If My Life Has Left 

If my life has left 
adieu to what's next
if my life has left has left me flowing 
I must ask if it's worth the pain that's vexed 
all that tooth brushing with each sun rising 

if my life has left 
adieu to what's past
if my life has left has left exhausting 
the flares and rain strongly pounding 

If my life has left 
Adieu to what's now
If my life has left has left me quenching
The night's so nice once it's passed anyhow
And gone's the hole in us so maddening 

if my life has left it's not even close 
so too would leave all philosophizing 
so would atrocity in one quick blow
sadly all that's left continuing