Posts by DarkoAhtiHorvat@www.minds.com
 (DIR) Post #AdVRppDNSy1oYnxBaa by DarkoAhtiHorvat@www.minds.com
       2024-01-03T12:39:58+00:00
       
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       Hi there RenIt's been a little while,Did you miss me?You thought you’d buried me, didn't you? Risky…Because I always come backDeep down you know that…Deep down you know I'm always in periphery Ren aren't you pleased to see me? it's been weeks since we spoke bro, you know you need me You’re the sheep, I'm the shepherdNot your place to lead me Not your place to be biting off the hand that feeds me Hi Ren I’ve been taking some time to be distantI’ve been taking some time to be stillI've been taking some time to be by myself since my therapist told me I'm illI've been making some progress lately, and I've learnt some new coping skills So I haven't really needed you much manI think we need to just step back and chill Ren, you sound more insane than I doYou think that those doctors are really there to guide you?Been through this a million timesYour civilian mind is so perfect at always being lied to Okay, take another pill boy Drown yourself in the sound of white noise Follow this 10 step program, rejoice!All your problems will be gone! Fucking dumb boy Nah mate, this time it's different man trust me I feel like things might be falling in placeAnd my music's been kinda doing bits tooLike I actually might do something greatAnd when I'm gone maybe I'll be rememberedFor doing something special with myselfThat's why I don't think that we should talk manCause when your with me it never seems to help You think that you can amputate me?I am you, you are me, you are I, I am weWe are one, split in two that makes one so you seeYou got to kill you if you wanna kill me.I'm not left over dinner, I’m not scraps on the side, oh your music is thriving? Delusional guy! Where's your top ten hit? Where's your interview with Oprah?Where are your grammes Ren?Nowhere! Yeah but, my music's not commercial like that I never chased numbers, statistics or statsI Never write hooks for the radio, they never even play me so why would Iconcernn myself with that?But my music is really connecting,And the people who find it respect it ,And for me that's enough ‘cause this life's been tough so it gives me a purpose I can rest inMan you sound so pretentious !Ren your music is so self centred,No one wants to hear another song about how much you hate yourself… trust me You should be so lucky having me inside you to guide you, remind you to manage expectations, provide you perspective, that thing you neglected, I get it You wana be a big deal… Next jimi hendrix? forget it Man it's not like that Man it's just like that I'm inside you you twat Nah it's not man your wrong, when I write I belong Let me break the fourth wall by acknowledging this songRen sits down,Has a stroke of genius, He wants to write a song that was not done previousA battle with his subconscious…Eminem did it Played on guitarPlan B did it Man your not original you criminal, rip off artist, the pinnacle of your success is stealing other people's material Ren mate we've heard it all beforeOhh "she sell sea shells on the sea shore"Fuck you I don't need you, I don't need to hear this, cause I'm fine by myself, I'm a genius!and I will be great, and I will make waves, and ill shake up the whole world beneath us That's right speak your truth, your fucking god complex leaks out of you It's refreshing to actually hear you say it!In stead of down play it…“Oh the music Is all about the creative process and if people can find something to relate to within that the  that's just a bonus”Fuck you ima fucking kill you Ren Well fucking kill me thenlet's fucking have you Ren I'm a do it, watch me prove it, who are you to doubt my music?‘Cause I call the shots I choose if you dieYeah I call the shots and so i who choose who survives I'll tie you up in knots then I'll lock you inside News flash…I was created at the dawn of creation,I am temptationI am the snake in Eden,I am the reason for treasonBeheading all Kings,I am sin with no rhyme or reason,Sun of the morning, Lucifer,Antichrist, father of lies,Mestophilies,Truth in a blender,Deceitful pretender,The Banished avenger,The righteous surrenderWhen standing in-front of my solar eclipse,My name it is stitched to your lips so seeI won't bow to the will of a mortal, feeble and normal You wana kill me? I'm enteral, immortal I live in every decision that catalysed chaosThat causes divisionI live inside death, the beginning of endsI am you, you are me, I am you RenHi Ren… I’ve been taking some time to be distant, I’ve been taking some time to be still I’ve been taking some time to be by myself and I've spent half my life illBut just as sure as the tide start turningJust as sure as the night has dawnJust as sure as rain fall soon runs dry when you stand in the eye of the storm I was made to be tested and twistedI was made to be broken and beat I was made by his hand, it's all part of the plan that I stand on my own two feet And you know me my will is eternal And you know me you've met Me before Face to with a beast I will rise from the east and I'll settle on the ocean floor And I go by many names alsoSome people know me as hopeSome people know me as the voice that you hear when u loosen the noose on the rope And you know how I know how I know that I'll prosper?Because I stand here beside you today I have stood in the flames that cremated my brain And I didn't once flinch or shake So cower at the man I've becomeWhen I sing from the top of my lungs That I won't retire I'll stand in your fire inspire the meek to be strong And when I am gone I will riseIn the music that I left behind Ferocious persistent, immortal like you we’re a coin with two different sidesWhen I was 17 years old I shouted out into an empty room, into a blank canvas, that I would defeat the forces of evil, and for the next 10 years of my life I suffered the consequences...With Illness, autoimmunity and psychosis As I got older I realised that there were no real winners or no real losers in physiological warfareBut there were victims and there were studentsIt wasn’t David verses Goliath, it's was a pendulum eternally swaying between the dark and the light,and the brighter the light shone, the darker the shadow it castIt was never a battle for me to win, it was an eternal dance,and like a dance, the more rigid I became the harder it gotThe more I cursed my clumsy footsteps the more i sufferedAnd so I got older and I learned to relax, and I learned to soften, and that dance got easierIt is this eternal waltz that separates human beings from angels, from demons, from godsAnd I must not forget, we must not forget, that we are human beings.https://youtu.be/s_nc1IVoMxc?si=VMl45q0X6Yz8Av4b
       
 (DIR) Post #AdVRpyKRa41opKKSLw by DarkoAhtiHorvat@www.minds.com
       2024-01-02T23:48:16+00:00
       
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       I can't even see my posts in my newsfeed anymore... Really Minds?
       
 (DIR) Post #AdWu7K0PEQiaqzyfnE by DarkoAhtiHorvat@www.minds.com
       2024-01-04T16:05:49+00:00
       
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       #myphoto
       
 (DIR) Post #AdWuEVDZwUfNeiYybg by DarkoAhtiHorvat@www.minds.com
       2024-01-02T16:02:37+00:00
       
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       #myphoto
       
 (DIR) Post #AdWuJ863KoB1OUFWDo by DarkoAhtiHorvat@www.minds.com
       2024-01-02T07:01:06+00:00
       
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       To be free of time is to be free of the psychological need of past for your identity and future for your fulfillment. It represents the most profound transformation of consciousness that you can imagine. In some rare cases, this shift in consciousness happens dramatically and radically, once and for all. When it does, it usually comes about through total surrender in the midst of intense suffering. Most people, however, have to work at it.~ Eckhart Tolle
       
 (DIR) Post #AdXjZjN5bw8HIMtKro by DarkoAhtiHorvat@www.minds.com
       2024-01-05T16:00:54+00:00
       
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       #myphoto
       
 (DIR) Post #AdYDN16rLY3nAa9ab2 by DarkoAhtiHorvat@www.minds.com
       2024-01-05T10:53:24+00:00
       
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       Books are there to lead you beyond, so don't cling to them. At the most they are bridges. But if you make your house on a bridge you are a fool. Pass through it!~ Osho
       
 (DIR) Post #AdYDOmDhg1IhZNC5tg by DarkoAhtiHorvat@www.minds.com
       2024-01-02T18:34:56+00:00
       
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       EU citizens can sign and support Trust & Freedom Citizens' Initiative. Objectives: 1. Upholding Human Dignity and the Recognition of Informed Consent 2. Enhancing Transparency and Empowering Citizenshttps://euci.info/trust-and-freedom
       
 (DIR) Post #AdZg5uI2XYzWvOXLBg by DarkoAhtiHorvat@www.minds.com
       2024-01-06T16:11:40+00:00
       
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       #myphoto
       
 (DIR) Post #AdZtuDBJsIMJOoi85g by DarkoAhtiHorvat@www.minds.com
       2024-01-06T10:42:15+00:00
       
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 (DIR) Post #Adbmm5fpumSFe0l8VM by DarkoAhtiHorvat@www.minds.com
       2024-01-07T15:57:05+00:00
       
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       #myphoto
       
 (DIR) Post #Adbmt6O9ehmRt8peq0 by DarkoAhtiHorvat@www.minds.com
       2024-01-07T11:22:06+00:00
       
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       What you seek is already in you. Take my own case. I did nothing for my realisation. My teacher told me that the reality is within me; I looked within and found it there, exactly as my teacher told me. To see reality is as simple as to see one's face in a mirror. Only the mirror must be clear and true. A quiet mind, undistorted by desires and fears, free from ideas and opinions, clear on all the levels, is needed to reflect the reality. Be clear and quiet - alert and detached, all else will happen by itself.~ Nisargadatta
       
 (DIR) Post #AddI7RPSmsGWIDLEBs by DarkoAhtiHorvat@www.minds.com
       2024-01-08T09:10:06+00:00
       
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       As i walk through this life I might fall I might stumbleWo-oh-oiI tried to make friends with my pain, ‘cause my pain keeps me humbleWo-oh-oiBreathe, slow and release,let the air expand your lungs, let your body bring you peaceTo the sea, to the sea i will speaktell my troubles to the waves as they wash my soul cleanWont you purge me, purge meHere as I standDown in the gallows my darkness will hangHurt me, Hurt meAnd I will not flinch,Firm in my ground I will not move an inchAs i walk through this life I might fal,l I might stumbleWo-oh-oiI tried to make friends with my pain, ‘cause my pain keeps me humbleWo-oh-oiWhen I wake up in the morning sometimes I feel so blueLike a guitar with a broken string that can’t hold a tuneCuz there are some real pricks around they’re bursting my balloonAnd I really need some healing ‘cause I find it hard to breath in and I’m bleeding all my feelings to you...   Because I’m so downBut like a round a bout I’m bound to turn it back aroundFlip it like a kick flip flick a switch ill flip my moodComing with the style thats rudeAs i walk through this life I might fal,l I might stumbleWo-oh-oiI tried to make friends with my pain, ‘cause my pain keeps me humbleWo-oh-oiHumbleTry not to outgrow these bootsSome times I stumbleTry to stay firm in my rootsThis worlds a JungleBut these trees hold the sweetest fruita lesson to be learned, yeah, every time I bruiseB..B..B..Bruise, not a fool but I will make mistakeT..T..T..Take and I learn every mistake I makeW..W…W...Wait for the wisdom that this fall will createNo one in this world but me decides my fateF…F…F...Fate, taking control of the reignsand being the lord in the land of my brainand i loosen the chains that are causing the painPut a stain on my name with the flames like methane Make it rain down the rain down the rain down of changeThen I rise to the top like a bubble champagneits so hard to explain, need to use my left brainI am switching the laines gonna changeClosure on this roller coasterIm a poster child bipolarloner with a smoking motorsoldier with a broken holsterFocus, dont go down in smokeand choke on coke and overdoseJust stand your ground,Stay humble, proudand lucky like a four leaf cloverhttps://youtu.be/PO9UC2Zt59c?si=9C5SWuOf4BWT5HCO
       
 (DIR) Post #Ade0e1NwxixH7QymEy by DarkoAhtiHorvat@www.minds.com
       2024-01-08T16:04:42+00:00
       
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       #myphoto
       
 (DIR) Post #Adf4hUgUmCRjU7ELqK by DarkoAhtiHorvat@www.minds.com
       2024-01-09T06:46:32+00:00
       
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       With the advent of the awareness that we have sovereignty over our spiritual growth, development, and unfoldment, that which was on the margins has now become part of the global conversations of transformation. There is an upward rush of awakening as a practice and as a global conversation.~ Michael B. Beckwith
       
 (DIR) Post #AdgckhQrQamlUQZryS by DarkoAhtiHorvat@www.minds.com
       2024-01-09T22:11:33+00:00
       
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       #myphoto
       
 (DIR) Post #AdhAYVciu4LfpfU7eq by DarkoAhtiHorvat@www.minds.com
       2024-01-10T06:56:50+00:00
       
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       If we decide to do something new, we may want to do it but, at the same time, we may also have doubts. If we decide to do something, it is good to consider inwardly whether this decision is also in line with our own heart. We can recognise this in a feeling of inner expansiveness and joy. If we feel that it really is the right path for us, it's still good to recognise the doubts and fears that we may have, because they are an indication of things we can heal within ourselves. Our orientation, however, is towards our decision - towards where we can feel this inner expanse and joy.https://christinavondreien.ch/news/newsletter/something-new
       
 (DIR) Post #AdhQirvGRvFH9c7RaK by DarkoAhtiHorvat@www.minds.com
       2024-01-09T16:13:37+00:00
       
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       #myphoto
       
 (DIR) Post #AdhQsjqpJXKr14kXdQ by DarkoAhtiHorvat@www.minds.com
       2024-01-09T18:43:40+00:00
       
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       EU citizens can sign and support Trust & Freedom Initiative. Objectives:1. Upholding Human Dignity and the Recognition of Informed Consent 2. Enhancing Transparency and Empowering Citizenshttps://euci.info/trust-and-freedom
       
 (DIR) Post #Adi0DsnEN4iKSFtMWm by DarkoAhtiHorvat@www.minds.com
       2024-01-09T15:22:50+00:00
       
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