https://www.sciencemag.org/careers/2021/08/thoughts-work-invaded-my-life-until-i-learned-how-unplug Skip to main content ScienceMag.org Search X [ ] Advanced Search * Contents * News * Careers * Journals Read our COVID-19 research and news. Share [20210818_w] Robert Neubecker Thoughts of work invaded my life--until I learned how to unplug By Eric R. WengertAug. 19, 2021 , 2:00 PM Nestled in a state park, the wedding was a perfect opportunity to take a break from my Ph.D. and celebrate the union of my close friends. But my mind was somewhere else. Moments earlier, as my wife and I were waiting for the ceremony to begin, I took out my phone and compulsively checked my email. I spotted an urgent message from one of my collaborators, outlining analyses they needed me to complete for a manuscript resubmission. I pocketed my phone, but the damage was done: For the rest of the weekend my mind was thrust back into research mode, anxiously trying to figure out how I was going to get the work done. Throughout grad school, establishing a healthy work-life balance was a challenge. During a lab rotation, I listened with disbelief as the principal investigator (PI) told me he expected trainees to work 12-hour days 6 days per week. No one else appeared to be bothered by his demanding work routine. His trainees would regularly stay in the lab until midnight, only to return first thing the next morning. I started waking up as early as possible to get into the lab and demonstrate my dedication. But after 1 week, I knew that the research group, with its skewed approach to work-life balance, wasn't for me. For another rotation, I chose a group that had more reasonable working hours. The PI and other lab members went home for dinner, made time for family, and exercised regularly. Instead of racking up hours, they focused on being efficient with the time they dedicated to research. For the first time, I didn't feel guilty for seeking a life outside the lab. Not long after, I signed on to stay in that lab for the rest of my Ph.D. With my new PI's support, I succeeded in staying productive while keeping reasonable work hours, regularly leaving the lab by 5 p.m. Yet, I often found myself thinking about work well into the evening. Instead of unwinding and cooking dinner, I would anxiously ruminate on my experiments. While watching TV, I would scroll through newly published scientific articles during commercial breaks. My conversations with family members and friends always seemed to gravitate toward the status of my research. One evening, my wife asked whether, during dinner, we could talk about something--anything--other than my work. Last week's Working Life Working Life is a personal essay series about career issues, challenges, and successes. * Illustration of man with exposed red heart Why I shared my experiences of homophobia with my academic colleagues Read more Working Life A turning point came during my second year, when that single email hijacked my attention at the wedding. Frustrated, I asked myself, "Have I really achieved work-life balance if, regardless of where I am, my mind is in the lab?" I realized that my habitual email checking was key to my problem. In one instance, I opened an email containing peer-review feedback at 10:30 p.m. and instantly read through the detailed list of criticisms. No wonder I had a fitful sleep that night. So I set a new boundary for myself: Only deal with work-related tasks--opening emails, reading journal articles--when I can give them my full attention. I began to push back on my habit of mindlessly reaching for my phone whenever I had a spare moment. Instead, I forced myself to stop and question whether the time was right. I also began to turn off my phone during some events, such as parties and family gatherings. Although it took time to develop better habits, I was pleased to find that this strategy cut down on anxious mind-whirring when I was trying to relax. I began to push back on my habit of mindlessly reaching for my phone. I also started to practice being mentally present during activities outside the lab. For instance, I found it helpful to go for an evening walk and try to notice the birds and flowers around me, a practice that drew me out of my thoughts and into my surroundings. It was challenging at first, but as my walk became a part of my daily rhythm, it became easier to ground myself and take these moments to recharge. Now a postdoc, I still catch myself on occasion thinking about experiments when I'm trying to fall asleep at night. But I'm making progress toward being mentally present when I step away from my workspace. By bringing work-life balance to my inner world as well as my schedule, I hope to become a less anxious scientist, a more attentive husband, and a much happier wedding guest. Do you have an interesting career story? Send it to SciCareerEditor@aaas.org. Read the general guidelines here. Posted in: * Working Life * Non-disciplinary doi:10.1126/science.caredit.abl9936 Eric R. Wengert Eric R. Wengert is a postdoctoral researcher at the Children's Hospital of Philadelphia. * Twitter More from Careers * Illustration of a person taking off a mask Women feel like imposters in disciplines that value 'brilliance' * Illustration of man with exposed red heart Why I shared my experiences of homophobia with my academic colleagues * illustration of a woman carrying a child and jumping over mountains I'm a scientist and mother. 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