Subj : FidoGazette Vol 12 no 33 Page: 3
To   : Roman Litvinenko
From : Janis Kracht
Date : Thu Aug 16 2018 18:56:48

Hi Roman,

>>> I ended up having only one cigarette a day, in the morning before
>>> work, and fooling myself into thinking that one cigarette doesn't
>>> count :)
>> My oldest sister started that way really late in life.. she hadn't
>> smoked until she was in her 60's.. just one after work. She died of
>> Pancreatic Cancer.  :( She only lasted about 6 months after the
>> diagnosis, so heartbreaking :(
> I am terribly sorry to hear about your loss. Cancer is a horrible disease
> that took my grandmother, great-grandmother, and tried to take my mother
> twice.

Thank you Roman, yes that cancer is a horrible disease (they all are really)... 
Marilyn left two daughters behind when she died: the older of the two girls had 
a beautiful baby boy after Marilyn died..  We younger sisters tried to make up 
for her absence but it can't be the same...

>> Well, today I've had one so far, none until 3:30PM.  Not bad, but I
>> can do better :)

> I do realize that I don't depend just on nicotine. I can't get rid of the
> habit.
> And sometimes I just need to have a 5 minutes break. And the greatest reason
> to have a break is to go have a cigarette :)

Keep crackers around maybe?   kinda works <grin>

> I have a McDonalds across the street. May be I should have a cheeseburger
> instead :)

:) :)

Take care,
Janis

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