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Stardate: 20230318.1050
Location: BKSBUX
Input Device: Gemini PDA
Audio: Non-descript mix of conversations from coffee patrons, muzak.
Visual: Coffee patrons, bright sunshine in the windows
Emotional: Guarded
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Lately, my mind has been feeling like I am walking through mud, just
really slow, not clear and not really going anywhere...and that is
where it's at. I attribute this to being sick on and off for the
past month. We'll see how things are tomorrow.
I keep being reminded of getting older. Everybody is. Everybody is
one day older than yesterday if you are alive.
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I don't think I have much problems with this, but I am aware of it.
Little things, like seeing my kids getting older, my daily regimen
of medicines, my longer recovery period when getting sick, people I
knew getting sick and passing on. It is a good reminder for me to
live in the sacred now...today is a gift and that is why it's called
the present, right? All we are is dust in the wind, dude!
Carpe capulus!
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