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Stardate 20231116.1032:
Location: BKSBUX
Input Device: AlphaSmart dana.wireless
Software: AlphaWord
Audio: SBUX Muzak
Visual: Fairly busy SBUX on a weekday
Emotional State: I'm okay.
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My job status has changed from gainfully employed to happily without
employment, but looking. The road to the current status change
started after my boss was laid off back in April. The change in
management changed drastically, along with my job responsibilities.
Even though they were not happy with my skillset in regards to their
agenda, I stuck it out until the end. They did not make it easy..and
I guess I did not make it easy for them as well, having taken a Leave
of Absense for two months with my torn achilles. I also did my best
and worked really hard even though I saw the writing on the wall and
they were doing their best to make things challenging for me.
This past Tuesday, I had a feeling that they were going to change my
job status at our morning meeting. Before the meeting, I collected
myself, said a quick prayer, and joined the video call. My boss (I
will call "Y") and my boss's boss (I will call "Z") was already there,
which is not usual for them. Z started as soon as I joined basically
stating my status change. Y said nothing. I basically thanked them
for the opportunity to serve the community at this capacity and
allowing for me to attempt to "course correct," even though it did
not meet their expectations. I mentioned that if they needed
anything from me in the future or if they needed my skillset, to not
hesitate to reach out.
After that, Y still said nothing and Z said, "All sentiments aside,
we will be FedExing you your last paycheck, shipping labels...blah,
blah, blah." The call ended after the instructions.
This was not surprising, considering how they have been with me since
April. I was quite proud of how I handled myself in light of all of
this. It took great effort for me to not lash out during this
meeting or in the months previously. I continued working as hard as
I do, not letting the circumstances impact my work or how I worked
with the team. I went the distance with them and even though they
fired me, I did not let myself get in the way and do or say anything
that I would later regret.
When I lost my job during The Pandemic, it was very hard for me and
I struggled quite a bit with the loss. This round, I think I am in a
better, much stronger place...and I did not get in the way.
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