You’re just being polite. I dance like an elephant.
Carol
Don’t be ridiculous. It would be terribly funny if anyone suddenly came in and found us.
Evelyn
There’s not the least chance of it.
[They dance in silence for a little.]
Carol
Oh!
Evelyn
What is it?
Carol
We nearly crashed into that chair.
Evelyn
I’m afraid I wasn’t concentrating.
Carol
That’s very naughty of you. You must.
Evelyn
All right.
[The record comes to an end.]
Carol
Put on another.
Evelyn
Very well.
[While he does so, Carol looks at herself carefully in the glass over the mantelpiece.]
Carol
I’m enjoying myself frightfully.
Evelyn
Are you, really?
Carol
Aren’t you?
Evelyn
You know I am.
[He takes her in his arms again.]
Carol
You really must hold me a little tighter—it’s so much easier to follow.
Evelyn
Like that?
Carol
Yes—like that.
[They stand still, she surrendering herself to him, and holds up her face deliberately to be kissed.]
Evelyn
[Softly]
Carol!
[He kisses her. They stand tightly clasped for a moment; then he firmly disentangles himself and turns off the gramophone.]
Carol
[Sinking onto the sofa and passing her hand across her eyes]
Oh, Evie!
Evelyn
[In a different tone]
I thought so.
Carol
[Looking up quickly]
What do you mean?
Evelyn
It’s unbelievable.
[He strides about a little.]
Carol
[Alarmed]
What on earth are you talking about?
Evelyn
I was right. I knew it.
Carol
[Becoming exasperated]
Knew what?
Evelyn
I’m not quite such easy game as all that.
Carol
[Rising]
Evie!
Evelyn
What a little rotter you are.
Carol
[Outraged]
What!!
Evelyn
Yes, you may well look surprised. I, unfortunately, am not surprised.
Carol
[After a pause]
I’m beginning to understand.
Evelyn
I’m glad.
Carol
Very clever. I must congratulate Edward.
Evelyn
It’s nothing to do with Edward.
Carol
Liar!
[She goes and takes up her cloak.]
Evelyn
You’re not going yet.
Carol
On the contrary, I’m going immediately.
Evelyn
Not until I choose.
Carol
Don’t speak to me like that.
Evelyn
I’m going to speak to you as you’ve never been spoken to before.
Carol
Pompous ass!
[She flings her cloak over her arm and goes toward the door. Evelyn stands between her and the door.]
Evelyn
You’re going to stay here.
Carol
[Contemptuously]
Don’t be so ridiculous.
Evelyn
I mean it.
Carol
Are you quite mad?
Evelyn
No, not at all; I’m unflatteringly sane.
Carol
Do you intend to use force to keep me here?
Evelyn
Yes, if necessary.
Carol
Evie—what have you been reading?
[She flings down her cloak and returns to the sofa.]
Evelyn
That’s right.
Carol
[Helping herself to a cigarette]
I always thought you were a fool.
Evelyn
Thank you. I’m sorry I was less of a fool than you hoped.
Carol
I didn’t hope for much, whatever happened.
Evelyn
You’d forgotten I was Edward’s best friend.
Carol
You’re very, very sure of yourself.
Evelyn
I can afford to be. I live decently.
Carol
Rubbish!
Evelyn
And I’ve got a little honor left.
Carol
Even after living decently.
Evelyn
You would say a thing like that.
Carol
I did.
Evelyn
I should like to say one thing—
Carol
Please do.
Evelyn
If you and I were alone on a desert island I wouldn’t touch you.
Carol
That would be very silly of you.
Evelyn
[Rapidly losing his temper]
Haven’t you any modesty or shame anywhere?
Carol
[Smiling]
Oh dear!
Evelyn
Stop being flippant; it’s only a mask to cover your humiliation.
Carol
How discerning you are!
Evelyn
I know you much better than you think I do.
Carol
Idiot!
Evelyn
Flinging epithets at me won’t help.
Carol
Fatuous prig.
Evelyn
Shut up.
Carol
[Rising]
May I go now please?
Evelyn
[Almost shouting]
No.
Carol
[Sitting down]
Very well.
Evelyn
I’m Edward’s best friend.
Carol
You’ve said that before.
Evelyn
And I’m damned if I’m going to stand by and see him cheapened and humiliated by you.
Carol
You’re insufferable.
Evelyn
That’s beside the point.
Carol
[Suddenly furious]
It is not beside the point! How dare you behave like this! If you were Edward’s Siamese twin you’ve no right to ask me here and insult me. You surely don’t imagine that by talking until you’re blue in the face you could ever alter my life one way or another. You’ve played a filthy second-rate trick on me and you think you did it for Edward’s sake, but all the time it was only to prove to yourself how clever you are. You’ve got to let me go now—at once. Do you hear? If not I’ll scream the place down. [She rises and makes a dash for the door. He intercepts her. She struggles. He grasps her wrist.] Let me go. Help! Help!
Evelyn
Shut up, you little fool!
[He puts his hand over her mouth and drags her back to the sofa, upon which she collapses, sobbing.]
Carol
[Almost hysterical, in muffled tones]
How dare you! Oh, how dare you! It’s outrageous! It’s—
Evelyn
Do you want some brandy?
Carol
Don’t speak to me.
Evelyn
[With emphasis]
Do you want some brandy!
Carol
No.
Evelyn
You’d better have some. Stay where you are. [He goes over and pours out a glass of brandy and brings it to her.] Here—sit up.
Carol
Go away. Don’t come near me.
Evelyn
You’re hysterical. Drink this and pull yourself together.
[He puts his arm round her to lift her up. She wriggles free of him, sits up quickly by herself, snatches the glass from his hand and flings it into the fireplace.]
Carol
I don’t want your filthy brandy.
Evelyn
That was childish.
Carol
Why are you doing this to me? Why? Why? What have I ever done to you?
Evelyn
You’re on the verge of ruining the life of one of the best men that ever lived.
Carol
[Tearfully]
How?
Evelyn
You know perfectly well how.
Carol
It’s no business of yours—what I do—ever.
Evelyn
I’ve made it my business. What you attempted to-night with me you’ve accomplished with other men—you’ve flirted and encouraged them to make love to you, and in many cases you’ve given yourself to them—
Carol
Evie!
Evelyn
I don’t want you to deny it or affirm it. I know it’s true, but I don’t think Edward does; he loves you too much to believe it possible, and my object in playing on you this second-rate trick, as you call it, is to make you realize what a hideous mess you’re making both of his life and your own. [During this speech Carol is looking at Evie intently. He begins to stride up and down while he talks.] Edward’s too sensitive and reserved to fight for his own rights. I’ve known for ages that he wasn’t happy—that something was weighing on his mind. To-day I asked him plump out and he admitted—
[He pauses.]
Carol
What did he admit?
Evelyn
That he was worried and miserable about you.
Carol
[Calmly]
And what did you advise him to do?
Evelyn
Give you hell.
Carol
How crude of you!
Evelyn
Women of your sort require a little crudity occasionally.
Carol
What do you mean “women of my sort”?
Evelyn
Do you want me to tell you?
Carol
No; I don’t want you to say any more at all.
Evelyn
You have the soul of a harlot!
Carol
[Suddenly bursting out laughing]
Oh, Evie!
Evelyn
[Losing control]
Don’t laugh. Don’t laugh.
Carol
[Continuing to laugh]
What do you expect me to do? You’re so ridiculous—
Evelyn
I suppose you consider anyone with decent ideals ridiculous?
Carol
[Laughing helplessly]
Oh dear! Oh dear!
Evelyn
[Working himself up more and more]
You think it funny that I should make an attempt to defend the honor of my best friend, who is too shamed by your utter wantonness to defend himself—
Carol
[Growing hysterical]
You’re mad—quite, quite mad—
Evelyn
You’re deliberately ruining his reputation and wrecking his happiness because you never make the slightest effort to control your rotten passions—
Carol
[Rising, trying to control her hysteria]
How dare you say that—how dare you—
Evelyn
Dare! I’ll say it again and again. Rotten passions! All you live for, all you think of—women of your type can’t exist without men—men—nothing but men all the time—
Carol
[Frantically]
Stop! Stop! You shan’t say any more. [She gives him a ringing slap on the face. He stands quite still.] Cad! cad! unutterable cad! [She gives him another slap between each word. He remains motionless. They stand facing each other. Carol puts her hand to her head.] I think—I think I’m going to be ill.
[She falls in a heap at his feet. He carries her back to the sofa. He deposits her there and rushes to get some more brandy. When his back is turned she lifts her head sharply and looks at him, then lets it drop attractively against the side of the sofa. He returns and ministers the brandy. After a slight pause she opens her eyes and sits up and finishes the brandy.]
Evelyn
Be careful. Don’t spill it on your dress.
Carol
I’m awfully sorry to be so stupid.
Evelyn
I didn’t mean to make you ill.
Carol
[Meekly]
Please may I go home now?
Evelyn
You’d better wait a moment until you feel stronger. I won’t say any more—I promise.
Carol
My head aches.
Evelyn
Would you like some aspirin? I think I’ve got some somewhere.
Carol
No, thanks.
Evelyn
It wasn’t out of any personal spite, you know—
Carol
It doesn’t matter—it—
[She bursts into tears.]
Evelyn
I say, don’t cry—please.
Carol
I can’t help it.
[She cries a little more.]
Evelyn
Please! Please!
Carol
Leave me alone. I’ll be all right in a minute.
Evelyn
I had no intention of losing my temper. I apologize.
Carol
[With a fresh burst of tears]
It’s all so—so horrible!
Evelyn
Carol—please, please don’t!
Carol
[Sobbing bitterly]
I’d no idea—anyone could think of me like that.
Evelyn
I was only trying to show you, for Edward’s sake—
Carol
Don’t—don’t say any more. You promised.
Evelyn
All right, but you see I—
Carol
I understand why you did it. It’s not that I’m crying for. It’s—it’s— O God!
Evelyn
[Appealingly]
Carol—
Carol
I’m crying because I’m so bitterly ashamed—
Evelyn
[Gently]
Carol—
Carol
I don’t want you to despise me utterly—
Evelyn
It’s all right. Don’t think any more about it.
Carol
The things you’ve said to me are right—I have been shallow and cheap; but there’s a reason that you don’t know.
Evelyn
Reason?
Carol
You’ve heard Edward’s side of the story and you’ve mixed yourself up in our lives—more than ever now. It’s only fair for you to hear my side, too—
Evelyn
Now look here, Carol. Don’t let’s say any more about it at all.
Carol
Do you mean that?
Evelyn
Yes.
Carol
[Rising]
Very well—I suppose I deserve it. Good night.
[She walks sadly toward the door.]
Evelyn
Carol—
Carol
[Turning]
Yes?
Evelyn
I’ll hear your side if you want me to, but what’s the use of going on any further?
Carol
Only that unless I explain now I can never look you in the face again.
Evelyn
Carol, don’t be so absurd.
Carol
There are circumstances that justify me more than you realize.
Evelyn
Come back, then, and sit down.
Carol
[Wearily returning]
I feel so horribly tired.
[She comes back to the sofa and leans against it, looking at him. Her face is pale and she looks extremely sad and quite lovely.]
Evelyn
Do sit down.
Carol
No, but I want you to. Sit here where you needn’t look at me.
Evelyn
Very well.
[He sits down on the sofa and stares into the fire. Carol stands just behind him with her hands resting on his shoulders. Both their faces are half turned to the audience. She speaks very slowly.]
Carol
You’ve been pretty brutal to me to-night and some of the hard things you said I deserve, but not all of them. I’m selfish and occasionally cheap and rather vain—and I have been unfaithful to my husband, but not before he had been unfaithful to me—
Evelyn
[Starting]
What!
Carol
[Pressing him down]
Keep still, please. I’m telling you the truth—
Evelyn
You mean that Edward—
Carol
I mean exactly what I say. I was completely faithful to Edward until eighteen months ago, when I discovered that he was having an affair with Zoe St. Merryn—
Evelyn
Good God!
[He moves again, but the holds him firmly.]
Carol
That broke me up, rather.
Evelyn
I don’t believe it.
Carol
I can’t help that; it’s true, all the same.
Evelyn
How did you discover it? What proof have you?
Carol
I suspected for a little while and said nothing until I could bear it no longer; then I asked Edward and he admitted it—
Evelyn
[Twisting round]
I must look at you.
Carol
[Firmly, looking into his eyes]
He admitted it.
Evelyn
It’s incredible.
Carol
Why? Edward’s awfully weak, and Zoe—[She laughs sadly.] Will you turn around again now, please. [Evelyn does so and buries his face in his hands.] Don’t be upset about it, Evie—it’s between Edward and me, really, and nobody knew—until now. I made him swear never to tell a soul, otherwise he’d have told you ages ago—he always tells you everything. I’ve behaved rather badly since then, I know, but something went dead, inside me and—well, it doesn’t seem to matter much, does it?
Evelyn
[After a pause]
May I get up now and get a drink?
Carol
There’s nothing more to say, anyhow.
[Evelyn goes over and pours himself out a drink. He turns suddenly.]
Evelyn
You wouldn’t lie to me, would you?
Carol
[With dignity]
Even I have a little decency left.
[She turns to go again.]
Evelyn
Carol!
Carol
[Turning]
Yes.
Evelyn
What can I say to you?
Carol
Nothing.
Evelyn
I’m desperately sorry.
Carol
All right.
Evelyn
I’ve been an abject, blundering fool. It wasn’t my business, anyhow.
Carol
[With a wan smile]
Your motives were sound.
Evelyn
Can you forgive me?
Carol
Yes, of course.
Evelyn
I mean really forgive me?
Carol
[Holding out her hand.]
Completely.
Evelyn
You’re very generous.
[He takes it.]
Carol
There’s one more thing I want to clear up.
Evelyn
What?
Carol
I came here to-night for one reason only.
Evelyn
Yes?
Carol
I love you!
Evelyn
[Dropping her hand]
Carol!
Carol
It’s all right—don’t be afraid. I’m going now—but I didn’t want you to think me too cheap—that’s all.
Evelyn
I’m utterly bewildered.
Carol
It hasn’t been very easy for either of us, has it?
Evelyn
You can’t mean what you say.
Carol
You know I do—you’ve known it all along, subconsciously.
Evelyn
Carol—I’m dreadfully—horribly embarrassed.
Carol
Poor old Evie.
Evelyn
I don’t know what to do.
Carol
We’ll both laugh over to-night one day, won’t we?
Evelyn
Will we?
Carol
[With beautifully forced gayety]
Yes—you see.
Evelyn
You are an extraordinary woman.
Carol
Just rather silly, I’m afraid. Good night.
Evelyn
I’m going to see you home.
Carol
No, please. I’d rather go alone. Please, I mean it, honestly.
Evelyn
But—
Carol
It’s only just round the corner.
Evelyn
I can’t let you go alone.
Carol
[With gentle firmness]
You must—please.
Evelyn
[Looking down]
All right.
Carol
We’re friends, aren’t we?
Evelyn
[Still looking down]
Yes.
Carol
In spite of everything?
Evelyn
Yes.
Carol
Because of everything?
Evelyn
Oh, Carol!
Carol
Good night, my dear. [She comes to him and kisses him gently on the mouth. Suddenly he crushes her to him. After a moment she disentangles herself.] No, no! I didn’t mean it, really. I’m not going to be cheap any more. Stand quite still where you are, not looking. I don’t want you to move until I’ve gone.
[She goes out quietly, leaving him standing stock-still. After a moment the front door slams. Evelyn turns in the direction of the sound.]
Evelyn
[Emotionally]
Carol—O God!
[He goes over to the sofa and flings himself down on it, with his face buried in his hands. Carol comes softly in again. Her cloak is over her arm. She gives one look in his direction and then goes noiselessly into his bedroom, closing the door after her.]
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