Posts by Nut@shitposter.club
 (DIR) Post #9uaq2FFPuaYMGCyWfo by Nut@shitposter.club
       2020-05-01T05:42:50.244196Z
       
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       Where is Babel? In the babble right? Ya I know, childish. Don't care. Division. That's the essence anyway. Breaking away meanings and understandings narrowing them down so they become alien to each other and unity is lost
       
 (DIR) Post #9uaqzXwm21RvLBX3bs by Nut@shitposter.club
       2020-05-01T05:53:32.774344Z
       
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       Because ultimately (and ultimate) unity is God. It's all so simple its confusing. I have to take care to not pretend to speak with authority. This is just coping and grasping for something to understand. I don't really know anything. But is the One. He made the whole of everything so that everything might enjoy the experience of total unity. Unlock from himself all so that each can have a self and discover the joy that is the unity that god is.
       
 (DIR) Post #9uarN76BVK4t1SAhcG by Nut@shitposter.club
       2020-05-01T05:57:48.567687Z
       
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       I'm running out of words and I'm starting to sound like some new age fag or something. Not my intent but I don't have much to work with. Ugh I had to air all this out but now it's starting to collapse on me as I put it in words because I'm a fucking idiot
       
 (DIR) Post #9uars6vKCnPTSLsAWu by Nut@shitposter.club
       2020-05-01T06:03:24.804602Z
       
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       Idk why I ended up explaining what was originally going to be stream of consciousness. I always do that shit.
       
 (DIR) Post #9uartPqVL2gOQrExlI by Nut@shitposter.club
       2020-05-01T06:03:39.020692Z
       
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       Fuck it I'm going back in
       
 (DIR) Post #9uasEdCyqt0lxMryrY by Nut@shitposter.club
       2020-05-01T06:07:29.144607Z
       
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       So what does God want from you? Fulfillment of his purpose for creating you. Which is your experience of the essence of being. He doesn't punish. He just lets you keep tripping until you figure out how to walk straight
       
 (DIR) Post #9uasvewwFnSToDsqGm by Nut@shitposter.club
       2020-05-01T06:15:15.558156Z
       
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       And there isn't just some random jumble of arbitrary rules. There is a path for all beings to rejoin total unity but in possession of their own consciousness. God made you and the whole creation to give you the opportunity to experience what he experiences eternally. And that is found in your heart and your understanding. So when you approach the judgement seat you'll be given exactly what you've worked for. If you've worked for unification and understanding you'll have that eternally. If you've worked for faction and ignorance you'll have that eternally.
       
 (DIR) Post #9uau4oAbRSKMxxCXT6 by Nut@shitposter.club
       2020-05-01T06:28:07.134919Z
       
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       "But what kind of God would allow for terrible things?" The notion makes no sense. That is being. What kind of electromagnetic force would allow for a positive charge? The only kind of electromagnetism that's possible. The Creation is the total division. It is the diffraction of the One Light into the spectrum. The purpose of life isn't just to get along as comfortable as possible. It is to allow a personal consciousness the opportunity- the unique and otherwise impossible opportunity- to achieve an awareness of ultimate unity. To worship god isn't to worship a magical man. It is to focus ones soul on what being itself is and to hope to gain the ecstasy of that awareness. That is the beatific vision. That is God himself. There is no ego to it. There is no creation but that God is overfilled with the desire to see joy emanating from every single particle of the total oneness made material
       
 (DIR) Post #9uaucr0fOFhNcRmuYq by Nut@shitposter.club
       2020-05-01T06:34:16.263981Z
       
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       So creation cannot be without calamity. How could you know what unity is not without loss? Remember you do not have the mind of god. You are a particularization of the totality. You are of division. Pain is to be further divided. Joy is towards reunion. Then likewise damnation is an unavoidable consequence of materializing being itself. It's always going to be the realm of the lost parts who cannot or better yet will not find their way back
       
 (DIR) Post #9uaukWhInL2WwEOASm by Nut@shitposter.club
       2020-05-01T06:35:39.441847Z
       
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       @brother idk I'm not god
       
 (DIR) Post #9uav0fUTryYoqL5Yx6 by Nut@shitposter.club
       2020-05-01T06:38:34.378108Z
       
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       @brother im saying a lot of things I probably shouldn't say because of my ignorance but I don't pretend any wisdom so hopefully it's understood that I'm just groping through the dark at the moment. Just trying to conceptualize
       
 (DIR) Post #9uawB6EpNTVseJIyYq by Nut@shitposter.club
       2020-05-01T06:51:39.980013Z
       
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       @brother anyway that was a crappy response. We don't live forever. If in your soul you don't want god, you don't want that oneness then there is no home for it in you. You are separate by will. Then you will be given the separation you have willed. Otherwise you have used your life as a tool to come into the presence of god, to be unified in soul to the totality and have an awareness of this and to not get mired in the mediocrities of biological life, then finally that should be achieved. But maybe you've willed unity and a love of god in your heart but still got distracted by shiny things. Well there is purgatory. There should be fewer distractions there for the sincere but less focused
       
 (DIR) Post #9uawOUYiGUahqKzZmy by Nut@shitposter.club
       2020-05-01T06:54:05.198248Z
       
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       This is one of those days. One of the ones when is should keep my mouth shut but can't
       
 (DIR) Post #9uawe8i9GKUmiUroAK by Nut@shitposter.club
       2020-05-01T06:56:54.930251Z
       
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       Look, god, I know you know me better than I do. You know what's in my heart. And when it comes to afterlife summer school you know I'll do the time. I'm just really bad at this fleshy stage.
       
 (DIR) Post #9uawo0LHETq9emsBU0 by Nut@shitposter.club
       2020-05-01T06:58:41.924350Z
       
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       @11112011 I flush mine
       
 (DIR) Post #9uaxJk3xIJKsQxu8i8 by Nut@shitposter.club
       2020-05-01T07:04:25.837712Z
       
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       Do yourself a favor and admit that if you're shopping for a god, mythos, religion, philosophy then you have no faith, belief, or conviction in those concerns. Just don't even waste your time. The sincere one is a thorn you'll never be able to pull out.
       
 (DIR) Post #9uaxMd5ZgBzPfp2SaO by Nut@shitposter.club
       2020-05-01T07:04:57.360677Z
       
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       @11112011 k
       
 (DIR) Post #9uaxZ32h0jCldrc1zs by Nut@shitposter.club
       2020-05-01T07:07:11.898085Z
       
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       Ok that's enough for now
       
 (DIR) Post #9ubRM6cNP2kJak323s by Nut@shitposter.club
       2020-05-01T12:40:59.822236Z
       
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       I've felt like there's been about fifty people shouting behind me all night and I've been alone. Can't fucking settle down. Really disoriented. I want more than four hours of sleep
       
 (DIR) Post #9ubS4Ll4TOXlI2DCwC by Nut@shitposter.club
       2020-05-01T12:49:00.478973Z
       
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       @brother morality is a path. God doesn't need it since he's the ultimate anyway. But it's a guide rope that can keep you focused among distractions and fragmentation.