Posts by AlwaysAutumn@chaosfem.tw
(DIR) Post #AXkKpOQxZOYQMwxD5E by AlwaysAutumn@chaosfem.tw
2023-07-16T08:28:51Z
1 likes, 0 repeats
Me shopping for clothes,with my mum,because she says she needs to helpIt's like that Tiktok "I need to ask a gay person, i need a gay person" Because yes,i need a Trans Person who gets it
(DIR) Post #AXoqncQ4ZgzgKbZo6C by AlwaysAutumn@chaosfem.tw
2023-07-18T12:34:33Z
0 likes, 0 repeats
@phoenix_fairy Right?!Though i could also say "How have i made it this long in the community?" in general...because i know it wasn't on my own merit
(DIR) Post #AXqm79ZMN20fI2yAEq by AlwaysAutumn@chaosfem.tw
2023-07-19T11:04:57Z
1 likes, 0 repeats
Right,time to walk my dogs and then have lunch And then i promise i will write at least one session, the PvP level 20 Battle Royale,just for fun.The haunted mansion and others can wait
(DIR) Post #AXzxb4otRP03ALLTxQ by AlwaysAutumn@chaosfem.tw
2023-07-23T21:19:31Z
1 likes, 0 repeats
Femboys looking stunning with their makeup like it's effortless,and then there's me, a Trans Woman who couldn't look femme if she tried
(DIR) Post #AYFEkWwkOOBk19O2YC by AlwaysAutumn@chaosfem.tw
2023-07-31T06:17:05Z
1 likes, 0 repeats
Wearing my second pair of womens trousers...the previous ones had pockets,these don't!! #StopFakePockets
(DIR) Post #AYI9okqwiK180dkR8a by AlwaysAutumn@chaosfem.tw
2023-08-01T16:02:52Z
0 likes, 0 repeats
Love it when my brain brings up my regrets in life
(DIR) Post #AYJPhz619XRaa5YEQy by AlwaysAutumn@chaosfem.tw
2023-08-02T05:25:52Z
0 likes, 0 repeats
Just thinking about it,bigots get annoyed by Pride Month,but look how celebrated 4th of July is,Halloween, Christmas...and yet Pride Month is the problem...fucking assholes
(DIR) Post #AYRpeejvJAChR6Ktrk by AlwaysAutumn@chaosfem.tw
2023-08-06T08:09:17Z
1 likes, 0 repeats
If i could be good with a camera and was confident enough with my body, it would be over for a lot of you
(DIR) Post #AYWHkpu6HtH99CfgLg by AlwaysAutumn@chaosfem.tw
2023-08-08T11:40:39Z
1 likes, 0 repeats
Reading my latest copy of my Endocrinology letter and getting euphoria from the correct name and pronouns
(DIR) Post #AYYLjcYRDtBjaX8Ppo by AlwaysAutumn@chaosfem.tw
2023-08-09T05:56:40Z
0 likes, 0 repeats
If you would so indulge me, later on,i would like to co-opt a YouTube video idea to talk about the signs that suggested that i was Trans growing up
(DIR) Post #AYYLjdHoVBU5rGMeYq by AlwaysAutumn@chaosfem.tw
2023-08-09T11:26:22Z
1 likes, 0 repeats
I just watched a YouTube video from an inspiration of my childhood, Charlie McDonnell, who came out as Trans last year and her video was on the signs that they were Trans.So here are mine i guess...when i was 4,i apparently played with toy pushchairs and my dad had a fit because he thought i was gay...at that age.I often felt more comfortable by myself in school,because I couldn't relate to the boys and i was scared that girls wouldn't be ok with the idea of a perceived boy as a friend,but when I was in high school,i hung around girls more.The fact that I was fascinated by a gender swap in a Goosebumps 2000 book and literally prayed for months to be a girl.Getting obsessed with make your own bracelet kits in primary school.Constantly wanting to not have my hair cut.Not liking the sound of my voice.Looking in the mirror and feeling like i was wrong.
(DIR) Post #AYYLjdvs6FWjrV6e00 by AlwaysAutumn@chaosfem.tw
2023-08-09T11:36:34Z
1 likes, 0 repeats
Then i would often play Saints Row 3 with its very detailed character creation, usually as a man with a British voice but when i was home alone, i'd go to the customisation screen and make my character a woman.When i was feeling bad about a boy in my class,playing a girl character in Drama/Theatre and acting like a stereotypical mean girl.When I eventually played a female part in Theatre, i was upset for a different reason and i quote "I couldn't portray the character authentically enough"The hours of Gender swap content i watched on YouTube or read on DeviantArt.Being seen as the outsider in high school, because I wasn't acting like the other boysMum thinking i had a problem with pink and yellow as colours,and when i said i didn't "Why not?!"The one time in America at a theme park where on a family water ride,the attendant said to dad and Twin "You boys go there" and turned to me and literally had to guess.Wearing my mum's leggings, not knowing they were womens
(DIR) Post #AYcTZU3fX92ObiGA0u by AlwaysAutumn@chaosfem.tw
2023-08-11T11:22:09Z
0 likes, 0 repeats
Not me on my Notes Run this morning, being approached by an elderly patient wanting to know where X-Ray is...i'm unknowingly using femme voice and as he thanks me ,he calls me "sweetheart"Boys get called Sweetheart too,right?
(DIR) Post #AYf6XcbR4xEz3c4oXQ by AlwaysAutumn@chaosfem.tw
2023-08-11T22:34:06Z
0 likes, 0 repeats
@SleepyCatten eww...even the admin @
(DIR) Post #AYtCmHDWteyY9YozPE by AlwaysAutumn@chaosfem.tw
2023-08-19T12:57:57Z
1 likes, 0 repeats
My new bank card has arrived and already seeing "Miss Autumn (surname)" on the accompanying letter makes me want to scream with joy
(DIR) Post #AYtCmMMDmlto5xvV9E by AlwaysAutumn@chaosfem.tw
2023-08-19T13:02:09Z
0 likes, 0 repeats
OH MY GOD,IT'S ONE OF THOSE NEW STYLE DEBIT CARDS...IT LOOKS SO PRETTY, AND THERE'S MY NAME...MY ACTUAL NAME ON THE BACK IN BIG WHITE LETTERS....AAAHHHHH
(DIR) Post #AZ09CEXaQmCLfg2nMu by AlwaysAutumn@chaosfem.tw
2023-08-22T21:17:03Z
1 likes, 0 repeats
So in an admission of my faults,i have a habit of saying "You will be" in a menacing tone,meant in a jokey way, when someone apologises to me (I think apologising to me is often unnecessary)... regardless i was thinking about YouTubers who i used to watch,who are incredibly problematic, and then i thought about the few people in my life who have turned out to be just as problematic and...even though,i'm not serious, i don't wish for people to fear me and i certainly refuse to become like those problematic individuals
(DIR) Post #AZ09CGFw3NGczVnj8K by AlwaysAutumn@chaosfem.tw
2023-08-22T21:28:46Z
0 likes, 0 repeats
Also the amount of people who will literally defend the accused,especially when they have previous or they'll say things like "Yeah,its bad,but is it worth ruining their career over?"Fuck their career! If a fucking terrible person refuses to stop being a terrible person, then they don't deserve a career,especially when that career has events where you can perpuate that behaviour
(DIR) Post #AZ7nsuoizju9DzgeDQ by AlwaysAutumn@chaosfem.tw
2023-08-26T12:28:52Z
1 likes, 0 repeats
Exercised a little and voice trained at the park
(DIR) Post #AZ80D0XicD6SDy4zrs by AlwaysAutumn@chaosfem.tw
2023-08-26T16:25:29Z
0 likes, 0 repeats
Girls?