414:30) Garbled Uplink Date: 21-OCT-93 13:15 I can't get outta my kimono today. Feeling hydrophobic, worthless. I'm drinking far too much coffee. Zoloft not working. Reading GOJIRO by Mark Jacobson and hanging out here, trying not to think about the ease with which I could introduce myself to Jonathan Hayes, trying not to think about my scalpels, trying to stave off dreams of oblivion for one more lousy day. - - - - - .