Posts by _Trollcow_@poa.st
(DIR) Post #ASMJYi4rzJoFkle2Pw by _Trollcow_@poa.st
2023-02-05T05:04:25.069869Z
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@graf @Gator @istvan @HedgehogFacts @randbot It was a dumb & I knew I wouldn’t be able to refrain from arguing with people so tried to cease impending drama
(DIR) Post #ASMJZVXc5EutA6TBWS by _Trollcow_@poa.st
2023-02-05T05:04:33.754706Z
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@Owl HAHAHAH why?
(DIR) Post #ASMJht22d4dYKlhJVQ by _Trollcow_@poa.st
2023-02-05T05:06:04.451091Z
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@Owl I hate feeling dizzy or sick, I hate vomit. The other thing is, for some reason alcohol worsens my insomnia. I also can’t handle hangovers with OCD.
(DIR) Post #ASMK8QDFt02Mluazrs by _Trollcow_@poa.st
2023-02-05T05:10:49.107537Z
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@Owl Maybe I should be more predictable.
(DIR) Post #ASMKSVaLcZGZE3yWDA by _Trollcow_@poa.st
2023-02-05T05:14:29.895394Z
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I just hate people
(DIR) Post #ASMKXNstgDXyn2yb3I by _Trollcow_@poa.st
2023-02-05T05:15:20.945183Z
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@NEETbong My hatred extends to the Internet.
(DIR) Post #ASMKe6bcJuUzED6BVo by _Trollcow_@poa.st
2023-02-05T05:15:48.959263Z
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@Owl I like how you see these parts of me as fun and don’t despise me.
(DIR) Post #ASMKpW1c9UNhFZhQgq by _Trollcow_@poa.st
2023-02-05T05:18:39.324516Z
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@Owl Chronically misunderstood. Isn’t much fun being me
(DIR) Post #ASML0uXxJzkCUKGE7M by _Trollcow_@poa.st
2023-02-05T05:20:28.529763Z
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@Owl Identity is disposable and I’m tempted to just wipe my digital footprint, get everything removed and just burn this one
(DIR) Post #ASMLGAWEDgSWMujClM by _Trollcow_@poa.st
2023-02-05T05:23:28.445764Z
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@Owl I know, but it’s always interesting seeing how differently people respond to each one. Almost makes me fear for society
(DIR) Post #ASMLZhc7Ohj2VrnVZY by _Trollcow_@poa.st
2023-02-05T05:26:27.354323Z
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@Owl I have several plans but I did not see people being so, controlled by reputation and herd mentality and it’s so depressing that I just don’t want or interact with anyone
(DIR) Post #ASMLjFsDOGMDNDsiqu by _Trollcow_@poa.st
2023-02-05T05:28:43.733734Z
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@Owl Now that I’ve seen people, I can’t unsee them.
(DIR) Post #ASMLzmpqbgV6Eheny4 by _Trollcow_@poa.st
2023-02-05T05:31:43.060703Z
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@Owl One day.
(DIR) Post #ASMM6YREX6MtbzN4ue by _Trollcow_@poa.st
2023-02-05T05:32:55.808241Z
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@Owl How long will you be away for
(DIR) Post #ASMMJE6VRkoeJJicjI by _Trollcow_@poa.st
2023-02-05T05:35:13.720619Z
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@Owl All the cool people dip
(DIR) Post #ASMOeVr2qSqPLvlTFo by _Trollcow_@poa.st
2023-02-05T06:01:29.536263Z
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@mittymade Lol schizo
(DIR) Post #ASMTZeTnqiakQTOY8u by _Trollcow_@poa.st
2023-02-05T06:56:38.257747Z
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Final Statement Hello, I’ve been considering posting this for a while and today was my last straw. I have always said that I will temporarily or permanently leave places that don’t speak to me. When I was 9, my school teacher said to me “you’ve never been part of the herd and these next few years are going to be hard for you.”I didn’t know she meant the next 11 years. I have struggled greatly with groups, trends and herd mentality. I have friends everywhere, but I’m consistently disliked by the popular people, or those with influence & anyone who supports or trusts them. These means it is incredibly easy for entire communities to dog pile me.Last year my devices were compromised which lead to someone taking images and videos of me and using them to deepfake pornography. Despite the fact most of the images and videos posted were deepfaked, people have held this against me personally, refusing to acknowledge the fact they aren’t legitimate, and more importantly, blaming me for what someone else did.I am not a sexual person nor actually simp for anyone, but someone used me and my content to attack a website, and there was no effort made by communities to find this person, despite me warning everybody that they were going to cause a “Gamergate like” event and orchestrate larger attacks against more people, two weeks before the Keffals shit started. I cannot fight people who refuse to acknowledge the truth. I cannot interact with people who refuse to interact with me as myself, but rather interact with their idea of me, or a reputation based image of me.The degree of influence that reputation and trends have in this sector absolutely terrifies me. Whether it’s Kiwi Farms, Plate Gang, Lolcow.farm, Onion Farms, people are constantly graded on online reputation and social status. Lolcows on Kiwi Farms don’t even get to choose their own usernames or pfps, Lolcows on Lolcow.farm get blamed for spams orchestrated by pedophiles that no one even knows, Lolcows around Plate Gang are subjected to consistent swatting, sexual harassment and degradation, and lolcows on Onion Farms have no chance unless they’re friends with one of the staff members.I cannot change this. We have a problem. We’ve created a tyranny and social hierarchy and it is too complex and too large for me to be able to counteract. I cannot de-brainwash people and I’ve tried for a while.I cannot exist around people who don’t question anything, around people who believe others because they have higher reaction scores or smaller digital footprints, around people who believe revenge porn or doctored revenge porn is funny yet call themselves pedophile/groomer hunters.There are some of you who are absolutely great people, but for the most part I am fighting against a fucking Tsunami and it’s not worth it. Usually, I am happy to partake in this fight, but I am suffering multiple health issues, and am also pretty stressed/depressed as it is. The dismissal of me, the constant herd mentality, and the lack of it’s recognition, and the fact I have been de credited and called a liar or crazy so many times that I’m basically censored, has made the Internet no fun anymore. I am not leaving permanently, but for a very long time. Probably months. I will still respond to dms, but I am tired of fighting a battle against people who don’t even realise the problem.I am tired of being made to look crazy for exposing corruption.What I am seeing here is not very different from what I’ve seen with governments and political corruption and I find it frightening.People around here always complain about exposed corruption being labelled as conspiracy theories, yet this is what we are doing here. I do not wish to engage for the time being, because I feel let down.The decentralised sector was meant to be pro freedom, less of a tyranny and less corrupt yet its been worse than normie social media.Barely anyone cares about free speech, and any fucking e celebrity that tells you they do, is lying.They care about their own free speech.They want freedom for the people they like. They claim to hate government , police and those kind of powers yet are happy to assume comparative positions online. They hate the things that control society not because they thwart free speech & expression, but because it’s not them in control.Most people here who claim to hate tyranny, would have no problem with it if they were in power themselves.I cannot stand it and if I stay for the time being, I will probably wind up pissing off the entirety of the Internet.I don’t care about anything people say or do to me or about me, but I care about corruption, and censorship.I cannot fight this issue anymore, and I really hope people wake up and see the problems we’ve all created before it’s too late.I will return eventually, but for now, consider me (Put out to pasture).Xoxo,Trollcow
(DIR) Post #ASNN2jYrWv0w3ydqIi by _Trollcow_@poa.st
2023-02-05T17:18:10.296438Z
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Also I need to make it clear that I don’t have anything to do with the drama on Onion Farms & have little to no idea why they’re interfering with my profile picture, and other people’s who they think are me based off of comments made by Epic Fail Man.
(DIR) Post #ATJyALmPblYERxIXkO by _Trollcow_@poa.st
2023-03-05T23:47:23.437806Z
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https://open.spotify.com/track/57bgtoPSgt236HzfBOd8kj?si=tyUtWDyUQRmMDCV8kT_SLg&context=spotify%3Aplaylist%3A07ub0Lqftwh8f3L02Ojc0r
(DIR) Post #ATKKFaLl3vAK4sjSnw by _Trollcow_@poa.st
2023-03-06T03:54:50.010151Z
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What a time to be alive.