MICHAEL GARCIA Charge: Petty theft with a prior conviction of theft Value of stolen goods: $5.62 (one package of meat) "I think the law is a good idea," stated Michael Garcia. "I mean, if I was to get busted for another serious crime, I'd think I'd have it coming." Michael Garcia is a soft-spoken, 35-year-old Mexican American who was the picture of self-deprecation throughout his interview in the Los Angeles County Jail. He often had trouble making eye contact and freely expressed his shame for his actions. He still seemed in disbelief that he is facing a life sentence for stealing a package of meat. "I don't think I should get away with it," Garcia said. "I mean, I'll go back to prison if they think I should, but I just think that life is a bit too much, you know." Michael Garcia obviously struggles when discussing his crime and his inability to get control of his heroin addiction. "I just wanted to be a hard-working dude like my father, but for some reason I was never able to do that." On March 12, 1994, five days after the "three strikes" legislation was signed into law, Michael Garcia, his stepmother, Mary, and his mentally retarded brother, Porfirio, had run out of money. Mary had been erroneously overpaid by Social Security for several months. When the error was noticed, her subsequent payments were cut off until the account was reconciled. Meanwhile, Michael Garcia, who did temporary work fixing trucks for J & G Produce in Pomona, hadn't had any work in several months. Garcia walked into the Stater Brothers' Market on South Garey Street, in Pomona, three blocks from his home. It was the store in which he and his stepmother bought all of their groceries. But on March 12, he didn't have enough to buy the family's evening meal. Michael's stepmother, Mary Garcia, was interviewed by phone while she was preparing beans for her and Porfirio's evening meal. She talked simply about Michael's motivation. "We didn't have anything to eat," she says. "My check was gone, and J & G hadn't had work for Michael in a while, so he had no income coming in. He never told me he was going to do that [steal the meat], or I would have told him `no way.' I guess he just couldn't see us eating leftover beans again." The store's security guard noticed Garcia shoving one package of chuck steak down his pants. The package had three steaks in it. "One for my mother, one for my brother, and one for me," notes Garcia. He was easily apprehended and immediately confessed. According to the Pomona Police Department's report, Garcia told an officer, "Yes, I know, I came in here to steal." Garcia remembers that after the arresting officers were able to bring up his prior record on their computer, they joked and wagered with one another as to whether or not he would be a "three strikes" candidate. Michael Garcia talks about his background with great difficulty. It is not easy to get details from him, and he protects his loved ones zealously. His parents, Edward Garcia and Margaret Alvarado, separated when Michael was 2. After the separation, Margaret didn't see Michael or his older siblings, Edward and Judy, until they had grown to adulthood. Michael was raised in the belief that his aunt, Virginia Redollar, was his mother. He found out that this was not the case when he turned 15. Shortly afterward, Michael relates, he "began hanging out with the wrong crowd in the barrio" and was arrested for the first time. When Garcia is asked why his mother left and did not seek out her children for so many years, he responds that he "has no idea." He hints cryptically at problems with his father but is clearly unwilling to get into this aspect of his life. It took a call to Garcia's mother, Margaret Alvarado, to learn the story of his upbringing. "I never kept in contact with my children because my ex-husband was a rough character. I was threatened, and believe you me in those days he meant it. Michael knows, but he keeps a lot of things inside. He doesn't want to say anything against his dad, especially since he's dead." Margaret recalls "beating after beating" inflicted upon her by a husband inebriated on alcohol and pills, and a system that failed to protect her and her children. Prior to the breakup of her marriage, she had Edward Garcia arrested several times, once for breaking her nose. One of the Pomona police investigators warned her that she should "get out of there or she was gonna get killed." After that arrest, Edward warned her that she had "better not go to sleep." Margaret wept openly when she described the last day that she saw her 5-year-old son, Edward Jr., her 4-year-old daughter, Judy, and her 2-year-old son, Michael. "Neither Michael's father or I slept for two days, him because of the drugs, and me because I was afraid to go to sleep. He came in very drunk and high, and grabbed a hatchet and was threatening to kill me. He had a glazed look in his eye, and I believed he meant it. He was drunk enough where I convinced him that I had to go to the bathroom, and he let me. I don't know how I was able to squeeze through the tiny bathroom window, but I did it and got away. That was the last day I saw any of my kids until they were adults." Margaret said that Edward had threatened to kill her if she tried to take the kids away from him. Based on her previous experiences with Edward and her disappointment in the system's ability to protect her, she believed him. "Michael grew up ignored or abused by his father," Margaret stated. "He didn't understand why the person he thought was his mother [really his aunt] cared so much more for the other kids in the family. What he didn't know was that those kids were his cousins, not his brothers and sister, and were her real children. Michael didn't have a lot of love from either his mother or his father." Michael Garcia's first arrest occurred when he was 16 years old, not long after he found out about his mother. On July 6, 1975, Garcia relates, he was standing in front of his house in his "barrio" in Pomona, when a car driven by several Latino youth sped by spewing gunfire at a neighbor girl. The girl was killed, and Pomona police arrived on the scene and questioned Garcia and other neighborhood residents about witnessing the murder. Several drunk neighborhood youths subsequently drove by and saw the commotion near Garcia's house. They asked him what was going on, and he told them. "Can you drive?" the older youths asked. "Sure I can drive," Michael responded, trying to act brave. "Get in," they replied. Garcia admits that he knew that "things were going to turn out bad" after he got into the car. He hoped that either they would be unable to find those responsible for the shooting or they would just scare them. The three 17- and 18-year-olds in the back seat were all drunk, and all had guns. In the next neighborhood they spotted the youths they believed to be the culprits and fired, killing one of them. They were all subsequently apprehended. Although Michael did not shoot or even carry a gun, he pleaded guilty to murder, a crime for which he is legally culpable under California law. He spent three years in the California Youth Authority for this offense. Neither of the two adult offenses that are charged by the Los Angeles County district attorney's office as "strikes" against Garcia involved physical harm to a victim. In 1979, high on heroin, Garcia used an inoperable, unloaded gun to steal $20 from a truck driver in broad daylight in downtown Pomona. Garcia describes being "sick" -- a heroin addict's code word for "needing a fix." He pleaded guilty and spent two years in prison for that offense. In 1986, Garcia was again using heroin and again needed money for drugs. His girlfriend at the time was house-sitting for some neighbors. Garcia stole their VCR and was apprehended by police walking down the street carrying the VCR. He confessed and immediately led police to the home he had burglarized. Upon his release from jail approximately one year later, Garcia says, he met with his victim and apologized for the theft. After his last release from prison, Garcia tried to stay off of heroin and get a job. His father, Edward Garcia, had been diagnosed with colon cancer while Garcia was in prison, and the disease was at an advanced stage by the time Garcia was paroled. According to Mary Garcia, Michael stayed constantly at his father's side. His father was bedridden and wearing a colostomy bag. As it filled with feces and urine, Michael diligently emptied it and cleaned his father's stoma so that he did not become infected. Michael and Mary had the constant job of attending to Edward's every need in order to allow him to die at home and with dignity. Upon his father's death, Michael became severely depressed and resumed his use of heroin. Garcia repeatedly tested dirty while on parole prior to his arrest. He had asked his parole agent several times for a referral to a drug program, but he was informed that there were no placements available. According to Parole Agent Don Smith, "Michael is not a bad guy. He had some problems with dope use, but he's not dangerous." Smith indicated that he would have sent Garcia to a residential drug treatment program but every one had a long waiting list. Smith felt that the "three strikes" law should have been written for people who are dangerous. "Petty theft," he said, "shouldn't be 25 to life." .