Post ANpjfO23WZviTSeQDI by tarperfume@refusal.biz
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(DIR) Post #ANpfBG3EEYmjDWZryS by rats@refusal.biz
2022-09-22T19:32:48.318710Z
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hi everyone they turned off the water in the house so i cant make coffee https://twitter.com/gaydottiff/status/1570983316169560065?t=2GS9ScG33oO3gbNn4-pSgA&s=19
(DIR) Post #ANpfjGPRPN5cArBNGC by grumpy@lolison.top
2022-09-22T19:35:43.460047Z
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@rats weird image choice
(DIR) Post #ANpfkqnxZmvrLHPL5E by rats@refusal.biz
2022-09-22T19:39:14.823334Z
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@grumpy its a metaphor for the men fixing the broken water heater
(DIR) Post #ANpiFpf056GUg67MgK by tarperfume@refusal.biz
2022-09-22T20:04:55.493344Z
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@rats i love this image i have complex sexual feelings for important christian figures
(DIR) Post #ANpibQPicyeSkSGZGK by kallisti@refusal.biz
2022-09-22T20:11:08.895220Z
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@tarperfume @rats give me a second
(DIR) Post #ANpidLoIiM1T39gNbE by kallisti@refusal.biz
2022-09-22T20:11:30.281067Z
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@tarperfume @rats
(DIR) Post #ANpihtN5sPoqIR7dLM by rats@refusal.biz
2022-09-22T20:12:19.554925Z
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@kallisti @tarperfume jesus was def a little femboy
(DIR) Post #ANpize8HH1A8FJeqbg by rats@refusal.biz
2022-09-22T20:15:31.062638Z
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@tarperfume @kallisti typical spanish catholic
(DIR) Post #ANpj1O4nwMYX1orbBg by rats@refusal.biz
2022-09-22T20:15:50.919401Z
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@tarperfume @kallisti honestly, typical catholic
(DIR) Post #ANpj3hkvkADkdsflCa by kallisti@refusal.biz
2022-09-22T20:16:16.228729Z
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@rats @tarperfume mood
(DIR) Post #ANpj3v8S01l88amEAS by tarperfume@refusal.biz
2022-09-22T20:14:59.278521Z
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@kallisti @rats he 100% didmy sexual confusion is (was, more) 99% directed against the virgin mary. i have so much to say about desire and guilt and mary
(DIR) Post #ANpj5wUPw2bSuv12GG by kallisti@refusal.biz
2022-09-22T20:16:40.537293Z
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@tarperfume @rats say it
(DIR) Post #ANpjHilKnXt9omXqym by tarperfume@refusal.biz
2022-09-22T20:18:22.597764Z
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@rats @kallisti yes. i think the first time it happened i was walking home (imagine 10 year old brea who is an altar boy when the school has mass days) and i saw this bus stop advert for like, a perfume or something and there was your standard model woman and my child brain didn't know how parse this first glimpse at something obviously specialised so it just stamped over the image of the virgin mary and they mixed up in my brain and for a good couple years i was intensely afraid and guilty of my own body and getting hard
(DIR) Post #ANpjKC9OVN2nXhyjDs by kallisti@refusal.biz
2022-09-22T20:19:15.011458Z
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@tarperfume @rats find u a chick who looks lile mary and fuck her
(DIR) Post #ANpjKMFQxloirKsh1c by rats@refusal.biz
2022-09-22T20:19:16.570367Z
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@tarperfume @kallisti im just thinking about mishima and sebastiane again now
(DIR) Post #ANpjKtH0AxgBHkruYC by kallisti@refusal.biz
2022-09-22T20:19:22.549153Z
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@rats @tarperfume who
(DIR) Post #ANpjOCn04W5AgMPrO4 by tarperfume@refusal.biz
2022-09-22T20:19:40.993788Z
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@rats @kallisti these days it is very different (because i am shameless and a failed catholic) and i wouldn't say i spontaneously think of mary sexually anymore but if i tried i definitely would still find something i think
(DIR) Post #ANpjS14BbC3ZU0GuwK by rats@refusal.biz
2022-09-22T20:20:39.578274Z
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@kallisti @tarperfume > "A remarkably handsome youth was bound naked to the trunk of a tree. His crossed hands were raised high, and the thongs binding his wrists were tied to the tree…His white and matchless nudity gleams against a background of dusk…It is not pain that hovers about his straining chest, his tense abdomen, his slightly contorted hips, but some flicker of melancholy pleasure like music…The arrows have eaten into the tense, fragrant, youthful flesh and are about to consume his body from within with flames of supreme agony and ecstasy…That day, the instant I looked at the picture, my entire being trembled with some pagan joy…My blood soared up; my loins swelled as though in wrath. The monstrous part of me that was on the point of bursting awaited my use of it with unprecedented ardour, upbraiding me for my ignorance, panting indignantly. My hands, completely unconsciously, began a motion they had never been taught. I felt a secret, radiant something rise swift-footed to the attack from inside me. Suddenly it burst forth, bringing with it a blinding intoxication…Some time passed…I looked around the desk. There were cloudy-white splashes about – on the gold-imprinted title of a textbook, on a shoulder of the ink bottle, on one corner of the dictionary…Fortunately, a reflex motion of my hand to protect the picture had saved the book from being soiled"> But the body is doomed to decay, just like the complicated motor of a car. I for one do not, will not, accept such a doom. This means that I do not accept the course of Nature. I know I am going against Nature; I know I have forced my body onto the most destructive path of all.> A small night storm blows> Saying 'falling is the essence of a flower'> Preceding those who hesitate
(DIR) Post #ANpjVa3nwu48sonEWm by rats@refusal.biz
2022-09-22T20:21:18.266247Z
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@kallisti @tarperfume uh. maybe i shouldve nsfw'd that? i dont know. sorry
(DIR) Post #ANpjZ5Mm0jB0qUKwim by kallisti@social.xenofem.me
2022-09-22T20:21:56.447694Z
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@rats @kallisti @tarperfume this guys gay
(DIR) Post #ANpjcTWGfNY8ckOUfw by coyote@pl.lain.sh
2022-09-22T20:22:33.329285Z
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@rats @kallisti @tarperfume it's not intensely graphic, and it's not really nudity, so idk, it's a gray areawho cares it's fedi
(DIR) Post #ANpjeGi9G60VTjo36W by kallisti@refusal.biz
2022-09-22T20:22:52.414698Z
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@tarperfume @rats i find it interesting that you percieve me that way
(DIR) Post #ANpjfO23WZviTSeQDI by tarperfume@refusal.biz
2022-09-22T20:22:01.984503Z
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@rats @kallisti this is your instance i am a pervert and eris is the physical embodiment of zen i think it's fine
(DIR) Post #ANpjhR3XFjZgQpJteS by kallisti@refusal.biz
2022-09-22T20:23:26.940054Z
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@rats @tarperfume naw its ok. this dudd gay as shit
(DIR) Post #ANpjp4XgqFkAvK49p2 by rats@refusal.biz
2022-09-22T20:24:49.734232Z
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@kallisti @tarperfume yeah no kidding
(DIR) Post #ANpjvQtcdzOZzRMEi0 by tarperfume@refusal.biz
2022-09-22T20:24:52.686729Z
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@kallisti @rats it's mostly a play on your eastern philosophy interest (though i should have chosen something non buddhist), but i do think you give the impression of impasiveness in the face of things when you want to
(DIR) Post #ANpjwpHLTXTHtv7Ocq by kallisti@refusal.biz
2022-09-22T20:26:13.939265Z
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@rats @tarperfume do you hold this perspective too
(DIR) Post #ANpk5laIa1oF38FM5A by tarperfume@refusal.biz
2022-09-22T20:27:30.536979Z
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@kallisti @rats phoebe do you have any blue tunics
(DIR) Post #ANpk7IIsPvJwobpHcG by rats@refusal.biz
2022-09-22T20:28:07.214353Z
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@tarperfume @kallisti no but lucky for you i have a bunch of raw linen and cyanotype chemicals so i could make one
(DIR) Post #ANpk7dwHyaKBuvQYSm by kallisti@refusal.biz
2022-09-22T20:28:11.100426Z
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@tarperfume @rats hmmm. i suppose ig's a contextual thing; from time to time i am easily moved
(DIR) Post #ANpk7iybFQ8zXXXyG8 by tarperfume@refusal.biz
2022-09-22T20:26:15.536676Z
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@rats @kallisti this is unironically why it is in fact the passion of the christ, not joking
(DIR) Post #ANpk8kxlLbVBzTeCq8 by rats@refusal.biz
2022-09-22T20:28:23.227879Z
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@kallisti @tarperfume absolutely not
(DIR) Post #ANpkA40O2AjJL4Uwfw by kallisti@refusal.biz
2022-09-22T20:28:37.504230Z
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@rats @tarperfume whats your take on me then
(DIR) Post #ANpkbLvbVOGEkDH184 by tarperfume@refusal.biz
2022-09-22T20:30:41.280304Z
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@rats @kallisti i would be so grateful if you helped me sublimate my repressed catholic guilt by having furious sex with me dressed in just a blue cyanotype tunic
(DIR) Post #ANpkmnRLYZvZFyZsXY by tarperfume@refusal.biz
2022-09-22T20:33:55.546523Z
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@kallisti @rats this just means i have failed at moving you ;_; i will have to remedy that!
(DIR) Post #ANpkmntLsSKSepgFBw by kallisti@refusal.biz
2022-09-22T20:35:36.461865Z
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@tarperfume @rats you've moved me in mlre contemolative directions
(DIR) Post #ANpkobPRG2wwWUXw7E by rats@refusal.biz
2022-09-22T20:35:56.982516Z
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@kallisti @tarperfume i mean this in a loving way but you are kinda more a precocious imp to me
(DIR) Post #ANpkqpYPdg7oyHo3GK by rats@refusal.biz
2022-09-22T20:36:20.893479Z
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@kallisti @tarperfume i think its because ive viewed youre entire moral degradation arc and brea hasnt
(DIR) Post #ANpkwQ5hDuKtji2WB6 by kallisti@refusal.biz
2022-09-22T20:37:21.837139Z
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@rats @tarperfume more or little more
(DIR) Post #ANpkxmThTRRrSTusFs by kallisti@refusal.biz
2022-09-22T20:37:36.590030Z
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@rats @tarperfume its not done yet
(DIR) Post #ANpl2iK2LvXS17kTg0 by rats@refusal.biz
2022-09-22T20:38:30.021315Z
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@kallisti @tarperfume i dont doubt it
(DIR) Post #ANplKcCdqJAKFcpFFw by tarperfume@refusal.biz
2022-09-22T20:38:53.303705Z
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@rats @kallisti hear hear cut me slack for newness you're all old pals old buddies herei am glad to hear it isn't done yet
(DIR) Post #ANplKceIBVHddNlKM4 by rats@refusal.biz
2022-09-22T20:41:43.254501Z
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@tarperfume @kallisti it dawned on me that eris is literally my oldest fedi friend
(DIR) Post #ANplQHxE2VzDBkJu64 by coyote@pl.lain.sh
2022-09-22T20:42:45.706212Z
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@rats @kallisti @tarperfume but he was jewish
(DIR) Post #ANpleAUGbBPg5GOQzo by rats@refusal.biz
2022-09-22T20:45:15.630663Z
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@coyote @kallisti @tarperfume i guess the catholics took the proud jewish tradition of "sexual feelings for mary" started by joseph
(DIR) Post #ANpm4MKrAaq2MMTqnQ by tarperfume@refusal.biz
2022-09-22T20:46:32.645316Z
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@rats @coyote @kallisti we'd taken every other tradition too tbh might have been weird to leave that one
(DIR) Post #ANpm8Em7DlFM4P50bY by tarperfume@refusal.biz
2022-09-22T20:44:42.231071Z
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@rats @kallisti i didn't expect that somehow but that's cute
(DIR) Post #ANpm8FBHiBNbKSr6ps by rats@refusal.biz
2022-09-22T20:50:41.924510Z
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@tarperfume @kallisti my first fedi instance was an experiment where i was hacking 'honk' to support like many users and it was janky and fun then everyone on it moved to merveilles
(DIR) Post #ANpmCVkW3MQRsBMyP2 by rats@refusal.biz
2022-09-22T20:51:28.457204Z
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@tarperfume @kallisti then i moved away from there because it was way too sterile
(DIR) Post #ANpmHBdSGP5ewGIQeu by coyote@pl.lain.sh
2022-09-22T20:52:19.321764Z
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@rats @kallisti @tarperfume wait do you mean god, jesus, god+jesus, or the trinity?
(DIR) Post #ANpmUTAuMZrV6LHGYy by rats@refusal.biz
2022-09-22T20:54:42.940730Z
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@coyote @kallisti @tarperfume i deliberately only said joseph because i did not want to start any holy wars while trying to fix some pleroma issues lmao
(DIR) Post #ANpmwoifr1qm1raXcu by coyote@pl.lain.sh
2022-09-22T20:59:50.786812Z
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@rats @kallisti @tarperfume fair.hey what's the pleroma issie?
(DIR) Post #ANpn6P7hsKonXVrv72 by rats@refusal.biz
2022-09-22T21:01:33.981545Z
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@coyote @kallisti @tarperfume the one at present is that a user can't open the site or use huskyim wondering if i need to set up oauth in some way maybe, was trying to think of a way i could test it w/o husky so i set up bloat and just got Post "https://refusal.biz/api/v1/apps": EOF so taking a look into that rn
(DIR) Post #ANpnChUCW2XiEDOOJs by rats@refusal.biz
2022-09-22T21:02:42.429687Z
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@coyote @kallisti @tarperfume indeed it looks like i need to enable 'OAuth 2.0 provider' capabilities here
(DIR) Post #ANpnFgW2a0wE5UfyN6 by coyote@pl.lain.sh
2022-09-22T21:03:15.376144Z
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@rats what the hell? sounds like a broken install in some way... is it pleroma develop or stable? from source right?(untagging other people)
(DIR) Post #ANpnHXbgfqmn2JCbdg by coyote@pl.lain.sh
2022-09-22T21:03:35.527106Z
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@rats @kallisti @tarperfume oh did you turn that off?
(DIR) Post #ANpnRYfNabj7Dahp6u by kallisti@refusal.biz
2022-09-22T21:05:24.116120Z
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@rats @tarperfume yea thats kinda messing with me bcos ita also the other way around like
(DIR) Post #ANpnULjG9Acjxiqrg0 by kallisti@refusal.biz
2022-09-22T21:05:54.360082Z
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@rats @tarperfume yea and thats where my iconic rat came from
(DIR) Post #ANpnUVdxHkK4iARlnU by rats@refusal.biz
2022-09-22T21:05:56.051958Z
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@coyote ds@pillar ~ $ curl https://refusal.biz/api/v1/apps{"error":"Not implemented"}ds@pillar ~ $ either that or i did something weird with httpd or disabled it somehow
(DIR) Post #ANpnakozla6PWTaYEa by kallisti@refusal.biz
2022-09-22T21:07:03.210437Z
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@rats @tarperfume i moved to merveilles bcos forth help was wanted and then i made my own instance, rats at work, which was a thing for a while, but that died due to me deleting the filesystem, so i took a break, and hopped arouns a bit after that
(DIR) Post #ANpndK5TcUlFTdWSUy by rats@refusal.biz
2022-09-22T21:07:31.593346Z
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@kallisti @tarperfume > died due to me deleting the filesystemyeah that'll do it
(DIR) Post #ANpnrwaJHhkovcusLI by rats@refusal.biz
2022-09-22T21:10:09.793758Z
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@coyote wait i forgot about the existence of REST apis and this message should not be taken as especially meaningfuldont judge me there was no coffee today
(DIR) Post #ANpnx22CRwENHLO62y by kallisti@refusal.biz
2022-09-22T21:11:05.178639Z
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@rats @tarperfume look the context is more complexi was told to do an upgrade, pleroma shat itse'f halfway through, dumped to a tmpfile and i accidentally missed a dot, leading to `rm -rf /usr`, meaning i had to reboot to recovery (clearing /tmp) BECAUSE EVERYTHING WAS DYNAMICALLY LINKED FUCK HATE FUCK EVIL and thus deleting the instance. the database survived so i reinstalled pleroma over it but would cause mysterious error messages and slowdowns and eventually the instance started crashing in a way systemd for some reason did not understand how to restart by itself because it's a stupid idiot baby and the crashes got more frequent and then it died
(DIR) Post #ANpoO2eiFRhP1YHUUC by coyote@pl.lain.sh
2022-09-22T21:15:58.313427Z
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@rats I'm wondering if you disabled or didn't enable something with oauth... can you confirm remote follow works?
(DIR) Post #ANpoSzs81bqPq3v2WG by rats@refusal.biz
2022-09-22T21:16:51.784205Z
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@coyote i have had some suspicions about something around that not working. that's a good check
(DIR) Post #ANpoT1O4OKzMXPs3we by coyote@pl.lain.sh
2022-09-22T21:16:52.313719Z
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@rats mate your frontend is broken? or did you.... reboot pleroma when I checked?
(DIR) Post #ANpoWOis5SoPmSD7su by rats@refusal.biz
2022-09-22T21:17:28.731469Z
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@coyote frontends are decadence. nobody needs a frontend
(DIR) Post #ANpoYOZxanMXuizlD6 by rats@refusal.biz
2022-09-22T21:17:50.471809Z
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@coyote more seriously what do you mean lmao
(DIR) Post #ANpoa0QWMRELaPLdNg by coyote@pl.lain.sh
2022-09-22T21:18:08.015121Z
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@rats ok it works I am dumb, you rebooted (i got an empty response)
(DIR) Post #ANpoiZyw3HGmAuX7FA by rats@refusal.biz
2022-09-22T21:19:40.398048Z
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@coyote no brah this shits truly broken lmao Sep 22 21:18:32 refusal pleroma: [error] #PID<0.21030.0> running Pleroma.Web.Endpoint (connection #PID<0.21029.0>, stream id 1) terminated Server: refusal.biz:80 (http) Request: GET /users/rats ** (exit) an exception was raised: ** (Protocol.UndefinedError) protocol Phoenix.HTML.Safe not implemented for %{errors: %{detail: "Internal server error"}} of type Map. This protocol is implemented for the following type(s): Decimal, Atom, BitString, Date, DateTime, Float, Integer, List, NaiveDateTime, Phoenix.HTML.Form, Time, Tuple (phoenix_html 2.14.3) lib/phoenix_html/safe.ex:1: Phoenix.HTML.Safe.impl_for!/1 (phoenix_html 2.14.3) lib/phoenix_html/safe.ex:15: Phoenix.HTML.Safe.to_iodata/1 (phoenix 1.5.9) lib/phoenix/controller.ex:776: Phoenix.Controller.render_and_send/4 (phoenix 1.5.9) lib/phoenix/endpoint/render_errors.ex:78: Phoenix.Endpoint.RenderErrors.instrument_render_and_send/5 (phoenix 1.5.9) lib/phoenix/endpoint/render_errors.ex:64: Phoenix.Endpoint.RenderErrors.__catch__/5 (phoenix 1.5.9) lib/phoenix/endpoint/cowboy2_handler.ex:65: Phoenix.Endpoint.Cowboy2Handler.init/4 (cowboy 2.9.0) /home/_pleroma/pleroma/deps/cowboy/src/cowboy_handler.erl:37: :cowboy_handler.execute/2 (cowboy 2.9.0) /home/_pleroma/pleroma/deps/cowboy/src/cowboy_stream_h.erl:306: :cowboy_stream_h.execute/3
(DIR) Post #ANpooAg92bQ7R7PVdA by coyote@pl.lain.sh
2022-09-22T21:20:41.565176Z
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@rats I have no idea what could've caused this... did you do any custom stuff? should I page helene@p.helene.moe ?
(DIR) Post #ANpotssS8hbdxntKxk by rats@refusal.biz
2022-09-22T21:21:43.078717Z
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@coyote i have some ideas. since its reached this point of brokenness i might as well take this surprise downtime to follow @r 's lead in building erlang 25
(DIR) Post #ANpowAsMBzu4McwGWm by rats@refusal.biz
2022-09-22T21:22:08.128662Z
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@coyote @r ill set up an xmpp finally also so we can chat while i do surgery
(DIR) Post #ANpoz1l2Y8DkxBsQCG by cvnt@freespeechextremist.com
2022-09-22T21:22:39.599542Z
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@rats @coyote backend is more important than water, backend more important than air.
(DIR) Post #ANpp38dOvKcvRLGQC0 by rats@refusal.biz
2022-09-22T21:23:23.784097Z
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@cvnt @coyote i do have to say that im proud that refusal.biz is finally refusing its own users to protect the backend
(DIR) Post #ANqwYDTFsz5gFoFDOq by wowaname@freesoftwareextremist.com
2022-09-23T10:22:08.723677Z
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@rats @r @coyote well it really is easy to set up prosody for me at this point
(DIR) Post #ANrD9qlwKFrg7sx1ou by rats@refusal.biz
2022-09-23T13:28:14.418872Z
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@wowaname @r @coyote oh yeah i was just blowing off steam, just ended up underestimating that project and learning too many things at once