Subj : "Roughed up to grow up" To : Newborn From : Daemon Date : Sun Aug 28 2005 19:37:00 Bastard. lol I suspect you knew I'd have to respond to this. *sigh* Fine. *thinks a moment* A dream tossed to sea in a bottle eddied and spun by tides unseen swelled and tossed by moonlight dimly aware of the horizon to which it longs to reach for validation but never nearer drawn despite the swiftest windswept nudge The destination unattainable the course unrelenting the purpose flawed by Nature yet onward rides a promise, a yearning call, a silent plea, towards a harbor it'll never reach a shore that never was and a fanfare of nothing Yet still the moonlight glows upon a horizon that endures before a sea-swept bottle drifting no matter what course it follows so long as it carries something that matters to someone And even if emptied along the way still there's a vast sea under a moonlit sky and infinite destinations to seek, limitless courses to follow towards a horizon whose promise is not diminished by the stormiest of waters and the darkest of nights because infinity diminished is still infinity Still it lies in wait for a glass vessel prepared to house one's fondest desires and beckon the journey itself across a sea of uncertainty towards that which is held most dear whatever that may be which is the only thing that matters anyway keeping it afloat at all I have cause to wonder. And that's not a comfortable thing, because I base myself on goals and maybe goals aren't exactly the point, but simply the attempt to get to them. Because focusing too much on them makes you miss things along the way that are worth at least as much and often much more. I really don't know anymore exactly what that means to me, but... I do wonder. [daemon] In the shuffling madness... --- þ Synchronet þ necropolisbbs.darktech.org - Tonawanda, NY .