Originally posted by the Voice of America. Voice of America content is produced by the Voice of America, a United States federal government-sponsored entity, and is in the public domain. As UK Hits 100,000 COVID Deaths, Government Vows to 'Learn Lessons' Henry Ridgwell LONDON - Looking through family photographs at his home in Leeds, England, Gordon Bonner, 86, said he was lost in a "hinterland of despair and desolation." It's been nine months since Muriel, his wife of 63 years, died from COVID-19. He was called to her bedside for the final moments. "I sat for the next hour and watched Muriel drown in her own body fluids," Bonner said. "It was the most harrowing experience of my life. And it will haunt me, and I'll tell you why. Such was her fight for oxygen that she was sucking at the air, and I can still see her face now and her lips formed a perfect circle as if she was sucking through a straw." The retired army major was not allowed inside the chapel at nearby Rawdon Crematorium for Muriel's final committal. "We had to stand in the car park, and I had to watch as six strangers came out, unloaded the coffin, took her into the crematorium chapel," he said. "And the last I saw of her was the tail end of her coffin as the doors closed." Bonner's haunting account is one among a horrifying number of stories of loss and grief shared by families across the country. Britain became the first European country Tuesday to report 100,000 coronavirus deaths over the course of the pandemic. A quarter of those have occurred in just the past three weeks as a mutant, more infectious strain of the virus has ripped across the nation. .