Posts by flannelshinobi@witches.live
(DIR) Post #9w74V2xjJTctR3mMZU by flannelshinobi@witches.live
2020-06-15T16:47:42Z
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I appreciate the fact that Anthony Kiedis can make "wall" and "bra" rhyme.
(DIR) Post #9w7AIsBa9bKAGKpvvc by flannelshinobi@witches.live
2020-06-15T17:52:44Z
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I don't really know the origin or significance of all this talk of "Femboy Hooters," but I would TOTALLY love to go to such an establishment.
(DIR) Post #9w7BIjkFdWkK2PYGtk by flannelshinobi@witches.live
2020-06-15T18:03:55Z
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I realize that this particular Naruto opening is used when it's just a long string of filler episodes at the end of Part 1, but I love both the song and the animation of it. (Plus, we're not skipping any of the filler episodes.)(Sadly, something about this opening makes my gender dysphoria get really intense, though.)https://youtu.be/-m8kR0FQ7Wk
(DIR) Post #9w7N6BffhBG8KoBxuy by flannelshinobi@witches.live
2020-06-15T20:16:06Z
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I'm becoming increasingly overwhelmed by the fact that I've recently been feeling like various totally different people over the course of the day, depending on time of day, my level of fatigue, type and intensity of external stimuli around me, and amount of caffeine in my system.
(DIR) Post #9w7SmPg6VXMXi4LfSy by flannelshinobi@witches.live
2020-06-15T21:19:21Z
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@adriana thanks for the advice. i did actually try to start researching plurality online last night, but it was like midnight, and i'm NOT a night person (i was just awake b/c i had insomnia), so I quickly got overwhelmed by that too and gave up, and instead just lay awake in my bed fantasizing about gay anime sex, lol.Do you have any recommendations for online resources about plurality?
(DIR) Post #9w7avbXEanFgit5rE0 by flannelshinobi@witches.live
2020-06-15T22:51:00Z
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I've reached that point in the day (and I indeed reach this point just about every day) when I feel like an empty shell of a human. I feel little to no emotional connection to anyone or anything in the entire "real" world, including my own memories and my own body. I start to almost not recognize the people around me. Whenever I start to remember any actual emotion or desire for something that seems to be deep inside of me and genuine, if I try to do anything to communicate it into the "real world" or physically act upon it, it simply won't translate into actuality and it suddenly seems wrong and meaningless and nonsensical.
(DIR) Post #9w9Pp1eoMV7yX6DZL6 by flannelshinobi@witches.live
2020-06-16T19:56:01Z
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Due to a combination of erroneous copy-and-pasting and then failing to fully delete something I intended to delete, I seem to have ended up with an unsent draft in my email that merely said "d for fathers day."I WISH I was getting "d for fathers day." Either I could just magically grow my own "d" and make good use of it, or I would even be happy to just have someone with their own "d" who wanted to have some fun together.
(DIR) Post #9w9QXvSgFBd0LfxBwm by flannelshinobi@witches.live
2020-06-16T20:04:10Z
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My inner world is becoming more and more like a shonen anime.Except, it's a really DARK shonen.And, also, there's fucking.
(DIR) Post #9w9Qny3aMXlZ1yrhTM by flannelshinobi@witches.live
2020-06-16T20:07:02Z
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@Lexilaughs I'm sorry, friend. 💐
(DIR) Post #9wA3p3SozNSHV4DZY0 by flannelshinobi@witches.live
2020-06-17T03:24:13Z
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for anyone who knows me here, you've probably noticed by now, but after being Kakashi Sensei for a while, I'm gonna be the main man himself, UZUMAKI NARUTO, DATTEBAYO!
(DIR) Post #9wA3u7bB2kiDluXgAK by flannelshinobi@witches.live
2020-06-17T03:25:10Z
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Quite frankly, I think the only things keeping me alive right now are anime and rock 'n' roll.
(DIR) Post #9wBbZy2IIX3gMYvTvc by flannelshinobi@witches.live
2020-06-17T21:17:11Z
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my will to live is seriously lacking at the moment.
(DIR) Post #9wBezm8NTGjGqEllaa by flannelshinobi@witches.live
2020-06-17T21:55:28Z
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My ear buds + Three Cheers for Sweet Revenge turned up really loud = MAYBE my family's eating noises won't drive me to murder them all
(DIR) Post #9wC55uuOMHtwbIohtI by flannelshinobi@witches.live
2020-06-18T02:47:55Z
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i think it will be easier to keep doing all the things i have to do IRL if i just let my hope/dreams/soul/whatever-is-still-left-of-me-inside finish dying off. nothing really matters in the long run anyway, right?i wish you all the best. (esp. thank you to @adriana and @Lexilaughs ) Everyone - Do what you can, as soon as you can, to find a way to be authentically you & find meaning & happiness & freedom, so you don't end up being old & trapped & too busy & exhausted from all your responsibilities to do anything about it. (Like I am.)I'll be away from Masto indefinitely, just trying to survive.Sorry for the melodrama.Peace, y'all.
(DIR) Post #9wtEi0VlHpAf2yGc0e by flannelshinobi@witches.live
2020-07-08T22:28:14Z
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Hello, all.I hope you are all well.About a month ago, I was at a really bad place mentally, so I posted some goodbyes and left Masto for a while.I'm tentatively coming back, b/c I missed y'all crazy mofos.
(DIR) Post #9wtIVzDCguoJMJ6ssK by flannelshinobi@witches.live
2020-07-08T23:10:52Z
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As a closeted trans person, the primary thing that I wish for is to have the proper resources (and a safe enough living situation) to transition, so that I wouldn't have to continue to suffer the constant existential agony of having to present myself to the world as someone I'm not.It makes me really fucking mad to think of all those sorts of people (for example, my Christian Boomer parents) who would actively fight against any effort I made to alleviate my suffering and transition, yet these same fucking can't even survive having to wait a few weeks to get their fucking hair cut.
(DIR) Post #9wtIYOgQxZj0w6vpce by flannelshinobi@witches.live
2020-07-08T23:11:03Z
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@adriana :)
(DIR) Post #9wtIog8JqkYpgmjqfg by flannelshinobi@witches.live
2020-07-08T23:14:16Z
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As a closeted trans person, the thing that I long for is to have the proper resources (& a safe enough living situation) to transition, so that I wouldn't have to continue to suffer the constant existential agony of having to present myself to the world as someone I'm not.It makes me really fucking mad to think of those sorts of people (e.g., my Christian Boomer parents) who would actively fight against any effort I made to alleviate my suffering & transition, yet these same fucking idiots can't even survive having to present themselves to the world without a haircut during COVID.
(DIR) Post #9wtJZ66NdB4DYBxwDQ by flannelshinobi@witches.live
2020-07-08T23:22:38Z
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I've spent some time over the past couple of days reading some fanfics on AO3. I had started to get into reading stuff there a while back, but I kind of forgot about it for a while.My favorite stories to read are the ones that focus on gay pairings from my various fave anime/manga, with plenty of sex and kink, lol. (I know, I'm hopeless, but ) But I see that there are plenty of fics written that feature canon hetero couples. I try not to discriminate against the straights, but I just REALLY don't get the point. Where's the fun with canon hetero couples?
(DIR) Post #9wtKW0tEeW6KTGuWOG by flannelshinobi@witches.live
2020-07-08T23:33:18Z
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I've spent some time over the past couple of days reading some fanfics on AO3. I had started to get into reading stuff there a while back, but I kind of forgot about it for a while.My favorite stories to read are the ones that focus on gay pairings from my various fave anime/manga, with plenty of sex and kink, lol. (I know, I'm hopeless) But I see that there are lots of fics written that feature canon hetero couples. I try not to discriminate against the straights, but I just REALLY don't get the point. Where's the fun with canon hetero couples?