Posts by erin@social.xenofem.me
(DIR) Post #B2WPIZ22AAkU7eMApE by erin@social.xenofem.me
2026-01-21T21:11:25.274047Z
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You all gotta play Heaven Will Be Mine if you havent already
(DIR) Post #B2Wn5qaJzJGZhIraZU by erin@social.xenofem.me
2026-01-22T01:38:04.413977Z
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@ochotona_princeps first thing i thought of
(DIR) Post #B2WnNoPApaGi9KDPrE by erin@social.xenofem.me
2026-01-22T01:41:18.808338Z
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like the idea that theres just an easily identifiable and unique set of "gun parts" that arent part of anything else is super funny to me
(DIR) Post #B2XG1tSSGFUI7XePXk by erin@social.xenofem.me
2026-01-22T07:02:17.748827Z
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Those who truly know me will understand that nothing has really changed about my identity. I'm just reconfiguring things to gain an advantage, is all. Certain presentations are better suited to public-facing personae than others.And to those who don't..."Now though, I realize what I should of said--in the spirit of the dark, in the spirit of the staircase -- 'Known some call is air am.'Which is to say -- 'I am not what I used to be.'"
(DIR) Post #B2ZlJHiqmkwtC40pJQ by erin@social.xenofem.me
2026-01-23T12:02:13.200052Z
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A video made out of no images--pure movement. Can you even imagine something like that?
(DIR) Post #B2ZltGw7BYBFBGNQEC by erin@social.xenofem.me
2026-01-23T12:08:43.300555Z
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I'm going to be the first ever person.
(DIR) Post #B2bMoIxM8dsfSZPaoi by erin@social.xenofem.me
2026-01-24T06:37:05.485776Z
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The Dark Crystal (1982) [1:33] tomorrow at 9PM EST (19 and a half hours from this post). As usual the link is https://cytu.be/r/lfif. I initially intended to watch it on my own cause @Jazzcraft recommended it once, but it's just been sitting on my hard drive for a few months so I figured I should put it on.
(DIR) Post #B2d6Hnor9yrEflpsrQ by erin@social.xenofem.me
2026-01-25T02:41:22.928775Z
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Wait shit I forgot about this sorry. I'll start at 10PM EST (in 20 minutes) if that works for everyone
(DIR) Post #B2elqAaszvsvkUJURs by erin@social.xenofem.me
2026-01-25T22:01:43.448217Z
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@cyb3rm0shp1t @krankheit I do think you can make talking like that work if you're self-aware about it and embrace its trashiness, but I think you put it well here. If there's no sophistication involved and one presents themselves as a completely open book, the other person doesn't really have anything to read into and the resulting game is very boring.
(DIR) Post #B2esc5veFH2AuBGBsG by erin@social.xenofem.me
2026-01-25T23:17:35.426101Z
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When it comes to emergent behavior, it's one thing to talk about emergent behavior, and another thing entirely to *do* emergent behavior. Despite both being comprised of the same emergent-behavior idea, the instance merely talked about develops into something uninteresting, but the instance made manifest develops into something on a new level entirely. This is an observed instance of emergent behavior.
(DIR) Post #B2etxTxWCGSBT7tgZ6 by erin@social.xenofem.me
2026-01-25T23:32:40.355577Z
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As far as I can tell, pretty much nothing can stop a sufficiently skilled gamer.
(DIR) Post #B2fYHGs2Z5dQpmKG7E by erin@social.xenofem.me
2026-01-26T07:04:27.960354Z
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@Erato_Heti soykafpy is a good word though, it reminds me of enthalpy
(DIR) Post #B2fet4FEYVaAP9a28u by erin@social.xenofem.me
2026-01-26T08:18:28.978468Z
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@Erato_Heti I respect that
(DIR) Post #B2h8lha7brCbs8iLOy by erin@social.xenofem.me
2026-01-27T01:28:02.163975Z
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oh wait yesterday was 4 years hrt for me, nice
(DIR) Post #B2h97LyIdTw3DkLbP6 by erin@social.xenofem.me
2026-01-27T01:31:57.107663Z
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@utz this is major news
(DIR) Post #B2if4Og9VNDCRKSADo by erin@social.xenofem.me
2026-01-27T19:04:40.792562Z
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We're really in late-stage cronyist alienation now.
(DIR) Post #B2ix5gFjRwHwPOrCPA by erin@social.xenofem.me
2026-01-27T22:26:37.317561Z
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@fujoshi I don't really know shit but like my very uneducated view is that there isn't really a "start", it's likely you're already a practitioner in some way or other, you gotta pay attention to the ways you act and think throughout the day and see which of your thought-patterns or actions look the most with your conceptions of what magick is. Also probably you should read but I think surely the reading is ultimately secondary to the practice itself and you can come up with a lot of the important concepts from first principles.
(DIR) Post #B2ixiAyveGA2iWLz72 by erin@social.xenofem.me
2026-01-27T22:33:31.013340Z
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@fujoshi The important thing is to just observe your behavior and think critically about what you are, where you are, what you want, and what you do. Everything (not only magick but also, like, other stuff) flows from that and it shouldn't feel like work from my experience. Being a tranny already requires a substantial amount of it in the first place so clearly you have at least some power already.
(DIR) Post #B2iyZxLuXPY65GkPoG by erin@social.xenofem.me
2026-01-27T22:43:18.662418Z
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@fujoshi The theory follows from the practice. Ground yourself, focus on the worlds around you, and understand how you're situated. The only way you will "get" Ccru is if you already, on some level, understand what they are talking about. What they're doing is taking basic principles and applying them in advanced ways, so you need a very strong grasp of those basic principles and I think you're the only one that can teach them to yourself, though as patchuun and the good Ms. Feast noted, reading D&G is a good way to tell that you're on the right track.
(DIR) Post #B2jQwObmg8nxhjf1Em by erin@social.xenofem.me
2026-01-28T04:01:05.223928Z
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I'm reading Gleick's "Chaos: Creating a New Science" and ngl it always pisses me off how in all math and science stuff its just men talking about other men forever and ever. And I still gotta read it, you know, it's like meaningful and important stuff, but it just hurts, the lack of women. You know what I mean?