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       I found my Grandpa's notes 20 years after he died (2020)
        
       Author : Ice_cream_suit
       Score  : 208 points
       Date   : 2021-05-04 04:30 UTC (1 days ago)
        
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       | ilamont wrote:
       | I interviewed Ray Kurzweil not long after "The Singularity Is
       | Near" came out. I asked him about a concept that he brought up in
       | the book but didn't get much attention in light of the other more
       | startling predictions he made. Excerpt follows:
       | 
       |  _Q: In the Singularity is Near, you also discussed an intriguing
       | invention, which you called the "Document Image and Storage
       | Invention", or DAISI for short. But you concluded that it really
       | wouldn't work out. Could you talk a little bit about that?
       | 
       | RK: ... The big challenge, which I think is actually important
       | almost philosophical challenge -- it might sound like a dull
       | issue, like how do you format a database, so you can retrieve
       | information, that sounds pretty technical. The real key issue is
       | that software formats are constantly changing. People say, "well,
       | gee, if we could backup our brains and I talk about how that will
       | be feasible some decades from now. Then the digital version of
       | you could be immortal, but software doesn't live forever, in fact
       | it doesn't live very long at all if you don't care about it if
       | you don't continually update it to new formats.
       | 
       | Try going back 20 years to some old formats, some old programming
       | language. Try resuscitating some information on some PDP1
       | magnetic tapes. I mean even if you could get the hardware to
       | work, the software formats are completely alien and [using] a
       | different operating system and nobody is there to support these
       | formats anymore. And that continues. There is this continual
       | change in how that information is formatted. ...
       | 
       | Q: You said there's no technological solution. What about
       | creating standards that would be maintained by the community, or
       | would be widespread enough that future ...
       | 
       | We do use standard formats, and the standard formats are
       | continually changed, and the formats are not always backwards
       | compatible. It's a nice goal, but it actually doesn't work. I
       | have in fact electronic information that in fact goes back
       | through many different computer systems. Some of it now I cannot
       | access. In theory I could, or with enough effort, find people to
       | decipher it, but it's not readily accessible. The more backwards
       | you go, the more of a challenge it becomes.
       | 
       | And despite the goal of maintaining standards, or maintaining
       | forward compatibility, or backwards compatibility, it doesn't
       | really work out that way. Maybe we will improve that. Hard
       | documents are actually the easiest to access. Fairly crude
       | technologies like microfilm or microfiche which basically has
       | documents are very easy to access.
       | 
       | So ironically, the most primitive formats are the ones that are
       | easiest._
       | 
       | As a genealogist, I have thought a lot about solutions to
       | preserve data long term that don't have physical limitations of
       | microfiche or paper media, or the problem of computers crashing,
       | subscriptions lapsing, or for-profit online services shutting
       | down (see "Ancestry deleted 10 years of my family's history",
       | https://slate.com/technology/2015/04/myfamily-shuttered-ance...)
       | 
       | Maybe 10 years ago, a few people in the Silicon Valley futurist
       | community came up with the idea of a ball or disc etched with
       | gradually smaller text an excerpt from the Old Testament,
       | translated into multiple languages. It was kind of a Rosetta
       | Stone ideal ... The plan was these balls/discs could be seeded
       | across the world so even if there was some great calamity or the
       | loss of written languages, future civilizations could resurrect
       | them.
       | 
       | There are many limitations of applying this idea to genealogy or
       | any written record, including cost and the inability to update
       | the text.
       | 
       | It made me think that a more realistic solution to the genealogy
       | preservation problem aligns with Kurzweil's "most primitive"
       | take: Preserve core records on paper, share them widely with
       | relatives and cousins, and use an easy-to-understand versioning
       | system. This could also be applied to other family records, such
       | as the grandfather's notes.
       | 
       | We know high quality paper can last hundreds of years. It can be
       | easily copied and spread, potentially allowing the information to
       | last thousands of years, as evidenced by Roman, Greek, and early
       | Chinese dynastic records and literature that can still be read
       | today.
        
         | beckingz wrote:
         | so for digital formats .txt files?
        
           | _underfl0w_ wrote:
           | That still leaves unanswered questions:
           | 
           | What encoding - ASCII or Unicode? UTF-8, or UTF-16?
           | 
           | What type of filesystem - FAT32, exFAT, ext4?
           | 
           | What physical medium - HDD or SSD?
           | 
           | OP's question goes deeper than just the file format.
        
           | jodrellblank wrote:
           | .txt isn't a format - what size will the bytes/words be, what
           | character encoding will they use (EBCDIC? ANSI? ASCII? Fixed
           | width UTF-32?, variable width UTF8?, Next decade's AI-
           | designed super-efficient encoding?) and what human language
           | will they be encoding? Aramaic? Medieval French? As he said
           | we keep using "standard formats" but the standards keep
           | changing, and so does the world around it.
           | 
           | .txt doesn't address the content - something like tables of
           | rainfall needs structure inside the text rather than runs of
           | words. CSV? XML? Markdown or HTML tables? Audio, image,
           | video, or more intricate things like a 3D model of a
           | building?
           | 
           | And it doesn't address the hardware (that PDP tape drive),
           | who has a laptop with an floppy, Iomega Zip, CD or DVD or
           | Blu-Ray drive at all these days? What are you going to do
           | with grandad's SSD with built-in encryption?
        
         | ilamont wrote:
         | ETA: A longer excerpt and details about the Rosetta Disk and
         | NanoRosetta projects:
         | 
         | http://blogs.harvard.edu/lamont/2021/05/05/ray-kurzweil-on-l...
         | 
         |  _" The Rosetta Disk is the physical companion of the Rosetta
         | Digital Language Archive, and a prototype of one facet of The
         | Long Now Foundation's 10,000-Year Library. The Rosetta Disk is
         | intended to be a durable archive of human languages, as well as
         | an aesthetic object that suggests a journey of the imagination
         | across culture and history."_
         | (https://rosettaproject.org/disk/concept/)
         | 
         |  _" For the production of nano inscribed nickel wafers or
         | plates, the archival data in the form of pdf format is first
         | submitted and organized sequentially or indexed systematically.
         | After file conversion and other preparation for NanoRosetta
         | processing, the documents or other data are then recorded onto
         | a glass wafer by modulating a laser beam in a spiral or
         | concentric manner using a polar raster direct laser etch. A
         | matrix process in electroforming creates "father" nickel master
         | from the inscribed glass wafer. An intermediate "mother" and
         | final "son" can then be generated from this nickel "father"
         | master wafer. For mass production, polymer copies can also be
         | provided in lieu of nickel "sons." We also have the ability to
         | combine digital data (CD or DVD) and analog human readable
         | formats on the same disc."_
         | (https://nanorosetta.com/technology/)
        
       | reallymental wrote:
       | An alternative comment:
       | 
       | I've found people's handwriting deteriorate as time has gone
       | by... cursive is rarer to come by (leaving the 'legibility'
       | argument aside), typing has certainly contributed to this, but
       | some people still write on boards to explore ideas and boy are
       | those diagrams and writings unreadable.
       | 
       | If the author posted some samples of the grandfather's notes
       | (withholding personal information), that would have added a very
       | personal touch to the article indeed, and also ensured his
       | ancestor's work gets recorded by archive.com.
       | 
       | edit: grammar.
        
         | mgkimsal wrote:
         | I've been consistently embarrassed by my writing and drawing
         | (cursive, block, white boarding, etc) since I was a kid, and I
         | can't seem to get any better. My wife's penmanship in any
         | situation is... great (stunning by comparison). I can read
         | stuff she wrote 20 years ago - I have trouble rereading my own
         | notes from 2 minutes ago.
        
           | JasonFruit wrote:
           | I improved my handwriting markedly by teaching my children
           | handwriting. Knowing I was setting a poor example for them
           | was motivating.
        
           | krrrh wrote:
           | Drop loop cursive and get the book _Write Now_ which teaches
           | Getty-Dubay italic to adults.
           | 
           | https://handwritingsuccess.com/
        
             | intergalplan wrote:
             | That loopy-style cursive they taught us in school was so
             | damn ugly, even when done perfectly, and not especially
             | fast. I never understood why they were making us learn it.
             | Its existence only made any sense to me whatsoever when I
             | learned it was designed with a fountain pen in mind.
        
           | intergalplan wrote:
           | I have writing samples from second grade.
           | 
           | My writing was much more legible then.
        
           | medstrom wrote:
           | Writing love letters and other notes to my girlfriend
           | prompted me to look up videos on handwriting. It honestly
           | doesn't take long -- in preschool it was torture, but as an
           | adult you can achieve big gains in an hour.
        
             | owenversteeg wrote:
             | What videos did you use?
             | 
             | Other people here, what did you use? I see there are a ton
             | of options - Getty-Dubay is mentioned below but there seem
             | to be many other similar systems.
        
       | anotha1 wrote:
       | Nice story. I was hoping for some more "groundbreaking
       | revelations." However, the opposite was the conclusion:
       | 
       | > he was a man like any other. He had hopes and dreams. Triumphs
       | and failures. Faith and doubt.
       | 
       | I write a lot of notes. I imagine there are some great takeaways
       | in there. And sadly, I'm not very optimistic about those having
       | any impact, especially if I get hit by a bus tomorrow.
       | Mortality... Blah.
        
         | johnx123-up wrote:
         | For me... A Hindu (?) doctor who had his faith in Christianity
         | is a striking contradiction.
        
           | pratik661 wrote:
           | I don't think thats really a contradiction. As far as
           | science/engineering professions go, I think doctors tend to
           | be the most religious.
        
           | random314 wrote:
           | Where does it say that he was a Hindu?
        
         | guerrilla wrote:
         | I know how you feel. I suspect the only way to get them to have
         | impact is do something else great or become famous so that at
         | some point someone even bothers to go through them. :)
        
           | brobdingnagians wrote:
           | Hehe, sometimes feels like that but we have family stories in
           | my family about incredible things in people's lives. Even if
           | your descendants only get one amazing story out of your life,
           | it adds up when combined with all the other stories from
           | other lives.
           | 
           | For just one example: one of my great great grandmother's was
           | living in the desert and quick thinking when a son was hit in
           | the face with an axe blade, stitched it up with her sewing
           | kit and needle. He survived and recovered. Its just one
           | story, but it's fun to tell in the family
        
           | anotha1 wrote:
           | Yeah, that's about it.
        
       | ibudiallo wrote:
       | As an HN user, when I die my notes might just disappear with me.
       | 
       | My family probably won't be able to log into my custom made blog.
       | It will go on for a few years then the domain will expire.
       | 
       | My phone which gets unlocked with fingerprint or a 6 digit pin
       | will remain locked forever. My computer, also with a secure
       | password and encrypted hard drive will remain locked.
       | 
       | All my accounts with secure passwords will remain unreachable.
       | 
       | My dropbox which contains all my unpublished notes and books will
       | probably expire and get deleted.
       | 
       | I'll have to print some instructions and lock them in a safe for
       | my family.
        
       | js8 wrote:
       | My grandfather (from Czechia, cca years 1970-1990) kept daily
       | notes of what he bought and did each day (he somewhat obsessively
       | quantified himself before it was cool). I think these could be
       | interesting to a historian, but they're written in pencil and
       | kinda hard to read/decipher. I don't think technology is advanced
       | enough for automated extraction yet.
        
         | seniorivn wrote:
         | if you don't plan to profit from it, you can just scan it and
         | publish as is. If it is of interest for historians they will
         | convert it into data themselves (if you are tech guy you can
         | help them cooperate)
        
         | tinco wrote:
         | It most certainly is, give a junior machine learning
         | enthousiast a week and I bet they could have the entire thing
         | OCR'ed, if off-the-shelf tools don't work.
        
       | tartoran wrote:
       | This type of 'discovery' won't be possible with the next
       | generation as the digital version of that would be locked on some
       | media (possibly encrypted) somewhere forever.
        
         | swalls wrote:
         | Good. Just because someone died, doesn't mean their personal
         | writing belongs to you.
        
           | nirav72 wrote:
           | So are you saying an heir has no right to his/her
           | grandparents writings?
        
           | vlunkr wrote:
           | Exactly, they belong to the good folks at facebook. On a
           | serious note though, I think most people write journals with
           | the intent of passing them down.
        
           | astura wrote:
           | Legally, this is incorrect, all possessions are passed onto
           | heirs when one dies, which includes
           | papers/writings/recordings. Heir(s) become the new legal
           | owner and may do whatever they wish with the documents.
           | 
           | It can arguably be morally questionable to read and/or
           | publish _some_ writings if the author wrote them with the
           | intention of keeping them private forever. Of course, if the
           | deceased doesn 't tell you you'd have to guess. At the same
           | time the person is dead so you can't exactly hurt their
           | feelings, and presumably they knew the risk of writing
           | something down is that we it might be read by the non-
           | intended audience.
           | 
           | Though you can hurt the feelings of other people who know the
           | deceased and/or have a vested interest in controlling their
           | legacy. You might also hurt people who are the subject of
           | those writings.
           | 
           | I think I understand what you mean though, with digital
           | assets one can actually prevent private writings and thoughts
           | from being read by others after death, if that's what the
           | author actually desires, in a way you really can't do with
           | physical assets. This is arguably good as it better honors
           | the wishes of the deceased.
           | 
           | However, in this case this is a memoir, which are generally
           | wrote to be read.
           | 
           | I'm with you though, I want my thoughts to die with me.
        
           | syshum wrote:
           | it is only good if that was the intention of the descendant,
           | unfortunately we as a culture do not properly plan for death
           | there for I can see a huge amount of data being lost even if
           | the descendant wished for their family to see the data. (or
           | did not have a strong desire for data to die with them)
        
             | tartoran wrote:
             | Yeah, I wonder how many people share their passwords with
             | their loved ones while they're good and healthy, but
             | disaster can strike anytime. Im thinking of an idea for a
             | service to ping one every 6 months and if no answer is
             | given back in another 6 months, then to allow a designated
             | person to have all pasawords and keys. Some kind of digital
             | will executor or something of the sorts
        
               | bennyp101 wrote:
               | Mine is in a safety deposit box, in 3 envelopes. Each has
               | instructions and part of my private key that can be used
               | to decrypt my files and passwords.
               | 
               | Also has the password to my yubikey - which also has the
               | private key on it.
               | 
               | Only myself and my wife have access to said box, so if I
               | die, then she can get to all my stuff, if we both die
               | then the kids can get to stuff.
        
               | astura wrote:
               | No judgement here, just out of curiosity, why? Why do you
               | want your heirs to access your accounts? For what
               | services? What's sort of data is in there?
        
               | hyperman1 wrote:
               | My brother died unexpectedly in his 30s, after years
               | living and studying in another country. Some things:
               | 
               | I hope we found every relevant friend and invited them to
               | the funeral. But as he travelled a lot, they are all over
               | the planet, and the chance we found them all is basically
               | zero. The only reason we found out about his first
               | serious girlfriend was because he told about her a week
               | before on the phone.
               | 
               | We went to his country, hired a van, stuffed cleaned out
               | his apartment, cancelled every service we found out, then
               | went back home. We presume everything settled, but you
               | have to know about a service to cancel it. I hope whoever
               | hired his house did not get too much trouble with angry
               | debtors and such.
               | 
               | We found out about sides of him we never knew about.
               | There might be other things, we'll never know. This is
               | very hard for my parents.
               | 
               | Some unscrupulous companies read obituaries and send a
               | bill. Really. We had 2 companies billing him for services
               | never delivered, just hoping the heirs would pay them.
               | 
               | We did not manage to enter his gmail account. Google did
               | not grant us access even when presenting a death
               | certificate. They suggested we contacted an USA judge,
               | and required everything done according to USA law, even
               | if everything relevant happened in the EU. I still feel
               | bitter about their total lack of sympathy and
               | cooperation.
        
               | Sunspark wrote:
               | I don't know that you should feel bitter. If the
               | situation was reversed, would you be ok with people going
               | through your personal correspondence?
        
               | syshum wrote:
               | Banking, Utilities, Retirement Info, Document Repository
               | that has import info about my Assets and my will, Code
               | repositories, Credentials to my home Servers that run the
               | Home Automation, Media Center, etc etc etc...
               | 
               | All Kinds of things, I am 99% paperless at this point so
               | all my info is digital...
        
           | tartoran wrote:
           | There's a good and a bad in it. But a lot of good stuff came
           | out from people who died, great stories, artworks and so on.
           | Why would it not be a part of the cultural treasure?
        
           | archontes wrote:
           | That's exactly what someone dying means. Their possessions
           | pass to their heirs.
        
         | cableshaft wrote:
         | I did write a physical journal for a couple of years (and tried
         | to start last year again briefly), but it just takes so much
         | time compared to digital. The year I wrote all digital I spent
         | half the time but more than double the detail and word count
         | (like the difference was ~45,000 words a year versus ~123,000
         | words a year). For the physical one I would spend up to 90
         | minutes a day sometimes (I can write 2-3k for a single day
         | sometimes) and have terrible hand cramps afterwards.
         | 
         | And also as a safety measure I ended up transcribing the
         | physical version to digital anyway.
         | 
         | Most of it is notes in regards to studying and coming up with
         | my game designs, but there are also personal life events and
         | last year, some pandemic commentary I included in part just to
         | document parts of this crazy period of time I lived through.
         | 
         | 2020 was actually a bad year for writing though, and I only
         | wrote about 47,000 words total last year (and 2021 even worse,
         | I've still only written a couple of entries for this year).
         | Pandemic screwed up my morning 'Go to Starbucks and write in
         | the diary while drinking coffee' habit.
         | 
         | But one thing I'm planning to do for the digital years is to
         | (eventually) print out a copy via Lulu or something, so there's
         | still a physical copy somewhere. Also my digital version is in
         | Markdown plain-text on my Dropbox, so it's in the cloud and on
         | every computer I've got.
         | 
         | Also eventually I'll probably burn that plus some video/board
         | game files onto a gold archive disc, so it will have a decent
         | chance at still being readable 100+ years in the future,
         | assuming there are still means of reading optical discs.
        
         | satysin wrote:
         | I keep a daily journal using the Day One app. [1] It has a nice
         | feature to print-to-order a physical book of your entries. I
         | have done this for a few "collections" of entries such as
         | birthdays, weddings and other special/big events per year.
         | 
         | And of course I regularly export my entries to PDF and text
         | files which I keep backed up in several places. While not fool
         | proof I believe it is enough to ensure it is all available if I
         | were to suddenly die tomorrow. Perhaps a few recent entries
         | might get lost if they cannot access the most recent entries
         | locked in Day One but the vast majority should remain.
         | 
         | Obviously I don't know if any kids or grandkids (if I have any
         | one day) will ever read all I have written but it will at least
         | be there should they want to :)
         | 
         | I don't journal for them though. I do it for myself. Day One
         | prompts me each day to review past entries for the day which I
         | love. I also like to sit down from time to time and read back
         | to past memories. It is full not just for writing but photos,
         | videos, news articles, conversations I've had online, voice
         | memos and a whole bunch of other things. Obviously the videos
         | and voice recordings are not possible in the printed versions
         | but they are all exported and backed up.
         | 
         | If anyone reading this is thinking of keeping a journal I can't
         | recommend Day One enough! It is one of the few apps I don't
         | mind paying the yearly subscription for which says a lot as I
         | detest subscription apps generally.
         | 
         | [1] https://dayoneapp.com/
        
         | rightbyte wrote:
         | Ye and photos will be gone too ... I buy printed photo books to
         | at-least try to keep some pictures.
        
         | astura wrote:
         | Oh, stop, the vast majority of people of any generation don't
         | write memoirs to be discovered in the first place.
         | 
         | What I suspect is most typical? - My grandfather on my dad's
         | side was illiterate and my grandma (his wife) is barely
         | literate, so I don't think she'd ever write down anything more
         | than a grocery list.
         | 
         | Beyond that, if someone wants you to have/read something,
         | they'd give it to you. If someone encrypts their writing or
         | puts it behind a login, it's because they don't want you
         | reading it.
        
           | syshum wrote:
           | Well that is not actually true for at-least 2 reasons
           | 
           | 1. There are many things I do not want my family to access to
           | today while I am alive, but wish them to have access to them
           | if I were to die. My password vault as an example, they will
           | need access to that to close my estate more easily
           | 
           | 2. Many programs by default today have some kind of strong
           | security, simply enabling this security by default to keep
           | unwanted third parties out does not necessarily mean I want
           | to also lock out my family. I many not want the PUBLIC
           | reading it but that is different than not wanting family to
           | read it. It also could be related to #1
        
             | kortilla wrote:
             | You don't log in as a dead person to close an estate (at
             | least in traditional US financial institutions). There is a
             | process specifically for this and having an account
             | password isn't helpful.
        
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       | aspaceman wrote:
       | My mother committed suicide when I was a child. She kept a
       | collection of journals, letters, writings, and various computer
       | documents detailing her inner thoughts, bipolar disorder,
       | specific medication schedule, ECT, and various medical records.
       | 
       | I should go through it someday. I know it's probably a
       | psychiatric students dream. A complete documentation of someone's
       | entire life, with associated medicine schedule (and eventually,
       | ECT schedule). I imagine there's some value to it.
       | 
       | Really don't know where to start with it though.
        
       | klmadfejno wrote:
       | I read a random letter from my grandfather recently. The most
       | interesting part of it was how much mundane life updates were in
       | it. Things that don't seem normative to communicate in written
       | word anymore, because they're so transient they belong in a
       | transient form, like a phone call. Letters felt much more like an
       | ongoing spoken conversation.
        
         | sokoloff wrote:
         | I think social media has a lot of these mundane life updates.
         | "Cut the grass today; ate a burger; here's the beer I'm
         | drinking."
        
       | brettermeier wrote:
       | I don't want to create an account so I can't read this.... any
       | idea how to get to the blog post without registering?
        
         | kiwijamo wrote:
         | I don't have an account but I was able to read this. Strange
         | that there's a paywall for you but not me.
        
         | ajaygeorge91 wrote:
         | use incognito/ private browsing
        
         | johnx123-up wrote:
         | Outline is little buggy, but fast
         | https://outline.com/https://medium.com/lessons-from-history/...
        
         | brettermeier wrote:
         | Ah, here...: https://archive.is/nLJdW
        
       | 0b1k3n0bes wrote:
       | I have been able to research multi-generations of my ancestry,
       | and it's been amazing to say the least.
       | 
       | Emigration stories to America are really interesting. My Great-
       | Great-Grandfather was tied to the ship's mast 2x for being a
       | "bad" boy at 10 years old.
       | 
       | Another ancestor was one of the first martyrs of my church when a
       | mob marched against them in Nauvoo. He deterred the mob at
       | gunpoint 2x and was a marked man after that. He was later caught,
       | beat and whipped to death.
       | 
       | I believe family history/geneology is very important, and we
       | should be researching to see what was sacrificed on our behalf,
       | and also documenting our own lives for our descendant's benefit.
       | 
       | Some resources: ancestry.com familysearch.org
        
         | 0b1k3n0bes wrote:
         | In addition, there are multiple Family Search centers
         | throughout the world that specialize in digitizing records, and
         | assisting people with their geneology.
        
       | FriedrichN wrote:
       | I had a great-grandfather who was in the SS, in one of the
       | divisions that wasn't really known for their good deeds to say
       | the least. There is a journal which he wrote, I have yet to
       | gather the courage to read it. All I know is some vague stories
       | that go around in the family but from what I gather it isn't
       | probably too pretty what he did.
       | 
       | It's typical that most people will tell you their grandpa was in
       | the resistance, rarely they will tell you that they collaborated.
        
         | setgree wrote:
         | I know what you mean, OP. On the other hand, your great-
         | grandfather was just a man, and he lived under very difficult
         | circumstances. I'd like to think that I would have risked my
         | life and resisted in his shoes; but I have no idea. Best case
         | scenario is that his diary humanizes him to you and to others.
         | 
         | (Speaking as a Jewish American with no SSS relatives but many
         | who perished in the Holocaust, FWIW)
        
           | meowface wrote:
           | >Best case scenario is that his diary humanizes him to you
           | and to others.
           | 
           | And the worst case scenario is that his diary demonizes him.
           | Given the stories they mention and the potential SS division
           | they hint at (perhaps one of the mobile death squad or
           | extermination camp divisions), it seems quite possible.
           | 
           | But, especially so long after he's died, it might be better
           | to know who he really was, whichever way it turns out. If I
           | had a relative who potentially did and expressed terrible
           | things, even though it'd hurt, I think I'd want to know the
           | truth.
           | 
           | Or, as another commenter said, they could ask someone else to
           | read it and give a vague but honest summary. If the contents
           | are bad, they can learn that fact without the additional
           | serious emotional impact of reading the lurid details.
        
         | BurningFrog wrote:
         | Maybe let someone else read it?
         | 
         | You could then ask them about it in non detailed ways.
        
         | scanny wrote:
         | It would be worth scanning its pages (even without reading) to
         | make sure whatever history is in there is saved for posterity.
        
         | whachawatch wrote:
         | When you say "It's typical that most people will tell you their
         | grandpa was in the resistance, rarely they will tell you that
         | they collaborated." - do you mean that people lie about being
         | in the resistance or do you mean that they only talk about the
         | war if they were part of the resistance?
        
           | FriedrichN wrote:
           | Many people don't know because of the shame, their parents
           | never told them they or their parents were collaborators.
           | After the war many destroyed as much evidence of their crimes
           | and kept everything to themselves. In the Netherlands the
           | death penalty was brought back for just for these crimes
           | after not having been carried out since 1850 (officially
           | abolished in 1870).
           | 
           | There was a strong desire for revenge in the first years
           | after the war. That meant anyone who did anything 'wrong' was
           | not going to talk about it.
        
           | jhbadger wrote:
           | Of course it might not really be lying but just being
           | selective about what to say. Many people were collaborators
           | early in the war when it looked like Germany was winning, but
           | gradually shifted over to the resistance when it began to
           | look like they would eventually lose.
        
           | watwut wrote:
           | Not op, but both happen. People do lie about their own past
           | when it is politically or otherwise inconvenient. Including
           | to their own family. People also lie about their relatives
           | past, if it is convenient.
           | 
           | And people are more likely to talk about their family past if
           | it sounds cool and good. They are less likely to talk about
           | ugly parts of it.
           | 
           | Regardless of whether ugly is personal, business related or
           | political.
        
         | cableshaft wrote:
         | There could be some serious historical value or insights in
         | that journal, even if there are terrible deeds listed within.
         | If you can't bring yourself to read it, perhaps consider
         | sharing it with a WWII museum or historian.
         | 
         | They might be willing to leave your great-grandfather's name
         | out of it, if that's a concern for you.
        
           | FriedrichN wrote:
           | I will definitely have to do something with it, at the very
           | least photocopy it as another user suggested. It has luckily
           | survived a fire, but I don't know if it'll be around forever.
        
             | amelius wrote:
             | Consider sending the journal (or a copy) to NIOD:
             | 
             | https://www.niod.nl/en
             | 
             | https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/NIOD_Institute_for_War,_Holoc
             | a...
        
               | amelius wrote:
               | To add, from their website:
               | 
               | > Even today, interesting things from the Second World
               | War resurface. When people move house, when a house is
               | demolished or when an attic is cleared. These finds can
               | range from a pile of letters, to photos, films, diaries,
               | documents or objects. Don't throw these documents away.
               | NIOD welcomes donations of new material.
        
         | soperj wrote:
         | Lots of people did shitty things in that war (and all wars),
         | and honestly if Germany had won the war it likely would have
         | been all condoned, like the US dropping two atomic bombs on
         | Japan is. The Japanese committed vast atrocities in China, but
         | they were never made to sit in a war crimes communal because
         | the US thought the chemical warfare research was worthwhile
         | knowing. Either way, what you grandfather did or didn't do
         | doesn't make you a bad person, and reading it might give you
         | reflection to make better choices in your life?
        
           | vmception wrote:
           | Agreed, a single market Europe is all the US cares about
           | 
           | It doesn't care if its German run, Russian run (as long as it
           | is market based and not marxist based), or "not-German"
           | _wink_ run like today
           | 
           | It would have been tolerable just like Saudi Arabia is
           | tolerable
           | 
           | Liquidity, market depth, and less people to negotiate with is
           | the American priority
           | 
           | The moral highground arguments that it upholds now and in
           | hindsight are just to continue deriving support from its own
           | people, who culturally eat that shit up, but it can
           | successfully package any moral argument for any scenario even
           | if they are complete lies
        
             | permo-w wrote:
             | that doesn't make sense from an economic perspective. The
             | larger your bloc is, the stronger your negotiating position
             | is. The stronger your negotiating position is, the more you
             | can make the US pay for your goods and services
             | 
             | It makes very little sense to want simpler negotiations in
             | lieu of a strong negotiating position
        
               | soperj wrote:
               | At the same time they use the countries within the bloc
               | to avoid paying taxes.
        
               | vmception wrote:
               | Its the investors with a foothold in the US that want
               | more markets.
               | 
               | The country itself is a sideshow.
        
           | burkaman wrote:
           | Don't know much about the history of this, but it seems like
           | there were substantial war crimes tribunals in Japan: https:/
           | /en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Japanese_war_crimes#War_crime_....
           | Almost a thousand executed, and thousands more given some
           | prison time, including some very high ranking generals and
           | politicians.
        
             | soperj wrote:
             | Interesting! Thanks! I knew specifically about
             | https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Unit_731 not getting tried by
             | the Americans, didn't know the rest.
        
               | burkaman wrote:
               | I see, yeah it's not surprising there were exceptions.
               | Obviously agree with your larger point that winners tend
               | not to subject themselves to tribunals.
        
           | shliachtx wrote:
           | > Lots of people did shitty things in that war (and all wars)
           | 
           | I don't think Germany's singular goal of racial domination -
           | and specifically extermination of world Jewry - is comparable
           | to most wars. Nazi Germany is viewed differently historically
           | because it was different.
           | 
           | That is not to say OP's grandfather is responsible for all of
           | Nazi Germany's actions, but it is not just "lots of people
           | did shitty things."
        
             | soperj wrote:
             | >I don't think Germany's singular goal of racial domination
             | - and specifically extermination of world Jewry - is
             | comparable to most wars.
             | 
             | That wasn't the reason for the war. Nor were there any
             | country actually try to help the jews before or during the
             | war.
             | 
             | It's also not different from thoughts at the time held
             | throughout the western world. Britain specifically didn't
             | help the jews during ww2 because they thought they would
             | flood Palestine (a british colony) after the war. A famous
             | quote in Canada before ww2 was that "We'd take as many as
             | we can, but none was too much." America as well famously
             | turned away boat loads of jews.
        
               | bzbarsky wrote:
               | > Nor were there any country actually try to help the
               | jews before or during the war.
               | 
               | Depending on how you define "country" (as opposed to just
               | "a large fraction or majority of its citizens"), Denmark
               | did in fact help Jews, at least Danish ones.
               | 
               | And the story of Bulgaria is .. complicated. Again, they
               | protected Bulgarian Jews in practice.
               | 
               | Portugal helped not only Portuguese Jews, but many others
               | as well. In particular, they generally allowed a huge
               | number of refugees (16% of the country's population),
               | including Jews, into the country.
               | 
               | It's true that the main Allied powers were not
               | particularly going out of their way to help Jews, but
               | "any country" is a high bar.
        
           | meowface wrote:
           | >honestly if Germany had won the war it likely would have
           | been all condoned
           | 
           | Oh, yeah, undoubtedly. "History is written by the victors" is
           | one of the truest cliches. But whether crimes or atrocities
           | are acknowledged or punished tells you nothing about the
           | impact or severity of the actions.
           | 
           | So, while one could certainly recite a laundry list of
           | atrocities committed by the Allies which a victorious Nazi
           | Germany would have prosecuted, and many by Imperial Japan
           | that went unpunished (though you're wrong that none of them
           | were charged with war crimes - many were, even if many others
           | like Unit 731 escaped prosecution due to the US wanting their
           | research [edit: I see someone else responded with this before
           | I finished my reply]), WWII is difficult to write off as
           | "everyone and everything was awful" like a lot of wars.
           | 
           | Every side was indeed awful, but Nazi Germany's and Imperial
           | Japan's actions in particular were so unprecedentedly awful
           | that far-future generations in those countries probably
           | would've eventually had a reckoning and realized they were
           | the worst actors in the war, like what eventually happened in
           | the US when it comes to treatment of Native Americans,
           | propping up brutal dictatorships in Latin America and
           | elsewhere, and other things.
           | 
           | All this to say - if the parent poster's great-grandfather
           | was a member of a Waffen-SS division that tracked down and
           | executed civilians en masse due to their ethnicity, for
           | example, it can't and shouldn't be dismissed as "well, that's
           | war, everyone is culpable, and you can't know what it was
           | like to be in their shoes, and either side would be
           | considered as evil if the other side won". (I know you didn't
           | quite say that, but there is a certain false semi-equivalence
           | here, I think.) It's not exactly wrong, but it misses a lot
           | of the bigger picture.
        
             | TchoBeer wrote:
             | >"History is written by the victors" is one of the truest
             | cliches.
             | 
             | It really, really isn't. Like, at all. No Historian would
             | agree with you.
        
               | meowface wrote:
               | Can you elaborate? Genuinely curious. In what way is it
               | not? Especially for the first few decades after a
               | particular event. I'd agree that the victors don't
               | necessarily have a permanent monopoly on history.
        
             | r00fus wrote:
             | > Every side was indeed awful, but Nazi Germany's and
             | Imperial Japan's actions in particular were so
             | unprecedentedly awful that far-future generations in those
             | countries probably would've eventually had a reckoning and
             | realized they were the worst actors in the war, like what
             | eventually happened in the US when it comes to treatment of
             | Native Americans, propping up brutal dictatorships in Latin
             | America and elsewhere, and other things.
             | 
             | You honestly think Americans are aware of even the most
             | common atrocities committed in the name of colonization? My
             | read is a) they mostly don't and b) there is an ongoing
             | effort to victim-blame Native Americans going back
             | centuries.
             | 
             | The alternate reality where Nazi Deutschland won would
             | likely similarly deal with the occupied USA/UK/etc like the
             | US treated the natives.
        
               | meowface wrote:
               | >You honestly think Americans are aware of even the most
               | common atrocities committed in the name of colonization?
               | 
               | Increasingly, yes. I'm sure it'll be many more decades
               | before it becomes more widely accepted, though.
               | 
               | >The alternate reality where Nazi Deutschland won would
               | likely similarly deal with the occupied USA/UK/etc like
               | the US treated the natives.
               | 
               | Very likely, yes.
        
               | crooked-v wrote:
               | > there is an ongoing effort to victim-blame Native
               | Americans
               | 
               | For example, CNN's Rick Santorum:
               | 
               | > We birthed a nation from nothing. I mean, there was
               | nothing here. I mean, yes we have Native Americans but
               | candidly there isn't much Native American culture in
               | American culture.
               | 
               | https://twitter.com/JasonSCampbell/status/138668534052253
               | 696...
        
               | r00fus wrote:
               | The real curiosity is why corporate media allows such
               | speech to be broadcast as if it was in any way truthful.
               | Let's all forget that the US Constitution was based in
               | part on the Iroquois Confederacy [1].
               | 
               | Santorum is on CNN's payroll. Who or whatever is
               | supporting Santorum isn't stupid, likely it supports some
               | revenue/marketing scheme. All of this is fully funded.
               | 
               | [1] https://www.worldcat.org/title/indians-and-the-us-
               | constituti...
        
             | soperj wrote:
             | > if the parent poster's great-grandfather was a member of
             | a Waffen-SS division that tracked down and executed
             | civilians en masse due to their ethnicity
             | 
             | Britain and Belgium especially have this all over their
             | history, and no one cares.
        
               | pbhjpbhj wrote:
               | Wrt Britain what are you referring to particularly? I
               | know all sorts of terrible things British people have
               | done, and some 'we' are doing (selling weapons to people
               | for murdering citizens, currently) but I've not heard of
               | murder squads in Britain since the civil war??
        
               | meowface wrote:
               | I'm guessing they're mostly referring to the history of
               | colonialism by imperial Britain and King Leopold of
               | Belgium. I'm not sure anything was on the scale of the
               | extent of the Nazi regime's worst actions (though Leopold
               | wasn't far off), but there were certainly many
               | atrocities.
        
               | secfirstmd wrote:
               | Oh my. Well just off the top of my head. The UK has
               | committed widespread systematic war crimes/crimes against
               | humanity for generations in Ireland (+ is responsible for
               | the deaths of the famine), Kenya, India, South Africa and
               | localised war crimes in Iraq, Afghanistan and many Asian
               | countries. Bombing of Dresden also. To name but a few.
               | Then you can probably argue forcing and dumping opium on
               | China is another one.
               | 
               | https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/British_war_crimes
               | 
               | Even today that are recent British war crimes where the
               | perpetrators are alive and yet will never be prosecuted.
        
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         | stronkLikeBear wrote:
         | The Monuments Men Foundation[0] is a non-profit that, while
         | they typically deal with artistic works, can absolutely assist
         | with getting this to the right people to preserve it for
         | historical value.
         | 
         | Very happy to make an introduction if needed
         | 
         | [0] https://www.monumentsmenfoundation.org/
        
         | antattack wrote:
         | This brings up a question: should children be responsible for
         | 'sins' of their fathers (parents)?
         | 
         | In my opinion, no. However, it gets complicated when one's
         | status is derived from misdeeds of the predecessors.
        
           | JasonFruit wrote:
           | No, one hundred times no. Just ask yourself the opposite:
           | should a child be honored for the goodness of his parents, if
           | he is a vicious criminal? It's obvious that he shouldn't. By
           | what principle could we say that, but still hold children
           | responsible for their parents' wrongdoing?
        
         | webreac wrote:
         | There was a lot of mental manipulation to scapegoat the Jews
         | for everything, to make them be seen as animals and not humans.
         | I think reading this paper can help to better identify how the
         | media tries to manipulate us.
        
       | neonate wrote:
       | https://archive.is/nLJdW
        
       | anonymousiam wrote:
       | Last year I found an easter egg that my father left for me in his
       | address database. (He died in 2013, but was afflicted with
       | Alzheimer's for the last 10 years of his life.)
       | 
       | From my father's address book (a DbaseII file that was last
       | updated on December 15th 1992). This was a note associated with
       | my contact info. Found on February 16, 2020.
       | 
       | Hi there, son. I doubt if anyone else will ever see these memos,
       | but if anybody ever does, it will have to be you because you
       | would be the only one with enough computer savy to dig them out.
       | Hope you are doing well--and if I'm not still in this dimension
       | when you see this--have a drink to your old dad's memory. Having
       | you around gave me most of the pleasure in our family's growing
       | up period! Live long and prosper...............
        
         | chunky1994 wrote:
         | Thank you for sharing this, it's a beautiful expression of how
         | uplifting emotion can be even in the face of how fleeting our
         | lives are; especially during these times!
        
         | testfoobar wrote:
         | That's wonderful. Sorry for your loss.
        
         | leesec wrote:
         | What a beautiful easter egg.
        
         | rainpain wrote:
         | This made me shed a tear. Wonderful.
        
       | the_arun wrote:
       | This story inspires me to write notes for my Grand kids :)
        
         | every wrote:
         | I am soon the be a grandparent. I keep my missives and
         | ponderings online but also archived. Perhaps not carved in
         | stone for posterity but hopefully no more ephemeral than a
         | physical notebook...
        
       | bt1a wrote:
       | Enjoyed this writeup, I'd love to hear some verbatim thoughts he
       | had, if they're not too personal to share with the world.
        
       | criddell wrote:
       | Jerry Pournelle used to talk about his personal log. He kept a
       | day book and would write notes every day about conversations,
       | meals, things he did, etc... I heard him talk about it on This
       | Week in Tech a few times and for years I've wanted to do
       | something like that. I've done it occasionally but have never
       | been able to establish the habit.
        
       | jll29 wrote:
       | My grandfather never wrote much in his life, he was a man of
       | physical work. When he turned 80, he suddenly wrote up his whole
       | life story, end-to-end.
       | 
       | I've always wondered how complete versus sanitised his hand-
       | written book might be, but there is some pretty gruesome stuff in
       | it including eating a dog to avoid starvation, which resulted in
       | extra torture because the only meat available was the beloved dog
       | owned by the very commander of the prisoner of war camp where he
       | was held during/after WWII.
       | 
       | Perhaps one day, I shall scan, OCR/type in, and publish it.
        
         | mynameisash wrote:
         | > Perhaps one day, I shall scan, OCR/type in, and publish it.
         | 
         | My grandpa (who I never met) was in Fiji during WW2 - not
         | combat but support staff on some base. Turns out he kept a
         | journal that my uncle now has. He made a photocopy and gave it
         | to my dad. I was super excited to read about his experiences,
         | so I asked for my own copy. I typed the whole thing up and even
         | looked up references to what he was talking about. (There were
         | a lot of entries about him going to see this movie or that with
         | his buddies, but I hadn't heard of 90% of them, so I added IMDB
         | links.)
         | 
         | Almost the entire thing was mundane day-to-day goings-on and
         | temperature and weather comments. He built cabinets for the
         | base, went for beer with his friends, got letters from home,
         | etc. I was expecting/hoping to at least hear his thoughts on
         | things or what he wanted to do when he returned to the States.
        
         | zelphirkalt wrote:
         | Similar thing told by my grandfather, who was imprisoned in
         | Russia for some time: They had to eat the grass to avoid
         | starving. Every morning someone would be frozen to death and
         | prisoners had to stick close together to not freeze. Or someone
         | would have drowned in a puddle of water over night. Horrible
         | gruesome situations.
         | 
         | He said things became much better in terms of food, when later
         | on he was imprisoned in some US prison (not sure that was in
         | the US or in another place but managed by US).
         | 
         | He wrote it all down as well.
        
           | ransom1538 wrote:
           | Hey can I have more details? How would he also be imprisoned
           | by the US?
        
             | zelphirkalt wrote:
             | After so and so much time in Russian POW camp, he got moved
             | to some US prison (camp?). Only after that he was released.
             | 
             | They had to work a lot as prisoners, so I guess both sides
             | wanted their share of work from war prisoners and so he
             | first had to be in a Russian camp and then later in a US
             | managed camp.
             | 
             | In documentaries you can also see, that some more qualified
             | people got moved to "in the middle of nowhere" in Russia
             | and Siberia as "experts" to help with building something
             | up, where before German soldiers had destroyed. If you are
             | willing, you can watch some kind of war documentary at
             | least every second day in Germany. After you have seen your
             | 20th documentary, you might get tired of it. However, many
             | of the old people watch that stuff over and over. I guess
             | it is because of the huge impact those events had on so
             | many lives in their youth and to keep in mind how horrible
             | things went. Perhaps also to try and get some kind of
             | understanding of how a society could screw up so badly. And
             | perhaps they want to know about all the evil things that
             | happened, which they did not know about. The things that
             | happened outside of the eyes of most people.
             | 
             | There is no lack of educational material at least. Just a
             | day ago I saw an announcement on TV for another documentary
             | for one of the almost infinite sides of that history: A
             | documentary showing photographs and short clips taken by
             | hobby photographers in 44 or 45 or so, showing a deceptive
             | calm in some places in Germany, basically before things
             | rolled all the way back, with only few indications of
             | impending doom. You see, there is always something TV
             | stations can send about it. Every little detail can be
             | looked at and a documentary made about it.
             | 
             | When my grandfather had was called into the army, he was 15
             | years old. Send to the east, to fight a war. Many young
             | people of that generation never finished school before
             | entering the army. Basically children soldiers. They had to
             | go back to school, as adults, when they returned from war
             | and imprisonment. Re-education and further education.
             | Imagine that contrast. I think it must have been hard for
             | many of them, with post war trauma and all those memories.
             | 
             | He was either extremely fortunate, or unfortunate,
             | depending on how you look at it. Came into a field hospital
             | with a headshot wound, but somehow survived. The doctor
             | told him, that he could drink and smoke as much as he
             | wanted to, because he wouldn't make it much longer anyway.
             | I think that must have been a German field hospital and
             | then later he must have been captured, and of course, as
             | part of the army, taken prisoner of war.
             | 
             | Well, he managed to stick around until a few years ago,
             | reaching old age of over 90 years.
        
             | toyg wrote:
             | I guess he could have been a German POW captured in Russia
             | and then sent back to US-occupied West Germany.
        
         | pnutjam wrote:
         | You might reach out to your local library or nearest university
         | library. Many of them have some sort of local document
         | repository. This is the sort of thing that should at the very
         | least be photographed page by page. They would have done
         | microfiche back in the day. Even without OCR, it's valuable.
        
           | zedr wrote:
           | He could also donate it to the Internet Archive's collection
           | of documents.
        
         | adonese wrote:
         | Yes please! It would very interested to read it all. Also sorry
         | for what your grandpa had to go through. Stories like these
         | never fail to remind me how -mostly- lucky and privileged we
         | are to live in such peaceful times.
        
         | klmadfejno wrote:
         | The commander of the prisoner of war camp fed his beloved dog
         | to the prisoners?
         | 
         | edit: oh, no they ate the dog and were punished for it I see.
        
         | tzfld wrote:
         | Same story with my grandfather and two world wars, communism,
         | dictatorship, repressions. Unfortunately however a couldn't
         | find yet a correctly working OCR that recognize his
         | handwriting. Anyway, I scanned all the pages because the
         | notebooks are rapidly degrading.
        
       | brightball wrote:
       | My grandmother put together a collection of copies of old letters
       | from families who had been in our hometown for several decades
       | and gave it copies to all of her children.
       | 
       | Treasures of history right there.
        
       | sillyquiet wrote:
       | Tangentially, I started my family a bit late in life, as such my
       | daughter will be barely into her 30s by the time I reach my 70s.
       | I started a journal for this reason - so maybe whatever family
       | she has can know me. Might be a tad narcissistic, but I regret
       | not having know my own grandparents very well, so maybe they will
       | appreciate one day.
        
         | hycaria wrote:
         | I have the same age difference with my father. I have always
         | been a melancholic and curious person so I ask a lot of
         | questions. I think most people will have those questions that
         | naturally come to them at some point. When you realize your
         | parents are people with their own memories, hopes and flaws, a
         | step that's probably called adulthood.
         | 
         | A very common trigger for this, as I've asked about this topic
         | to other people with elderly fathers, is becoming a parent. But
         | for me it was leaving home.
         | 
         | Also make room for such conversations. We had a month long
         | vacation, just the two of us, which I remember fondly, even
         | though there was no big event or deep discussion.
        
         | Baeocystin wrote:
         | I was born late in both my parent's lives, and even though I'm
         | only in my 40's, they are both now gone. The letters my folks
         | wrote home while we were stationed overseas are one of my
         | personal treasures. You might be writing for grandchildren, but
         | don't downplay how important these artifacts are, even for
         | children who already have spent years getting to know you!
         | 
         | Reading the prosaic thoughts of my parents when talking to
         | other adults was like peeking behind the curtain, and it helped
         | me understand them better as people, not just Mom and Dad. I am
         | grateful for it.
        
         | awj wrote:
         | I never even got to meet one of my grandparents. All I have is
         | stories, and honestly not a lot of those.
         | 
         | I don't think you should feel narcissistic at all. Family is
         | one of the prime places where we share our wisdom and values.
         | Where we pass on the results of our mistakes in the hopes that
         | the next generation avoids them. Don't feel bad for trying to
         | do that, it's one of the fundamental elements of human
         | progress.
        
         | hyperman1 wrote:
         | Thats not narcissistic but a very good idea. My wife is an
         | orphan, and especially now we have our own kid, we wonder a lot
         | about how her parents would think about this or that.
        
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