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The individual works within are the sole property of their respective ) 91.19 150. T (author\050s\051, and no further use of these works is permitted without their explicit consent. ) 98.2 136. T (Athene is published quasi-monthly by Jim McCabe, MCCABE@MTUS5.BITNET.) 104.81 122. T (This PostScript edition was created on a Sun 3/260 running version 1.3b of the ) 97.52 108. T 8 F (Frame-) 478.49 108. T (Maker) 129.02 94. T 7 F ( desktop publishing software from Frame Technology Corporation.) 160.34 94. T 72. 81. 540. 198. R 0 H N FMENDPAGE %%Page: "2" 2 FMBEGINPAGE 0 F 0 X (September 1989) 72. 748. T (page 2) 292.25 36. T (Volume I, Issue 1) 466.11 748. T 7 F 2.38 (Many people have asked me why I am) 90. 639. P 2.42 (publishing Athene. This, the first issue, is) 72. 625. P 2.15 (as good a place as any to answer this ques-) 72. 611. P (tion.) 72. 597. T 2.5 (I love short stories. I had heard of) 90. 583. P 3.39 (FSFnet, an electronic magazine that spe-) 72. 569. P 2.96 (cialized in fantasy and science fiction sto-) 72. 555. P 1.6 (ries, and liked the idea of a computer-dis-) 72. 541. P 3.15 (tributed magazine. The idea was so ap-) 72. 527. P 3.29 (pealing that I just assumed there must be) 72. 513. P (lots of them "out there" on the networks.) 72. 499. T (So I started looking around for one.) 90. 485. T 1.59 (I posted messages to all sorts of dif-) 90. 471. P 5.9 (ferent network special interest groups,) 72. 457. P 3.44 (asking if anyone knew where I could sub-) 72. 443. P 5.75 (scribe to such a magazine. No one) 72. 429. P 1.2 (seemed to know if any even existed, much) 72. 415. P 1.77 (less where to find them. Usually, I would) 72. 401. P 2.26 (get a few responses from people who said,) 72. 387. P 3.26 ("I don\325t know of any story magazines, but) 72. 373. P (please let me know if you find one!") 72. 359. T 1.72 (This routine continued for another cou-) 90. 345. P 2.22 (ple weeks, and I finally realized that if I) 72. 331. P 1.41 (wanted a fiction magazine I\325d have to pub-) 72. 317. P (lish it myself. And thus Athene was born.) 72. 303. T 2.59 (But what could I do to improve upon) 90. 289. P 1.85 (the idea? Well, first of all, I like a good) 72. 275. P 1.45 (story, ) 72. 261. P 8 F 1.45 (any) 103.45 261. P 7 F 1.45 ( good story -- not just science fic-) 120.78 261. P 0.88 (tion or fantasy. Man, it would be great if) 72. 247. P 5.3 (there was a magazine that published) 72. 233. P 1.48 (quality stories from all walks of literature;) 72. 219. P 2.57 (religion, mystery, drama, politics, human) 72. 205. P 2.63 (nature, sports, and business, in addition) 72. 191. P (to scifi and fantasy.) 315. 639. T 2.3 (I started looking around at some of the) 333. 625. P 3.07 (existing emags, to find out what kind of) 315. 611. P 1.75 (distribution schemes they used. And then I) 315. 597. P 1.04 (realized that about half of them were real-) 315. 583. P 1.34 (ly ugly. Sure, they were great magazines) 315. 569. P 2.49 (and the content was first-rate, but the ap-) 315. 555. P 3.41 (pearance was so distracting that I had a) 315. 541. P 5.67 (hard time taking them seriously. This) 315. 527. P (would be something I\325d have to fix.) 315. 513. T 4.94 (Laser printers are becoming more and) 333. 499. P 2.59 (more commonplace these days. Why not) 315. 485. P 7.28 (distribute Athene pre-formatted and) 315. 471. P 1.82 (ready to print on a high-quality printer?) 315. 457. P 2.37 ("Because not everyone has one, doofus!") 315. 443. P 3.17 (So Athene is be distributed in two for-) 315. 429. P 3.41 (mats; one for people who can use Post-) 315. 415. P 4.73 (Script printers and another for those who) 315. 401. P 2.08 (can\325t, or don\325t want to. Maybe I suceeded) 315. 387. P 2.95 (in making both versions as pretty as possi-) 315. 373. P (ble.) 315. 359. T 2.63 (And here we are, three months and 205) 333. 345. P 4.05 (subscribers later, with the premier issue) 315. 331. P 1.16 (of Athene. I think you\325ll agree that I met) 315. 317. P 1.07 (my two goals. The content is great, and) 315. 303. P 3.52 (it looks pretty nifty too. Hopefully,) 315. 289. P (Athene will only get better as time goes on.) 315. 275. T 2.34 (So sit back, relax, and enjoy the stories.) 333. 261. P (\050Or else!\051 Until next month,) 315. 247. T 5 F (Jim) 519.78 190. T 72. 666. 540. 666. 2 L 1 H N 9 F (Etc...) 72. 710. T 5 F (By Jim McCabe) 72. 694. T 10 F (MCCABE@MTUS5.BITNET) 72. 680. T FMENDPAGE %%Page: "3" 3 FMBEGINPAGE 0 F 0 X (September 1989) 72. 748. T (page 3) 292.25 36. T (Volume I, Issue 1) 466.11 748. T 72. 648. 540. 648. 2 L 1 H N 9 F (One Slip) 72. 710. T 72. 707.87 122.18 708.63 R V 5 F (By David B. O\325Donnell) 72. 694. T 10 F (LUTHER@MTUS5.BITNET) 72. 680. T 7 F (Copyright \251 1989 David B. O\325Donnell) 72. 665. T 5 F 1.38 ("And with one slip... we can lose our-) 72. 620. P (selves forever") 72. 604. T 6 F 3.5 (Shriekback) 90. 589. P 7 F 3.5 (, \324\324The Only Thing That) 148.68 589. P (Shines\325\325) 90. 575. T 1.67 (While Rome burned down around us, we) 90. 547. P 6.81 (made passionate love. Then, like insane) 72. 533. P 4.39 (clockwork, the meter ran out, and with a) 72. 519. P 3.72 (cold sputter Denis and the ashes of Rome) 72. 505. P 5.18 (faded away. Leaving me, as they always) 72. 491. P 4.39 (did, lying in a sheen of lukewarm sweat,) 72. 477. P 3.62 (stretched out on my slab of bedfoam with) 72. 463. P 3.24 (that light-year stare that is all that remains) 72. 449. P (of an interrupted stint with a Hallucer.) 72. 435. T 1.9 (Rolling off the sweaty durafoam, I head-) 90. 421. P 1.07 (ed over to the \325lucer, fishing out a few of the) 72. 407. P 5.34 (Fuehrer\325s finest. But then the shivers hit) 72. 393. P 2.89 (me, and the "instinct to survive" kicked in.) 72. 379. P 1.19 (I\325d been hooked up to the \325lucer an awful lot) 72. 365. P 2.71 (lately -- evidenced by the fact that only 30) 72. 351. P 4.67 (new Deutschemarks were left, out of this) 72. 337. P 3.19 (month\325s payment, and it was only the first) 72. 323. P 2.72 (Saturday of the month. If you stay plugged) 72. 309. P 3.15 (in too long, your sense of reality weakens,) 72. 295. P 3.23 (especially if you hallucinate your past, and) 72. 281. P 2.21 (the shivers were a sign my body was strug-) 72. 267. P (gling to recall just where I was.) 72. 253. T 7.34 (The Fourth Reich had promised the) 90. 239. P 2.09 (world an age of equality, of prosperity -- of) 72. 225. P 5.17 (all the things the social democracies and) 72. 211. P 10.24 (free-enterprise Bolsheviks had promised) 72. 197. P 1.45 (us, fifty years ago. Neither delivered. Ameri-) 72. 183. P 3.26 (ca was defunct, torn apart in the civil war) 72. 169. P 2.41 (that erupted when their 52nd President/High) 72. 155. P 3.14 (Priest had declared that certain nationality-,) 72. 141. P 12.13 (color-, and preference-based minorities) 72. 127. P 8.94 (were damned and therefore should be) 72. 113. P 1.68 (\324\324Cleaned off the face of this here earth, yea) 72. 99. P 2.25 (verily, we will ) 72. 85. P 8 F 2.25 (heal) 151.41 85. P 7 F 2.25 ( this planet of its sins!\325\325) 172.08 85. P 3.73 (The Sino-Soviets were still struggling with) 315. 621. P 2.9 (the realities of conquering each other, were) 315. 607. P 0.96 (still trying to deal with the nearly four billion) 315. 593. P 1.78 (hungry mouths inside their vast borders. Ru-) 315. 579. P 1.62 (mor had it that the Imperial Australian Navy) 315. 565. P 2.06 (was using thermonuclear devices on the Co-) 315. 551. P 1.4 (alition of the People\325s Democratic Pacific Is-) 315. 537. P 1.46 (lands. All in all, our world was heading own) 315. 523. P 2.67 (the path to annihilation faster than ever be-) 315. 509. P 0.96 (fore. In the middle of this anarchic chaos, the) 315. 495. P 3.76 (European Community suddenly declared it-) 315. 481. P 1.67 (self the Fourth Reich, and promised to usher) 315. 467. P (in a new age to this poor world.) 315. 453. T 3.72 (At first, no one listened, but when the) 333. 439. P 3.73 (Reich started advertising for buyers for its) 315. 425. P 3.23 (SURPLUS grain, then for \324\324Persons of any) 315. 411. P 2.29 (race, creed, color, nationality, or political or) 315. 397. P 2.96 (sexual preference\325\325 to join in a \324\324Heraklean) 315. 383. P 2.12 (task: namely, that of saving our beleaguered) 315. 369. P 4.56 (Mother Earth, and of securing the eternal) 315. 355. P 2.81 (continuance of homo sapiens\325\325, we listened.) 315. 341. P 3.17 (Hell, who cared if they chose to call what) 315. 327. P 7.05 (they had a Reich or a Playground? It) 315. 313. P 8 F 4.63 (worked) 315. 299. P 7 F 4.63 ( -- there was no war, no suppres-) 350.33 299. P 1.86 (sion, no oppression, and plenty of food. The) 315. 285. P 2.96 (exodus from the ruins of New York would) 315. 271. P 2.95 (have impressed Cecile B. DeMille, as liter-) 315. 257. P 4.06 (ally millions raced to leave the corruption) 315. 243. P (behind.) 315. 229. T 6.43 (The People\325s Democratic Republic of) 333. 215. P 5.47 (New Moskva capitulated over the phone;) 315. 201. P 4.45 (their people were tired, hungry, cold, and) 315. 187. P 2.12 (many were dying from radiation sickness. If) 315. 173. P 1.63 (we could deliver 100,000 coats, rations for a) 315. 159. P 7.08 (week, and medical supplies, the eastern) 315. 145. P 5.73 (quarter of Asia was ours. We delivered,) 315. 131. P 1.19 (though knowing now as I do at the price that) 315. 117. P 1.59 (was paid for that first victory, I almost won-) 315. 103. P 4.21 (der if it wouldn\325t have been easier to let) 315. 89. P (them die, and simply walk in.) 315. 75. T FMENDPAGE %%Page: "4" 4 FMBEGINPAGE 0 F 0 X (September 1989) 72. 748. T (page 4) 292.25 36. T (Volume I, Issue 1) 466.11 748. T 7 F 5.77 (My watch has died, the solar cell a) 90. 711. P 2.26 (bloated green, but I can tell by the way the) 72. 697. P 5.39 (sunlight filters through the smoke that it) 72. 683. P 2.96 (must be noon. Out in the courtyard, more) 72. 669. P 1.59 (burnings are taking place, and I can hear the) 72. 655. P 3.39 (cries, smell the sweetness as the bodies of) 72. 641. P (the loyalists are consumed by plasma torch.) 72. 627. T 5.28 (Shuffling to the fridge, I peer inside.) 90. 613. P 1.64 (There is still food -- such as it is -- and dis-) 72. 599. P 1.89 (tillate, enough for a week or two if I spread) 72. 585. P 3.34 (it out. The protein extract bars are gooey) 72. 571. P 3.34 (this week, and I can only barely repress a) 72. 557. P 1.38 (shudder as an old memory of the Prague Ex-) 72. 543. P 2.14 (perimental Food Processing Plant comes un-) 72. 529. P 2.34 (bidden to mind, but I tear off the bioplastic) 72. 515. P 2.58 (cover, and scarf it down nonetheless. It has) 72. 501. P 4.86 (no taste \050that\325s what the distillate is for\051) 72. 487. P 3.53 (but it does contain all the necessary nutri-) 72. 473. P 1.54 (ents for a healthy body. I have to grin at the) 72. 459. P 4.58 (irony; my body is wracked with a dozen) 72. 445. P 2.71 (types of pain daily, from the wars, and my) 72. 431. P 1.5 (mind is a shattered vase, only thinly held to-) 72. 417. P 2.62 (gether by fantasy and the \325lucer. Hopefully,) 72. 403. P 1.63 (they will be coming to take me to the court-) 72. 389. P 4.29 (yard soon. I suppose I\325ll scream, like the) 72. 375. P 5.01 (others, because it is somehow the proper) 72. 361. P 3.08 (thing to do, but that thought slips away as) 72. 347. P (my mind turns back to what it calls the past.) 72. 333. T 8.81 (The first few conquests were easy) 90. 319. P 3.34 (enough, but eventually the remnants of the) 72. 305. P 4.89 (old nationalist fires were restoked, and it) 72. 291. P 4.39 (became necessary to fight to free the en-) 72. 277. P 5.67 (slaved masses. We had to starve Britain) 72. 263. P 4.1 (out; over seven millions died in the three) 72. 249. P 2.78 (years it took to break her, and parts of the) 72. 235. P 4.71 (island to this day smell like rotted flesh.) 72. 221. P 3.75 (And yet, it is said that the most beautiful) 72. 207. P 5.45 (flower in creation grows there, and only) 72. 193. P 1.84 (there: St. Margaret\325s Thatch, thin wiry flow-) 72. 179. P 5.39 (ers an iridescent blood-red. I had a few) 72. 165. P 4.62 (once; sent Denis a bouquet, but he com-) 72. 151. P 6.81 (plained they arrived dead, scratchy, and) 72. 137. P 8.48 (gave him a horrible allergy-reaction. I) 72. 123. P 5.62 (laughed, then, and eventually he got the) 72. 109. P (joke.) 72. 95. T 3.28 (We met during the South African cam-) 90. 81. P 1.04 (paign, the one of \32594. I was a leftenant in the) 315. 711. P 4.12 (Fuehrer\325s air forces, Denis was a network) 315. 697. P 3.51 (jockey, a console cowboy, and a notorious) 315. 683. P 2.17 (philanderer. In mid May, we atomized Cape) 315. 669. P 4.27 (Town \050and all three million secessionists\051;) 315. 655. P 2.38 (on the day after, Denis and I were married.) 315. 641. P 2.55 (My parents had died in a place once called) 315. 627. P 1.86 (Baltimore, of a rouge cold virus the Canadi-) 315. 613. P 3.26 (ans had let loose a decade ago. Denis\325 re-) 315. 599. P 2.09 (fused to come to the ceremony. I guess that) 315. 585. P 2.09 (was for the best, because they died the next) 315. 571. P 2.56 (week, of gunshot wounds through the back;) 315. 557. P 6.01 (the Internal Police determined they were) 315. 543. P 4.56 (passing secrets to Beijing. We decided to) 315. 529. P 4.05 (swap last names as part of the ceremony,) 315. 515. P 5.89 (so I became Kelly Frustham, and Denis) 315. 501. P (took my last name of O\325Reilly.) 315. 487. T 2.91 (In 2095, the forces of the Fourth Reich) 333. 473. P 4.76 (had completely subjugated Europe, Africa,) 315. 459. P 2.95 (and the Americas. Heady on our successes,) 315. 445. P 2.88 (no one paid attention to the unrest in Dus-) 315. 431. P 3.18 (seldorf; everyone knew the tales of genetic) 315. 417. P 1.74 (manipulation were wrong, anyway. The Fue-) 315. 403. P 2.1 (hrer would never sanction the use of human) 315. 389. P (beings as cattle, would she?) 315. 375. T 1.46 (Denis and I spent the summer of 2095 in) 333. 361. P 4.79 (a Paris flat, living like artists. I was his) 315. 347. P 2.59 (model, and he made paintings of me in the) 315. 333. P 1.59 (nude, and even managed to paint us very re-) 315. 319. P 2.01 (alistically making love. Those were the hap-) 315. 305. P 2.92 (piest days of our lives. We were both suc-) 315. 291. P 4.39 (cessful in our jobs, happy with ourselves,) 315. 277. P 9.35 (and bouyant with propaganda-influenced) 315. 263. P 5.17 (pride in our Fuehrer. October fourth, the) 315. 249. P 7.29 (forces of the Fuehrer\325s space fleet de-) 315. 235. P 6.92 (stroyed the Sino-Soviet battlestation; For) 315. 221. P 3.79 (my birthday a week later, Denis presented) 315. 207. P 3.42 (me with a piece of the station, encased in) 315. 193. P 2.01 (thermoplastic resin. He never told me where) 315. 179. P 1.07 (he found it, but I carry it around with me ev-) 315. 165. P 2.25 (erywhere. The edges are a little smooth and) 315. 151. P 2.81 (rounded, but you can still read the Chinese) 315. 137. P (glyphs on the metal.) 315. 123. T 3.12 (It\325s Friday now. On Wednesday I gam-) 333. 109. P 2.77 (bled with the guard leader for more money) 315. 95. P 1.49 (for the \325lucer, and lost. She made me do ter-) 315. 81. P FMENDPAGE %%Page: "5" 5 FMBEGINPAGE 0 F 0 X (September 1989) 72. 748. T (page 5) 292.25 36. T (Volume I, Issue 1) 466.11 748. T 7 F 1.83 (rible things to her with latin names... it took) 72. 711. P 1.85 (two days to rinse her taste out of my mouth) 72. 697. P 2.09 (with distillate. I am ever gladder that I nev-) 72. 683. P 2.86 (er liked women. Oh, they took the Russian) 72. 669. P 2.38 (away last night, little Nikita. He was a qui-) 72. 655. P 1.62 (et, withdrawn man, who spent his time play-) 72. 641. P 2.33 (ing chess with himself, but you would have) 72. 627. P 3.33 (thought they had shoved a bowling pin up) 72. 613. P 2.08 (his ass last night. Maybe they did. I decid-) 72. 599. P 2.63 (ed it isn\325t true, though, what the Bureau of) 72. 585. P 7.84 (Information always said. Russians smell) 72. 571. P 3.54 (just as cloyingly bad as we do when they) 72. 557. P 2. (burn. Maybe they spitted him before turning) 72. 543. P 4.15 (on their portable reactor? I don\325t know. I) 72. 529. P 1.48 (need to remember Denis, his image is fading) 72. 515. P 3.24 (away as the glue holding my past together) 72. 501. P (dissolves into dust.) 72. 487. T 4.78 (We adopted Hans in 2096. He turned) 90. 473. P 2.89 (out to be a sullen, stubborn boy. His par-) 72. 459. P 6.68 (ents were American fundamentalists, and) 72. 445. P 4.29 (their prejudice had been set into the sub-) 72. 431. P 2.38 (strate of his soul. He didn\325t approve of me,) 72. 417. P 3.07 (he wanted to kill us both. We sent him to) 72. 403. P 3.28 (the State Psychiatrists. They told us to put) 72. 389. P 1.15 (him in the Army. He died, in 2097, in Vladi-) 72. 375. P 1.6 (vostok, of a latent form of the same cold vi-) 72. 361. P 3.96 (rus that killed my parents. We decided to) 72. 347. P 1.29 (have no more children, and moved from Par-) 72. 333. P 4.89 (is to a spacious apartment in Wiesbaden.) 72. 319. P 1.63 (The sign said it had once housed the Ameri-) 72. 305. P 4.11 (can President George Bush, but my histo-) 72. 291. P 1.8 (ries, from America, told me he had been as-) 72. 277. P 7.39 (sassinated in 1991 by members of the) 72. 263. P 1.89 (\324\324Coalition for a Catholic Congress\325\325, one of) 72. 249. P 1.53 (the many hundreds of terrorist groups his re-) 72. 235. P 1.95 (gime had fought against \050and eventually lost) 72. 221. P 5.39 (to\051. We bought two siamese kittens, and) 72. 207. P 5.12 (settled down. The news from Berlin was) 72. 193. P 3.57 (good, the Fuehrer\325s lover had declared her) 72. 179. P 6.21 (pregnant with the Fuehrer-to-be, and the) 72. 165. P 3.15 (world was preparing for our assault on the) 72. 151. P (Empire of Australia.) 72. 137. T 2.67 (Even though we were both nearly forty,) 90. 123. P 3.2 (Denis and I enjoyed an active, healthy sex) 72. 109. P 4.01 (life. We were always careful to immunize) 72. 95. P 4.51 (ourselves before and after making love --) 72. 81. P 1.49 (we didn\325t want a repeat of the horrors of the) 315. 711. P 2.23 (Albuquerque Plagues of the early teens. But) 315. 697. P 2.34 (as all things do, every- thing changed when) 315. 683. P 4.01 (our fleets were routed by Australia. Denis) 315. 669. P 5.94 (became furtive, and our relationship suf-) 315. 655. P 2.05 (fered. I was no longer his beau, his beloved) 315. 641. P (Kelly.) 315. 627. T 4.95 (Denis was arrested soon after the de-) 333. 613. P 1.48 (feat, on charges of having conspired to bring) 315. 599. P 2.39 (about the defeat of our forces through data-) 315. 585. P 3.34 (base treason. I never saw him again. Soon) 315. 571. P 2.44 (afterward, we began to lose more and more) 315. 557. P 3.26 (battles. I was in Rome when the forces of) 315. 543. P 6.73 (the Emperor of Australia burned her; I) 315. 529. P 1.63 (helped defend the city, but was shot down. I) 315. 515. P 3.76 (was captured, or at least that\325s what I re-) 315. 501. P 2.58 (member. I was in hospital for many weeks,) 315. 487. P 1.9 (and they say I did little else but call out for) 315. 473. P (Denis.) 315. 459. T 1.82 (They have come for me at last. I am the) 333. 445. P 1.43 (only remaining loyalist to hold out, they say.) 315. 431. P 3.81 (Everyone else has condemned the Fuehrer,) 315. 417. P 1.34 (or died in the plasma torch. I tell them that I) 315. 403. P 1.89 (don\325t care what they want me to say, or not) 315. 389. P 1.7 (to say. She gave us hope, at least for a little) 315. 375. P 2.96 (while. I ask them what my torture will be,) 315. 361. P 4.15 (and the leader, the same woman who de-) 315. 347. P 2.42 (feated me with her loaded dice, leers at me) 315. 333. P 1.46 (and points at my crotch while making a slic-) 315. 319. P 2.91 (ing motion. It doesn\325t bother me, though. I) 315. 305. P 3.05 (have long since been without need for that) 315. 291. P 1.3 (piece of me. As we stumble out into the cor-) 315. 277. P 1.84 (ridor, I see the image the \325lucer always fails) 315. 263. P 1.88 (on... As Rome burns around us, Denis and I) 315. 249. P (are locked in passionate embrace.) 315. 235. T 2 F 4.08 (A neophyte author, Luther \050aka David O\325Donnell,) 315. 209. P 4.49 (aka Atropos\051 submits that William Gibson, Roger) 315. 197. P 6.4 (Zelazny, Micheal Moorcock, and Frank Herbert) 315. 185. P 3.16 (are probably his biggest influences. While he has) 315. 173. P 5.52 (written a few short stories, poetry is his main) 315. 161. P 2.5 (thrust. Born and lived his life in Michigan, Luther) 315. 149. P 3.15 (is a \050soon-to-be\051 graduate of MTU, in the field of) 315. 137. P 4.4 (Scientific and Technical Communication. He has) 315. 125. P 1.32 (hopes of following up with graduate studies at Brown) 315. 113. P 2.81 (University, where his is owner of the Belief-L List-) 315. 101. P 2.09 (serv list. Luther can be reached at his network ad-) 315. 89. P (dress and enjoys talking about anything.) 315. 77. T 315. 225. 540. 225. 2 L 0 H N FMENDPAGE %%Page: "6" 6 FMBEGINPAGE 0 F 0 X (September 1989) 72. 748. T (page 6) 292.25 36. T (Volume I, Issue 1) 466.11 748. T 8 F 4.78 (-- Oh, how strange and delightful the) 90. 639. P 1.41 (planet is. Look at it, Noo. Fascinating, odd) 72. 625. P 1.53 (architecture, humans scurrying to and fro. I) 72. 611. P 3.29 (knew that this would be the right place to) 72. 597. P 2.29 (go. "Too far," indeed. Fantastic. Look at) 72. 583. P 1.71 (all that activity. Noo, leave off the topogra-) 72. 569. P (phy plots for a minute and look, will you?) 72. 555. T 1.34 (-- Ah. Strange, the brochure didn\325t show) 90. 541. P 1.3 (any vehicles like that and I\325m sure the build-) 72. 527. P (ings are supposed to be smaller.) 72. 513. T 2.05 (-- Don\325t be a spoilsport. Things change) 90. 499. P (over time, you know that.) 72. 485. T (-- Looks rather dirty to me.) 90. 471. T 2.05 (-- It\325s just technology. Think how glori-) 90. 457. P 2.52 (ous the construction of our temples will be.) 72. 443. P 3.05 (How splendid the artwork, songs of praise,) 72. 429. P 1.46 (sacrifices. Find a place to land for Contact.) 72. 415. P 2.44 (I\325m nearly unstable with anticipation. How) 72. 401. P (about that clear spot over there?) 72. 387. T 1.55 (-- Patience, Vee. Let\325s wait until the ac-) 90. 373. P 2. (tivity dies down. We wouldn\325t want to less-) 72. 359. P 2.58 (en the impact by giving ourselves away be-) 72. 345. P (fore we\325re prepared.) 72. 331. T 7 F 1.62 (Johnny Westlake sat in the middle of the) 90. 303. P 3.39 (fifth green at Las Palmas, his legs crossed) 72. 289. P 2.84 (under him. He would often sneak into the) 72. 275. P 3.53 (course long after the yups and the retirees) 72. 261. P 5.6 (and the businessmen playing hookey fin-) 72. 247. P 3.22 (ished miscounting their strokes. He would) 72. 233. P 4.67 (wander through his mysterious and empty) 72. 219. P 2.06 (faeryland of palm trees, bridged brooks, and) 72. 205. P 3.34 (shadows, and finally choose a place to sit.) 72. 191. P (To brood, usually.) 72. 177. T (To brood, tonight.) 90. 163. T 1.51 (He whiled away the time hurling careful-) 90. 149. P 0.75 (ly crafted invective at his own life and the in-) 72. 135. P 2.45 (stitution of life itself, worthless and wretch-) 72. 121. P 2.63 (ed. For Johnny was not a happy man; nor) 72. 107. P 2.42 (was he quite sane. He would readily agree) 72. 93. P 8.33 (with that assessment, though he might) 72. 79. P 4.87 (raise an eyebrow at his assessor and de-) 315. 639. P 1.71 (mand a concrete example of sanity to use as) 315. 625. P 4.13 (a referent. Or one of happiness, for that) 315. 611. P (matter.) 315. 597. T 2.5 (His few friends had given up discussing) 333. 583. P 2.58 (the subject at all with him long ago, which) 315. 569. P 2.43 (suited Johnny just fine. They didn\325t under-) 315. 555. P (stand.) 315. 541. T 0.73 ("The problem with our sick world and my) 333. 527. P 2.57 (sick self," Johnny said to nobody at all, "is) 315. 513. P 2.62 (that we\325ve lost our innocence. Jack climbs) 315. 499. P 2.01 (the beanstalk and finds a castle. What does) 315. 485. P 4.05 (he do? Robs and murders the inhabitant.) 315. 471. P 3.05 (Right, wrong, who knows? But surely not) 315. 457. P (innocent. Not innocent at all.") 315. 443. T 4.34 (He paused, making quite sure that the) 333. 429. P 1.56 (point was made. "We are given blind scien-) 315. 415. P 1.72 (tific truth and an abundance of cleverness as) 315. 401. P (substitutes. Hah!") 315. 387. T 3.73 (He imagined himself a Preacher of the) 333. 373. P 5.28 (New Faith, casting symbols to the wind.) 315. 359. P 1.35 ("Tree of Knowledge, my ass! Mislabeling is) 315. 345. P 4.01 (lying. We cannot conceive innocent gods) 315. 331. P 1.84 (any more than gods could conceive innocent) 315. 317. P 4.76 (Man. Is there even any meaning to the) 315. 303. P 6.67 (word, or does it merely echo endlessly) 315. 289. P 4.48 (across the generations, one more unattain-) 315. 275. P (able dream?") 315. 261. T 4.95 (The question was asked to the empty) 333. 247. P 1.53 (air. No answer came, so Johnny specifically) 315. 233. P 3.95 (addressed the close-cut grass on the green) 315. 219. P 2.54 (around him. "Do you yet retain innocence,) 315. 205. P 2.8 (O Blades? Do you endure the Mower and) 315. 191. P 4.06 (Divoting Dolts with joyful abandon? Are) 315. 177. P 2.75 (you unaffected by fertilizers and herbicides,) 315. 163. P 5.95 (uppers and downers? Are you satisfied) 315. 149. P 1.92 (with the role you\325ve been chosen to play, O) 315. 135. P (carefully stunted Blades?") 315. 121. T 5.68 (With an expansive gesture, he leaned) 333. 107. P 2.73 (toward the ground, listening for a response.) 315. 93. P 1.19 (As usual, he got one. ) 315. 79. P 8 F 1.19 (We\325d be happier with-) 428.78 79. P 72. 666. 540. 666. 2 L 1 H N 9 F (The Problem with the Planet) 72. 710. T 72. 707.87 237.69 708.63 R V 5 F (By Derek Zahn) 72. 694. T 10 F (derek@cs.wisc.edu) 72. 680. T FMENDPAGE %%Page: "7" 7 FMBEGINPAGE 0 F 0 X (September 1989) 72. 748. T (page 7) 292.25 36. T (Volume I, Issue 1) 466.11 748. T 8 F (out you sitting on us, jerk.) 72. 711. T 7 F 3.67 (Johnny laughed and sprung to his feet,) 90. 697. P 3.2 (full of the peculiar mixture of anger, cyni-) 72. 683. P 2.56 (cism, and poor reality-testing that had ener-) 72. 669. P 1.91 (gized and consumed his life after Terri gave) 72. 655. P 3.58 (up on their relationship, almost a year be-) 72. 641. P (fore. So long ago, and in another world.) 72. 627. T 5.41 (Very deliberately, he deposited a car-) 90. 613. P 3.26 (cass of a field mouse in the hole near the) 72. 599. P 2.43 (center of the green. He\325d found the corpse) 72. 585. P 2.42 (earlier, nestled in the tall dry grasses in the) 72. 571. P 4.53 (rough. The two of them had entertained) 72. 557. P 2.94 (each other, seemingly endlessly, with songs) 72. 543. P 6.17 (and tales of their worlds gone similarly) 72. 529. P 2.71 (mad. Johnny felt that, for the briefest mo-) 72. 515. P (ment, he had found a compatriot.) 72. 501. T 5.51 ("Surprise on five tomorrow," he said,) 90. 487. P (and giggled.) 72. 473. T 8 F 0.67 (-- What shall we wear? Look at this mor-) 90. 445. P 5.29 (ph design I\325ve been working on. Three) 72. 431. P 1.73 (heads; one breathing fire, one breathing ice,) 72. 417. P 4.67 (and one for communication. Hard green) 72. 403. P (scaly pelt. I think it\325s beautiful.) 72. 389. T 0.52 (-- Ah. You\325re right, of course, Vee. How-) 90. 375. P 5.56 (ever, it might be rather disconcerting to) 72. 361. P (them. Consider these designs.) 72. 347. T (-- They look just like humans.) 90. 333. T 3.96 (-- Exactly. Except note the large size) 90. 319. P (and some of the finer details.) 72. 305. T 3.05 (-- Well, I suppose they\325ll do. Anything) 90. 291. P (for you, my dear.) 72. 277. T (-- You are most gracious, my dear.) 90. 263. T 1.04 (-- Help me fit it, then, will you? My edg-) 90. 249. P (es feel a bit frayed.) 72. 235. T (-- My pleasure.) 90. 221. T 7 F 2.17 (Dust swirled around Johnny and into his) 90. 193. P 4.05 (face, and he cursed the Furies, as if they) 72. 179. P 1.84 (were somehow responsible for wind and grit) 72. 165. P 5.17 (from sandtraps. It gradually settled, and) 72. 151. P 4.95 (Johnny could sense that there was some-) 72. 137. P 2.63 (thing different around him. A certain elec-) 72. 123. P (tricity in the air.) 72. 109. T 4.33 (He heard a slight shimmering, tinkling) 90. 95. P 2.34 (sound and two figures appeared before him,) 72. 81. P (out of nothing.) 315. 711. T 4.34 (They towered over him, at least twice) 333. 697. P 4.81 (his height, and they were human. Well,) 315. 683. P 2.12 (they ) 315. 669. P 8 F 2.12 (looked) 340.78 669. P 7 F 2.12 ( human, except for their massive) 372.77 669. P 1.77 (stature and faintly glowing skin. They wore) 315. 655. P 3.27 (no clothing, and looked vaguely Mediterra-) 315. 641. P (nean.) 315. 627. T 4.39 (Johnny stood very still while they ap-) 333. 613. P 7.01 (peared, his eyes narrowed to suspicious) 315. 599. P (slits. Then he laughed.) 315. 585. T 4.97 (He said, "I regret to inform you that) 333. 571. P 3.22 (night-putting is not allowed at Las Palmas.) 315. 557. P 2.23 (The course opens promptly at eight o\325clock.) 315. 543. P (Come back then.") 315. 529. T 2.67 (He noticed no effect on the two appari-) 333. 515. P 2.7 (tions at first. Not a muscle moved, not a) 315. 501. P 4.26 (hair bent in the mild breeze. Their eyes) 315. 487. P 4.28 (gazed at some spot slightly above Johnny) 315. 473. P 2.23 (and far behind him. After a time, the male) 315. 459. P (figure opened its mouth.) 315. 445. T 3.15 ("Adore and Worship Us, Mortal!" The) 333. 431. P (words thundered forth.) 315. 417. T 4.28 (Johnny was stunned by the volume of) 333. 403. P 1.29 (the command for a moment, then shrugged it) 315. 389. P 1.72 (off. "What have we here? Have Adam and) 315. 375. P 1.55 (Eve returned to the scene of their crimes ex-) 315. 361. P (pecting thanks?") 315. 347. T (He circled the pair, cautiously.) 333. 333. T 1.78 ("When the blind lead the blind the result) 333. 319. P 7.56 (is blind faith. You overestimate your) 315. 305. P 1.97 (charms, my opalescent friends." He paused,) 315. 291. P 3. (collecting his thoughts. His own particular) 315. 277. P 4.4 (brew of torture and sorrow swirled inside) 315. 263. P 5.11 (him, the frothy bubbles spilling from his) 315. 249. P (mouth.) 315. 235. T 2.58 ("Adore and worship? And what reward) 333. 221. P 1.05 (will great gods offer in exchange for my soul) 315. 207. P 2.92 (this time? You will bring Terri back, per-) 315. 193. P 3.06 (haps? You will create peace and harmony) 315. 179. P 5.15 (where none exists to ease the burden of) 315. 165. P 1.51 (your murderous charges? The bribes offered) 315. 151. P 3.51 (by gods are the least honorable of all, for) 315. 137. P (they cost them nothing.") 315. 123. T 2.21 (He was shouting now. "Keep your trin-) 333. 109. P 4.01 (kets and well-polished services, soul-catch-) 315. 95. P (ers! They are not required here.") 315. 81. T FMENDPAGE %%Page: "8" 8 FMBEGINPAGE 0 F 0 X (September 1989) 72. 748. T (page 8) 292.25 36. T (Volume I, Issue 1) 466.11 748. T 7 F 3.61 (Johnny\325s breath quickened as he await-) 90. 711. P 3.55 (ed a response. After a time, the female\325s) 72. 697. P (gaze converged on him.) 72. 683. T ("Adore and Worship Us!" she boomed.) 90. 669. T ("Fuck off.") 90. 655. T 8 F 1.08 (-- Noo, are you sure that the translator is) 90. 627. P (working properly?) 72. 613. T 3.19 (-- Yes, it all checks. This is most dis-) 90. 599. P 1.1 (tressing. The brochure details the human re-) 72. 585. P 3.73 (actions that other groups have received in) 72. 571. P 1.71 (the past. All most satisfactory. Occasional-) 72. 557. P 1.57 (ly quite delightful. But there\325s nothing there) 72. 543. P (to account for this.) 72. 529. T 1.88 (-- I do hope this planet isn\325t spoiled; we) 90. 515. P 1.74 (came so far. We can\325t very well replay ) 72. 501. P 11 F 1.74 (this) 278.99 501. P 8 F 1.87 (for Ga and Tia. We have to get the natives) 72. 487. P 2.88 (to build a few temples and sing and dance) 72. 473. P (and feast. A little, anyway.) 72. 459. T 3.82 (-- I know, I know: it\325s not much fun) 90. 445. P (without at least that. Let\325s try again.) 72. 431. T 7 F 6.14 (The male figure spoke again, loudly.) 90. 417. P 1.98 ("Rejoice and celebrate, my child, for we are) 72. 403. P (come!") 72. 389. T 7.93 (Johnny clenched and unclenched his) 90. 375. P 4.78 (hands in an odd rhythm, now completely) 72. 361. P 1.04 (oblivious to anything in his world but the ap-) 72. 347. P (paritions in front of him.) 72. 333. T 1.44 (He cackled a burst of laughter. "A song,) 90. 319. P 4.52 (then!" He sang a snatch from the latest) 72. 305. P 4.53 (Bloodhounds tune making the playlists on) 72. 291. P (progressive rock stations.) 72. 277. T (I read the signs) 108. 249. T (I hate the signs) 108. 235. T (TV personalities) 108. 221. T (I hate them all) 108. 207. T (Buy Coca-Cola) 108. 193. T (I said, "Buy Coca-Cola") 108. 179. T (Don\325t buy Pepsi) 108. 165. T (Drink Coke!) 108. 151. T 2.25 (He coughed, and spat on the foot of the) 90. 123. P 2.34 (female giant. The spittle sizzled and disap-) 72. 109. P 5.3 (peared, as it might do on a frying pan.) 72. 95. P 1.88 (Johnny stared at the glowing foot for a long) 72. 81. P (time, looking inward and outward. He ached.) 315. 711. T 8 F 1.11 (-- Noo, this is horrible. I won\325t stand for) 333. 683. P (it.) 315. 669. T 0.77 (-- Quite right. I have an idea. The imag-) 333. 655. P 1.54 (es in the brochure show only groups of wor-) 315. 641. P 1.59 (shippers. I wonder if they have to swarm to) 315. 627. P (behave properly?) 315. 613. T (-- Hey, I bet that\325s it.) 333. 599. T 1.53 (-- There is a heavily populated area very) 333. 585. P 2.19 (near here. Give me a moment, my dear, to) 315. 571. P (modify us for flight.) 315. 557. T 7 F 1.07 ("Let me tell you a story," Johnny said, fi-) 333. 529. P 1.77 (nally, quietly. "Once upon a time there was) 315. 515. P 5.01 (a young archaeologist, with the eagerness) 315. 501. P 0.9 (of a fresh Ph.D. in his hand and his first little) 315. 487. P 2.41 (hole to dig. He was in a god-forsaken and) 315. 473. P 2.45 (destitute part of Iraq, looking for precursors) 315. 459. P (to the Sumerians.) 315. 445. T 3.16 ("In the course of time, he discovered a) 333. 431. P 3.73 (small settlement and, in particular, a stone) 315. 417. P 5.89 (building that he fancied a small temple.) 315. 403. P 3.81 (Eventually, after much careful digging and) 315. 389. P 7.29 (scraping, he unearthed its secrets. He) 315. 375. P 1.58 (found a small enclosure, containing a row of) 315. 361. P 4.81 (fairly large urns settled next to the wall.) 315. 347. P (The north wall.) 315. 333. T 1.3 ("This made him very excited, for obscure) 333. 319. P 4.44 (reasons. He issued a report containing a) 315. 305. P 2.53 (description of his findings, and some of his) 315. 291. P 5.07 (own speculation on their significance and) 315. 277. P (possible meaning.) 315. 263. T ("He was a foolish and arrogant man.") 333. 249. T 8 F 2.58 (-- I still like the three-headed green liz-) 333. 221. P (ards better.) 315. 207. T 4.72 (-- Vee, I thought we\325d decided to try) 333. 193. P (these morphs again.) 315. 179. T 1.8 (-- Don\325t get excited. I was only teasing.) 333. 165. P 2.34 (We don\325t get many chances to vacation, es-) 315. 151. P 2.91 (pecially in wild and remote areas like this.) 315. 137. P (I think you should relax and enjoy it.) 315. 123. T 3.17 (-- You\325re absolutely right, dearest. My) 333. 109. P (apologies.) 315. 95. T FMENDPAGE %%Page: "9" 9 FMBEGINPAGE 0 F 0 X (September 1989) 72. 748. T (page 9) 292.25 36. T (Volume I, Issue 1) 466.11 748. T 7 F 2.53 ("Analysis proved quite convincingly that) 90. 720. P 5.62 (the damned urns were toilets, of course.) 72. 706. P 3.05 (Oh, the slugs in the department loved that.) 72. 692. P 8 F 2.54 (Praying to the porcelain gods, were they,) 72. 678. P (Johnny?) 72. 664. T 7 F (") 112.66 664. T 2.97 (He stifled a giggle. "The more I think) 90. 650. P (about it, the more sense that theory makes.") 72. 636. T 1.06 (Johnny fell silent then; thinking, thinking,) 90. 622. P (his body swaying slightly.) 72. 608. T 8 F (-- All set, Vee?) 90. 580. T 1.7 (-- I guess so. Noo, what do we do if all) 90. 566. P (humans react like this one?) 72. 552. T (-- Call in the harvesters, I guess.) 90. 538. T (-- I suppose so. Seems sad, somehow.) 90. 524. T 7 F 1.53 (The two figures rose slowly off the well-) 90. 496. P 1.59 (tended grass and began to float north. Their) 72. 482. P 3.05 (progress was smooth and silent in the cool) 72. 468. P (wind.) 72. 454. T 4.91 (Johnny broke out of his reverie. He) 90. 440. P 7.06 (shook an upraised fist at the departing) 72. 426. P 1.65 (aliens. "You won\325t find what you want," he) 72. 412. P 2.31 (shouted to the air. "Beware expectations in) 315. 720. P (the dominion of Man.") 315. 706. T 3.78 (A short time later, two o\325clock arrived) 333. 692. P 1.25 (and the lawn sprinklers came to life. Johnny) 315. 678. P 3.89 (danced playfully in the water, opening his) 315. 664. P 4.29 (mouth to catch the droplets in a vain at-) 315. 650. P (tempt to quench his terrible thirst.) 315. 636. T 2 F 2.09 (Derek is a computer science graduate student at the) 315. 614. P 2.68 (University of Wisconsin - Madison. He is studying) 315. 602. P 1.81 (Artificial Intelligence and is looking for a thesis top-) 315. 590. P 2.27 (ic, or at least a good margarita. He grew up in a) 315. 578. P 2.87 (mongrel variety of southeast Wisconsin small towns) 315. 566. P 3.61 (and suburban sprawl areas. "My friends call me) 315. 554. P 3.94 (\325Derek.\325 Telephone solicitors \050incarnations of the) 315. 542. P 1.91 (Antichrist\051 call me \325Mr. Zahn.\325" Derek started writ-) 315. 530. P 2.36 (ing early on, and at 25 he has nearly mastered the) 315. 518. P 1.86 (entire alphabet. He has written over a half a dozen) 315. 506. P 3.43 (or so stories over the years and hopes to publish) 315. 494. P 4.26 (some in the high-circulation paperzines he\325s been) 315. 482. P 6.2 (reading since childhood, "if only everyone else) 315. 470. P 2.19 (would stop writing such great stories..." His other) 315. 458. P 3.06 (interests range from the electric guitar, philosophy,) 315. 446. P 4.13 (and physics to comedy, booze, drugs, tennis shoe) 315. 434. P 5.22 (commercials, netnews, and "the usual compugeek) 315. 422. P (stuff".) 315. 410. T 315. 630. 540. 630. 2 L 0 H N FMENDPAGE %%Page: "10" 10 FMBEGINPAGE 0 F 0 X (September 1989) 72. 748. T (page 10) 289.75 36. T (Volume I, Issue 1) 466.11 748. T 7 F (It\325s August 1968,) 153. 594. T (and it\325s twice as hot) 153. 580. T (with the city aflame.) 153. 566. T (Skeets Malone) 153. 552. T (just figured it was time) 153. 538. T (to get his when he looted) 153. 524. T (the ebony sportscoat from Whitey.) 153. 510. T (Revolution was inevitable) 153. 496. T (as soon as they hit MLK.) 153. 482. T (It\325s bad enough they got Eldridge,) 153. 468. T (Malcolm, and Angela.) 153. 454. T (And as he could hear the marching) 153. 440. T (of guardsman and the grinding of their tanks,) 153. 426. T (he noticed something on a wall.) 153. 412. T (In a sea of beige, where nothing green) 153. 398. T (grew anymore and where families once lived,) 153. 384. T (an oriental poster survived all of this madness.) 153. 370. T (And for some odd reason, it occurred to him) 153. 356. T (America would go to Europe to fight for the White Man,) 153. 342. T (and America would go to Vietnam to fight for the Yellow Man.) 153. 328. T (But America goes to it\325s ghettos to hunt the black man.) 153. 314. T (The grinding of the tanks got closer, as he ran home.) 153. 300. T 72. 666. 540. 666. 2 L 1 H N 9 F (August 1968) 72. 710. T 72. 707.87 144.74 708.63 R V 5 F (By Marv Germany) 72. 694. T 10 F (mng@SEI.CMU.EDU) 72. 680. T FMENDPAGE %%Page: "11" 11 FMBEGINPAGE 0 F 0 X (September 1989) 72. 748. T (page 11) 289.75 36. T (Volume I, Issue 1) 466.11 748. T 7 F 5.42 ("Who is she," I asked myself as we) 90. 621. P 5.52 (walked onto the stage, "this person with) 72. 607. P 3.43 (whom I\325ve spent so many of my evenings) 72. 593. P 1.3 (and know almost nothing?" There was thun-) 72. 579. P 2.96 (derous applause but I could see as little of) 72. 565. P 1.21 (the source as I could of my musical compan-) 72. 551. P 1.93 (ion\325s mind. When I looked up, all that was) 72. 537. P 1.44 (visible was a single light shining on us, as if) 72. 523. P 3.09 (it were an eye, following us closely as we) 72. 509. P 1.49 (crossed from the edge of the stage to our in-) 72. 495. P (struments.) 72. 481. T 2.3 (As we sat we faced one another but not) 90. 467. P 1.78 (once did she look at me until she was ready) 72. 453. P 3.37 (to begin. With a single nod from her we) 72. 439. P 1.66 (were into the first piece. "She\325s the leader,") 72. 425. P 1.64 (I told myself. "You play with your soul but) 72. 411. P (she\325s holding it all together.") 72. 397. T 1.81 (Music poured from my fingers with a fi-) 90. 383. P 3.17 (ery Spanish feel. I knew those notes well) 72. 369. P 2.92 (and meant them when I played them. She) 72. 355. P 1.93 (knew them even better than I did but it was) 72. 341. P 3.26 (as if she were taking dictation. Her notes) 72. 327. P 2.45 (came out incredibly. They were beautifully) 72. 313. P 3.24 (accurate but still-- almost as if a computer) 72. 299. P 2.01 (played them. My frustration was hammered) 72. 285. P 4.88 (into the keys and came out in the same) 72. 271. P 2.43 (way. My music was consumed with hatred) 72. 257. P 2.07 (and pain "Why won\325t you respond to me?") 72. 243. P 1.5 (my fingers asked her. She did nothing more) 72. 229. P 1.19 (than continue her part, without sign of caring) 72. 215. P 6.01 (for the music, just intense concentration.) 72. 201. P 1.58 ("Why does she call all the shots?" I wanted) 72. 187. P (to know.) 72. 173. T 1.29 (I went back into my memory and tried to) 90. 159. P 1.17 (recall what it was that had put me in this po-) 72. 145. P 1.78 (sition. "Don\325t you know?" a voice from the) 72. 131. P 1.65 (back of my mind shouted. "Think about it,") 72. 117. P 3.13 (it said, "you wanted it-- remember?" That) 72. 103. P 1.98 (was right-- I had wanted it. "God, that was) 72. 89. P 1.31 (long ago," I thought as the music ended with) 72. 75. P 2.96 (a furious array of notes, fortissimo. Again) 315. 621. P 2.2 (came the anonymous roar as the eye looked) 315. 607. P 1.86 (down condescendingly. "What the hell does) 315. 593. P (it want from me?" I thought.) 315. 579. T 4.38 ("You fool!" it screamed, drowning out) 333. 565. P 1.73 (the thunder, "never forget that you put your-) 315. 551. P 3.63 (self here! She\325s calling the shots because) 315. 537. P (you wanted her to!") 315. 523. T 3.72 ("You\325re crazy!" my mind echoed back,) 333. 509. P 1.71 (reflexively, but the voice was right. There I) 315. 495. P 4.17 (was, waiting what seemed like hours, and) 315. 481. P 1.55 (for what? Only to play another useless mel-) 315. 467. P 1.96 (ody. To acknowledge the applause as smile) 315. 453. P 3.42 (masked her face and she looked out, as if) 315. 439. P 3.07 (she could see that hidden audience. "Why) 315. 425. P 2.97 (is she so perfect?" came my next question.) 315. 411. P 4.07 ("You\325re so hidden behind that wall that I) 315. 397. P (can\325t find you.") 315. 383. T 2.8 (Before I knew it we were into the next) 333. 369. P 1.2 (piece. My fingers knew it so well that I was) 315. 355. P 2.42 (playing it as though I were the listener, not) 315. 341. P 1.34 (the performer. It was a slow, relaxing piece,) 315. 327. P (so I just let it happen.) 315. 313. T 5.38 ("Do you remember," the voice asked,) 333. 299. P ("how it happened?") 315. 285. T 1.24 (Did I? I guess so. Dr. Barton had really) 333. 271. P 1.79 (started it off. "Stevens!" he\325d told me, "this) 315. 257. P 0.44 (is Kelly Johnson! You play with a lot of feel-) 315. 243. P 1.15 (ing but you\325re sloppy as hell. She\325s as accu-) 315. 229. P 5.8 (rate as can be but doesn\325t say a damn) 315. 215. P 2.63 (thing! I\325m putting the two of you together) 315. 201. P 3.59 (until you straighten one another out!" He) 315. 187. P 1.04 (left us in that room with only two pianos one) 315. 173. P 3.88 (another. We had nothing to do but play.) 315. 159. P 3.71 (We started into a piece and by the fourth) 315. 145. P (measure she\325d stopped.) 315. 131. T ("What\325s wrong?" I asked.) 333. 117. T 9.16 ("Why don\325t you try following the) 333. 103. P (rhythm?" she replied coolly.) 315. 89. T 2.99 ("That\325s what I was doing!" I was get-) 333. 75. P 72. 648. 540. 648. 2 L 1 H N 9 F (Duet) 72. 710. T 72. 707.87 100. 708.63 R V 5 F (By Bill Sklar) 72. 694. T 10 F (86730@LAWRENCE.BITNET) 72. 680. T 7 F (Copyright \251 1985 Bill Sklar) 72. 665. T FMENDPAGE %%Page: "12" 12 FMBEGINPAGE 0 F 0 X (September 1989) 72. 748. T (page 12) 289.75 36. T (Volume I, Issue 1) 466.11 748. T 7 F (ting defensive.) 72. 711. T 6.19 ("Not really," she said. "Try it this) 90. 697. P 1.55 (way." And she played the part for me. She) 72. 683. P 2.97 (was right. I had missed a beat. It hadn\325t) 72. 669. P 1.57 (occurred to me that if I sound all right I can) 72. 655. P 1.97 (still be making a mistake. In the same way) 72. 641. P 4.67 (it had never occurred to her that playing) 72. 627. P 9.35 (something accurately doesn\325t necessarily) 72. 613. P 0.84 (mean playing it well. "Play it with more of a) 72. 599. P 4.54 (flow, O.K?" I told her somewhere in the) 72. 585. P (same piece.) 72. 571. T ("What sort of a flow?") 90. 557. T 4.21 (What a question. I had to show her.) 90. 543. P 3.02 ("Legato means a lot more than \325notes con-) 72. 529. P 1.41 (nected.\325 Try it more like this." I played the) 72. 515. P 7.81 (piece, exaggerating the legato so she\325d) 72. 501. P (catch on.) 72. 487. T 2.89 ("All right," she said. When she played) 90. 473. P 2.13 (it back to me she had my exaggerated lega-) 72. 459. P 1.17 (to copied perfectly. Every single bit of emo-) 72. 445. P 3.96 (tion she put into that piece of music was) 72. 431. P 5.62 (mine because she wouldn\325t use her own) 72. 417. P 1.63 (Every single rhythm in that piece was exact-) 72. 403. P 2.91 (ly as written, but only because she showed) 72. 389. P 1.74 (me how to do it. We were crutches for one) 72. 375. P 5.29 (another, but Dr. Barton was never really) 72. 361. P (satisfied.) 72. 347. T 1.23 (So there we were, in a room full of thou-) 90. 333. P 5.67 (sands of people. We were each totally) 72. 319. P 1.47 (alone, even apart from each other. The light) 72. 305. P 2.17 (shone down, hotter and hotter every minute,) 72. 291. P 4.5 (making the relaxation in the piece almost) 72. 277. P 5.55 (impossible, but we still managed to pull) 72. 263. P 3.38 (through it alright. Again came the lunatic) 72. 249. P 2.21 (roar but the light seemed more and more to) 72. 235. P 5. (disapprove. It was so powerful that my) 72. 221. P 4.57 (hands trembled. Kelly must have felt it,) 72. 207. P 1.59 (too. She let that smiling mask of hers flick-) 72. 193. P (er, even if only for a moment.) 72. 179. T 5.39 (We played a requiem mass next. It) 90. 165. P 2.43 (seemed too easy. Playing macabre was not) 72. 151. P 1.34 (at all difficult enough to be comfortable with) 72. 137. P 2.67 (and I felt as if I were growing weaker and) 72. 123. P 1.67 (weaker. The light seemed to dim but in do-) 72. 109. P 1.8 (ing so it grew more and more intensely hor-) 72. 95. P 0.9 (rifying. I looked at her and, for the first time) 72. 81. P 3.01 (I could ever remember, she was looking at) 315. 711. P 1.45 (me as well. I\325d never seen anyone so usual-) 315. 697. P 2.73 (ly on top of things look so lost. Her eyes) 315. 683. P 2.19 (pleaded with me to help her. What could I) 315. 669. P 1.37 (do? As the piece ended we were met with a) 315. 655. P 3.06 (total silence even worse than the deafening) 315. 641. P (roar.) 315. 627. T 4.34 (My hands were frozen. The eye was) 333. 613. P 2.09 (dimming-- giving up on us. Suddenly, with) 315. 599. P 1.23 (a power I never knew I had, my hands broke) 315. 585. P 1.78 (free. "Shit!" my piano cried through a sick-) 315. 571. P 2.91 (eningly dissonant chord. She echoed it re-) 315. 557. P 2.29 (flexively but then stared at her own hands--) 315. 543. P 4.91 (shocked at her profanity. I repeated the) 315. 529. P 2.77 (chord and she continued echoing it back to) 315. 515. P 3.53 (me, each time growing just a little louder.) 315. 501. P 1.79 (For one in my life I saw a grin on her face.) 315. 487. P 1.91 (She was enjoying her rebellion! My fingers) 315. 473. P 3.72 (were in total ecstasy as they resolved that) 315. 459. P 3.07 (dissonance into a resoundedly joyous chord) 315. 445. P 2.81 (and again she mimicked me perfectly. My) 315. 431. P 2.81 (hands went on for what seemed like hours,) 315. 417. P 2.75 (spontaneously composing and proclaiming a) 315. 403. P 2.62 (wonder and amazement I\325d never been able) 315. 389. P 4.43 (to speak. Finally, after years of waiting,) 315. 375. P 1.75 (she came up with her own phrase. A single) 315. 361. P 5.02 (chord, soft and gentle, whispered "I love) 315. 347. P 1.72 (you" and I echoed her chord. The smile I\325d) 315. 333. P 1.59 (seen before turned into a beaming glow. As) 315. 319. P 4.4 (we repeated her glorious phrase back and) 315. 305. P 2.77 (forth, louder and louder, we both started to) 315. 291. P 3.49 (cry and when we were finished, the chord) 315. 277. P 2.05 (echoed through the hall as if it would never) 315. 263. P 3.34 (die out. I looked up. Our eerie observer) 315. 249. P 3.81 (was shining radiantly and I could feel the) 315. 235. P 2. (face of Dr. Barton smiling not at me, but at) 315. 221. P (us.) 315. 207. T 2 F 1.91 (Bill Sklar is a musician with interests in filmmaking,) 315. 182. P 3.29 (biomedical ethics, gay and lesbian issues, law and) 315. 170. P 2.22 (writing. He feels a driving force to express himself) 315. 158. P 3.89 (artistically as well as politically through whatever) 315. 146. P 1.48 (means he finds appropriate. This summer he has ex-) 315. 134. P 2.18 (pressed himself working as a custodian at Lawrence) 315. 122. P 2.5 (University. Bill lives "somewhere in central Wiscon-) 315. 110. P 4.53 (sin," where he spends countless hours composing) 315. 98. P 3.14 (and recording his own music for various combina-) 315. 86. P (tions of fretted instruments.) 315. 74. T 315. 198. 540. 198. 2 L 0 H N FMENDPAGE %%Page: "13" 13 FMBEGINPAGE 0 F 0 X (September 1989) 72. 748. T (page 13) 289.75 36. T (Volume I, Issue 1) 466.11 748. T 7 F 1.35 ("I\325ll soon have enough saved up to buy a) 90. 621. P 3.07 (camera of my own," thought Phil Davis as) 72. 607. P 1.09 (he put the finishing touches on Mrs. McCar-) 72. 593. P 1.94 (thy\325s lawn. "Once I have that I\325ll be able to) 72. 579. P (shop in earnest!") 72. 565. T 1.23 (Phil Davis was an avid photography buff.) 90. 551. P 1. (No one at Columbia High School, where Phil) 72. 537. P 2.79 (attended 10th grade, could remember a stu-) 72. 523. P 4.54 (dent ever becoming photography editor of) 72. 509. P 5.61 (the school newspaper in their sophomore) 72. 495. P 4.45 (year. Phil pursued everything he did with) 72. 481. P 3.07 (persistence and determination and his inter-) 72. 467. P 4.45 (est in photography was no exception. His) 72. 453. P 2.95 (talent for composing a photograph and tak-) 72. 439. P 3.34 (ing a picture that expressed the essence of) 72. 425. P (the subject earned him his current position.) 72. 411. T 2.57 (The irony in this situation was that Phil) 90. 397. P 1.39 (didn\325t even own his own camera. The school) 72. 383. P 0.96 (had only two aging Nikons and they were of-) 72. 369. P 1.67 (ten in use by faculty members. Phil believed) 72. 355. P 5.62 (that if he possessed his own camera he) 72. 341. P 6.06 (could improve the quality of the school) 72. 327. P 4.24 (newspaper. He would be able to plan the) 72. 313. P 2.73 (school events he would be covering instead) 72. 299. P 2.96 (of playing catch as catch can with the two) 72. 285. P 4.44 (school cameras. The fact that he was the) 72. 271. P 4.14 (photography editor pulled no weight when) 72. 257. P 3.2 (signing up for one of the cameras. Faculty) 72. 243. P (had preference!) 72. 229. T 2.76 (Phil returned the lawn tools to his tool-) 90. 215. P 4.5 (box. He had built a small trailer that at-) 72. 201. P 2.82 (tached to the back of his bike in which he) 72. 187. P 1.67 (carried his toolbox, a gasoline powered lawn) 72. 173. P 3.21 (mower and all the tools he needed to trim) 72. 159. P 5.34 (lawns in his neighborhood. He had been) 72. 145. P 2.29 (maintaining lawns for several years and had) 72. 131. P 2.92 (worked it into quite a business. It was this) 72. 117. P 4.38 (business that was going to enable him to) 72. 103. P (purchase his first camera.) 72. 89. T 2.15 (He was just packing to leave when Mrs.) 90. 75. P 0.8 (McCarthy came out onto the porch of her im-) 315. 621. P (maculately kept victorian home and shouted,) 315. 607. T 5.42 ("Philip! Philip Davis! Don\325t you dare) 333. 593. P 3.01 (leave young man. You haven\325t finished the) 315. 579. P 2.23 (job yet and I won\325t pay you a single penny) 315. 565. P (until you do!") 315. 551. T 4.17 (Sighing Phil walked back up the side-) 333. 537. P 3.29 (walk to where Mrs. McCarthy was stand-) 315. 523. P 1.71 (ing on her porch, hands on her hips. He had) 315. 509. P (gone through this many times before.) 315. 495. T 2.56 (Ever Since Mr. McCarthy died last year) 333. 481. P 5.84 (it was always the same. Mrs. McCarthy) 315. 467. P 4.39 (was probably seventy, or so Phil thought,) 315. 453. P 2.88 (and was quite lonely after the death of her) 315. 439. P 3.4 (husband. She used these complaints simply) 315. 425. P 3.96 (as a method of keeping him there a little) 315. 411. P 0.95 (longer. Phil knew this and really didn\325t mind.) 315. 397. P 6.01 (Mrs. McCarthy had always paid and he) 315. 383. P (knew that she liked the work he did.) 315. 369. T 6.89 ("Mrs. McCarthy," Phil said patiently,) 333. 355. P 4.35 ("the lawn is mowed, the hedges trimmed,) 315. 341. P 2.67 (and I\325ve edged your sidewalk and the walk) 315. 327. P 1.14 (to your porch. I am done here and I have an-) 315. 313. P 1.23 (other lawn to finish before dark. I have to be) 315. 299. P (going.") 315. 285. T 1.41 (It was 2:04 on a Saturday in July as they) 333. 271. P 2.53 (stood there facing each other. Phil knew he) 315. 257. P 4.44 (had plenty of time before dark. The next) 315. 243. P 2.91 (lawn, Mr. Pell\325s, would only take about an) 315. 229. P 4.8 (hour or so and the rest of the afternoon) 315. 215. P 1.52 (would be his. He just didn\325t want to get into) 315. 201. P 6.34 (an argument with Mrs. McCarthy which) 315. 187. P 2.21 (would last 15 or 20 minutes and would end) 315. 173. P 3.63 (with her telling him "Alright, it does look) 315. 159. P (pretty good I guess.") 315. 145. T 3.84 (She may have sensed his reluctance to) 333. 131. P (argue this particular day as she said to him,) 315. 117. T 4.07 ("Alright, it does... No. Philip the lawn) 333. 103. P 3.63 (looks just fine. You\325ve done a good job.) 315. 89. P 2.39 (You always do. I don\325t believe even Edgar,) 315. 75. P 72. 648. 540. 648. 2 L 1 H N 9 F (Picture Perfect) 72. 710. T 72. 707.87 158.7 708.63 R V ( \050part 1 of 2\051) 158.7 710. T 5 F (By Gene Smith) 72. 694. T 10 F (ESMITH@SUVM.BITNET) 72. 680. T 7 F (Copyright \251 1989 Gene Smith) 72. 665. T FMENDPAGE %%Page: "14" 14 FMBEGINPAGE 0 F 0 X (September 1989) 72. 748. T (page 14) 289.75 36. T (Volume I, Issue 1) 466.11 748. T 7 F 3.29 (my late husband, could have done a better) 72. 711. P (job.") 72. 697. T 1.42 (She turned to go back into the house, the) 90. 683. P 1.92 (sun making her silver hair shine like a halo,) 72. 669. P 3.58 (when she paused. She turned back to face) 72. 655. P (Phil and said hopefully,) 72. 641. T 1.83 ("Philip, I\325ve just taken a batch of choco-) 90. 627. P 1.17 (late chip cookies out of the oven. Would you) 72. 613. P 2.31 (care to have a few with a big glass of cold) 72. 599. P 2.05 (milk before you leave to work on your next) 72. 585. P 4.67 (lawn? It is getting warm outside and the) 72. 571. P (milk will do you good.") 72. 557. T 1.62 (Phil hadn\325t expected this. Oh, he had en-) 90. 543. P 8.07 (joyed Mrs. McCarthy\325s cookies many) 72. 529. P 1.67 (times. She made the best cookies he had ev-) 72. 515. P 5.12 (er tasted. Even the peanut butter cookies) 72. 501. P 3.95 (that he normally couldn\325t stand were deli-) 72. 487. P 1.81 (cious the way Mrs. McCarthy made them. It) 72. 473. P 1.8 (wasn\325t as though he didn\325t have the time ei-) 72. 459. P (ther.) 72. 445. T 4.55 ("It is getting warm," Phil said with a) 90. 431. P 1.56 (smile, "And I haven\325t had any of your cook-) 72. 417. P 1.67 (ies in a long time. You know chocolate chip) 72. 403. P (is my favorite!") 72. 389. T 3.98 ("It\325s settled then!" said Mrs. McCarthy) 90. 375. P 3.35 (beaming. "You go on into the living room) 72. 361. P (and I\325ll bring your cookies and milk right in.") 72. 347. T 1.13 (Phil hurried up the steps of the porch and) 90. 333. P 2.37 (held the solid oak door open for her as she) 72. 319. P 2.58 (entered the house and headed for the kitch-) 72. 305. P 4.91 (en. Phil closed the door behind him and) 72. 291. P (headed into the living room.) 72. 277. T 1.53 (The walls of the living room were dotted) 90. 263. P 3.23 (with pictures. Some were photographs of a) 72. 249. P 5.74 (wedding ceremony that Phil thought was) 72. 235. P 6.23 (Mr. and Mrs. McCarthy. These photos) 72. 221. P 1.58 (were black and white and showing their age.) 72. 207. P 3.51 (If they were of Mrs. McCarthy she was a) 72. 193. P 4.08 (beautiful woman back then. Other pictures) 72. 179. P 4.21 (seemed more recent. Some photos showed) 72. 165. P 2.34 (children throwing sticks into a pond. Others) 72. 151. P 0.58 (were of children running through a field filled) 72. 137. P (with black eyed Susans.) 72. 123. T 4.31 ("My Grandchildren," said Mrs. McCar-) 90. 109. P 2.77 (thy entering the room and noticing the pic-) 72. 95. P 4.05 (tures at which Phil was looking. She was) 72. 81. P 1.55 (carrying a large tray upon which was a plate) 315. 711. P 1.13 (full of chocolate chip cookies and a tall glass) 315. 697. P 0.84 (of milk. The room was much cooler than out-) 315. 683. P 2. (side but droplets of moisture still formed on) 315. 669. P (the outside of the glass.) 315. 655. T 2.45 ("Edgar took them a couple of years ago) 333. 641. P 1.59 (when we visited them in Old Town, Maine,") 315. 627. P 1.97 (she said as she set the tray down on a table) 315. 613. P 1.42 (in front of the sofa. "Come on over here and) 315. 599. P 6.91 (have some of these cookies," she said.) 315. 585. P ("Lord knows I can\325t eat them all.") 315. 571. T 1.33 (Phil left his study of the photographs and) 333. 557. P 3.72 (sat down on the sofa. Thanking Mrs. Mc-) 315. 543. P 1.47 (Carthy he picked up a cookie and began eat-) 315. 529. P 5.95 (ing. Mrs. McCarthy could make a great) 315. 515. P 1.72 (cookie and these were still warm! He sipped) 315. 501. P 6.2 (the milk. Chocolate chip cookies always) 315. 487. P 2.28 (made him thirsty. Mrs. McCarthy was look-) 315. 473. P 1.67 (ing at the wedding pictures herself now. She) 315. 459. P (said to no one in particular,) 315. 445. T 5.29 ("Those pictures were taken almost 50) 333. 431. P 1.91 (years ago. My wedding day. The most won-) 315. 417. P 1.3 (derful day of my life. Edgar and I were mar-) 315. 403. P 1.41 (ried on July 24. A terribly hot day, but won-) 315. 389. P 1.35 (derful all the same." She was quiet for a few) 315. 375. P 3.24 (seconds then turned to face Phil as though) 315. 361. P 1.8 (waking from a daydream. "Well young man,) 315. 347. P (how are the cookies?" she asked smiling.) 315. 333. T 3.4 ("Mrs. McCarthy," Phil said honestly, "I) 333. 319. P 5.34 (swear you make the best cookies in the) 315. 305. P 2.6 (world." She smiled all the more at that. As) 315. 291. P 2.23 (Phil finished the last of his milk he said, "I) 315. 277. P 1.52 (really do have to be going. I\325ve got to finish) 315. 263. P 3.45 (Mr. Pell\325s lawn and I want to get it done) 315. 249. P 1.37 (early. I plan to do some shopping for a cam-) 315. 235. P 2.25 (era today. I\325ve saved enough from my lawn) 315. 221. P 5.56 (business, from what\325s left over after my) 315. 207. P 1.67 (mom takes the share for my college fund, to) 315. 193. P (get a good one.") 315. 179. T 6.39 (Phil and his mother had reached an) 333. 165. P 4.29 (agreement when Phil began his lawn care) 315. 151. P 3.78 (business. She was concerned that it would) 315. 137. P 1.63 (take time away from his school work or that) 315. 123. P 3.39 (he would waste the money that he earned.) 315. 109. P 2.11 (As long as his grades stayed up, Phil was a) 315. 95. P 2.18 ("B" student, he could work in the neighbor-) 315. 81. P FMENDPAGE %%Page: "15" 15 FMBEGINPAGE 0 F 0 X (September 1989) 72. 748. T (page 15) 289.75 36. T (Volume I, Issue 1) 466.11 748. T 7 F 1.77 (hood maintaining lawns. There was one ad-) 72. 711. P 2.43 (ditional condition. Half of all the money he) 72. 697. P 4.29 (earned, before expenses, had to be placed) 72. 683. P (into a savings account to be used for college.) 72. 669. T 3.78 (Phil had agreed to the conditions then.) 90. 655. P 2.73 (There were times however that he regretted) 72. 641. P 7.27 (his decision, especially when there was) 72. 627. P 3.57 (something he really wanted to buy. All of) 72. 613. P 5.87 (the expenses of maintaining the business) 72. 599. P 2.23 (had to come out of the money left after the) 72. 585. P 3.62 (college portion was placed in the bank by) 72. 571. P 2.24 (his mother. That left precious little for him-) 72. 557. P (self.) 72. 543. T 2.86 (He did realize the wisdom in his moth-) 90. 529. P 1.9 (er\325s conditions. The bank account was slow-) 72. 515. P 1.41 (ly growing and by the time he was ready for) 72. 501. P 3. (college it would be a fair sum. It certainly) 72. 487. P 4.17 (wouldn\325t pay his way through college but) 72. 473. P 4.94 (with scholarships \050he hoped!\051 and student) 72. 459. P 6.19 (loans he should be able to put himself) 72. 445. P (through college.) 72. 431. T 2.63 (Phil got up from the sofa and made his) 90. 417. P 2.62 (way to the door. Mrs. McCarthy followed.) 72. 403. P 4. (He opened the door and stepped out onto) 72. 389. P 2.09 (the porch. The heat of the day was building) 72. 375. P 3.46 (and it seemed to cover him like a blanket) 72. 361. P (compared to the coolness of the house.) 72. 347. T 2.82 ("Thank you again for the cookies," Phil) 90. 333. P 5.34 (said looking at Mrs. McCarthy who was) 72. 319. P (holding the door open.) 72. 305. T 1.49 ("You\325re quite welcome Philip. You come) 90. 291. P 2.02 (back anytime. And by the way," she said as) 72. 277. P 0.86 (he turned to go, "you did do a fine job on the) 72. 263. P 4.35 (lawn. I do appreciate it." She smiled one) 72. 249. P 4.71 (last time and closed the door. Phil stood) 72. 235. P 3.13 (there for a second then walked to his bike) 72. 221. P 6.41 (quite pleased. Mrs. McCarthy had never) 72. 207. P 3. (complimented him outright like that before.) 72. 193. P 2.08 (Today she had done it twice! It was a good) 72. 179. P (feeling.) 72. 165. T 3.38 (He peddled his bike over to Mr. Pell\325s) 90. 151. P 5. (house, the trailer clattering noisily behind) 72. 137. P 2.72 (him. The sidewalk over which he rode was) 72. 123. P 2.05 (not level. Some portions were slanted at an-) 72. 109. P 2.62 (gles, pushed up by roots from trees planted) 72. 95. P 1.84 (in yards years before. As he rode over these) 72. 81. P 1.29 (his bike would bound up, then down sudden-) 315. 711. P 3.09 (ly. He had quickly learned to stand on the) 315. 697. P 3.34 (peddles of his bike when going over these) 315. 683. P 5.51 (areas. This avoided uncomfortable bruises) 315. 669. P 2.38 (and the inability to sit comfortably for days) 315. 655. P (afterward.) 315. 641. T 6.56 (He finished with Mr. Pell\325s yard in) 333. 627. P 1.92 (record time. The heat of the day not bother-) 315. 613. P 2.25 (ing him at all. His mind was completely on) 315. 599. P 1.71 (the camera shopping he was going to be do-) 315. 585. P 1.01 (ing that afternoon. When he had finished col-) 315. 571. P 2.55 (lecting for the work he had done this week) 315. 557. P 1.58 (he would finally have over $500.00 to spend) 315. 543. P 5.2 (on a camera. He had saved that amount) 315. 529. P 3.81 (over many months just for the purpose of) 315. 515. P (buying a camera.) 315. 501. T 2. (It was just after 4:00 when Phil returned) 333. 487. P 1.1 (home. Unhooking his trailer from the bike he) 315. 473. P 2.43 (put it in the garage in the spot his dad had) 315. 459. P (reserved for it.) 315. 445. T 1.91 (He went into the house through the door) 333. 431. P 2.86 (which led from the garage directly into the) 315. 417. P 6.48 (kitchen. His mother was there preparing) 315. 403. P 4.12 (supper. The aroma of spaghetti sauce was) 315. 389. P 4.74 (unmistakable. His mother was standing in) 315. 375. P 2.88 (front of the stove stirring the contents of a) 315. 361. P 3.15 (large pot from which steam and the aroma) 315. 347. P (filling the kitchen was coming.) 315. 333. T 3.11 ("Are we having spaghetti tonight?" Phil) 333. 319. P 1.89 (asked hopefully. They didn\325t have spaghetti) 315. 305. P 4.21 (very often and it was one of his favorite) 315. 291. P (meals.) 315. 277. T 3.76 ("Yes we are," his mother said smiling.) 333. 263. P 2.11 ("I thought you might enjoy it, especially to-) 315. 249. P 2.87 (night." She had known that Phil was going) 315. 235. P 2.49 (to reach the goal of $500.00 he had set for) 315. 221. P 1.72 (himself today and she had planned this meal) 315. 207. P 2.29 (in order to celebrate. She knew the $500.00) 315. 193. P 1.8 (was an arbitrary figure Phil had set for him-) 315. 179. P 1.93 (self but he said he couldn\325t shop for a cam-) 315. 165. P 2.11 (era unless he had at least that amount. She) 315. 151. P 1.15 (had kept track of his money for him, not that) 315. 137. P 1.77 (she needed to, and knew that today\325s collec-) 315. 123. P (tions would put him over that figure.) 315. 109. T 2.13 ("You get yourself into the bathroom and) 333. 95. P 1.88 (get cleaned up," she gently scolded. "You\325re) 315. 81. P FMENDPAGE %%Page: "16" 16 FMBEGINPAGE 0 F 0 X (September 1989) 72. 748. T (page 16) 289.75 36. T (Volume I, Issue 1) 466.11 748. T 7 F 3.92 (a mess. I won\325t have you go through my) 72. 711. P (house in that state!") 72. 697. T 3.52 (He laughed. His 5\3257" frame that belied) 90. 683. P 4.02 (the 6\3252" he would eventually become was) 72. 669. P 3.34 (covered with grass clippings. The knees of) 72. 655. P 2.49 (his jeans were stained green from where he) 72. 641. P 1.93 (had knelt to trim the grass from the edge of) 72. 627. P 8.88 (sidewalks, and his sneakers were also) 72. 613. P 5.14 (stained green and covered with clippings.) 72. 599. P (He knew he was a mess.) 72. 585. T 3.31 ("And go back into the garage and take) 90. 571. P 1.59 (those sneakers off!" his mother said in mock) 72. 557. P 2.63 (seriousness. "I don\325t want you tracking half) 72. 543. P 3.39 (of the neighborhood\325s lawns into my bath-) 72. 529. P (room.") 72. 515. T 1.91 (Again Phil laughed as he went back into) 90. 501. P 7.06 (the garage to remove his grass stained) 72. 487. P 5. (sneakers. He took them outside to knock) 72. 473. P 2.3 (out the grass that had managed to work it\325s) 72. 459. P 2.21 (way inside and took off his socks that were) 72. 445. P 2.15 (also covered with grass. He knew his moth-) 72. 431. P 1.26 (er would send him back out if he entered the) 72. 417. P 3.13 (house with them on so he figured doing it) 72. 403. P (now would save him a trip.) 72. 389. T 5.28 (He walked back into the kitchen and) 90. 375. P 3.61 (passed his mother\325s silent inspection as he) 72. 361. P 2.86 (made his way to the bathroom carrying his) 72. 347. P 3.2 (socks. He placed them in the clothes ham-) 72. 333. P 2.8 (per then stripped off the rest of his clothes) 72. 319. P 5.58 (and placed them in the hamper too. He) 72. 305. P 3.67 (quickly showered and washed his hair. He) 72. 291. P 4.67 (was amused to see small blades of grass) 72. 277. P 3.43 (make their way through the soapy river to) 72. 263. P (the drain as he rinsed his head.) 72. 249. T 3.14 (Having completed his shower, and feel-) 90. 235. P 1.67 (ing much cleaner, he wrapped himself in the) 72. 221. P 3.73 (oversize towel hanging next to the shower) 72. 207. P 1.33 (and made his way to his bedroom to get into) 72. 193. P 2.91 (some clean clothes. He hadn\325t bothered to) 72. 179. P 0.97 (dry himself so drops of water fell to the floor) 72. 165. P 2.86 (on the entire journey from the bathroom to) 72. 151. P 2.24 (his bedroom. He knew he would hear about) 72. 137. P 1.59 (it if his mother happened to notice. Howev-) 72. 123. P 2.23 (er on a hot day like today the water evapo-) 72. 109. P 4.13 (rating from his skin felt great and it was) 72. 95. P (worth the risk of a scolding.) 72. 81. T 3.67 (His room was tidy, his mother insisted) 333. 711. P 2.63 (on that, and perhaps more organized than a) 315. 697. P 1.67 (typical 15 year old\325s room would be. On his) 315. 683. P 3.53 (desk was a notebook filled with dates and) 315. 669. P 6.4 (places of events covered for the school) 315. 655. P 4.74 (newspaper the year before. This notebook) 315. 641. P 1.53 (traveled with him every time he covered any) 315. 627. P 2.55 (event. He kept track of the event, the shots) 315. 613. P 2.25 (he took, the names of the individuals in the) 315. 599. P 1.39 (photographs, if they were to be mentioned in) 315. 585. P 3.57 (an article, and copies of completed release) 315. 571. P 5.01 (forms. He requested people to sign these) 315. 557. P 1.19 (forms in order to use their pictures in the pa-) 315. 543. P 4.45 (per. Everyone thought it was an unneces-) 315. 529. P (sary procedure, but you never knew.) 315. 515. T 1.44 (The walls of his room were covered with) 333. 501. P 5.45 (pictures of the school, pictures of action) 315. 487. P 1.49 (shots of the football team of which he was a) 315. 473. P 4.95 (member, pictures of the cheerleaders, and) 315. 459. P 5.71 (other shots that had nothing to do with) 315. 445. P 3.48 (school. He liked the pictures of the cheer-) 315. 431. P 4.12 (leaders best. If someone looked closely at) 315. 417. P 4.95 (them they might notice that one girl ap-) 315. 403. P 2.15 (peared in every picture. He liked Cathy Da-) 315. 389. P (nis but would admit it to no one.) 315. 375. T 3.62 (He dressed quickly and returned to the) 333. 361. P 3.51 (kitchen where his mother still worked pre-) 315. 347. P 2.98 (paring supper. "Mom", he said entering the) 315. 333. P 2.3 (kitchen, "I\325m going down to the ShutterBug) 315. 319. P 1.89 (to take a look at some of the cameras there.) 315. 305. P 1.8 (I want to price some of them before making) 315. 291. P (a decision.") 315. 277. T 5.28 (The ShutterBug was one of the local) 333. 263. P 3.34 (camera stores where Phil bought all of his) 315. 249. P 5. (film. The school provided him with bulk) 315. 235. P 2.29 (black and white film, Tri-X and Plus-X, for) 315. 221. P 2.56 (school assignments, and a small amount for) 315. 207. P 1.82 (his own use. All color film he bought at the) 315. 193. P 2. (ShutterBug. He had his color film processed) 315. 179. P 3.84 (there as well. While he had access to the) 315. 165. P 2.94 (school\325s darkroom for processing black and) 315. 151. P 4.23 (white film, the school didn\325t purchase the) 315. 137. P (chemicals necessary to process color film.) 315. 123. T 4.76 (Phil had done quite a bit of business) 333. 109. P 1.25 (with the ShutterBug and he felt that Mr. Jen-) 315. 95. P 1.88 (son, the owner, would give him a good deal) 315. 81. P FMENDPAGE %%Page: "17" 17 FMBEGINPAGE 0 F 0 X (September 1989) 72. 748. T (page 17) 289.75 36. T (Volume I, Issue 1) 466.11 748. T 7 F (on a camera purchased there.) 72. 711. T 3.6 ("Supper is going to be in just over an) 90. 697. P 3.54 (hour," his mother reminded him. "Be back) 72. 683. P (before then.") 72. 669. T 2.41 ("I will," he assured her. Phil gave her a) 90. 655. P 3.04 (quick kiss on the cheek on his way out to) 72. 641. P 3.01 (the garage. He got on his bike and headed) 72. 627. P (to the ShutterBug.) 72. 613. T 2.17 (Peddling his bike was much easier with-) 90. 599. P 2.15 (out the additional weight of the trailer. Qui-) 72. 585. P 2.72 (eter too. He nearly flew over the sidewalks) 72. 571. P (on his way to the camera store.) 72. 557. T 2.63 (On the way Phil had to pass by several) 90. 543. P 3.06 (clothes stores, the local hardware store, the) 72. 529. P 2.09 (local mom and pop grocery store, and a de-) 72. 515. P 5.39 (serted storefront that used to contain the) 72. 501. P 3.35 (video arcade. The arcade had moved when) 72. 487. P 1.75 (the new mall was built outside of town. The) 72. 473. P 4.95 (arcade had located inside the mall where) 72. 459. P 3.62 (there was more space and more pedestrian) 72. 445. P 6.48 (traffic. The storefront had been deserted) 72. 431. P (since then.) 72. 417. T 2.95 (Phil was surprised when he reached the) 90. 403. P 3.39 (old location of the arcade. The big picture) 72. 389. P 4.47 (window, previously dusty and streaked by) 72. 375. P 2.39 (rain, was now sparkling clean. On the glass) 72. 361. P 3.82 (in place of the large garish painted letters) 72. 347. P 6.74 (which once read simply ARCADE, was) 72. 333. P 5.74 (neatly painted lettering which read FOL-) 72. 319. P (LISS\325 CAMERA.) 72. 305. T 2.29 (Stopping his bike next to the plate glass) 90. 291. P 2.75 (window, Phil held his hand up to the glass) 72. 277. P 4.43 (and looked within the store. He was sur-) 72. 263. P 3.44 (prised to see neat displays of cameras and) 72. 249. P 1.96 (photo supplies. Phil got off of his bike and) 72. 235. P (parked it on it\325s kickstand then went inside.) 72. 221. T 5.34 (As he opened the door he heard the) 90. 207. P 3.38 (small bells attached to the door jingle, an-) 72. 193. P 6.74 (nouncing his presence to anyone inside.) 72. 179. P 5.81 (There wasn\325t anyone behind the counter,) 72. 165. P 2.05 (which wasn\325t unusual in a small town store,) 72. 151. P 1.26 (so Phil walked over to a display case to look) 72. 137. P 3.26 (at the cameras there. He spent a few min-) 72. 123. P 3.81 (utes looking at the cameras in the display) 72. 109. P (cases.) 72. 95. T 1.32 ("Can I help you?" asked a friendly voice.) 90. 81. P 1.11 (Phil turned to see a tall man just coming into) 315. 711. P 4.48 (the store through a doorway leading to a) 315. 697. P 3.56 (portion of the shop in the back. "Sorry to) 315. 683. P 2.86 (make you wait," said the man apologetical-) 315. 669. P 1.35 (ly, "but I was in the process of arranging the) 315. 655. P 1.64 (inventory in the back." With a motion of his) 315. 641. P 6.01 (thumb he indicated the doorway through) 315. 627. P (which he had just come.) 315. 613. T 3.24 (Phil looked at the man for several sec-) 333. 599. P 1.76 (onds before replying. The man was tall and) 315. 585. P 3.2 (had very angular features. His hair was jet) 315. 571. P 2.63 (black and cut close to his head. He had an) 315. 557. P 5.15 (accent to his speech that Phil had never) 315. 543. P 3.79 (heard before. He knew several foreign ex-) 315. 529. P 2. (change students at school but this man\325s ac-) 315. 515. P 4.06 (cent was completely different than any he) 315. 501. P 5.78 (had previously heard. As he stood there) 315. 487. P 4.41 (contemplating the storekeeper he was also) 315. 473. P 3.21 (aware that the room was a little too warm) 315. 459. P (to be comfortable.) 315. 445. T 3.24 (As though he had read Phil\325s mind the) 333. 431. P 6.61 (storekeeper broke the silence by saying,) 315. 417. P 2.97 ("Don\325t let the heat bother you too much. I) 315. 403. P 3.05 (just opened the shop this week and the air) 315. 389. P 5.8 (conditioning isn\325t working yet. Luckily I) 315. 375. P 3.05 (haven\325t stocked any film so it can\325t be ru-) 315. 361. P (ined. Now, how can I help you?") 315. 347. T 2.38 (Phil was a little bit uncomfortable as he) 333. 333. P 1.48 (replied, "I\325m planning to buy a camera and I) 315. 319. P 1.63 (was on my way to the ShutterBug to price a) 315. 305. P 1.32 (few when I noticed your shop." He added, "I) 315. 291. P 2.88 (was a little surprised to see a camera store) 315. 277. P 1.97 (here. I decided that since it was on my way) 315. 263. P (I\325d stop in to see what you had.") 315. 249. T 3. (The storekeeper smiled. Phil felt a chill) 333. 235. P 3.48 (run through him in response to that smile,) 315. 221. P 2.11 (even in this heat. He thought it must be the) 315. 207. P 2.17 (sweat. He could feel it forming on his fore-) 315. 193. P 1.96 (head and running in a little trickle down his) 315. 179. P (back.) 315. 165. T 4.43 ("You\325ve come to the right place!" the) 333. 151. P 3.77 (storekeeper said confidently. "I don\325t carry) 315. 137. P 2.53 (an extensive line, well actually I carry only) 315. 123. P 2.42 (one type of camera, but you won\325t find an-) 315. 109. P 2.01 (other like it anywhere! The camera is called) 315. 95. P 2.08 (the Follis 138," the storekeeper continued in) 315. 81. P FMENDPAGE %%Page: "18" 18 FMBEGINPAGE 0 F 0 X (September 1989) 72. 748. T (page 18) 289.75 36. T (Volume I, Issue 1) 466.11 748. T 7 F 2.97 (his unfamiliar accent, "and it takes pictures) 72. 711. P 4.08 (that are beyond compare." Motioning to a) 72. 697. P 3.46 (counter in the front of the store the store-) 72. 683. P 1.56 (keeper said, "Come on over here and see for) 72. 669. P (yourself.") 72. 655. T 5.07 (Walking behind the counter the store-) 90. 641. P 3.07 (keeper reached into a drawer and produced) 72. 627. P 3.21 (a stack of pictures that he spread out over) 72. 613. P 3.26 (the counter top. "I took these pictures my-) 72. 599. P (self," he said helpfully, "Take a look.") 72. 585. T 6.61 (Phil looked at the pictures and was) 90. 571. P 2.15 (stunned. The quality of the pictures was be-) 72. 557. P 1.96 (yond anything he had ever seen before. One) 72. 543. P 3.15 (photo showed a scene from a beach where) 72. 529. P 2.05 (the waves were lapping the sand. The photo) 72. 515. P 1.38 (appeared so real Phil felt he could reach into) 72. 501. P 1.67 (it and take a handful of sand. He thought he) 72. 487. P 6.95 (could almost imagine the sound of the) 72. 473. P (waves against the beach.) 72. 459. T 5.28 (He looked at another of these photo-) 90. 445. P 5.58 (graphs, unaware now of the heat in the) 72. 431. P 2.81 (store. This photo showed a scene of winter) 72. 417. P 3.06 (desolation. The snow was blue white. Cold) 72. 403. P 1.86 (dunes made their way into the distance. Phil) 72. 389. P 1.86 (felt as though he could feel the chill air and) 72. 375. P (hear the icy wind tearing at the dunes.) 72. 361. T 4.28 (He examined picture after picture with) 90. 347. P 1.59 (the same stunned awe. Here a primeval for-) 72. 333. P 2.09 (est scene, here what appeared to be a medi-) 72. 319. P 3.81 (eval castle. Another showed the storekeep-) 72. 305. P 3.72 (er himself laying on an inflatable raft and) 72. 291. P 3.88 (floating in water so blue and at the same) 72. 277. P (time so clear as to be unreal.) 72. 263. T 2.17 (The storekeeper smiled when Phil got to) 90. 249. P 5.02 (the picture of himself and said, "Well, I) 72. 235. P 2.42 (didn\325t take all of these. That one was obvi-) 72. 221. P 2.34 (ously taken by someone else. But all of the) 72. 207. P 1.88 (rest were taken by me using nothing but the) 72. 193. P (Follis 138.") 72. 179. T 0.98 ("What kind of film were you using?" Phil) 90. 165. P 6.17 (asked almost absently as he studied the) 72. 151. P 1.2 (rest of the pictures. "There is no grain in any) 72. 137. P 2.72 (of these pictures. The edges of the subjects) 72. 123. P 1.67 (are crisp and clean. The depth of field is as-) 72. 109. P 1.54 (tounding." Phil was looking again at the pic-) 72. 95. P 2.72 (ture of the storekeeper floating on a raft in) 72. 81. P 3.75 (the water. Not only was the image of the) 315. 711. P 3.06 (storekeeper crisp and clean but through the) 315. 697. P 3.88 (water he could see fish and on the sandy) 315. 683. P 5.28 (bottom shells who\325s images were just as) 315. 669. P (sharp.) 315. 655. T 6.01 (The storekeeper again smiled his un-) 333. 641. P 6.8 (nerving smile and said, "Ah, that\325s the) 315. 627. P 1.53 (beauty of this camera," indicating the camer-) 315. 613. P 2.31 (as in the display case. "It uses any color or) 315. 599. P 2.91 (black and white 35mm film, not that that\325s) 315. 585. P 4.23 (unusual," and he laughed a bit. "The real) 315. 571. P 4.48 (beauty of this camera is that the pictures) 315. 557. P 1.71 (you take will be of this quality regardless of) 315. 543. P (the film you use!") 315. 529. T 3.25 ("That\325s impossible." Phil objected. "Tri-) 333. 515. P 3.29 (X is much grainier than is Plus-X and the) 315. 501. P 2.58 (pictures will show it regardless of the cam-) 315. 487. P (era used.") 315. 473. T 4.81 ("Not so," corrected the storekeeper, "I) 333. 459. P 1.15 (don\325t fully understand all of the technical de-) 315. 445. P 4.53 (tails behind the camera, but it senses the) 315. 431. P 2.58 (film type you are using and adjusts accord-) 315. 417. P 2.01 (ingly. I guarantee that the pictures you take,) 315. 403. P 1.77 (regardless of film used, will turn out exactly) 315. 389. P 2.08 (like these." Again he smiled that disconcert-) 315. 375. P (ing smile.) 315. 361. T 1.51 ("That is really hard to believe." Phil stat-) 333. 347. P 2.67 (ed flatly. He knew that he didn\325t know ev-) 315. 333. P 2.67 (erything that there was to know about pho-) 315. 319. P 4.68 (tography. He was also aware that camera) 315. 305. P 4.48 (manufacturers were coming out with new,) 315. 291. P 4.28 (even more sophisticated models all of the) 315. 277. P 3.68 (time, but he had never heard of a camera) 315. 263. P 1.91 (that could do what this strange man claimed) 315. 249. P 2.34 (this one could. He again looked at the pho-) 315. 235. P 2.62 (tos spread out on the counter. Their quality) 315. 221. P (was hard to ignore.) 315. 207. T 3.11 ("Are you telling me that this camera is) 333. 193. P 0.96 (fully automatic and to get this kind of quality) 315. 179. P (I have to do nothing?" Phil asked.) 315. 165. T 4.06 ("Oh, absolutely!" replied the storekeep-) 333. 151. P 2.98 (er. "All you have to do, as the ads say, is) 315. 137. P 4.74 (point and shoot! No aperture adjustments,) 315. 123. P 7.74 (not shutter speed settings, no focusing,) 315. 109. P 2.38 (nothing! Believe it or not every picture you) 315. 95. P (take will turn out just as good as these.") 315. 81. T FMENDPAGE %%Page: "19" 19 FMBEGINPAGE 0 F 0 X (September 1989) 72. 748. T (page 19) 289.75 36. T (Volume I, Issue 1) 466.11 748. T 7 F 5.5 (Phil was still not convinced that this) 90. 711. P 7.05 (camera could be as good as this man) 72. 697. P 3. (claimed. He thought that there had to be a) 72. 683. P 1.9 (catch. With that thought in mind Phil asked,) 72. 669. P ("What does this camera cost?") 72. 655. T 3.32 ("Ah," said the storekeeper smiling. If a) 90. 641. P 2.96 (cat could smile you might expect the same) 72. 627. P 8.23 (smile when it had cornered a mouse,) 72. 613. P 4.87 ("perhaps that is the best part. The Follis) 72. 599. P (138 costs only $200.00.") 72. 585. T 4.29 (Phil was again stunned. "Two hundred) 90. 571. P 3.05 (dollars! Is that all? I\325ve looked at some of) 72. 557. P 2.73 (the better Nikons, Canons, and Pentaxs and) 72. 543. P 2.35 (they cost considerably more than that!" Phil) 72. 529. P 6.5 (again looked at the photographs on the) 72. 515. P 2.9 (counter. The beach and water photo looked) 72. 501. P (more real than ever.) 72. 487. T 2.94 (The storekeeper just stood there smiling) 90. 473. P 2.53 (in the heat. After a few seconds he asked,) 72. 459. P ("Do I have a sale?") 72. 445. T 1.39 (Phil thought for a second then reluctantly) 90. 431. P 1.56 (said, "No, not today. I didn\325t bring my mon-) 72. 417. P 2.67 (ey. Besides, I want to talk to a few people) 72. 403. P (before making a purchase.") 72. 389. T 10.68 (The storekeeper nodded then said,) 90. 375. P 2.56 ("When you decide come on back. I will be) 72. 361. P 1.75 (here." Then without another word he walked) 72. 347. P 2.05 (to the doorway to the back room and disap-) 72. 333. P 2.75 (peared through it. Phil was left as alone as) 72. 319. P 2.34 (he had been when he had entered the store.) 72. 305. P 2.63 (Glancing at his watch Phil saw that he had) 72. 291. P 2.39 (spent over an hour talking to the storekeep-) 72. 277. P (er. He was going to be late for supper!) 72. 263. T 2.05 (He quickly left the store. Running to his) 90. 249. P 1.63 (bike the air felt almost cold compared to the) 72. 235. P 3.86 (heat that was within the camera store. He) 72. 221. P 2.51 (raced home as fast as he could. He quickly) 72. 207. P 2.5 (parked his bike and ran into the house. His) 72. 193. P 3.43 (family was just sitting down to the supper) 72. 179. P (table.) 72. 165. T 1.28 (His mother gave him a disapproving look) 90. 151. P 2.6 (and said "Go to the bathroom and wash up) 72. 137. P (for supper.") 72. 123. T 5.42 (Phil did as he was told. As he was) 90. 109. P 3.34 (washing his hands he looked in the mirror) 72. 95. P 5.96 (and was a little shocked. He looked as) 72. 81. P 2.19 (though he had just gone swimming with his) 315. 711. P 6.01 (clothes on. Every piece of clothing was) 315. 697. P 2.96 (soaked with sweat and his hair was matted) 315. 683. P 2.05 (against his head. No wonder his mother had) 315. 669. P 2.63 (looked at him so. He took one of the hand) 315. 655. P 4.24 (towels and dried his hair then combed it.) 315. 641. P 6.38 (There was little he could do about his) 315. 627. P (clothes before supper.) 315. 613. T 5.05 (He went back to the table where his) 333. 599. P 2.1 (family was enjoying the spaghetti and sat at) 315. 585. P 4.34 (his usual place. His mother served him a) 315. 571. P 3.62 (plateful of spaghetti and covered it with a) 315. 557. P 3.25 (generous serving of the sauce that she had) 315. 543. P (been cooking all day.) 315. 529. T 2.06 (Phil thanked her absently and began eat-) 333. 515. P 1.21 (ing. He really didn\325t taste the food. His mind) 315. 501. P 2.8 (was on the camera and the pictures he had) 315. 487. P 2.59 (seen at the shop. How could a camera take) 315. 473. P 3.72 (such pictures with any type of film? How) 315. 459. P 2.88 (could a camera adjust the depth of field to) 315. 445. P 4.05 (cover such a range as was evident in the) 315. 431. P 2.12 (ocean picture. He remembered the image on) 315. 417. P 4.8 (the sea shell on the ocean floor and the) 315. 403. P 4.34 (shopkeeper floating in the water above it.) 315. 389. P 6.17 (Both images had been crystal clear and) 315. 375. P (sharp!) 315. 361. T 3.23 ("Philip!" his father demanded, interrupt-) 333. 347. P 2.64 (ing his reverie. "Your mother is talking to) 315. 333. P (you!") 315. 319. T 1.78 ("Huh? Oh, I\325m sorry. I was just thinking) 333. 305. P (Mom, Dad.") 315. 291. T 1.5 ("Well did you see any cameras you liked) 333. 277. P (at the ShutterBug?" his mother asked.) 315. 263. T 7.51 ("Never made it there," Phil replied.) 333. 249. P 4.36 ("There\325s this new camera store where the) 315. 235. P 3.88 (old arcade used to be. I stopped in there.) 315. 221. P 1.91 (By the time I got out I had to come home.") 315. 207. P 2.81 (He added a little sheepishly, "I was a little) 315. 193. P (late.") 315. 179. T 2.71 ("You looking at anything in particular?") 333. 165. P (asked his father.) 315. 151. T 7.34 (Phil\325s father was an accountant and) 333. 137. P 3.95 (didn\325t share his son\325s enthusiasm for pho-) 315. 123. P 5.29 (tography. He was glad his son was into) 315. 109. P 1.91 (something creative and he knew his son had) 315. 95. P 2.23 (a talent for photography. However he didn\325t) 315. 81. P FMENDPAGE %%Page: "20" 20 FMBEGINPAGE 0 F 0 X (September 1989) 72. 748. T (page 20) 289.75 36. T (Volume I, Issue 1) 466.11 748. T 7 F 2.25 (know one type of camera from another. His) 72. 711. P 2.63 (question was more to show that he was in-) 72. 697. P 3.81 (terested in his son\325s activities than to dis-) 72. 683. P (cuss specific camera makes and models.) 72. 669. T 2.65 ("Well I saw this one camera Dad," Phil) 90. 655. P 3.34 (began, and described what had taken place) 72. 641. P 2.67 (at the new camera shop. He decided not to) 72. 627. P (mention his impressions of the store owner.) 72. 613. T 2.64 ("Two hundred dollars is a lot of money) 90. 599. P 4.77 (to spend on a camera you know nothing) 72. 585. P 4.65 (about," his father advised. "I suggest you) 72. 571. P 2. (wait until you\325ve learned a little more about) 72. 557. P 1.23 (it before you buy it. Is there anyone else you) 72. 543. P (could talk to who might know more about it?") 72. 529. T 4.42 ("Hmmmm. I hadn\325t thought about that) 90. 515. P 1.74 (Dad," said Phil thoughtfully. "I could talk to) 72. 501. P 2.28 (Mr. Riley on Monday. He\325s probably teach-) 72. 487. P 3.1 (ing a summer school class. Someone is al-) 72. 473. P 4.28 (ways failing physics and it\325s a graduation) 72. 459. P (requirement.") 72. 445. T 1.95 (When Phil finished his supper and asked) 90. 431. P 2.09 (to be excused. He went straight to his room) 72. 417. P 4. (and sat cross-legged on his bed staring at) 315. 711. P 4.81 (the pictures on his wall. How pale these) 315. 697. P 2.2 (now seemed compared to those he had seen) 315. 683. P 2.22 (this afternoon. How good Cathy would look) 315. 669. P 2.96 (if he could take her picture with the Follis) 315. 655. P 2. (138. The more he thought about it the more) 315. 641. P 5.28 (he convinced himself that he wanted the) 315. 627. P 1.79 (Follis. He was determined to talk to Mr. Ri-) 315. 613. P 1.71 (ley and get his advice before making any fi-) 315. 599. P (nal decision. Still....) 315. 585. T 2 F 2.69 (Gene Smith currently works for Syracuse University) 315. 560. P 3.52 (and, if there is such a thing, is a "true Gemini.") 315. 548. P 1.61 (Right now he works two jobs and runs his own busi-) 315. 536. P 2.81 (ness -- all at the same time. His interests include) 315. 524. P 5.21 (astronomy, carpentry, music \050frustrated musician\051,) 315. 512. P 6.28 (gardening, geology, the occult, classic eroticsm,) 315. 500. P 5.28 (thunderstorms, and anything he hasn\325t done yet.) 315. 488. P 2.72 (Gene was born on June 15, 1952, and lives in the) 315. 476. P (country.) 315. 464. T 12 F 3.11 (Note:) 315. 440. P 2 F 3.11 ( The final half of this story can be seen in) 337.77 440. P (next month\325s issue of Athene.) 315. 428. T 315. 576. 540. 576. 2 L 0 H N FMENDPAGE %%Trailer %%Pages: 20 1 %%DocumentFonts: Times-Bold %%+ Times-Italic %%+ Times-Roman %%+ Times-BoldItalic %%+ Courier