Originally posted by the Voice of America. Voice of America content is produced by the Voice of America, a United States federal government-sponsored entity, and is in the public domain. HOLD for 6PM --For Venezuelan Migrants Living in Colombia, the Road Home is Paved with Mixed Messages Megan Janetsky MEDELLIN, COLOMBIA - Ada Gutierrez has thought about returning to Venezuela every single day since Colombia went into quarantine in late March. Gutierrez, one of 5 million people who have fled crisis-stricken Venezuela, has spent months of quarantine in Colombia selling candy on the streets of MedellĂn, the country's second biggest city. If she is lucky, she can scrape together enough money each night for her and her and her 18-month-old daughter to split a hotel room with other Venezuelan families. If not, the two sleep on the streets. "Just like all the Venezuelans around here, we have slept on the street," she said, outside a station delivering parcels of food to migrants. "If we have to, we do not eat for the entire day to pay for our room. Our reality here is living day-to-day, sleeping in the streets and going hungry," said Gutierrez. Life in limbo As Latin America emerged as the epicenter of the pandemic, Gutierrez said she wants to return home to Venezuela just as 81,000 other Venezuelans had done by the end of June, according to Colombia's border control agency. Gutierrez is among 30,000 Venezuelans that Colombian authorities say are in limbo on the Colombian side of the border. Their choice is stay in Colombia and struggle to survive through the lockdown or go home to a situation of uncertainty. At the beginning of the pandemic, migrants walked hundreds of miles back to the Venezuelan border. Others returned by buses facilitated by Colombia, the biggest receiver of the exodus -- now eager to send them home. When they arrive at the border, migrants describe a brutal, sometimes months-long process before they can return home, packed into facilities by Venezuelan authorities with hundreds of other migrants, sleeping on cement floors and often eating little more than undercooked eggs and corn cakes known as arepas. Fear The return would be too harsh for her baby, Eva, to go through, Gutierrez said. Other vulnerable populations -- families, the elderly, and migrants living with disabilities or medical conditions -- have echoed Gutierrez' fears. So day after day, she has opted to stay, hoping that at the end of the day, she and Eva will have food, a place to sleep and enough luck to not get infected. In recent weeks, the Venezuelan government has placed a limit on migrants crossing back to Venezuela, only letting 400 of its citizens cross the land border three times a week. This comes despite President Nicolas Maduro's calls for Venezuelans to return home at the beginning of the pandemic, announcing over state television that returnees would be treated with "love and affection." Now, more than 24,000 migrants are stuck waiting in Colombia alone, many in makeshift camps in big cities like MedellĂn and Bogota. The Colombian government said that the process to return could now take up to 6 months. .