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Joe Devlin arrived at the Hotel Mirado, he felt on the verge of a nervous
breakdown. Oh God, hed prayed on the plane, give me a shot at something
new. The magazine he worked for, a digest of threatened landmarks, featured
architecturally distinctive buildings in terrible shape. Joe was sick of gutted
shells and empty rooms.
An odor of decay greeted Joe at the front desk.
The clerk, a bald, buzzard-like man with white hair sprouting from his ears,
took Joes credit card and grinned. Youre from Boston,
he said. Me too, once. Make yourself at home.
There was a big brown stain on the clerks
shirt, Joe noticed.
At the elevator, he put down his bag and camera
boxes. Looking up he felt his heart plunge. Suspended in the gloom were faded
drapes and bent chandeliers. The dry, dusty odor was everywhere. A cross of
tape covered the elevator button.
Third floor, to the left,
the clerk crooned.
Joe turned and took the stairs.
This would be the last job, he told himself.
He would work through itfinish itthen quit. He would go back to
Boston and begin a new life, the life that was always meant for him, not this:
breathing dust on a landing so dimly lit he had to watch each step. He would
return home to make the pictures he had always dreamed of, images like memories
of summer, like when he was a child and the world made itself new and took
shape before his eyes. He would not do it for money; he was thirty-six years
old and money was not his problem. He had always worked hard for others. He
had never done anything for himself.
This would be the last job, he promised. And
then he entered the dark, stale hallway that led to his room.
It wasnt what he was
used to.
The buildings he photographed were usually
empty, boarded up; inside they had a bluish, underwater quality, like sunken
wrecks. But here the morning lighta desert light clipped corners,
sharpened edges, and warmed the faded carpets. The old clerk was staring at
him. It made Joe uneasy. When Joe spread the tripod legs for the big 8 X 10
Deardorff, the clerk waved. Names Price, he said. Im
a factotum, here in case you need me.
Fat chance, Joe thought.
Yellowed prints of the Grand Canyon hung on
the lobby walls; beneath them hunched tumorous sofas and lamps with parchment
shades. Magazines like dry leaves lay curled on chairs. Joe flipped the camera
hood over his head. He focused on a vase filled with roses.
Upside down on the ground glass, the flowers
appeared heavy and full. He knew it would appeal to the editors of the magazine.
Arranged in a chipped vase, they looked as if they understood experience,
but hadnt been bruised by it. Joe pressed the shutter and lifted the
hood.
Everythings the same, said
a high, fruity voice. The same as always.
A skinny old woman with watery blue eyes looked
up at him. She was four feet tall, the size of an ancient child.
The clerk rushed over to her, called her Miss
Arthur, and took her bag. Joe watched as the old man leaned close: he thought
they would kiss. Price whispered something and put the barrel of his finger
to his head.
The woman stared. But where will I go?
Price pursed his lips. He said nothing. The
womans gaze and her question came to rest on Joe.
Then he saw: the roses were wax.
The next day Price told Joe
the hotel had been sold to someone in Kansas City, a man who had never seen
the place.
Maybe, the clerk said, showing
more gums than teeth, you could send him some pictures.
Joe frowned. All day the old man had been watching
him, following him around. I am not a maker of postcards, Joe
said.
But if he knew what this place really
looked like, Price said, then maybe
I doubt it, Joe interrupted.
hed keep it just the way
it is.
Joe looked at him. He was a bony old man with
tufts of hair in his ears, a clown wearing baggy shirts that were never clean,
but he was serious. Couldnt he see the cracked walls, the fallen ceiling
in the dining room, the worn carpets and sagging stairs? Pictures wouldnt
help, Joe said.
They might, Price said.
Mine wouldnt.
Now you listen, Price said, forcing
Joe back against a wall with a sharp finger pressed to his chest. For
thirty-eight years Ive worked here behind that desk. This used to be
the best. We had the first air-conditioning in Arizona. Anyone who was anybody
stayed hereand ate here too before the dining room closed. Senators,
winter people, folks who came down for the air. He tapped Joes
breastbone like a telegrapher sending code. This is an historical site.
Right, Joe said, slipping aside.
Thats why Im here.
Price walked to the middle of the lobby and
snatched up a cigarette butt. He held it in his veiny hand and shook it at
Joe. This may be no surprise to you, he said stiffly, but
the family, they sold it and didnt even tell me.
It happens, Joe said. He felt embarrassed,
even a bit sorry for the old man, but there was nothing he could do. Maybe
you ought to be realistic.
Prices fist tightened. He put the butt
into his shirt pocket and walked away.
IV.
The next morning, as Joe prepared
to work outside, the clerk called to him. His eyes looked tired, as if he
had been up all night.
Have you been to the Collection Agency?
The what? Joe said, replacing
the lens cap on his camera.
The Collection Agency. Its a
place that sells antiques.
No, Joe said. Should I?
Prices eyes glinted. Wilderthe
fellow that owns ithes a lot like you.
Joe wondered if the old man was crazy. What
does that mean?
Hes even got some hotel items,
Price said. Youd like it there.
How would you know? thought Joe.
V.
When Joe walked into the Collection
Agency, he saw a man in a green silk shirt sitting behind a glass counter.
He looked slick but tired, like an aging mannikin. The top of his head was
bald. He glanced up at Joe with a slightly bored expression.
How much money you got? he called.
What?
Money. In your pocket.
Joes hand moved instinctively to his
wallet.
The dealer stood up behind a case filled
with pistols, coins, and arrowheads. Above were shelves piled high with
Indian baskets. Cash-ectomies are free today, he said. I
take it youre here for one.
Joe looked at him. The mans face was
square and serious-looking, with dark eyes that seemed to pin him to the
bone. The man slowly grinned. Of course, thought Joe. A joke.
Sorry, Joe said. No cash-ectomy
today.
The man kept grinning. Looking for
anything else, or am I supposed to have ESP?
I guess youll have to guess.
Wilder laughed. All right. This is
hard nowdont tell me. Wait. Youre the guy at the Hotel
Mirado taking pictures, right?
Joe stared. He felt his face blush.
Hold on, Wilder said, turning
around to a desk behind him. I think I got something for you.
He flipped through a pile of old Life
magazines, then stopped suddenly to uncover a large, mounted photograph.
He handed it to Joe.
The print, slightly faded, showed two men
standing side by side. The words Wells Fargo floated like a
halo above the head of onea deputy perhaps, judging from the badge,
or a sheriff. He stared straight ahead, holding a rope which trailed up
and looped around the neck of an Indian considerably taller than him. The
Indians face was blurred, but the manacles on his hands and feet were
in focus. The depth of field and long exposure made everything but his face
perfectly clear.
Scrawled across the bottom were the words:
Crow Flies East. Commercial Hotel, June 3rd, l883.
Joe stared at the captive Indian with a sense
of wonder and appreciation. It was a superb photograph, beautifully composed.
Wilder tapped it with his finger. Damn
good, he said. Rare. The hotel was new here, under its first
name.
Hotel? Joe said.
Sure, dont you see it? Behind
them. Thats the Hotel Mirado.
It was true. The windows were different nowsmallerand
the brick had been partly stuccoed since then, but the section of door that
showed was still the same. Do you have a price? Joe asked.
Wilder winked. Sure, I got a pricedont
you? This is the real thing, early, a piece of the Old West. But sometimes
you got to whore things up a bit. Know what I mean?
Joe gave him a puzzled look.
The dealer chuckled. For two years,
this sat in the case. And for two years I had folks ogling it, hemming and
hawing. But nobody bought it. They picked it apart, said it had too high
a price. But the more I looked at it, the more I thought what a piece of
history it wasso I figured it wasnt high enough. Once I upped
it from seventy-five to seven-hundred fifty, I got some serious offers.
But you never sold it.
Wilder laughed and gave Joe a good-natured
slap on the shoulder. Thats right. Dont you see? Thats
the beauty. This way, they really want it.
VI.
As Joe worked through the hotel,
he became frustrated by the disappearance of things. First was the long
pendulum clock behind the front desk, an absence making a bare spot the
shape of a giant keyhole. Next was the mission-style sofa on the landing
leading to the second floor. There in the afternoon, Joe noticed it was
gone that night when he came back from dinner.
He asked Price about it. He complained that
his work was being ruined.
Price stood next to the roses. He seemed
to be watching the sun sink into the new buildings farther down the street.
The light from the evening sky gave him a detached, otherworldly look. Nothing
we can do, he said quietly. Theyve settled, and now theyll
have to deal with it.
Deal with what? Joe said.
Consequences. Price jerked his
thumb in the direction of three high-rises down the street. I been
watching them creep up from year to year. Thats what they have in
mind for here.
In the lobby, perhaps in the entire hotel,
their voices were the only sound. With its dark, Victorian woodwork, long
marble counter, tall ceilings and dusty drapes, the lobby reminded Joe of
a tomb.
June first, Sattady, Price said.
Thats the last day. So if you want to stop things from disappearing,
youll just have to cram them into your camera.
Saturday, Joe thoughtit was the day
after he planned to leave.
Later, outside, as he prepared the Hasselblad,
the eyes of passersby went from Joe to his camera and then to the hotel,
as if asking: Why bother? To them the hotel was not just beginning
to fade.
It was already gone.
VII.
Didnt I tell you?
Wilder said, wearing a shirt the color of blue ink. Soon as its
not for sale, everybody wants it.
Joe frowned. The old photograph had begun
to haunt him. For some reason he had a hard time remembering the faces in
it. I just want to look, he said.
Thats a fine way for me to get
rich, Wilder said, rising abruptly from his chair. But before
you do, I want you to check out something else I got. Roy! he shouted.
Turning to Joe he said, Like you to meet my good friend Roy.
A scuffling came from somewhere in the stacks
of boxes and spindly furniture behind them. A short, sweaty man crawled
around the corner of a large trunk. When he stood up Joe saw that he had
a red, sun-burned face and a weeks worth of black stubble that looked
like dirt. Roy flicked his eyes at Joe and brushed himself off.
Wilder caught Joes eye and made a circling
motion at the side of his head. Then he called to Roy. This heres
the photographer staying at the Hotel Mirado. He look like an Indian to
you?
Roy grunted, giving Joe a poisonous stare.
Nice, Joe thought.
Show us what you got from that storage
unit, Wilder said, pulling Roy over to a glass case
You already seen it.
He hasnt, Wilder said,
smiling at Joe. Come on, hell get a kick out of it.
Roy pulled a long necklace out of his pants
pocket. Shards of black ice hung between the beads.
Bear claw necklace, Wilder said
reverently as Roy held it in Joes face. Joe stared at the long, dark
claws.
That and a whole bunch of other stuff
is from a storage unit Roy bought at auction, Wilder explained. Hopi,
Zuni, and some Navajo stuff, too. Now all hes gotta do is sell it
to me.
The hell I do, Roy said and shook
the hair from his face. Wilder grabbed the necklace but Roy pulled back.
Joe watched, horrified. The necklace held.
Wilder let go. Why dont you show
us what you got in the box?
Roy glanced at Joe and seemed to consider.
He went over to a big hatbox on the floor and kicked the lid off. Inside
Joe saw a big crushed bird.
Eagle feathers, Wilder declared.
Headdress, Roy said softly.
Museum quality, Wilder said,
leaning back and resting his elbows on a cabinet behind him. Hes
got a ceremonial outfit that goes with it, too. Ol Roys a lucky
fuck, only hes too dumb to know it.
Roy turned to Joe. Theyll kill
me, he said. They got a lawyer after me who says I got to return
everything on account of its illegal for a white man to own.
Then give it back, Joe said.
Roy made a rude sound and shoved the bear
claw necklace into his pocket. He looked straight at Joe, who stared back,
amazed at how bloodshot Roys eyes were, a pair of pink nets with a
dark pupil caught in the center of each.
Thats right, give it all back,
Wilder said. But they didnt give it to you, did they? Hell no.
Stuff like that goes higher than giraffes nuts and you paid over two
hundred for that unit. They didnt pay their rent and so now its
yours. Its that simple. Now consider, Wilder went on reasonably,
you owe me, you gotta pay. You sell this stuff, you double your money.
Four-hundred! Roy gasped. Yesterday
you said six!
That was yesterday. You wait longer,
Ill make it three. I got risks.
Theyre after me, not you,
Roy said.
Relax, Wilder said. What
are they gonna do, phone the Great Spirit?
I heard rocks last night. Little rocks.
They threw them at the trailer.
They dont know where you live,
Wilder scowled. Rocks.
Suddenly the shop door rattled. Roy spun
around and stepped on the headdress.
Get that covered! Wilder barked,
and Joes heart leaped as he threw the lid on the box. Roy pitched
to his hiding place behind the trunk.
The door opened slowly. A short Indian wearing
a Yale T-shirt walked in. He was someone Joe had seen once or twice at the
hotel. His arms were hard-looking; he held a brown shopping bag.
Got some doorknobs, he said.
He shook the bag.
Wilder waved to Roy. Ill handle
this. Then he winked.
Joe moved to the door.
Hold it, Wilder called. You
havent seen the picture.
Ive seen enough, Joe said.
VIII.
Out on the street, Joe walked
quickly. His heart wouldnt calm down. His arms and legs seemed uncoordinated,
as if they belonged to a variety of other people. He had intended to look
at the photograph and now he felt mixed up in something weird and confusing.
He wondered if he should call the police.
But what would he say? What would he tell them? Was Wilder ripping Roy off,
or was Roy the thief? And which was illegal, the headdress or the necklace?
Why should I care? he asked himself. The
sun was making him hot and miserable.
He walked down Central Avenue. It was a street
full of bright stores in glass and steel, chain hotels and restaurants.
When he finally came to the Hotel Mirado, Joe stood outside and looked at
it for the first time without a camera between them. His eyes followed the
shelter of its wide, old-world arches and cast-iron balconies, its tall
windows grouped in twos and threes. He felt calmed by its symmetry, its
order.
Leaving the bright sun, it took a minute
for Joes eyes to adjust to the lobby. Then he saw someone else, not
Price, behind the marble counter. A pimply kid in a polo shirt.
You on the list? the kid asked.
He showed Joe a piece of paper with mostly crossed-out names. Joe found
his and asked where Price was.
Chest pains, the young man explained.
Hes in the hospital having tests.
Joe thought back to the morning. Prices
face was clay-colored, yellow.
Im a temp, the clerk said
and smiled.
Joe went to his room and closed the door.
The room was stifling. He switched on the overhead fan and went to change
his shirt. As he opened the closet, the doorknob came off in his hand. On
the other side, the knob and plate were gone.
He took off his clothes and lay naked on
the bed. Directly above moved the slow blades of the ceiling fan. When his
eyes closed, Joe thought about the same things he often thought about. He
believed that at some point in his life he had completely lost control.
Somehow he had become cut off from life itself, isolated, stuck on the outskirts
of his and everyone elses experience. It was always the same, he thought.
He opened his eyes and watched the fan blades circle overhead, each like
a snapshot, a glimpse of the same thing over and over again. He thought
about the pictures hed taken of the hotel, the hallways, floors and
ceilings, the wallpaper flecked with tiny thistles, the windows showing
the mountains and the moon rising like a radiant nickel, the beds and dressers
reflected in mirrors, the dusty bulbs, the cracked plaster, the empty hangers
in closets, the chandeliers tangled like dead spiders. They were the same
wherever hed gone.
He heard a sharp noise. A knock. He listened:
the sound became indistinct, like the scratching of an animal. He slid off
the bed, grabbed his pants, and crept to the door. Opening it soundlessly,
he saw a man across the hall crouched with a screwdriver. The man stared
blankly at Joe and went back to work.
It was the Indian from Wilders shop.
Joe closed the door and dialed the front
desk. Look, this is Joe Devlin, upstairs, he said, heart pounding.
I found himthe guy unscrewing doorknobs.
A burst of static went through the line.
Who? said the clerk.
How do I know? Joe said. He
looks like an Indian.
Oh, thats Ralph.
Joe blushed and held the phone away from
his ear. Dont you care?
Hell no, the kid laughed. You
didnt scare him, did you?
From the hallway came a thud on the floor
and then a rolling sound. I guess not, Joe said.
Good, said the voice on the phone.
Now dont worry, nobodys going to take your things. Ralphs
working for Mr. Price.
Joes eyes widened. But hes
ripping you off.
The clerk laughed. Everybodys
ripping this place off, man.
IX.
The last morning was noisier
than usual. As Joe slipped into his clothes, he heard footsteps in the hallway
and doors slamming. Someone was making a last sweep. He went to the windows
and raised a shade. In the street below a paper bag blew into the traffic.
As Joe watched, the bag reared and seemed to dodge each passing car. The
way it moved it almost had a personality. Then a truck flattened it.
He thought about Price. He imagined Price
exacting a secret revengeeven if it came down to filched doorknobs.
In the lobby everyone was packing up. Joe
had never seen most of them. A few hed caught peeking around corners
or watching from cracked doors as he worked. Half a dozen were gathered
in the sunny end of the lobby. The chairs were gone now and the old men
sat on their suitcases.
They know theyre supposed to
be out of here, the new clerk said.
Joe carried his bags to the door. As he passed
by, one of the old men raised his hand and said something. Joe stopped and
leaned closer.
You with the wreckers? the man
asked. Though quite pale otherwise, his hands were knotted, cherry-red.
On his lap lay an empty dog collar and leash.
Joe shook his head.
We thought you were a wrecker,
the man said. Behind him Joe could see the others with their dry, accusing
faces.
Joe moved quickly to the door.
Well, wellif it isnt the
Grim Reaper!
Joe whirled. Wilder stood on the sidewalk
outside the hotel. He held a trash bag.
Cheer up, partner. Ill give you
a good price for that camera gear.
Joe shuddered. What are you doing here?
he said.
Supervising. Theres work to be
done. Wilder put a finger to his lips. By the way, he
added, there was a little development after you left the other day.
Roy made a deal with the Indians. They were real pleasedpaid him and
thanked him and everything.
No, said Joe.
Dont believe me? Roy kept the
best of itthey didnt even know what they had in there. You ought
to come on down and see what I bought off him. Why, you and me could work
togetheryou take the pictures, and Ill send em to Sothebys.
Wilder chuckled as he reached into the trash bag. Look what they gave
Roy. Those Indians sure do have a sense of humor.
He pulled out a toy Indian with a red rubber
head and a drum between its knees. Joe groaned. How low could he go?
Watch this, Wilder said, winding
the key on its back. He set the toy on the ground. The head dipped and the
arms flapped up and down, rapping the drum.
What saved Joe was how the spectacle seemed
to simplify things. He couldnt walk away. Opening one of his camera
boxes, he felt a rush of adrenalin. In the top section was a trigger-rigged
Leica M3.
Hey friend, dont shoot!
Wilder said, trying to keep a straight face. He raised his hands.
Joe raised the camera to his eye. Within
the frame was Wilder, the toy Indian, the entrance of the hotel. As Wilder
bent down to wind the toy, the old men from the lobby straggled out to watch.
They looked like an assemblage of scarecrows. Joe pulled back to let them
in.
Wilder crouched on his hams and guided the
toy Indian. He looked attentively at Joe, like a prize fighter sizing him
up. Wilder grinned, as if between them was a developing recognition.
Whos it for, hot shot? The National
Enquirer?
Its for me, Joe said, and
pulled the trigger.
