Subj : Re: The Documentary... To : alt.bbs.synchronet From : Sinister x Date : Fri Aug 05 2005 03:22 am From Newsgroup: alt.bbs.synchronet > For the record, and I don't mind making this crystal clear: > > With little to no exception, what I got from the "current scene" during > the years of production was, essentially, ass. I got a lot of name > calling, a lot of accusations, a lot of refusal to be interviewed and a > metric ton of flak for doing what I was doing. Naturally, many thought > I was going to be 20/20 or some reality show, and totally paint > everyone as dangerous terrorist art nerds. Now that the bread is baked > and everyone sees what it ultimately became, they're angry they didn't > get in. > > I have thousands of lines of logs of me on the edge of begging folks to > hop in and being spit on. The people in the ARTSCENE documentary are > people who were on their way out or completely out, who had the growth > to look back objectively and open up to the story. Or who Rad Man could > browbeat into getting on film. Ouch. I'm sorry to hear that. For several years while you were making the film I was out of the scene for a long time and spending all my time in a frat, I didn't get back in until 2002 with Revival and that was pretty minimal as far as irc goes, I spent most of my time on my board I was making called the outzone. That really sucks though about peoples' attitudes, but then again... that's irc for you (which is why I make it a point to only come in every once in a while now on irc instead of keeping my box on idle in #ans/ansi). I suppose the art scene folks just aren't ready for that yet, or maybe they'll get to that point after this film (you mentioned a lot of them are pissed b/c they didn't get in (: ). Perhaps an internet bbs documentary sometime down the road after it's had some time to mature fully? I don't see it as fully matured yet since people weren't all on affordable broadband until just a few years ago. > I appreciate your compliments very much. :D > massd's comments at the end, which of course I stress are my own choice > of edit and which come out of 3 hours of interview session with him > that night, were used primarily to show that, even when one person says > looking back that it wasn't serious, slothy's immediate response ("I > got 40 to 50!") shows no, it was quite important to people there and > still is. I went for humor and insight, but I could see where that > might rub some the wrong way. It's tough to wrap it up, as they say. Yeah, tough call I suppose. I've been offered a few hundred for ansi's as of late by a few different boards, but don't want them to get labeled as "ugh they paid sx for a setup..." (I know I used to rag on blackthursday for being catered by lord jazz (: ) Plus I don't have my damn paypal donate set up yet hahahha. (: I suppose when you mention in that light though, yeah I can definitely see where you were going with the wrap-up. Well, I'm definitely pretty satisfied now for one, props! (: --- Synchronet 3.12b-Win32 NewsLink 1.83 .