Posts by BellBell@shitposter.club
(DIR) Post #ADFeoJoxNsFUqZ63d2 by BellBell@shitposter.club
2021-11-10T07:58:03.031790Z
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larping as a dom was the biggest mistake of my life
(DIR) Post #ADGcuS6RV0HFWK24Uy by BellBell@shitposter.club
2021-11-10T19:11:27.680357Z
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I basically live in a prison cell, I can't even put up my posters. i had a decent place but i couldn't afford it. i went insane from all the work and hurt myself and others. i had a choice, go to the ghetto or go back home, i chose to return home and i made the right choice but it's fucking hell here. That's why i'm working so much now. to save myself and my bf from hell. I'm honestly fed up with life. suicidal doesn't even come close to how i feel on a daily basisI'm only alive beacuse of a fairy tale i tell myself on a daily basis that things will get betterThe fucked thing is my boyfriend relies on me so i can't give up or back down no matter how miserable i become.
(DIR) Post #ADGdiwodaFQ7FmmYwC by BellBell@shitposter.club
2021-11-10T19:20:35.209843Z
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whats the fucking point
(DIR) Post #ADGdsBilXGBq5VRSq0 by BellBell@shitposter.club
2021-11-10T19:22:15.436729Z
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I am just a fucking loser right everyone? i have brain damage but all my actions are my fault. even though i try my hardest and make constant small incremental improvements since i am not good ebough i am worthless and should die
(DIR) Post #ADGdvOnbMtIhW8EdVI by BellBell@shitposter.club
2021-11-10T19:22:50.213665Z
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i wish someone was kind enough to fucking kill me
(DIR) Post #ADGe11Co08Ek54hg6S by BellBell@shitposter.club
2021-11-10T19:23:51.194131Z
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i'm crying beacuse i ate a bowl of cashews. my life is so fucking pathetic
(DIR) Post #ADGe6r2MigyoHWbS5Y by BellBell@shitposter.club
2021-11-10T19:24:54.456506Z
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i live in a fucking cell i have no moral support. my coping mechanisms stopped working a long time ago, the drugs work but they wear off and i still fuck up
(DIR) Post #ADXlztg03ViTmj2hM0 by BellBell@shitposter.club
2021-11-19T01:43:22.945589Z
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@Stellar okay i need to know what would happen if he shot that.
(DIR) Post #AEDSjxaoxMEiUFwt3A by BellBell@shitposter.club
2021-12-09T04:25:28.806333Z
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https://www.twitch.tv/skeletonbellvt Streaming tf2
(DIR) Post #AEEBElaE3OIgCTAcG8 by BellBell@shitposter.club
2021-12-09T12:44:04.004130Z
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alot of people reached out to me and i didn't respond cuz that's how i am sorryadd me on discord Bells#5230
(DIR) Post #AESUbI1xzXJIhk4mG0 by BellBell@shitposter.club
2021-12-16T10:26:59.299197Z
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i'm doing very well, streaming is going great, I get about 10 viewers per stream now, I have a ton of fun and i'll be getting a job hopefully tommorow. Things are looking upI still think about you every day WhyI'll never try to be a part of your life again but for what it's worth i'm sorry
(DIR) Post #AEpkPNzfRqDgZGVOKW by BellBell@shitposter.club
2021-12-27T15:42:28.639178Z
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Merry christmas everyone
(DIR) Post #AEplItoKr0KbArfwXI by BellBell@shitposter.club
2021-12-27T15:52:30.707502Z
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@why if you did doctor pepper it would have been doctor Poggers
(DIR) Post #AEpm0kgCAIOzazmKq8 by BellBell@shitposter.club
2021-12-27T16:00:26.241521Z
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unironically my dysphoria has been helped alot from playing VR chat. Allowing myself to be anybody and do anything and be treated in that fashion was very liberating. I think the reason I became trans was beacuse i was raised in a way that taught me being feminine was bad and being gay was bad. I overcompensated beacuse i was viewing myself from the lens of the people who raised me and society, people who told me i needed to be something. I didn't accept my nature and i chased cute bussy to try and run from that. I also hated women. Since my transition my hatred towards people has gone away and i've embraced "normies" I work at starbucks now and have lots of friends.It was hard for me as a person to find my own sense of identity, especially since i have dissassociative identity disorder but it's finally coming together.
(DIR) Post #AEpm67oBbFemmD4v1k by BellBell@shitposter.club
2021-12-27T16:01:24.098267Z
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I firmly believe nobody is who they think they are and all the things they say about themselves are just a big extended game of roleplay for the purpose of finding love and fullfillment. If your role isn't making you happy abandon it.
(DIR) Post #AEpmHEf8SOoDDf8v4q by BellBell@shitposter.club
2021-12-27T16:03:24.972689Z
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Reject modernity return to traditionCum
(DIR) Post #AEpnw69n5LQqfPWwi0 by BellBell@shitposter.club
2021-12-27T16:22:00.396533Z
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Thinking is highly over rated
(DIR) Post #AGKIdnxSsB639DwmAq by BellBell@shitposter.club
2022-02-10T07:19:29.246424Z
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@why bro
(DIR) Post #AJHEYN0knEpUy75fRA by BellBell@shitposter.club
2022-05-09T13:25:52.081428Z
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I'm really genuinely sorry for how terrible of a person i was.
(DIR) Post #AKMgc74AskOs2KDdke by BellBell@shitposter.club
2022-06-11T02:25:56.558743Z
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@Moon Could you delete my account please?