       | It's gone really well. I was okayed to basically choose what I
       | worked on after a while, so that made work more fun. And your
       | employer may recognize that and reward it.
        
       | gorbachev wrote:
       | One possibility is that whatever you've been doing in these
       | companies just isn't your thing.
       | 
       | Are you sure you're in the right career? Maybe there's something
       | else that you'd be good at and actually interested in?
       | 
       | I've found myself in this sort of situation a few times, and
       | every time it's been due to either me picking up a job for the
       | wrong reasons, or the job just not being a good fit to begin
       | with. I'm not saying this is the case for you necessarily, but
       | you should probably think about it a little bit, and if it is,
       | find something more stimulating to do. Unless, of course, you
       | find the situation you're in acceptable to you.
        
       | bostonsre wrote:
       | Host file the sites you like. You saying this and me typing this
       | reminded me that I need to do that again... my current one:
       | 
       | 127.0.0.1 arstechnica.com
       | 
       | #127.0.0.1 news.ycombinator.com
       | 
       | 127.0.0.1 reuters.com
       | 
       | 127.0.0.1 techcrunch.com
       | 
       | 127.0.0.1 slashdot.org
       | 
       | 127.0.0.1 www.youtube.com
       | 
       | 127.0.0.1 youtube.com
        
         | zsmi wrote:
         | interesting. no news.ycombinator.com obviously.
        
         | jtxt wrote:
         | Nice. I made commands called by cron that copies a focus and
         | relax file to hosts... 25 minutes work, 5 minutes relax during
         | work hours.
        
       | thrill wrote:
       | If the minimum wasn't good enough it wouldn't be the minimum.
        
       | psion wrote:
       | While I don't seem to have all the information here, what I do
       | have is enough to make a really good suggestion. I have some of
       | the same issues with goofing off and such like that. So with
       | this, a couple of questions.
       | 
       | 1. Do you find yourself avoiding work you don't want to do
       | outside of the job? 2. Was this a problem in school? 3. Have you
       | talked to a doctor about this?
       | 
       | Number three is the most important. I have ADHD, and it sounds
       | like you might too. Go see your doctor as soon as you can. Once
       | you know what's going on, you can make yourself a plan to improve
       | yourself.
        
         | enlyth wrote:
         | I'm not saying this is what you're suggesting, but I also feel
         | like medicating people with amphetamines so they can be 120%
         | productive 40+ hours of week is also not the solution to
         | everything
         | 
         | We're humans and especially those of us with curious brains, we
         | get bored easily doing the same unstimulating tasks over and
         | over again
         | 
         | Maybe it's fine if he does what he needs to do in 3 hours and
         | slacks off for the rest of the day, if it's enjoyable to work
         | with him, and does what he is paid for, I only feel like this
         | 'work yourself to the bone to make someone else rich' culture
         | has created all this pent up guilt
        
           | bun_at_work wrote:
           | I agree that you shouldn't work yourself to the bone for
           | someone else's profit, but ADHD can be insidiously crippling,
           | at least for me.
           | 
           | Seeing a doctor and getting medication (I don't take
           | amphetamines) has been super helpful for everything from
           | feeling better about my work and being more productive, to
           | handling day-to-day life. The biggest improvement is just in
           | conversation/meetings/engaging with people, where I don't
           | find myself wondering about bizarre hypotheticals instead of
           | paying attention to the topic at hand.
        
             | enlyth wrote:
             | Yes I agree if it's impacting life so much then it's best
             | to follow the doctor's recommendations, that's why I wanted
             | to be a bit careful with my comment to not sound dismissive
             | to those who genuinely need help
        
             | topicseed wrote:
             | Might be TMI but your "bizarre hypotheticals" triggered me.
             | 
             | What often occurs in conversations in my life is... We
             | chat, we disagree on a random point and the second we start
             | arguing it, my brain brute forces every single path
             | possible. What if they say this? Then what if I say that,
             | or this, or even that? And it keeps on branching out.
             | 
             | Eventually I come back to the chat, after what seemed like
             | an eternity but was in fact a couple of seconds, and I am
             | bored and dismissive because I know where the arguements
             | will lead, and they do go one of these paths 99% of the
             | time.
        
               | maerF0x0 wrote:
               | > my brain brute forces every single path possible. What
               | if they say this? Then what if I say that, or this, or
               | even that? And it keeps on branching out.
               | 
               | To me this just sounds like intelligence. Not a disorder.
        
         | 71a54xd wrote:
         | ADHD and WFH have basically been a death sentence for me in
         | regards to my output and velocity. Some days are good, some
         | days are horrible. As someone who received their ADHD diagnosis
         | at 22 (well after I fumbled through a CS degree wondering if I
         | was a moron, while also working part time at startups) it
         | changed my life. Ignorant people will say "nobody needs
         | stimmies" but 5mg Adderall has legitimately changed my life and
         | given me another 3/4 of mental capacity back.
        
           | athorax wrote:
           | I've been extremely lucky with WFH actually significantly
           | improving my productivity. My ADHD in an office environment
           | was significantly worse. Coworkers coming to talk to me,
           | overhearing conversations from the break room, unlimited free
           | snacks, etc. I'm also fortunate to be able to have a
           | dedicated space at my home to use for work so I can still
           | have that "disconnect" at the end of the day.
        
           | the_doctah wrote:
           | Good thing you live in <current year>, I guess you would have
           | been screwed if you lived in a society before Adderall and
           | ADHD existed, eh?
        
             | 71a54xd wrote:
             | I'd likely be a chemist or a plumber in those days. Quite
             | frankly, I'd likely be happier today if I was a plumber -
             | however although I really liked chemistry, I'm glad that's
             | not my occupation since a friend of mine has a PhD in
             | chemistry from Stanford and has been unemployed since
             | graduation.
        
             | marvin wrote:
             | They might have been perfectly okay in the Manhattan
             | Project doing varied but unplanned fast-paced research, as
             | a WWII fighter pilot, doing subsea welding for the oil
             | industry, being a scout in any number of military forces,
             | being a professional athlete on the bleeding edge of rock
             | climbing and so on.
             | 
             | I think the rise of ADHD as a common impediment correlates
             | very strongly with a society that has few good career
             | options for people who have these neurological variations.
        
               | Taylor_OD wrote:
               | Yeah having the same device, software, and websites I use
               | for work also able to connect to things I use for not
               | work does not help my ADHD.
        
       | notdarkyet wrote:
       | If you are venting this, you know its an issue.
       | 
       | Maybe the theory you should post instead of an excuse is that you
       | are lazy and the skill you perfected is hiding that you don't do
       | anything.
        
       | latenightcoding wrote:
       | You should make sure you and your manager(s) are on the same
       | page. It would be unfortunate if you think they are happy with
       | your work just to get in trouble later on for working less hours
       | than what your getting paid for.
        
       | droptablemain wrote:
       | You have no reason to feel guilty. The relationship between
       | employee and employer is fundamentally one of exploitation.
        
       | bunkydoo wrote:
       | There's nothing wrong with this, doing what you want with your
       | time is the point of life.
        
       | new_guy wrote:
       | This sounds like the flight, _fight_ , freeze response. You're
       | lacking stimulation so you coast along until you need to work
       | then you _fight_.
       | 
       | More: https://news.ycombinator.com/item?id=26371848
        
       | vegancap wrote:
       | I'm very similar, or was. I was diagnosed with ADHD aged 30. If
       | I'm working on something I enjoy or find interesting, I'm all in
       | on it, obsessed. If I find it slightly dull or tedious, I'll have
       | to fight with myself to get it done, just turns into relentless
       | scrolling through hacker news, or get distracted with other
       | things.
       | 
       | The trick, I've found, is to either find ways to enjoy what
       | you're working on if you don't enjoy it. For example, gamifying
       | it or finding some other challenge in it. Or try to insist on
       | specialising on what you do enjoy working on more.
       | 
       | Read the following as well (if, of course you haven't already): -
       | Flow by Mihaly Csikszentmihalyi - Deep Work by Cal Newport -
       | Hyperfocus by Chris Bailey
       | 
       | Oh, and don't beat yourself up for not feeling 100% productive or
       | enthusiastic all the time. Most of this expectation is a tech
       | culture thing and it's just silly. Most jobs don't expect this,
       | most jobs people assume you're sat around talking and eating
       | biscuits several hours a day. Our brains aren't designed to work
       | in well defined, lengthy chunks of time, it's absurd we expect
       | that.
       | 
       | As a few others haven't mentioned as well, it's worth getting
       | screened for ADHD if you haven't already, the meds can really
       | really help. They were a revelation for me anyway.
        
       | CyberRabbi wrote:
       | It's fine. You're hurting no one really. At most you're hurting
       | yourself but likely not. If you wanted something different you'd
       | behave differently.
        
       | rackjack wrote:
       | They pay you the bare minimum needed to keep you, so why would
       | you do anything but the bare minimum amount of work? Passion is
       | things you are actually invested in, like hobbies, or your
       | family, or a business you own, or a particularly interesting
       | question, or career development, etc.
        
       | akomtu wrote:
       | Think of it this way. If you can get away with so little work
       | while being recognized as a solid contributor, you must be
       | extremely competent: where a newbie sounds the entire day on
       | busywork to find a solution, you just see the solution and spend
       | the rest 7 hours reading HN. Also, when was the last time your
       | manager approached you with a conversation "hey, out company is
       | doing much better, so we wanted to double your pay and give you
       | this expense card to pay for flights, hotels and restaurants,
       | wherever those might be"? The company isn't seeking an
       | opportunity to spend more money on you, so you should be doing
       | the same. It's just a business relationship.
        
       | u678u wrote:
       | I wish I was like you. I volunteer to get involved in lots of
       | projects then fail at half of them and end up burnt out.
        
       | mtnGoat wrote:
       | from all the reading i do here, you would be a great fit at
       | Google, every G employee here seems to talk about barely working.
       | :x
        
         | rejectedandsad wrote:
         | I do the same at Amazon fwiw.
        
       | creamytaco wrote:
       | I spent ~6.5 years at Google working an hour a day at the most
       | (cue Office Space, meeting with the Bobs) with nobody being the
       | wiser. I met or exceeded all performance review expectations.
       | When I left, my colleagues complimented me on my "work ethic". It
       | wasn't just me doing that either. Most ppl are too busy focusing
       | on whatever life goals and ladderisms they've assigned to
       | themselves to really scrutinize what others are doing.
        
       | dv_dt wrote:
       | Reading hn and other tech related information is working -
       | increasing your depth and breadth. It's just not direct work.
       | It's good for you and your employer for you to spend time with
       | indirect work, with related and unrelated general topics.
        
       | ryanianian wrote:
       | It's certainly not uncommon.
       | 
       | But: Turning it back to you: how is that working out for you? The
       | title of your post -- "feeling guilty" -- may be telling you
       | something. Either do it and enjoy it or don't.
       | 
       | You can be a genius "slacker". If that's fulfilling for you,
       | great. Otherwise, focus on what you want to be getting out of the
       | situation and not on the guilt.
        
       | text_exch wrote:
       | There is a certain subset of programmers who get away with this
       | at work. But if you're posting this, it sounds like you're torn
       | between the comfortable quality of life you're living now, and
       | the boredom and knowing you could be doing more.
       | 
       | Some ideas:
       | 
       | * Can you do a rotation on a different team? (For example, if
       | you're devops, you might learn a lot on SRE/ops.)
       | 
       | * Can you start side projects at work, for work?
        
       | zombieprocess wrote:
       | Curious about career advancement with this approach? Does this
       | get you promoted and does this get you work on more interesting
       | projects?
        
       | anonuser123456 wrote:
       | If your employer is happy with you, there is no reason to 'feel
       | guilty'.
       | 
       | Being competent (top 20%) and working 3hrs / day is way more
       | productive than a middle performer working 12 hrs / day.
       | 
       | In my personal experience:
       | 
       | I work with people that, in 5 minutes, I can accomplish more than
       | they can in a day. And those people are not stupid / unmotivated.
       | 
       | I also work with people that, in 5 minutes, can accomplish more
       | than I can in a day. I'm not stupid, or unmotivated.
       | 
       | Some people are just more experienced, have better judgement, are
       | smarter etc.
       | 
       | Output is what counts, not time.
        
         | treesrule wrote:
         | > Being competent (top 20%)
         | 
         | What sort of toxic exceptionalism led you to think that only
         | 20% of workers are suitable for their jobs....
        
           | tasuki wrote:
           | In reality it's probably more like 0%...
        
           | abeyer wrote:
           | Experience with humanity? Dunning-Kruger, Peter Principle,
           | hubris, and just plain laziness compound nicely to make 20%
           | seem like the right ballpark. There are a lot of people out
           | there who are not very well suited to what they do, often
           | through no real fault of their own. I don't think it's toxic
           | to recognize that.
        
           | spacephysics wrote:
           | I think he's referring to the 80/20 law, or Pareto
           | distribution.
           | 
           | Essentially 80% of all corporate output is performed by 20%
           | of the workforce, and continues down each chain (of the 20%
           | doing 80% of the work, 20% of them are doing 80% and etc...)
           | 
           | https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Pareto_distribution
           | 
           | https://www.americanexpress.com/en-us/business/trends-and-
           | in...
        
           | anonuser123456 wrote:
           | I would say that for the first 10 years of my programming
           | career I was not competent. The next 5, I was marginally
           | competent.
           | 
           | I like this essay on the topic:
           | 
           | http://www.norvig.com/21-days.html
        
           | [deleted]
        
           | b3kart wrote:
           | I think what they're implying is that the bottom 80% are
           | incompetent and should (presumably) feel bad. This is an
           | interesting way to define competence.
        
       | _wldu wrote:
       | I don't think what you call "slacking around" is actually bad.
       | You are keeping abreast and learning new things from relevant
       | sites. That's a big part of your job and a tremendous value to
       | you and your employer.
        
       | [deleted]
        
       | rychco wrote:
       | I used to always try to be productive during my workday, and
       | would feel extremely guilty for getting distracted. Over time,
       | however, I have drifted steadily towards the bare minimum because
       | I feel like I was always doing the most by far. Now I consider it
       | productive time spent if I learn something new or work on side
       | projects. I still feel guilty, but not nearly as much as I used
       | to.
        
       | hashberry wrote:
       | Yeah, the guilty feeling sucks, I also had a devops job where I
       | worked 2-3 hours a day. I finally found a more demanding job that
       | required 4-6 hours of work per day. Being remote also helped
       | instead of trying to keep up appearances in the office.
        
       | ww520 wrote:
       | Don't feel bad. Most companies ask you to sign away your
       | intellectual properties even when they're come up during your
       | rest in non-working hours. Your slacking is just your rest time
       | for your work.
        
       | iguanayou wrote:
       | Very, very common.
        
       | ceva wrote:
       | Dude just enjoy it its simple!
        
       | MattGaiser wrote:
       | At 3 hours a day, you work as much as everyone else does. [0]
       | 
       | [0] https://www.inc.com/melanie-curtin/in-an-8-hour-day-the-
       | aver...
        
         | Gengar wrote:
         | I can't remember the last time I worked more than 3 hours,
         | being done by lunch time everyday is great. If I work in the
         | afternoon it is just mandatory meetings.
        
         | youerbt wrote:
         | Which is the best argument for WFH, really. At 3h a day + 1h
         | commuting, it's 6h a day wasted for being in an office, crazy.
        
         | cm2012 wrote:
         | I did an HN poll, how many hours per day do you work including
         | meetings and etc, and the answer was a normal distribution
         | around 6 hours a day.
         | 
         | https://imgur.com/qdSltlM
         | 
         | The left axis is years of seniority.
        
           | mylons wrote:
           | i don't think you have enough data to be linking this as if
           | it has meaning. N=104 is not a large sample size.
        
             | phaemon wrote:
             | 104 seems enough to be meaningful. Might have a fair margin
             | of error but that's ok. Why do you think otherwise?
        
             | renewiltord wrote:
             | Out of curiosity, what is the math you used to determine
             | it's not a large sample size?
        
             | phreeza wrote:
             | It depends what you are measuring. It looks like the rough
             | distribution is robust across seniority strata, hinting at
             | the sample size probably being adequate.
        
           | phkahler wrote:
           | For a lot of people "meetings" aren't productive work. They
           | may be necessary for communication but they are not actual
           | work for a lot of people. It's entirely different if you're a
           | manager or someone else whose main job is largely
           | communication.
        
             | MattGaiser wrote:
             | At least with work from home, I generally do not consider
             | my meetings part of my work because I can go and do work in
             | my meeting.
        
             | cm2012 wrote:
             | Here's how I phrased the question:
             | https://strawpoll.com/47x15cf1
        
           | manmal wrote:
           | Did you segment this for presentation purposes, or were there
           | only 3 ranges to choose from? I'm asking because the latter
           | could also mean that most people work 4h. Deducing [4;8] = 6
           | would not really work.
        
             | cm2012 wrote:
             | Only three stages, the average there could be different
             | than 6.
        
         | an_opabinia wrote:
         | If I'm your boss, sitting next to you and in full view of your
         | screen, and I'm there for 8 hours working, will the average
         | person work a real 8 hours?
        
           | mylons wrote:
           | if you're doing this I'm quitting and going to work in one of
           | the thousands of firms where this doesn't happen, and
           | potentially for better pay?
        
           | bigbillheck wrote:
           | If you're my boss watching me that closely, I'm going to be
           | reading up on the OSS workforce sabotage manual.
        
           | csa wrote:
           | > If I'm your boss, sitting next to you and in full view of
           | your screen, and I'm there for 8 hours working, will the
           | average person work a real 8 hours?
           | 
           | You probably get a few weeks of "real 8 hours" before your
           | best employees find somewhere less oppressive to work and
           | leave your micromanaged company.
           | 
           | Your bad employees will stay because they don't have better
           | options.
        
           | DevKoala wrote:
           | When I was a junior engineer, I quit a position over this. My
           | manager had a direct line of sight from his desk into my
           | screen and would give me passive aggressive comments if I
           | wasn't always on task.
           | 
           | I was the best performing engineer at that company, handling
           | a contract that was worth >20% of their revenue by myself.
           | They loved me at that company, and I wish I had been honest
           | with the feedback I gave during my exit interview, but I just
           | couldn't tell the guy my issues were with him.
        
           | LandR wrote:
           | I wouldn't be.
           | 
           | I simply can't sit and focus working for 8 hours a day.
           | Especially if its hard. I'm not a robot.
           | 
           | If I thought you were sitting there just to watch me to try
           | and force me to work more, I'd leave.
           | 
           | I think for me doing dev, 4 hours is about the max before the
           | quality of work drops off significantly.
        
           | asymptosis wrote:
           | This question doesn't parse well. What does this "average
           | person" have to do with me?
           | 
           | If you're my boss, and I'm reading your question, will the
           | average boss communicate clearly?
        
           | soperj wrote:
           | If you're my boss and doing this, then you're getting none of
           | your own work done.
        
             | goodpoint wrote:
             | If you're my boss and doing this, then you're going to see
             | me leave the company.
        
               | jaegerpicker wrote:
               | That's me also. Maybe not fair as I'm more likely to be
               | the boss since I have 20+ years of experience but no way
               | am I working under those constraints.
        
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