And you do. And they're always
so weird, yet, in their attachment
to you, so linear, like pin-striped suits.
"What do you think that means?"
you ask, after describing the streams
of your consciousness. A cheap aura of
sagacity surrounds me in its blue flame
as I improvise toward the logical
and refer you to the real-life antecedents
of your psychic sweat. "Of course," you say,
"that's it!" When, in gratitude, you rest
again, I look up to the ceiling where
hologram portraits of Freud and Jung
commingle with the stucco. But me?
I don't tell you my dreams. Instead, in the early
hours of morning -- not awake, but not asleep --
I mumble or mutter frightfully; sometimes
even sit up and scream. You awake and put
your hand on my shoulder. "What's wrong?"
"I just got run over by a truck, again," I say.
"Were you dreaming?" No, they aren't dreams,
I explain. They're "waking visions." That's what
I call them, anyway. Premonitions. Daymares.
"It probably doesn't mean anything," you say,
as you roll over and return to your dreams.
